Thursday, May 20, 2010

I'm graduating tml..

but im not happy at all.. =l













feeling rate: 43%
there is still a gap in th heart..

I screwed up the interview.. freak..













feeling rate:32%
what shld i do now.. im worried..

frankly speaking, seeing ppl i care about having bdae celebration but i was not there, was kind of sad.

i kind of understand why i was not invited to things or even events but frankly speaking im the type of person who like frenz and will get jealous or even sad if im not invited(especially those that i really care about).

not like im blaming anyone, but since to the ppl who dun treat me as frenz.. please do not expect me to treat you the same way either.. (thats wat i thought)

but nevertheless i guess i shldn accept to join the so-called "family" or what to make ppl feels that we are a "group" and we dun socialize with other "group"s.
regretted it but then, if you guys are thinking that way, you should noe oso.. you yourself is also putting barriers and forming your own "group".

o well..

whatever i say now is bullshit, even me myself thinks its bullshit.
but im a lone person and i believe that one should socialize with all instead of just that particular group of ppl or even, saying that we should all be socialize with one another but at the back your not fulfilling your statement.

i believe that i am always playing a part to be frenz with everyone, and im just saying what i feel now. =)













feeling rate: 59%
making an enemy from me is the worst step ever

after viewing the album, photos taken during the MSL 10th anniversary..
all the memories i had during MSL jus came dashing out from my mind, the joy, the fun, the hard work and the sense of belonging.. (althgt oso got some unpleasent memories)

but suddenly, i miss MSL.


I miss the times when i run the slope up and down behind the school during my TAF training as early as 6.45am.

I miss the school bell telling us its lunch time

I miss the 30 cent tea by stall one

I miss the curry potatoe with rice by friendly auntie stall

I miss the level 5 music room where i spend almost all my secondary life striving for CO
(and i nv thought carrying the instruments from level 1 to 5 was ever tiring)

I miss the nights when our CO returned after a performance or a competition, and everyone helping each other to carry everyone's instruments

I miss the time when emcee announce the results during SYF

I miss Mrs Choy's morning assembly

I miss Mrs Soh's debriefing after every CO ends

I miss Miss Tan's chinese lesson where she will always rise up her voice

I miss the time when Mrs Peter told me, "Hong Ging, you pass your compo."

I miss the time when Mrs Tan use her unique way of teaching to help us remember our quadratic equation. (Singing it)

"X= minus B~
Plus and minus square root of~
B square minus 4 A,C and over 2 A~"

I miss the time when Miss Tay will shout," MR TAN HONG GING!"

I miss the time when some of us meet up at Macdonals after school to study for our O levels.
(the mac is gone now.. =l)

I miss the friendly staff at the admin office when i'm paying for my school fees every month

I miss the small canteen now which looks so big to me last time

I miss the field when we are practicing our 2.4

I miss 2.4 when we need to run the whole school

I miss 5S2

I miss..


WTH.. there is too many "I miss" le.. omg.. all the memories really and flowing back..
haiz.. i regretted not going for the anniversary dinner and i should have went!

Next dinner! i dun care 10 years or 20 years i will go! dun care!

I love MSL.












feeling rate: 76%
if time can rewind..

@ zheming's house now~ xD
@ zheming playing WOW
@ zheming taking in skype??
@ zheming is sick
@ zheming sucks =b
@ zheming's family is good
@ zheming is looking at my blog post now

@me feeling kind of down but still ok =)

the end












feeling rate: 63%
work work work

Eh yoz~ hehee..

listening to one of our concert's song the new Melodic Potpuri.. the song is not bad~
actualli this year's concert songs are all simply nice and non-complicated, i say that because all the songs are like familiar tunes and i say merge well with our instruments~

anyway, after i fix and secure my stuff.. im going to go all out for this concert~ =D
(the songs are not easy anyways)

Jiayou hong ging! xD













feeling rate: 63%
fakers.. and you noe im refering to who~

feeling rate: 60%
Its jus a thought.. =D