been really busy this week.

barely doing things i used to do most of the time. like hogging online & blogging lol.

oh well.

family obligations. though waking up everyday at 5am is no joke at all.

i'm tired to the extend of not knowing how to blog coherently anymore. but i just felt like blogging. haha. becos i feel that i havn't been activating blogging for a very long time. but it wasn't really that long afterall.

hmm. falling sick is just in a matter of time. but in the meantime, i'll tahan! & be a good girl. =))

there's so much feelings i wanna blog abt. but i guess tonight when i finally get to blog, my mind is totally switched off.

damn.

sorry *pals, hope i'm not mia-ing. i'm still here! just half-dead! lol.

lovee.

oh. *transformers is niccceee! the cars & the transformations are so chio!! *fuzz up too!!! freaking funny! lol.

& to keep it short...

thanks for all the good times. =)) ilu*.

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some photos.





dinner @ *canivore. nice place for meat-lovers. (but somehow this plate is just showing all the sides. lol)



this reminded me of *shrek 3.



*spongbob! hand puppets!



kawaii neh.

ok this is getting freaking random. haha.

& i missing alot of my friends!! (>.<)

some photos. =))



my present from my sickening *best friend. (who made me NOT to say "anything" or "whatever" in front of him anymore. =pPp)





night's out @ *clarke quay. some arabian bar. the group beside us was celebrating someone's birthday.. the cake v nice to eat!! =X lol.



my *work place's proud productions!



*cookie monster.



*rocky road! my fav! =))



*carrot cake!



nice prawn mee!

that was the super sinful supper wif *bear on friday night. lol.



yummy *hokaiddo ice-cream!





nice scenery wif *beloved. =))

擒日知道昨一个。。。可以话（对我）系一个超大嘅秘密。傻昨一阵。。。但始终以平常心接受昨依个事实。

其实点都好啦。。。我只希望*你过得开开心心。其他嘢就顺其自然啦。。。冇必要强求，易冇必要谂咁多。

人人都有自己嘅过去。。。但已成过去，就放开怀抱接受吧。

好开心，因为我觉得，你*点都会包容我依个小山贼。=))

*love.

PS. 要多谢一路以来爱护我嘅守护天使(s)。你地嘅好意，我照单全收。=))

谂到依点，烦恼好似*ting*一声咁消逝。

今次，连我都觉得，*你有心易有意。
为何？

算吧啦。
已不在原地。

2106. =))

见证一见钟情。
相信童话般的故事吗？

擒日个心差D爆炸。
冇信心，易冇好大嘅把握。
但我谂依一步唔会错到去边。

祝*你一路顺风。
祝我早日舍怀。

就如梦境般。。。
隐隐约约的感觉，真奇妙。

点都要多谢，卑我机会重生的你*。

唔想公告与世，只因时机未熟。

唔知点解，依几日都睡唔好。

个人做嘢做到就哩发颠。

好累。。。不过还算充实。

=))

内心嘅挣扎，应会随时日消逝。

*bestie, 别想这么多啦。。。你写blog都跟我差不多，要死了! 哈哈! 我永远爱爱*你*啦! =PPpPpp

2 weeks since i last blogged. how time flies.

1 entire week spent wif my loved ones in *hk & *china-panyu. =)) it was great & obviously the massive shopping is the highlight of my trip. kekeke.

had been very busy/occupied the entire week (till now) since i got back to my lovely home. still, sg feels more like home no matter what.

(my sentences are wayyy short becos i'm in retardation mode. it's like almost 7am & i couldn't sleep! damnn!)

yest i had the worse day EVER @ work. got a shock too. hahaha. maybe *bestie really did save me from sth. =pPpp & i seriously think we CANNOT work together. hahaha! we're so noisy. but it can't be helped i guess. =pPpp

yahh. & i dropped my new, beloved jewel-filled phone into the toliet bowl. AHHHHHHHH!!! now that it's spoilt (almost entirely), there's pretty much nothing i can do abt it. hope *nokia care will not leave me in agony & pain. lol.

*bear came all the way down to eat our cheesecake! =)) heeh. alot pple asked whether is he *bestie's bf. HAHAHA. (my workplace is filled with SUPER kpo pple)

sat was spent in school, going thru *fright night details with the ogls, catching up wif *val, a little date (=p) & *4ep gathering after almost 1.5yrs i guess. 1st time ever i had such a huge gathering outside a chalet. i did head-count of nearly 24. hahaha! that's like 24/39!!! woahhh!! i did helped a tiny little bit in planning okk!! anyways it's really nice to see everyone again. thou i don't think that there're much difference in looks lah. HAHAHA. =X i think my class definitely deserve a cam-whoring award. =pPpp i guess that's the culture *boonpin cultivated within. lol. i'm the decoration headd!!! okk... i dunno wat i'm rambling abt. =pPPp



see how long the table is.



guides in *4ep. =))



*jo!

(pls send me photos! *ber! *shiyu! lol)

after dinner @ *glass house, we headed to *katong for k-session, which unfortunately didn't happened. late night was spent *mj-ing @ my house wif *gum, *wl & *bear. (we got lost while trying to find *bear's house! i so lousy! eeyer!! =(( but we went by the *paya lebar route which i'm not familar wif. so cannot blame me =X)

fri: had lunch over @ *bestie's place..her *mom cooked nice lunch 4 us. =)) then it was kick-ass to work again.

thurs: worked & our *04s06's girls's gathering didn't happened. so it was a anyhow gathering of me, *bestie, *py & *ruru & we sang our ass off for 6/7hrs straight @ *suntec kbox! omg! dun under-estimate our lungs' power!! lol. all of us grew fatter! sh*t!!!! =(( & my *bestie went crazy, she chopped her hair after much influence by me. hahaha!



love.



look @ them. lol.



*bestie bought this for me from *japan! & something else! aheemmm! lol.

wed: slack almost the entire day then it was off to *mambo mambo mambo!! =)) manage to get *shiyu along. heeh.



how can there be NOT a cam-whoring session while in the toliet queue. lol.

*bestie's friend's car was reported damaged on *zouk's screen! lol. so funny! he was still so worried but in the end nth happened to his car lahh.. it was false alarm so that he will move his car away. lol. so sickening.

1306. =))

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some photos during my overseas trip! (more coming up!)

life had been (still) in a routine, but at least i'm enjoying myself. =))

but somehow i know when school term starts (again), everything will just be back to square 1. say goodbye to the nice *uncles & *aunties & *working-mates whom made a great part of my *Year 1 holidays.

ahhh.. i know i'm whining. but i feel like whining. lol.

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holding onto the belief of non-existence...

perhaps opening the ugliness [deep] within isn't such a good idea afterall.