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why my friends rocked my day, and how the unexpected just had to happen. I'm jinxed not to meet guys this yr. I'm just FUCKING JINXED!
Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
better than some indonesians!
12:12:32I say:
or indians.
12:12:42Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
poor and looked as though not enough money to date, still want to whistle
12:12:43I say:
who would just stare the bejeeeesus out of you
12:12:53I say:
haha!
12:12:57Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
hello! I want a rolls royce, not a bicycle with a rattan
12:13:38Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
haha yes, Melbourne has a HUGE population of Sikhs, tamils, other indian descents
12:13:48Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
bangladesh also has
12:19:33I say:
mwhahahaha
12:19:46I say:
ur rolls royce line is the bomb la.
12:19:55I say:
i shall write it down and keep that quote.
12:22:15Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
oh man. don't turn me into a man-hater!
12:22:15Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
haha
12:22:40I say:
but i would think a bicycle with a rattan is not so bad if you're with someone you love
12:22:52I say:
and rolls royce would be a lil sad if you're just alone
12:22:57I say:
haha thats just me.
12:23:46Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
hahah no! Rolls royce by myself is wonderful
12:24:35Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
what if your date is a rotten one and spilts the ride amongst yourself after? Like he gets to keep the bike and you the rattan
12:25:13I say:
hahahah
12:25:50I say:
im talking abt a good date. not a rotten one! sure he may be rotten after that, but it's not so much happily ever after, just that it's happy right now
12:26:01I say:
im in this live-for-the-moment phase
12:26:25I say:
if he's really rotten, he can take both the bike and the rattan
12:26:32I say:
hahaha i dont mind!
12:31:10Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
yes then he'll leave you along the padi fields where you can't even hitch for a cab
12:31:29Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
leave the date, take both the bike and the rattan
12:31:33I say:
omg you're hilarious!
12:31:46I say:
im laughing silly now
12:32:09Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
live for the moment and live for the future!
12:32:16Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
make sure you know how to continue your story
12:32:16Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
hahaah
12:32:25I say:
thats too much! you cannot have the best of both worlds
12:32:39Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
oh try, trrrrrryyyyyyyyy
12:32:57I say:
haha
12:33:24I say:
we'll see if tonight's man is a rolls royce or a bicycle with a rattan
12:33:40I say:
see la you're putting ideas in my head haha
12:34:16Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
oh you got a date tonight?
12:34:26Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
wow your programme is looking good!
12:34:35I say:
hahaha no no not officially a date
12:34:41I say:
he wants to "hang out"
12:34:42Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
is it the same guy as last time?
12:34:49I say:
guys never say they wanna date me.
12:34:54Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
yes call him dude and see whether he's hurt bu it
12:34:54I say:
haha no a different one
12:35:00Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
then say "WASSSSSSSUPPPPP!"
12:35:03I say:
hahahaha
12:35:13I say:
can you imagine me being all hip hop?
12:35:21I say:
he'll run away for life
can lah! impossible is nothing
12:35:49I say:
thats true
12:35:53I say:
actually i do have tt in me
12:35:54I say:
lol!
12:37:24Megs - don't ever let tomorrow come! says:
lol!
14:59:03I say:
kak do you think i look better tying up my hair or let go? LOL!
14:59:22Lonely Planet says:
u look great dat way
14:59:46Lonely Planet says:
remind of dis kabhi kushi story
14:59:58Lonely Planet says:
how SK ask Kajol to let loose d hair
15:00:00Lonely Planet says:
LOL
15:00:25I say:
wahahahahahahah
15:01:25Lonely Planet says:
teringat zaman i muda2 dulu..wakakakaaa
15:01:53I say:
i'm like smiling mcm org tak betul la ok
15:01:55I say:
thanks eh!!
15:02:21Lonely Planet says:
hey.dats normal
15:02:33Lonely Planet says:
i know d feeling..
15:02:42I say:
wahaha malu ah
15:02:43I say:
lol!
15:03:06Lonely Planet says:
What's der to malu.apa seh
15:09:37I say:
hahaha
15:09:43I say:
christine ade minyak la
15:09:47I say:
she just gave me
15:09:48I say:
phew!
15:10:19Lonely Planet says:
greattt
15:11:09Lonely Planet says:
alamakdis song remind of a guy i like
15:11:10Lonely Planet says:
15:11:49I say:
what song eh?
Lonely Planet says:
One in a million.
15:13:07Lonely Planet says:
but too bad dis guy cam tak pam i like him
15:13:51I say:
whahaaha yeah those days. i rmbr that song!
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16:33:04I say:
hey dude
16:33:35I say:
im having stomach upset la and ive been puking
16:33:37I say:
what sia
16:34:03Mussss says:
ouh dear
16:34:54Mussss says:
really vomitting, chialay one ?
16:34:57Mussss says:
chia lat one*
16:35:13I say:
i dunno whyyy this is happening. my colleague thinks its becus i have a late lunch
16:35:18I say:
but i ate at 1.30pm
16:35:21I say:
tts not so late what
16:35:50Mussss says:
late lunch !?
16:36:00Mussss says:
think its the food
16:36:08I say:
its mcdonalds burger.
16:36:10Mussss says:
or wat u ha this morning
16:36:22Mussss says:
u had burger for lunch ?
16:36:40I say:
erm i didnt have breakfast
16:36:53I say:
i bought mcdonalds breakfast la
16:37:03Mussss says:
oh hahaha
16:37:07I say:
but no time, so i just ate at 1.30 that sausage mcmuffin
16:37:15Mussss says:
lerrrrr
16:37:20Mussss says:
no wonder
16:37:30Mussss says:
u had something u bought in the morning
16:37:46Mussss says:
u need to gulp down plain water
16:38:03I say:
is it because not supposed to eat so late right
16:38:36I say:
ive been gulping down water and i bought watermelons ..ended up puking again
16:38:50Mussss says:
sometimes all this food u must eat when buy it
16:38:57Mussss says:
ucant keep it for long
16:38:58I say:
yeah la
16:39:25Mussss says:
the only think one can do if vomit or stomach upset is only drink water
16:39:30I say:
are u at home?
16:39:34Mussss says:
eating anything wont help, even fruits
16:39:36I say:
im drinking warm plain water
16:39:39Mussss says:
yea.
16:39:46Mussss says:
hey its ok if u cant make it today noe
16:40:23I say:
oh man, but i'll feel so bad
16:40:30Mussss says:
yeah...get some rest
16:40:53Mussss says:
but if u insist, i wouldnt mind either...
16:40:54Mussss says:
i telll u wat
16:41:09Mussss says:
5.30 let me know if it still happening..
16:41:16Mussss says:
alright ?
16:41:32I say:
yes yes i will keep u updated!
16:41:37Mussss says:
sure sureeeeeeee
16:41:42Mussss says:
16:41:55I say:
thanks for understanding!
16:42:09Mussss says:
sure no probs
17:36:53I say:
hey hey i just puked again la.
17:36:59I say:
i dun think i can make it alrdy.
17:37:15I say:
drinking hot tea without sugar/milk now
17:37:18I say:
siiiiiigh
17:37:18Mussss says:
halright sure
17:37:26Mussss says:
no probs
17:37:28Mussss says:
take care ya
17:37:30I say:
really sorry!
17:37:37Mussss says:
maybe we'll do it nextweek
17:37:37Mussss says:
sure sure
17:37:46I say:
yeah most definitely
17:37:57Mussss says:
i rather meet u when u are in the pink of health
17:38:06Mussss says:
instead when ur on high
17:38:08Mussss says:
ahahha
17:38:12I say:
LOL
17:38:15Mussss says:
so yea. . . .
17:38:20Mussss says:
no worries
17:38:21I say:
high not on good reasons!
17:38:27Mussss says:
haha
17:38:35I say:
and i dont want to be excusing myself to go to the ladies every other 10mins also
17:38:39I say:
lol
17:38:42Mussss says:
icic
17:38:53Mussss says:
hahah
17:39:03Mussss says:
kecho sia u , but mc uffin then afternoo eat
17:39:07Mussss says:
hahaha
17:39:16I say:
ni lah org pandai.
17:39:24Mussss says:
its differ when u buy mee goreng in the morning and had it in the afternooon
17:39:27I say:
tsk! i wont be eating mcmuffin in a long long time i tell you
17:39:32Mussss says:
ahahha
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Oh hello, there. I'm back again.
I'm your passenger, so come, drive me crazy.
I've decided that youth SHALL NOT be wasted on the young, so I'm gonna do what I want to, just because I can and just because I'm still young. I've striked one off my list, and I can't wait to meet her tomorrow. I've also decided that I shall post all my dreams here from now on since I have one every single night. Yes, this brain of mine doesnt rest.
Until next time, xoxo.
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i cant turn on and off my feelings like that and i don't know how you could. I've had enough of those mind games. You either want me now or you don't. I have absolutely no time and no energy to put my mind and especially my heart into this kind of crap right now. I have like 748264764372647 things to do, and i'm so tired - tired and sick of myself for taking this kind of crap from you. i deserve so much better and so i'm walking away. it's your loss, period.
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ON HIATUS.
(will only be back when i feel like it, take care!)
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in the entire world, you are the only person, the only person that i love or have ever loved. and i love you terribly. terribly. that's what so awful, irreducibly real. i can make up anything but i can't dream that away.
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the weekends are here again. time frigging flies, or what?! 16th day of puasa and ive already heard hariraya songs playing on the radio, ahh love it. i remember as kid how excited i'll feel every single time they play my favourite raya songs and i'll be singing along to those songs with my bro. and the fact that i'm still having those feelings now is just so weird but amazing.
i've been doing so much spring cleaning & household chores, and its frigging therapeutic lah. it takes my mind off things, and ehem ehem, you know i actually enjoy doing them! i really wish i could cook though, and trust me i've tried but i just can't seem to put in the effort. i just need to try harrrderr. or worst come to worst, i'll go and marry a chef. haha yeah right, easier said than done. my mom was telling me how she was exactly like me when she was 18, and how she hated cooking but when she got married, she regretted not learning it earlier and had to irritate my grandma constantly for recipes! hehe. and look at where she is now - a brilliant cook! I STILL HAVE HOPE. nyeh!
tutoring went fine, but as weeks go by, i ended up yakking more than teaching that poor boy. haha! and today, he said, "kakak, you sooo fun, saye nak kahwin dengan awak!" err okay. he's primary 5 btw, and i was so happy lah when i heard that. HAHA! he so made my day cos he was so cutely innocent you know but i'm no paedophile. heh! sometimes i think he looks forward in having me around twice weekly cos he's always alone at home while his parents are out working, and it doesn't help that he's an only child with only the piano to play with. and every time i leave, he'll say, "next week jangan lupe ehhh." and gimme THAT face. my heart just fall to the ground. woot!
this week's been a blast.
monday: iftar at rab's place. which just spells FUNNNNN!
tues: finally met the love of my life, sooozi! wahahhahaa. shoe gazing left the both of us grinning like some idiots. ahh we're such girls. (:
wed: went to the lib, it was nice lazing around to read magazines and books on a lazy afternoon while seeing other kids mugging for their Os and As. ahah! sadist, hyuk.
thurs: tuition-ing, accompanied the bro to CGH, and again, got acquainted with some makcik. i'm such a makcik-magnet ! LOL!
today: going iftar at my maternal side. yay!
i think my family's going JB over the weekends. but i'm so seriously lazy to go. rarrgh. oh wells.
ok people enough of my mutterings. aiyoh once i'm in the mood to blog arh, i'll go on and on and on.
cheerios, and be good!
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i like to feel his eyes on me when i look away.