HAHA. i m back. but 1 more paper to go.. & it's BIO!!! oh my gosh!!! I think it'll be an even more INTENSIVE killer. *sigh* Science papers sucks man!!! >.< & the maths today SURPRISINGLY was easy larhx.. EASY until i dunno how to get those sickening answers... *groWls*.. so anGryYYyy.. but expected de larhx. SINCE when i'll get HIGH scores man.. I have learnt to let things go liaoz. No time to finish means NO TIME. Rush or panic also no use de... >.< (only can blame on myself. why the bloody hell i do soOOOo slowly. ARUGH)

HmMm.. 4got wat i wanna type. OH YEahssSs.. LAst nITe goT mAssIVe bLAck-ouT in SingapoRe.. HAha!!! But then my area not affected larhx.. Cey & Bear's house gANNa I think.. LOlX.. can imagine those hardworking mugging half way then *pRooF*! no LightS!! AHhhHHHhhh.. then wat they do?! Use torchlight? candleS!? LoLx.. I down here xin zai le huo-ing.. Lolx.. who cares larhx.. =X I onli tokking crap & NonsenSe.. really really too bored & stressed up i guess!!! LAST DAY!!!! I shall toleRent another day wif those sickening notes & books!!! >.<

ToDAy was late 4 school.. cos it was raining at my house there & my stp brother's school always DAMN alot cars then got JAM at PIE.. but never ganna booked.. HEEe... but i was actually sort of late 4 da Maths Exam liaoz.. jus got in IN time.. then the stp teacher keep saying wanna start early.. then make me panic to get everything in proper 2 start the stp exam.. *groWL* thEn i keep sneezing somemore.

k larhs.. enough CRAP liaoz.. time to MUG!!! jia you everyone!!

disappeared 4 a few days.. lol can't online much lah. see. i type 4 the 1st line my mom already niam liaoz.. zZz. but i m used to it larhx. lol~ after all i'll still have exams tomolo & the day after... JIA YOUxx!!!!!

Just now was muggin wif Cey at some bubble tea shop at Hougang & Lili came alone after awhile.. ate alot today.. =X nVm barhx.. Lol~ now using my my old keyboard again... the feeling of typing is soOOoo weird can!? Lolx.. the monitor is changed to some chio chio new one.. the mouse also.. got blue light in the middle. Heex..

CoMmon TesTs ahh... EehHHHhh.. Chem was definitely a KILLER lah.. but as u observe the pple's faces walking out of the examination hall, only those from chung cheng (namely 4ep pple) are smiling & laughing & *almost the only ones say.. "DIE liaox la" but still in a happy mood. hahaha!! tat's typical US i guess.. nobody can change tat FACT! >.<

Chinese was OKAY.. but not enough time 4 my summary. GP.. Haha! I TOTALLY gave up on my summary & jus wrote my 3rd attempt on Application Question, which I CRAPPED my WHOLE way through & cocking up stories lah.. HEex..

CheR: hey girl have been busy mugging.. contact ya on thurs kayx?!! HEes.. DUN think tat i have 4gotten U!! =)

yU: miSsed ya too! hope u're having fun in school. mind giving me yr bloggy add again yeah.. cos my favourites ALL gone. HaiyoH!

OKay.. gtg!! MisS mE!!! *bleah. like anyone CARES but... >.< JIA YOU MUGGING!

Hees.. wanted to blog also becos of *bEar. LoLx

bEaR: HmMm.. aiyAr. how can u expose to other peeps I got private blog abt my sad life derx? Haha~ but i dun care lahx.. >.< after all u also had said it out lerx. What can i do rite?? I guess i't's normal to have some *space for yr own barhx.. anyways it's really a PRIVATE blog.. only i can go in worx.. Lolx~ YEps.. muS as well type u an email liaoz.. but nvm larhx.. =pPpp.

Dun see the point of typing my *old thoughts here lah. wat's the point rite? Pple HAVE TO MOVE ON. SooOo.. yeah. trying my VERY best to move on lah. So, dun really wanna let my close pals see how PATHETIC i can get while typing my blog entries.. haha~ HmMm.. & i never bottle up everything kays.. jus tat i dun wanna say it out at a certain time. abit spoil spot larhx.. anyways i'm not sad all the time wats.. Heex.. but somehow, sometimes those idiotic thoughts will jus flow back into my mind.. not tat i can help it.

AND!!! yr're not useless kays!!! at least to some extent yr PAST efforts are widely recognised by me kays!!! lOlx.. all those letters. of cos i do appreciated them too. =) Your're always my best bro lArhx.. +huggies+

For the past few days, had been mugging more & more larhx.. i see my bio textbk until wanna die lerx.. =X Alot facts.. & mus pick & choose to study. stupid book. but at least mAYBe i can understand more now.. & hopefully REMEMBER. tat's da most important thing in studying bio i guess. 2 days later will be my DOOM's DAY!!! *Sigh.. really REALLY dun wanna go back to school. To those who are going to poly, maybe they'll be looking 4ward to it larhx.. after all, they had their wayYYy lOOOnNNGg enough break.. HaAx. no offense kAYs! >.< I dun wanna go back to school!!! & to start school wif CT.. wAHhhh.. tat's the WORST things tat could happen. ZZzz.. muS get 2 A, 2 AO passes. IF not i'll be dead. grounded & everything. Seriously dunno why m i ALWAYS getting lousy grades & getting into trouble with my mom. Not say I'm not aware of all the horrible & terrible consequences, but.. shitty things ALWAYS happen to me.. wth~~~*gROwLs*

Plus, going back to school means i'll see pple tat i DUN wish to see.. oR sAY, let them see mE. LolX.. MEanie, meanie. WATEVER. So irritating canx??!! Bth!!! Still got the sucky PW.. *sighhHHh.. WAnnA diE lErx..

But come & think abt it... half a year jus *WooSh*, gone jus like tat. Was wondering wat EVENTFUL or MEANINFUL stuff I actually did in this year, but obviously I could come up with NOTHING. See, all I could do & WILL do is jus to ROT my life away... I also dun agree with other pple tat JC life are the BEST yEaRs. Oh well, everyone has different life i guess. i'm one of the UNLUCKY few i guess.. *hmPhs. (soBS, but there's NTH i can do.)

The only thing i'm looking forward to is POP BBQ!! (= finish CT) HEex.. then we can all play @ east coast again!!! So fast ehHh.. 1 year liaoz. was still looking at those photos we took last year.. I miSS my sec school life SOooOOoo much!!! I miss everyone toO!!! But sadly, everything has to change somehow. & everyone HAS to move on. wth. i hate this.

Enought of crapping, i guess. *bleah MUGGING TIME!!! WoOTx!

feel like sleeping already.. =X

Today didn't realy study much.. oh shit man. Was having this sort of a "study plan" but of cos i can't finish the subs i'm supposed to finish within this 2 days.. *expected* barhz.. Haha~ yeah larhx... i'm like SUPER lazy.. but i really dun have the mood to study wats.. *sobs*

went to watch "Pinnocchio On Ice".. Haaha.. yeah i know u'll be asking how OLD m i already.. but got free tix watx.. then i went wif my family larhx, except my dad. The performance was kinda short, but i liked their costumes & props (the whale esp). & the blue fairy's hair. haha~ all BLUE.

HmMMm.. been half muggin' & rottin'at home this 2 days.. oh man. I always want to sleep! HAhah.. so LAZY rite.. but wat else is there to do at home anyways? I also dun feel like onlining already.. Haha~ miracle sia.. dunno larhx.. nth much to do online also. every1 esle i guess are too busy wif their lives or mugging barhx.. tv is not my cup of tea also.. bleahx.. bascially i'm very sian la.. Haha~ =X & i keep eatin lorx.. zZZzz.. so many temptations at home.. really turning into a FAT pig lerx.. next time nobody can recognise me.. *sob*

haha. finally DONE wif my new blog template. HEes.. spent lots of time worx.. keep having problems.. zzz

*sigh. last week of hols left. really feel like dying. Haven even start mugging. OH MY GOSH!!! haixX.. no-one ard to spank me.. but i'll be forcing myself to study after this entry larhx.. yepS. abit stupid to make my nice bloggy w/o blogging rites? lolx~~

YesT went back to tpj.. nth much lorx. got bowling meeting = go for eye candy. HaHa~~ *j changed his hairstyle worx.. lol~~ never gel up at all lerx.. jus flat flat derx. aiyar i duno how to describe larhx. but i stil think tat he spike up nicEr.. anyways also not my hairstyle, he like it can liaox.. =X Didn't talk to him larhx.. as usual. but jus said bye to him larhx. oh well. at least he knew i was *thEre*. LoLx.

Met up wif all my dears from guides at parkway!! SooOOOo long never see them lerx.. so miss them!!! >.< ate at yoshi, went 2 see Hp wif cey (*most of da time we were pak.tor-ing loLx..) then went back to cchsm. guides have their POP. This is da 1st year having it w/o combining wif da scouts.. kinda *weird larhx.. like no scouts ard.. HmMMm.. oh well. guides mus be independent. (not to my definition) Anyways. maybe it's a good change too. much will be changed into the guides system in chung cheng. This year POP quite happy like tat nehx.. lol. no-1 really cried larhx. I can see those sec4s are very happy to pass down larhx.. lolx~ maybe it's the trend now. but guides still slack & slow as ever larh. always behind time. being YA ard also not much use. cos we aren't suppose to "take squad" (sort of). we are those pple behind the scenes, planning "interesting" activites for the guides. but then, on the other hand, not being a YA, i also duno wat cca to join during JC life liaox.. lolx~~ bowling isn't as fun as ever. first aid.. ehhhHh.. i think dun need to mention at ALL larhx. Haha~~

HmMMm.. oh yarh. my taggy's gone. dunno where to put. maybe i'll put another form of taggy somewhere.. but i very lazy. =X lOlx.

Shld i mention tat Kevin's gone? *bleah. on father's day. brought a Swensens cake for papa. hEex.. so nice.

Time to MUG!!! OR maybe not? Lolx..

oh see i m back man. probably becos i m so DAMN bored now... pple washing da air-con set beside me.. & dun feel like taking my books/notes out to study yet.


HmMmm.. wasn't really feeling TAT great. but i guess i m used to all this crap. C.R.A.P


Seriously, i feel tat it's so so SOOoooOo difficult to find a true friend to talk to nowadays. i duno. probably is tat i dun open up much now. or i dun even open up. i dun actually see the P.O.I.N.T anyways... everyone's so busy wif their life. & it's so difficult to maintain AnY relationships i have wif pple ard me.. i'm not complaining. maybe i'm not putting in much effect to make things WORK. see, pple will anyhow think & type crap when the person is feeling really totally CRAPPED up.


Jus wish tat someone will be there for me... I'm not saying there's NOBODY there for me.. but.. ayYyy.. the feeling's different la. Tat someone perhaps jus mean more than jus.a.friend.


okay.maybe.i.shld.try.typing.like.this.there's.a.small.story.behind.this.abt.my.fren.having.a.spoilt.spacebar.haha.


haix. crapping has 2 meanings. so-long pals. let.ME.dieeeEeeee

hEEs.. i m back to blog somemore!! jus feel like typing man. sooOoo long never touch keyboard already.


*ahem* mus tok abt my hotel life more.. everyday i feel like a PIG.. *oink oink* SERIOUS! all i do is eat, sleep, watch tv, okay maybe i'll do SOME maths, stare into space, dah dah dah.. but then i KEEP EATING!!! wahHHhhh.. going from place to place in Chinatown to eat.. >.< ate like 2 nites of tang yuan, swensens, 1 nite went k box wif my jie (when we both like siao char bos, singing stp songs & luffing at those kuku mtvs... then we stil sing SHE BANGS! haHah.. so dumb.. but really had fun tat nite.. hEes) so basically, i had gd life 4 tat 10 days larh.. though i got no comp to uSe.. sometimes onlining also quite sian.. & i dun wan to tok to some pplE...


hMmm.. wat did i do lehx? oHhHH! i brough a pair of chio si ler nike shoes!!! lol~~ went wif cher.. $87 bucks. red, silver & white.. & i'm gonna wear it tomolo!!! *yAy..


let's tok abt da bitchy guy. lol. so long never blog abt him already. but i guess i got nth else better to blog larh.. lol~ still remembered how he FLOODED (i *repeat, drowning, flooding, etc) himself wif sunblock. oh my gosh, i thought i was sOOooo horrible enuff.. i really bth until dun wan look at him liaoz.. then kayaking was okay larh.. me & cey was tryin to be idiots, double kayak in a single kayak.. oh.. & kevin fall in luv wif ruru!! lol~ so funny lorx.. we walk sooOOo damn far jus to get da stp kayaks! but it's all worth it becos of ruRU!!! aiyar.. i miss tat woman. used to see her everyday. like so long never see her lerx.. >.<


hMmm.. nth much lor. tok to him quite long during one of da nites... say wat my canto deprove.. zzz.. okay larh. nobdy practise wif me of cos become like tat larh! =X can't really say i missed him, i duno. feeling's weird. anyway why shld i bother? it's time 4 him to bother more than i bother with him.. HEes. isn't this better? I've learnt not to care so much. SO tat u won't get hurt easily, painful & deeply. anyways i'm gonna meet him tomolo.. hMmm.. see wat'll happen la yarh?


Haiyar. i like nth to blog then i keep finding stuff to type.. >.< but i wanna type wats!!! lol~ siao already mans. Ohhh.. i finally finally finish packin my room!!! yEAHHhhh!!! now then i realise i got soOooo much stuff toys & display items can?! wAH.. really dunno where to put them. my mom was like saying:" u better make sure u bring them along when u get married." wad the?! lol..


can't blame myself to have nth to type larh.. my life is jus so.. peaceful now. but maybe alot alot aLOT of pple are missing me.. i'm sneezing sooOO damn much! thank god i''ve stop at least for now. or maybe it's just becos i m always allergic to DUST. & my house have too much dust due to da renovations.. lol~but i clean my room & everything else kAyx.. (bhB. bleah)


I also miss alot pple lah!! Cey!!! she's at chalet now.. i miss her the most~lolx~..


okay maybe i shld really stop yanking.. i duno wat to do le nehx.. >.< k larhs. stop liaoz. yu says dun ke yi find stuffs to blog. ciAOx!

yozzie.. i m finally back after dying sooOOoo long again.. lolx..


hMmM.. had some renovations at my house... went to stay at furama 4 like 10 days?? WahhHh.. go there really to enjoy life can?? mus let ruru know how was i glued to the TV.. LOlx.. anyways i can't online there. though my sis brought her labtop along.. the connection is like DAMN ex larhx.. so 4get it.


my hols.. was quite pleasant i guess.. hMmmm.. not becos kevin's back or wateva larh.. met him twice.. went wif him kayaking wif cey dear & ruru.. it was quite a FUN & terribly hot day.. he was bitching abt everything tat comes into the way larh.. 1st time having negative feelings abt him.. haha, which was quite strong actually. can't believe wat i saw in his bitchy-ness.. lol.. but oh well.. cey says tat he has changed for the better.. more sociable blah blah blah... but in my sense, it jus doesn't seems right.


Anyways, things turn out to be quite fine i guess. =) at least he still bothers to ask me out. (which in turn IF he doesn't find me, i''m gonna HECK every damn thing. HA. tat's me now i guess. jus can't seem to be bothered abt stuffs.) lalala.. yep. tat's the "NEW" me i guess. i also can't find the root of my odd behaviour, but anyways, (wth) i can't seem to be bothered abt everything. *yay. & in a way, i think my life's happier & more.. peaceful now.. HEEx. Changed for the better i guess.


*j.. HmMmMm.. no longer something. lol. see wat have come out of me. i duno too, so dun come and bug me.. =p yeah. actually we have nth to say to each other. jus tat i always double click on his nick & ta-dah! we are actually typing stuff to each other. maybe jus more of a hi-bye fren... i'm like soOOOooo over those crazy times i had over him. HA~~ like so dumb.. =X


more to come abt my life!! lol.. have to pack my stuff now.. the stupid wardbrobe jus got fixed!!

yeap, kevin's back.


back from BTC2.. lol.. a camp wif 6 meals a day.. having to build up yr own tent to sleep in, cook yr own food, build gadgets, play dumb games, tighten ropes & lashes.. etc etc. the only part i enjoy was kayaking!! =) & the monito game i guess.. the camp was kinda fun la.. was away from civilisation for 4 days 3 nites. was kinda good experience la.. had a "forest" fire nearby, i m NOT dead yet. if not i won't be here typing.. HmmMm.. had to wake up at 3am to move into Olave Hall to sleep.. MILKY WAY!!! lol~ my monito was a very nice guider.. & i was a horrible monito myself, who never get my monito a gifT!!! =X.. then i was standing there all by myself.. the onli YA.. SO SAD LOR!! *sob sob.. "Nobody loves me, everybody hates me... go & ci da bian!" lol~~ this kinda cheer of cos is not i invent 1.. =X


& notti ching went to sleep over at fren's house 4 2 days.. HEex.. went to watch Troy wif Cey, roamed ard Tampines (my 2nd home) b4 going back to sleep at her house.. (bRad pitT is SoooOOoo handsome!!! anyways i luv da mOVie!!)


Next day went to have lunch & bugis, shopped awhile & met up wif Cher. was tryin my BEST to finish my chem~ Marcius met up wif us.. then we went to KEVIN's house... saw GOGO!!!! 1 year never see IT already.. & i yest actually touched it.. >.< it keep jumping up lor.. so excited.. lol~ did nth much too larhx.. played cards & chatted lor.. i was so damn tired.. kevin's was wearing same colour combi as me.. PINK top & blue shorts.. lol~ looked damn GAY.. anyways, shld not say much i guess..


went to sleep over at Cher's house. we are like PIGS.. sleep til like 1pm?! lol.. until now i'm still SOoooOOo tired. went to eat fish & co.. then met up wif cey to get my stuff then finally went back home lerx.. lol~~ saw Cey's Jeremy too.. lol~ Shld not commEnt.. =X


oh! & i skipped school today!!! Lol~ really buay tahan larh... too tired already.. & it was raining this morning.. dun have the "motivation" to wake up.. tho i can see *j.. HAha~ but anyways who cares abt him.. marcius is the smart ass who can spot him during some Physics camp at NUS.. loL~