Sunday, September 27, 2009
KARMA!!!! FUCK OFF BITCH!.
always waiting. -9/27/2009 11:39:00 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Finally, i manage to finish my finance and accounting homework, tml i will start to do my revision for the coming econ's n acc test.
in this dog-eat-dog society, not say businesss world, in reality most of the people are afraid of losing to other people, afraid people might catch up, so they will try very hard to prevent people from catching them. but do remember if you dont want to help people dont expect pple to help u .. GET IT?
but i am sure i can get over this, well experience of life
always waiting. -9/06/2009 01:42:00 AM
Monday, August 24, 2009
Seriously i have no idea, i mean why do we need to control ourself from contacting each other, why? any answer? if want to be in contact just act normally can, avoiding this and that. if got any problem just let me know man.......
always waiting. -8/24/2009 10:39:00 PM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Day 5 without her, i can pretend i am fine when i am out with my friends, but i can't hide my emotion when i reach home, when no one is around, i don't know how long it will takes to recover. i know life still goes on, i am trying really hard.
i am no longer her only one, but she still my only one. everyday i just hope she will sent me an sms, i will keep checking on my handphone whether she got reply etc.., and what she is doing right now.
why am i doing this!!!!! i hate myself, knowing she won't be online today just make me feel bad.
i don't know why am i doing this, i can't imagine just barely a month, i know sooner or later we won't be contacting anymore. i can feel she is trying to avoid me, or maybe i think too much.
4 years ago, when i broke off with zr its takes two full year of national service to make me forget about her, i dont know this time round i will take how long, never in my life i feel so bad.
i know when i came over to australia she must be feeling the same, but as least we are still together, i do what i can and put in effort to make this relationship last, but end up i am the one to destory it, i know i will regret, actually i am not that tough afterall. i feel weak.
nothing for me to look forward, i don't know what i am suppose to do. i thought life will be better for us after i complete my studies here. not anymoree.. no one will understand how i feel, i guess i make all the wrong choice, end up regreting regret.....YES I REGRET!!!!!!
at this point of time, finally i can fully understand what my brother go through. i know i should talk to him more when he is in germany.
i think this song reflect on my current situation........
那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨
蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道你好不好
我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以它常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀
还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好
This song reflect on my emotion thoughts n feeling
吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
...我不能睡...
我不能够不能够不爱了
I can't take it.........in the name of jesus, help me!!!!!!!
always waiting. -8/19/2009 10:48:00 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
The last time i blog, about two years ago. Alright i will update about myself, right now i am studying in PSB Academy taking B.Business in Marketing and Management. happily together with my girl. tomorrow will be having business law paper follow by next monday(MKTG), wednesday(Acct) and friday(EBUS). after the exam i am going to take a break and relax.
The past one year i am lucky to have you by my side, no matter what happen in future, you will have a place in my heart. I LOVE YOU BABY B....
I will blog again =)
always waiting. -4/17/2009 12:48:00 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
The last time i blog is like months ago, just completed my PC level and now doing my last term for dip level, this term got 4 modules, TVRP ( Television & Radio Production ), JNB ( Journalism & News Broadcasting ), PRSEP ( Public Relations: Strategy & Effective Practice ), ASEP ( Advertising: Strategy & Effective Practice).. as usual got lots of project to do...quite enjoy doing TVRP project..cos we are doing on radio production..so this few weeks we had been doing recording in my house...
aiya nth to blog sia... z.z
always waiting. -10/10/2007 12:56:00 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
经过漫长的等待我终于退伍了，再次回到校园感觉真不错。当时在兵营里什么都不用烦恼因为我们服从命令就够了。可是现在又回到可怕的现实中, in reality one got to work hard to achieve what they want in life, not wait for chance to come by. Laziness is a deadly disease you will be infected without knowing it, it will first corrupt your brain..yes your brain will tell you to take everything easy day by day you will be slacken...after months your tummy will cause you alot of problem, the fats...its hard to get rid of it...the only cure for this is stop slacking around do something meaningful, one tips for u running a good way to release stress and it refresh ur mind.
after finish my advertising & promotional management project, i still have one group project which is media studies..i am doing on contronversial songs, i need to analyze the lyrics and discuss whether they should be allowed amd what are the impacts of such music on children.
sad to say group project its hard to get all the people to sit down and do...thats why drag till
now we havent really started...=D anyway after next week..i am a free man again..gonna have two weeks of studyweek follow by 3 module exam, den i will have my 1 month holiday before the new term start...
ahh...life wont be equilibrium.......why i am still single? cant figure it out sia...damn..
ok shld stop here...update when i am free...
always waiting. -5/03/2007 02:05:00 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Tml i am flying back to singapore, stayed in hk for 8 days.
quite boring, did nt go anywhere...stay at home watching tv..the most only go out and eat
did nt buy anything also...feel very sian...my parents really dunnoe me well...or i think i never communicate much with them..dun think they understand me also..but nevermind...time will prove everything.,,dun wanna waste my breath to talk also..
shld end here nth to update also/..
always waiting. -2/22/2007 10:02:00 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
What are you doing? why put sand inside ur school bag...what the hell are you doing? why are you marching to school instead of driving? Teacher may i go to the heads...what the hell is heads? come on is toilet...hey where is ur pen why are you holding a m16 you gonna kill all your classmate? please lah...you don't need to sing song when you are walking to one classroom to another classroom...guys lights off 2230 Hor....must have 8 hours of sleep......oh my god...this hour i am outside at zouk lah.. where got time to sleep.....physical training everyday? no please don't do this to yourself fcuk the running,swimming,static pt......sex is good exercise too....
shit..where is my 11b?? why why why? i need to pay when i report sick....damn fcuking nsman wanna cheat govt.........ORD? no wonder....pink is good.
In HK now, damn sian thats why update abit....school starting soon straight after chinese new year..feb26..gonna meet new recruit oh i mean classmates..and new instructors...no is teachers..
from navy to mdis a big change in my life...actually thinking of signing on and protect our country.. for honor and glory sia.. hahahaa..but they say the only easy day is yesterday..for me the only easy day is ord day? haha..
but seriously i need to expand my social circle already.....life seeem damn bored after ord...
and lesss exercise for me....gonna get very fat soon..all the thinking in camp all suddenly disappear tot i will at least go for running 3 times a week...but now i only do swimming...think better then nothing bah..
you know what seriously i need to learn those skill from alvin in order to reach his godlike status
of sianing girls =D hahhaa...he say wanna intro me girls but in the end.. become disappointment..
aiya when i come back to sg, lets go sentosa again lah on feb24..have some tanning.....now hongkong damn cold lah....tio cheated sia....tot is summer..now also no clothes to buy...
i think i shall stop here.......zzzzzZZzzzZz
always waiting. -2/16/2007 08:27:00 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
woohoo very long never update my blog already, just come back from my malapura( malaysia sailing trip) from dec 2 - 10, den i go for my leave to taiwan(taipei) from dec 11 to 17..
taiwan full of friendly pple, nice food, pretty girls..haha and the club, LUXY and PLUSH
first day reach taiwan we went to shih lin night market to have our dinner, eat the chicken chop, oyster with egg and quite alot of other things....den went back to hotel..
go quite alot of place.. taipei 101, wu fen pu, dan shui for sea food, bei tou for hot spring, san chong si..last time their red light district but did nt see anything cause is raining sia...
will update more next time
always waiting. -12/18/2006 11:50:00 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
on sep 8 2006 finally i pass my class3 tp test =D.
always waiting. -9/10/2006 12:56:00 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
so late still can't sleep, tml still need to go back camp do duty..
den monday standby ...tuesday off...next week will be a busy week i will chiong my tp revision loh...if fail again den i will take up class 2b...den wait for my class 3 tp test date also..realli sick of taking public transport....tuesday will be meeting aaron and sugiarti they all...still dunnoe whether go kbox or ice skate...
quite pissed off, jay latest album still fantasy... can be d/l anywhere on the net..
anyway i will buy the original cd when it come out on sep 8...
the 10 song name as follow
01 周杰倫 - 夜的第七章
02 周杰倫 - 聽媽媽的話
03 周杰倫 - 千里之外(feat.费玉清)
04 周杰倫 - 本草綱目(Moto摩托罗拉手机广告歌)
05 周杰倫 - 退後
06 周杰倫 - 紅模仿
07 周杰倫 - 心雨
08 周杰倫 - 白色風車
09 周杰倫 - 迷迭香
10 周杰倫 - 菊花台＜满城尽带黄金甲＞片尾曲
dunnoe this so call jay latest album will be fake anot..but the song i listen all sound like jay..if is fake i think the singer also quite powerful sia...Support Original man...
always waiting. -9/03/2006 01:55:00 AM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
大家好！ 很久没有部落格了，最近有一些忙所以没有更新。
我也很久没有用华文来写了。
就让我说说这几个月做了什么，八月九号是国庆今年我参加了国庆的检阅典礼Guard Of Honor经过四个多月的排练终于圆满的结束，这是我人生第一次在这么多人面前表演。
虽然没有在电视看到我可是没关系啦只要有参与就好。
还有多四五个月就要退伍了现在忙着找学校我可能会去MDIS rather than SIM cause i have no interest in business managament will take up mass com after i ORD 吧。
我要搞好我的英文不然就死定~
九月八号 jay Chou will release his 第七张专辑依然范特西很期待不懂他又会给我们什么惊喜
再同一天也是我考车的日子希望这次会及格，我真的很无奈也很累可能是
不知到为什么一直不及格,可是我真的尽力了。这次就听天由命吧！
This year i have 14 days leave but i have used up 10 days actually is 11 days but don't know why the computer show i still have 4 days left so anyway who cares the more the better.
i have apply from oct 16 to oct 28 i will be going to hongkong to vist my parent at the same time
see my brother gf, he will be going back to hk from germany too..anyway he gonna grad soon i think around next year ba...this time round i will go there shop until crazy man got alot of things i wanted to buy....bag,shoe,clothes maybe laptop but don't know which brand to buy yet.
i think time passes very fast loh the date i enlist till now is just like a dream haha...for those who still serving or haven serve ns....suck it up lah hor =) say until like i ord liao =
Last sat went to sentosa with my ITE friends, sugiarti,mervis,aaron,gladys..on the way to sentosa we saw eddie the monkey and his friend woah his friend got one damn cute loh...very dark and look sporty...anyway chanyang and jiankai with his gf join us later on...think chanyang miss gladys la thats why he come and he still need to book in at 7.30pm at night.
we played volleyball and swim for awhile...then went to bath, the girls take damn long to finish bathing loh so i decided to ask them to meet us at ben and jerry, aaron and the gang follow me to Ben n jerry, the ice cream quite nice lah but abit expensive as you know i am nsf no money la =D
after they bath finish and meet us we went to harbour front to eat yoshinoya...actually i don't feel like eating yoshinoya but nvm lah....
at night actually alan will come and meet us at yew tee to watch soccer, but in the end he put us aeroplane loh....so end up mervis and i watching the soccer match till 12am ba den mervis come to my house and stay..end up he never go church in the morning =D sinful sia...
Aug 28, i am doing my duty in camp so can't go home, after work. SGT asked us wanted to play soccer anot me and thomas agree anyway quite long never play liao somemore we can't go home also. the match end up 7 - 7 a draw, my MSG score all the 7 goal in my team..power i just keep passing n crossing maybe too long never play already leg abit rusty.......but good game la can sweat and burn fats.
aug 29, today after mark attendants as usual we went for morning Physical training, today quite tired sia we do 5 sets of running,pull up,pumping and dip...after the PT rest for around an hour.
we set up dive site at the pool there for underwater patching, actually i don't need to dive one loh cause i am the standby team ma...but not enough pple so bo bian must change to wetsuit..but
very unlucky i change liao then CAT1 raining cant dive so the whole plan is cancel......reach home around 5.30pm.
sugiarti gonna organise next outing hope is on sat lah if not i cant go cause i got duty this coming sunday...long time never go KBOX liao..hahaha..
END fRoG
always waiting. -8/29/2006 06:46:00 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Testing, just finish design the blog. will update my blog soon.
always waiting. -8/27/2006 05:26:00 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Long time never update my blog already, now is 2006.. today is april 8 last year this time i just enlist to naval diving unit...
now i am a diver of clearance diving group under specialized diving group. we do all sort of things...example recovery of any item under the water, dead bodies? Fly-Away Search and Rescue Team aka FIRST and Search And Rescue Whitching.. the feeling damn shiok...feel like a elite...
and also to be standby 24hours/365days for all this
can said i am having a veri meaningful ns life compare to others...
and this year i am going to do NDP Parade in kallang stadium....once in a life time feeling
wearing number1...tink will be fun lah..
thats all will update some if i can tink of...cos too many things happen in this or last year =D
always waiting. -4/08/2006 10:12:00 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Today is 1st of november, jay released his 6th album November's Chopin
12 track inculde two bonus Piao Yi n Yi Lu Xiang Bei, OST of Initial D movie
1. Ye Qu <-- Super nice sad song...is about si qu de ai ren..
2. Lan Se Feng Bao
3. Fa Ru Xue
4. Hei Se Mao Yi <-- nice
5. Si Mian Chu Ge <-- talk about Gou Zai Dui
6. Track 06 <-- dunnoe how to read that word haha
7. Lan Man Shou Ji
8. Ni Ling
9. Mai Ya Tang
10. Shan Hu Hai
11. Piao Yi
12. Yi Lu Xiang Bei
hope the hanyu pinyin is correct, correct me if i am wrong.
[Support Orignal]
this week working day is 3 days cos in between we have two public holiday
monday early in the morning we get whack liao..actually is easy day for us just have p226 live range den can fuck off liao but in the morning they add a 4km fast march wif full battle order but this is still ok
but still pple forget to fill water in their 1.5l water bottle so call cheater..
as usual do alot of shit as in punishment den we start our 4km fast march..damn..i tink the whole march we all is like running loh nbcb....after the march gt field pack inspection gt alot of pple nv sqaure away their thing so call gd "deal" cum again..after a few hundreds of push up...we secure ourself n prepare for the range....n so on...until we bk out...those who nv sqaure away their things one will have to bk in tonite 8pm the others will bk in at 10pm...
see i still at hme u noe wat time i need to bk in liao loh haha..
after this week next week go tekong for land navigation liao...is a 4 days thing i tink..den the following week is also in tekong for final mission...n the last week is our grad preparetion week..
finally 7 months of shit is going to over...n new shit will start again when we go to ops...this thing will never end until i get back my pink ic...damn...but look postive everything shld be ok..
maybe ns will make a boy to men? cos by tinking postive u will feel like is just another day in shit..suck it up...
christmas coming soon loh..is time to take leave after passing out.....i hope to have a meaningful holiday before i go back to unit ah....cos next year will be kinda busy...gt NDP n oversea training..hope time passes fast enuff...ORD?? i cant see the light of it..haha
nw must plan wat to study after ord liao...
finally i learn or so call find out something during this period of time.
everyone is a winner from the day you come to this world, if you want something badly if you try harder you will surely get rewarded. just like study or watever things you do..if u realli wan it go for it..i tink this will be my motto for many years to come..
为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的
爱情跟夜风一样的声音心碎的很好听手在
键盘敲钢琴我给的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方就有
你为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的
爱情而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下
弹琴对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近怀念你那鲜红的唇印
always waiting. -11/01/2005 07:07:00 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Lng time never update my blog already, first time don't need to book in on sunday night, cos rugby boys have special deal...so i booking in tml morning around 11.30am.
tuesday is my tp again tink i gonna fail liao, dun have the passing feeling haha..shiit....
my combat diving course gonna finish soon around oct 24, den i will be heading to tekong for my land combat training for around a month bah...nov 24 is my grad nite...endure for 7++ months final...getting my diver badge soon..everyone is inviting their parent n gf to their grad nite..
n me..i nv invite anyone.. loner damnit...i tink i will put the badge myself..sad case...but before all this dunnoe i can pass out anot wahahaha.....sea ciruit must pass 6km time run must pass 2km sea swim must pass...everything must passsssss........stressful...
hope when i go tekong i can meet chanyang lah haha..the best is alvin also enlist in
tekong by that time so i can disturb him hahahaa.....
hope after pass out i can post to medic sia...8 to 5pm job.. be a naval diver combat medic LOL..nice name
rather den go UDG is stay in one damn sian loh...n CDG is mostly for those who sign on one..
so i will choose to be medic la...save lifes =) but the chance of going medic is like 100 of us onli 2 or 3 will get in ....limited place sia den those going OCS one they have 8 places haha..
so most of us will be in UDG...
still tinking of signing on, by oct 23 i need to tell them i wan to sign on anot..
the pay is damn gd loh around 2500 for 3sg, but is the freedom stopping me to sign..
but interest plays a part...so let fate decide bah....
-INSIDE ME-
you r the one.....
no one can replace u in my heart everytime i just thinking abt u
u r such a sweet ger...is hard to find someone like u....the way u treat me n pple..
i regret i just give u up like that...but this is life wat is done cannot be undone..
just hope that you r leading a happy n gd life......those sweetest memories..i will never forget
your care.....when i am sick u cum all the way to my house n look 4 me n cook food for me to eat
when i have a long day in sch.....but nw we nt even fren...the weird feeling the loneliness in me
realli miss you..........just hope that i can see u again....n u r well..
-Waiting-
always waiting. -10/09/2005 11:48:00 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
Long time never update my blog just finish my hellweek not long ago now having my block leave for one week.
yesterday i went for night cycling with my platoon mate around 22 of them, from 5pm to 7am+
wah this is the longest time i have cycle for..
first i start off at cck north 5 to east coasts park den to parkway parade...
den all the way to cosy bay.. esplande...den rch suntec.....den from suntec to PS....
after that we set off from ps to far east plaza den all the way to macritchie reservoir..some of us tryin to cycle in but too dark in the end we back off...so we
cycle back to a place call prata house...we settle dwn there n eat..
i order one mee goreng two prata wif egg n one milo dino...but i still feel hungry so in the end i go to the next stall to order noodle to eat..after finish eating
we set off to Mt faber..King of mountain?? cycle up there can die sia....but in the end manage to cycle up there n see the night view...Powerful...
after staying awhile up there we decide to call it a day...by the time is around 5am ...so me n a few frens cycle all the way from mt faber to jurong east mrt station...den we split at there...i take one hour to cycle from there back to my house...by the time i rch hme is already 7.17am...wahahahaha
on the way i pass by sugiarti house....geylang.....kallang stadium...quite of of place la actually sg quite small..haha..thx alvin for borrowing his bike to me..
i think after i get my backpay i am getting one bike..woohoo night cycling is fun...
n the mt faber night view is super nice...if i gt gf i will bring her there man hahaha...
i will end here...continue next time..
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always waiting. -8/29/2005 06:47:00 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
Naval Diver Going Thru Hell, Ring No Bell. Hellweek means a gruelling 120 hours of non-stop physical exertion both on land and in water, with trainees allowed three hours of sleep only on the third day. Only the best will make it.
I am a HELLWEEKER!!!!!
Hooya for us don't QUIT!
Nothing is impossible, BeCos It Means I aM Possible.
always waiting. -8/22/2005 05:31:00 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Later going to book in to camp liao,
follow by the dead of the commando...
the next three day we will be slacking...and our hellweek may be postpone.
anyway the water evalution,under water knot tieing, drown proofing...n sea circuit..survival swim....side stroke..back stroke...oh man....alot to learn har.....!!!
all those evalution sound impossible sia.....
drown proofing....tie hand n leg....must swim for two lap.....blah blah...
but this is life la......once in my life...two years nia.....gonna enjoy it...
diving is fun...
yesterdae go rouge wif alvin sis n fren........
quite small......the drinks r expensive....hahaa...maybe next time shld go to zouk or chinablack...
as i grow older....i look at my parent..they r old already...they cant be by my side everytime....
so i need to learn to take care of myself...........
book in book out....time goes by so fast.....
when i recieve the msg yesterdae nite is like oh my....its so fake between us. like it never happen before..the feeling the memories..suddenly is just "ZERO"
but still wish u both of u all the best for the future...whoever it is
n i will ask alvin stop it...but he always so kind hearted...doing it without my permission =)
always waiting. -7/17/2005 02:52:00 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Damn tired, very stress. everyday in camp is a challenge.
the fear i have, every day is physical training and physical training non-stop....
i donno what i am thinking. just feel that i am all alone..luckily i have my platoon mate to talk to.
if not i gonna go crazy.. n the hell is just around the corner....
the date i pass out from bmt is june 24. but now we are preparing for physical phase already..
n july 1 is SAF day think we in..n we got to wear our number3.
after bmt can wear CV in le.still not so bad...
heard that alvin nv get into higher nitec? n is going to ns soon..
you will learn during ur ns day....hehe..botak..
btw i am moving house around this month..
to CCK, near the stadium there..
nearer to my camp bah....den no need to waste so much $ take cab hme.
realli veri low nw....but no one to tok to....but lesson learn mistake made.
i will be a better person.
STRESSFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
always waiting. -6/05/2005 02:40:00 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
i am a nobody, i want to be somebody.
i will be somebody one day.
the memories in the past.
till old when i think about it.
is full of regret.
i am still young now.
i will go for it, whatever it is.
i don't wanna regret when i am old.
think about the memories we share.
i don't wanna cry alone when i am old.
i want to grow old with you.
but when things start to fade.
people start to change.
the dream we bear is no longer there.
my heart will never be complete, cos there is something missing.
and that is you.
when i book out, i long to see you.
when i book in, i wish to see you.
thinking back, the small little things you do for me.
the care and your smile.
i did not appreciate.
when i book in.
saw my buddies..
folding those little star for their girlfrield, planning weekend outing with gf.
they tell me what they do, how romantic they are..
i feel that i have never do anything for you.
i learn along the way.
i try to be better.
i want to give the best to you
but you will never be there again.
if given the 3rd chance.
i will never let you go again.
when i ORD.
leaving SG.
for further study.
5years later
when i am back
reading this blog....
the memories between me and you start to flow back.
and i start to regret.
why i never have the courage to hold you.
why am i so stupid to have say i respect ur decision.
but when i saw you along the street. happily with ur family.
i start to think.
if that is you and me.
Now.
my handphone rings.
is from you.
i still dont have the courage to tell you i want you.
i want to hold you.
i pretend to be happy.
i force myself to type it.
cos i realli dunnoe how to express in words
i am weak.
i try to change topic.
but in my heart i only want to know do you still love me?
but i guess i will never get to know the answer.
you will never know if you dont plan for it. a word from you
so i guess you have plan what you want, and doesnt include me........
is book in time book in time book in time..........
always waiting. -5/08/2005 04:27:00 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
I think this is the last time i update my blog before i enlist to naval diving unit, cos my computer breakdown alot of problem ah...now using alvin's pc to update..maybe after 3 weeks in camp when i book out den update again....
2 more days to enlistment damn excited....
today just receive a good luck buggie...from my brother in germany....quite cute i think i will bring it to the camp n put photo on it...now is 4.47am alvin is cooking maggie mee for us to eat wahahaha.......later on in the evening gonna meet aaron they all for dinner....some kind of farewell dinner.....sound like i nv cum bck again wahahhaa...whn i next book out..i think first is get rid of my FATS...woohoo i wan 8 pecs =D
Btw Liverpool Won Juventus si bei song....liverpool rulez..all the way
2-1 the score...
friday 8am must rch sembawang naval base to report.. so early dunnoe can wake up anot...
hope first day can rest first n bond wif fellow botak mates LOL!!!!!
dunnoe will get use to botak anot......later they shout botak all turn around n look at them sia
Argzh...hope everything will be fine for me.....i don't wanna out of course...must be mentally n physical FIT!!!......
maybe is really from boy to men bah...=D
ok i will end here if gt time i will update again wahhha....
all the best for you guys in whatever things u do...
especially alvin, dun waste ur time lah..go NS!!!! get a life there woohoo
n who noes maybe after ns we r in australia studying gd rite??
a person must look further cos in life nothing is forever u may be enjoying nw..but who noes
you suffer later...so choose wisely wat u wan n fight for it ...
all the best u can make it...ur FTT too =)
always waiting. -4/06/2005 04:42:00 AM
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Long time never update my blog, just got back from chinablack not long ago.....
so many botak there....bua here n there buay tahan....until wanna slap them..
but think of it soon i am gonna be one of them holding 11b wahahaha..
enlisting to naval diving unit in 8 days time which is april 8 2005
after enlisting can start to count ORD day liao wahhaa..
the training is like.. 1 month of physical training program, 3 months of BMT.. n
6 months of profressional diving course.. if i am nt wrong.. so total is about 10 months..
dunnoe i can survive anot hahaa..
anyway this is every guys in singapore need to go thru so bo bian lorh..
stress sia somemore i am nt gd in swimming..go in sure need to suffer liao...
must prepare for it..
"Xian Ku Hou Tian"
cant wait for the day i get back my freedom n woohoo my adult life just begin...
at times i free veri helpless n lonely but this is life just get on wif it...
sometime i realli need someone to care for me...but i dun think it will happen
but i will train hard....just for y.o.u i will get thru it......I WILL I WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
NDU HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!! NO SUFFER NO GAIN!
always waiting. -3/31/2005 06:24:00 AM
Monday, February 07, 2005
Chinese new year coming soon, this year is the year of chicken.
as time goes by...i tend to look back at the past..after reading all those testi from my frens.
remind me of my sec sch days, my dream...in dis live i have many dreams..
i dream to become a pro. soccer player, i love playing soccer..
n during sec sch days....soccer is my life....even in ite.....i joined basketball team..
i am nt happy cos this is nt wat i wan..but i noe another thing in life..it is frens...
during 2 years in ite...the basketball team.. especially my batch b boys...
they r so gd to me...n slowly...i decide to train for it..but still veri lousy...haiz..
thx alan for everything he is the one who cheer me..n guide me..he have the leadership..there
alvin mervis aaron chanyang we all just like one gang hahaaz...miss those days..now we all grad..
some in NS some waiting for poly/higher nitec...
so soccer is just like a dream to me....i wish i have the chance to shine....
those sec sch days in soccer team is nt easy too..
cos i am the onli chinese.....so slowly i get to noe some melay language...n some r nice guy...
i did nt waste my 4 years in soccer team...n the coach cum teacher in charge...
he changed me...to be a better player....he train me in my fitness..cos i realli lack of stamina at that time...i miss those sec sch days......Me n Soccer......
feel like kicking a ball.....ArgHz....
when i were young.....i realli hate my parent for nt letting me to go oversea train my soccer...
i hate them nt beside me when i need them...thats why i am so close to my auntie n uncle. they treat me so well.....but after all they r still my parent...
most funny thing is my elder bro love to play basketball n he is going to rep sch for tournement n my parent ask him to quit n nt play.....both of us just cant enjoy wat we realli like...sadcase
as i grow older i noe they have their point..but afterall...i need to decide on my own future...
maybe the life of a soccer player is just 10 - 15 years but at least i have try...
nw i just hope that when i get into NDU or PA...i have the chance to play soccer again...
sometimes i tend to neglect those frens that we used to be close...
i realli wish we all still keep in contact especially those sec sch frens....
for nw i just hope that i can get my driving license soon...n can drive my uncle n auntie around...
remember when i was young my uncle will drive me around n tell me wat is this place...
n he encourage me..n hope one day i will get my license...
if i get my license he will be the first passenger...today morning i am having my FTT hope i pass it so that i can book for my Practical test....
struggle in most of my life.....everyday is a challenge...one wrong step....n u need 10 step to walk bck to the right one......i have no face to face those i have hurt just wish them all the best in future....
GKHWDJHDKLSDLKSJL:DKJSLDLJDLSJLJSLDJSLJSDL
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THE SPIDER DAMNIT.............
&*%(&*^)*UPOWIDIWDHOW*D&)W*)(WDUPIWDHIOWDYW*ODYP(WDUPW
now i am realli confuse wat to do....i hope i can get over it....
no time for spelling correction...n broken english.
read at ur own risk.
always waiting. -2/07/2005 01:24:00 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
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always waiting. -1/29/2005 01:12:00 AM
Monday, January 17, 2005
Time is running out for me...
have many things to do in this few months before enlist..
my view on a relationship.
first is the commitment between the parties...
second is communication
this few days i am thinking....
why is there always problem between us...finally i found the answer..
first is..u always tot i will noe but actually i dunnoe, but wat i noe u tot i dunnoe..
another is the time we spend together..if we cant find time for each other now...
how can we find time for each other after i enlist to ns..
n why is there so little time for us...not sae little is more like dun have...
first ur family problem, second ur r working, n finally nt me but ur frens problem den me...
really dunnoe how to maintain this relationship...i am at lost..as day goes by.. i few more i am alone....all those things r Nothing.. i just wan to spend my time wif u....a small request..
i am nt gd at toking abt relation......i dunnoe how to express it out.......
n i have my own problem too....i am stress.~ heard from those currecnt ndu trainee..they sae there will be no night out on weekdays...for the first year or wat....n after a year pass out as a diver n prepare to go oversea attachment...so many things is happening to me this year why just let things go smooth for me....WHY?????????????
I hope n i hope miracle will happen...
God pls lead me the way...i will follow u....
from now onward i will just concentrate on all my work...and my gd buddy...u all r always there for me....i am so greatful to have u all...thx for the time u all spending wif me....
Friends are forever......
always waiting. -1/17/2005 01:29:00 AM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Now is 2005, i going to be 19 this year. After grad from ite at times i feel lost.
don't what to do. so i shall start to set my new year resolution.
1. Wake up early in the morning, don't sleep too late.
2. Go for running & swimming, do more exercise to keep fit.
3. Don't be lazy for anything, just do it like Nike.
4. Be a responsible person, change my attitude.. care for the family etc...
5. Obtain my Driving License =)
6. Grow Taller <-- Buahahahaa....
Hmm.. so long never update my blog, because of one word "LAZY".
normally this time...is sch reopen for all student but i am no longer a student now..
waiting for my NS enlistment which is at April 8, still got 4 months to go...
for the time being i can go and learn my driving hopefully can complete it within 4 months
and maybe go and find a part time job if got pple want to hire me.....hehe...
yea i will be going to Naval Diving Unit.....heard it is veri tough...hope i can go thru it..
hehe...and new year is coming....as i grow older....i don't enjoy the chinese new year cos..the shop
and mostly all the place will be close.. except i can take Red packet..that is diff story...Hahahaz..
so during chinese new year can play poker and earn some living =D
oh man i think i am going to move to another country after i complete my ns...
heard that my dad and uncle is planning to move to australia....cos sg cant earn a living...
and my uncle is like asking my cousin to go there study after sec4..
maybe it will be a change of life...after i go over there...everything is nt veri sure yet...
but i can comfirm that my father and uncle r excited to go over there.. cos..recently
they heard from my relatives that australia got more money to earn... and they start to make plans... i have no idea is it true anot...anyway the life there is quite relaxing...cos shop mostly close before 8....and about 5pm pple start to close there shop....but the mean problem is language bah....haha my english cannot make it one...anyway it is 2 years later problem...so now i just need to concentrate on my driving and NS...
life is so unpredictable....
so treasure what you have now
cos u might not know when it will be gone...
time is precious, don't waste ur time in those useless thing.
what is more important now and don't regret when u miss it...
time won't turn back, what is done can't be undone..
you may not know how much the person care for you, until he/she is gone...
people tend to think back what they have done wrong, why not think about the future...and don't make the same mistake...
if the feeling is gone, it is hard to be the same again....
the trust between a couple is unbreakable, but when someone get in. do you think the trust will still be 100% there...
be greatful to parents, be faithful to another half, and behave yourself in this world...
WORLD PEACE!!!!
those who leave this world
due to tidal wave.....
An Xi Bah....
always waiting. -1/05/2005 01:56:00 AM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Yes it is holiday....i have grad from ITE, having a long holiday now.
going to hongkong on monday, for about 10 days...
many things happen in this few months..i have been busy or rather lazy to update my blog.
so now out of school already... feel like i am already grow old...haha cos going to NS soon....
maybe left a few more months to enjoy and thats it 2 years in NS...
maybe in this 2 years i can learn wat i cant learn in outside world..
so i will treasure this 2 years in NS....as a exprience in life..
it will be tough ... hope i can endure and go thru it.....wif the suppport of my love one =D
i will surely go thru it...
after coming back from hk on dec 8 i will need to study for my driving basic theory....hope i will pass...and go for advance den driving...woohoo...hopefully can complete in half a year time..
yesterdae went to watch Jay concert...oh my god he is super talented...he play piano, flute, guitar all kinds of music....and yea first time i admire a singer for so long...HAHA...somemore is a guy...dun sae i am gay ok =P
i will end here.. will blog more when i come bck from hk den....hope i can use the connection over there.....
always waiting. -11/27/2004 11:35:00 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Went to MS to drink.....
jiankai they all keep asking me to dance..
n i dun have the mood.. so just sitting down there while they r dance.
all those techno n r&b songs...But when the pub going to close..they play F.I.R Wo Men De Ai..
let me think alot of things....
Early in the morning i just got back home....
how i wish you were by my side everyday...
how i wish you are only mine....
how i wish i can travel time to the past....
i think this will never gonna be happen...
enlisting to NS soon....
what i fear is coming....
and going to ns in this way is not what i expect and want...
the promise i made...
the things we tok abt and shared idea...
will it be gone just like that?
just like alvin and mervis......they r enlisting in dec...
how many more day can us enjoy...
it is not the end...but for me....
it is like the end...
many things left unsaid...
i regreted...
for treating you like this...is not ur fault.....but i just do this...and wat i do cannot be undone...
i can blame onli myself..for all this....for letting you become like this...
if i dun do anything to make it happen den it will nv happen....
Wo Men De Ai Guo Le Jiu Bu Zai Hui Lai......<-- never let it be the past...
always waiting. -10/17/2004 07:48:00 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Another day passes.....
everyday is the same for me..
drag myself to school
go back hme slack...
den repeat the whole routine again and again ...
why am i so sick........realli sick....
am i changed? or everything change except me..
always waiting. -10/13/2004 02:38:00 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
something seem to be missing.....another day past.....
birthday coming soon...biggest wish is u......
always waiting. -10/12/2004 01:07:00 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
Long time never update my blog.....
我的错
飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘 忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样 不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望 能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事 怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
Is my fault for letting you become like that
is my fault that i treat you like that
if i have a chance
i will never let u get close to that s****
am i over sensetive?
or i am just jealous?
Life SUCKS
always waiting. -10/08/2004 01:33:00 AM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
School going to reopen,
what i need to do in this holiday i never do finish.
nevermind everyday go school play basketball den slack in class.
good idea right?
left a few more days..before sch reopen i going to rot liao..
SO BORED
BORED
BORED
always waiting. -7/01/2004 02:04:00 PM
Monday, May 31, 2004
This is my Youth Cup Match Fixture,
Place Hougang Blk 127
31-5-2004 Monday
6PM Yi Teng(White) Vs Woodland rings Sec.
2-6-2004 Wednesday
8.30PM Yi Teng(White) Vs Spitfire
4-6-2004 Friday
7.15PM Yi Teng(White) Vs WavVers
7-6-2004 Monday
7.15PM Yi Teng(White) Vs Marsling 8
9-6-2004 Wednesday
8.30PM Yi Teng(White) Vs L.S.B.C
A Few more hours is my first match already, very nervous now can't get to sleep.
MUST WIN!!!!!
Hope you will be there too =)
always waiting. -5/31/2004 12:16:00 AM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
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always waiting. -5/27/2004 08:56:00 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
现在已经不可以用字母来形容我的感受，
真的累了。
有点失望。
always waiting. -5/16/2004 01:21:00 AM
Friday, May 14, 2004
蓝天
想起那天原来是无雨无风
伴你抬头看著天说你想飞 晴朗天气突然刮龙卷风
一刹那全世界都在改变 回忆起我们俩快乐的从前
像一场梦 我的爱你是片云 不要害怕
WU 去寻找全新的自己 海阔天空无拘无束新世界
也许你就要遇到雷雨闪电的暴风圈
也许就要遇到乌云密布会三天
懂得向冰霜背过下雪天停下就不想想我
也许你就要遇到泪流不止的风沙天
也许以後天气预报不会再有晴天 也许到最後终点是蓝天
也许怀疑一刹那成为泡沫 勇敢追求相爱的不知所措
我亲爱的 我的爱 你是片云 不要害怕 WU
去寻找全新的自己 海阔天空无拘无束新世界
如果你是云 爱情就是风 风给你自由 云会给你痛
蓝天堂姓名 我给你往往 忘了那些痛 就让一切归零
always waiting. -5/14/2004 11:06:00 AM
我太久没有写日记了，因为太忙了。
这几天我真的很烦，不！可以说是这几个月
因为种种原因令我的脾气很暴躁，有时候说话没有经过大脑。
令你生气，我因该改改我的臭脾气。
快要放假了，还没有打算要做什么。
我的身命完全没方向感。
幸好我还有你，不然我的生命完全没有活着的意思。
我希望你可以永远在我身旁。
虽然我有时后向你发牢骚，令你很烦恼
可是除了对你，我还可以对谁？
你是我最亲的人。
我也会尝试去了解你，我知道你是为我好的。
我每次都惹你生气，就怪我嘴巴不好。
等到蓝球比赛完，我要向以前一样。
天天看到你。
有时候看不到你我的心就好像缺少了什么。
所以练完球我就会打给你。
蓝球比赛已经很接近了，我的球艺还是没什么进步。
我一定要进步，不然上场连一分也拿不到。
丢死人。。。。
我今晚真的很想你，为什么不听我的电话
我一直在想你一定会打回来的。。
我想听你的声音。。。。
我知道是我的错。。
对不起
always waiting. -5/14/2004 02:30:00 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Yesterday after bball training went to cut hair den go to shijia BBQ at east coasts park,
aaron and i went to city hall mrt station to meet alvin,weijing,gladys they all..
den we take mrt to paya lebar to take bus to there...
rch there around 8+
now den i noe shijia have alot of underage cousin "HAHA"
anyway she give us alot of satay to eat..the satay is nice..
zhuoran went to the coffee shop to buy beef guo tiao and fried rice...
to let us eat...the beef quo tiao is nice..hehe
after that alan came and join us.....
the night is quite boring cos nothing much to do...
can noe that zhuoran is veri tired... =D
early in the morning i take cab wif zr hme to sleep.....
---------------------------------------------------
the night is perfect...
sit along the beach
the wind blow...
is so cooling..
seeing u sleepin...
hehe..
sweetie...
always waiting. -5/02/2004 10:35:00 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Early in the morning, let auntie scold again, this time round is about the phone bill too expensive..
really feel like quiting school, and go to work, so that no need to ask money from people..
Money not enuff..
suffer man....
always waiting. -5/01/2004 08:55:00 AM
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
很久没有用华文来写日记了，因为最近很忙所以很少写。
日子一天一天的过很快就要放假了，妈妈打电话问我
放假要不要去香港，可是我在要放假之前有蓝球比赛可
能要到六月多才会完所以可能会晚一点才去。
Today after school, i went to meet my darling to buy some food
for tonight dinner.
becos today is our 8 monthS
she cooked vegetable, pork leg? and butter prawn, i cook tomato with egg
the night is perfect..
the food, the card and the 奶瓶 with chocolate...
actually just now dun feel like going hme...hehe just that i cant stay for too long
LOL...
人生短短几十年
要懂得珍惜你拥有的这一切
不然等到那天你要死的时后
才开始觉悟已经太晚了。
always waiting. -4/28/2004 10:42:00 PM
Monday, April 26, 2004
Damn! this few weeks i have little of sleep make me so restless...
anyway yesterday we go celebrate weihao's birthday, we went
to watch Dawn of the Dead...quite a stupid movie...look like resident evil...
the story dun have ending man...think have second part...
after the movie we went to mervis condo house to stay overnight..
we all were sitting near the swimming pool there...
and toking abt alots of things incuding Ghost..
indeed we saw something that nite..
until the morning we went to bukit merah there and do our communite work..
den i ask them got saw anything...all of them sae have..
HEHE....u will never be lonely at nite man...
anyway today lesson start at 8 and end at 10am.
after sch i went hme...and resting...too tired..cos this few days sleep
not more den 10 hours...
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You will recover soon, i will be right here for you..
even i am busy i will come to you
just tell me when you need me..
i will be there..
you are number 1 in my heart..
even if i am tired...
i will be there..
just tell me....
always waiting. -4/26/2004 11:56:00 PM
Friday, April 23, 2004
Today late for school again, for about an hour.
sleeping in class nothing much...Until teacher release us early in 10.50am
cos teacher have to attend SC for the ingoing and outcoming president of student council
actually i need to go for that but i nv go...heck care..anyway quite sucky..and boring
reach hme around 1.30 wif zhuoran.. she come my house to eat....later on i still need to go
bball training but is raining heavily now...wonder....later will train physical anot..if not die man...
this few days quite busy....den no time to update..and write in chinese...cos writing in chinese quite troublesome..
anyway tonight after training maybe.....Ton outside wif aaron they all...
nothing much to update anyway holiday start at MAy 28 WEEWEE..
always waiting. -4/23/2004 02:39:00 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Feeling not good....
Busy until no time to update my blog,
maybe will update tml..
always waiting. -4/20/2004 11:39:00 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2004
有两天没有写日记了，因为太忙了。
星期五-去练球到十一点多然后到 ALVIN 的家，本来是要睡觉的可是
WEIHAO 的金链在 GIRLS TEAM 的人那里所以我们就陪他去拿没想到一那就
五点多，然后就到 ALVIN 的家睡不到三小时我们就去练球
我们迟到就是因为 ALVIN 睡不醒。
星期六的晚上，我和我的朋友一起去 WWW.SPI.COM.SG 的 OUTING，去了很多所为的鬼屋
我们去了 Hillview Mansion,Ford Factory,Mt Pleasant Cemetery,
Kopi Hill Cemetery,Fort Canning,Changi Pulai Tree and many more..
有一些地方真的去了会令人毛站，刻别是Ford Factory,
The history of Ford Factory please read it at spi.com.sg Hehe...i am lazy to type it out here.
当我朋友和我走进去里面我看到两个厕所看起来很恐怖想想真令人毛站，
里面很闷热，听说每几个晚上都会看到有日本兵在走，要是你们看到的话那些当然不
是人哈哈。
Mt Pleasant Cemetery is our last station, we walk inside the cemetery along we saw many "Things" of cos
quite errie if walk inside alone...you might not know what will happen to you, btw found one interesting things is
that the place still have one No.56 Post Box..you still can find the location in the street directory,
if u want to sent mail to this place =D Hair stand right?
and got some Tin cans i think..hang in the tree...you can pull the string to make the tin cans move...and create a "Ding"
sound...who knows wat will happen if you pull that things..HAHA...maybe the ghost will follow you home?
i will end here if you guys want to explore any of the place, i don't mind going again =D
always waiting. -4/18/2004 02:24:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Today nothing much happen,
skip NWF lesson to accompany Alan they all play basketball quite fun actually..
after that go Ang Mo Kio eat with my darling,
as usual she eat little bit only...Going to look like a bone liao..
I wonder how come girls all eat so little??So slim liao still wan to "JIAN FEI"
anyway tml is friendship day...Brought nothing for my classmate and friends cos broke liao HAHA
oh yah my parent from Germany went back to hongkong liao...
After 1 week stay with my brother in the university...
actually going there in may..But my brother cant get the champions league ticket...Too bad....
tml is Friday so fast 1 week past by......veri fast grad liao and out of this sucking school..
i will end here today nothing much.....YawNz
always waiting. -4/15/2004 10:23:00 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
昨天在MERVIS的家睡了一晚，因为他的家没有人所以AARON，DAVID 还有我就去他家。
没想到当我们吃到一半突然停电整个武吉班让没有灯光害我们大家都下了一跳。
幸好到三点多就有电了。
在MERVIS的家我们讲了很多关于鬼的话题，可能是因为好奇吧。
讲到有一点毛站。我在想明年当兵的时候我们的SIR也可能会用鬼故事来吓我们
哈哈。。
今天早上也是有千百个不愿意才起床去学校，我真的不想读了ITE真的是不适合我
我不喜欢他们的教育方法和制度希望快点读完真是浪费时间。
放学在学校打一下球然后回家，过后在裕廊坊和卓然一起去我家吃，
吃完过后我就送她回家。
可怜的她脚受伤还要去跑步，要听话等好了才去跑。
不然你的脚很难好。
We may spend a little time together now.
but the little time we had spend together is the most happy one.
always waiting. -4/14/2004 11:16:00 PM
Monday, April 12, 2004
因为昨天太晚睡了，所以赶不及上八点到十一点的课。
今天一阵天都在睡觉真爽！！
明天有练球要累死了，辛好今天睡够了
我在想真的有那么难拒绝人吗？
你去帮人家，人家不一定会谢谢你反而被人责怪
学校XX队的人我没有一个看得顺眼的，人家帮他们， 没有感谢
还怪人家。不值得帮忙。
希望你的脚早日康复，明天不要去跑了。
明天九点的课到五点然后就要去练球一直到十一点然后到家的时后已经十二点多了。
How I wish I can accompany you everyday, but I know I can't.
but after this few month I am free.
we may be far apart but our heart is together.
always waiting. -4/12/2004 10:26:00 PM
现在以经三点了，我还没睡。
心中有很多的烦脑现在就要开始做出选择
要当兵还是要读书，兵是一定要当的
可是要是读书的话我一定不会在新加坡读
第一点是新加坡的教育制度
真的是太严了！！
在小四那年就有分流
政府没有想过十岁的小孩还不懂得读书的重要就把我们分流
我觉得太早了。
虽然还是可以在慢慢的爬起，可是十岁的小孩那里可以面对这么大的压力。
父母也会给压力把自己的孩子跟别人的孩子相比。
第二点是新家坡太小了这个世界太大没有离开是不会懂得这个世界有多么多的事和
人。
第三点新加坡真的可以在经济上永远强大吗？在新加坡真的有前途吗？
明年就要当兵了，希望可以利用这段时间想想接下来应该作什么。
高兴的是在不久就可以考车了， 快要放假了比赛也快要到了。
一年一年的过，想想浪费了很多时间
人身又有几十个二十年。
这一身有没有白活只有自己才会知道
有人有钱就很开心，有些人没钱也过的很开心。
最重要的是自己知到要作什么，
这一身才不会白过。
always waiting. -4/12/2004 03:02:00 AM
This is my first Blogger, will update more....testing now..
always waiting. -4/12/2004 01:19:00 AM
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