Sherry Ho, 1990
Sunday, August 23, 2015
The Hwa Chong Auditorium Experience
我睡个觉后醒来就是天亮了~
隔一天起床，回想前一晚发生的事感觉还真的蛮像梦一场的。打开手机回看video, OH 原来不是梦耶！！！Shet 太三八了，这不是我这不是我..
是的，和偶像同台唱歌nei..
也算是50%梦想成真。50% becos 1/2 of 插班生。
*但想想如果是和两位也是奇怪，左看右看左看右看的*
其实在Diya叫我上去之前， 我就觉得听"插班生"表演只有一个人的声音有点不习惯，所以Diya在唱歌时我就一直“狂合声”(said by Peixi)。万万没想到在Diya的最后一首歌就把我叫出来，正常反应就是摇头。我以为这随便问一问的问题就可以跳过了，怎么知道偶像这么认真还叫观众欢呼！妈呀，我就想如果不上去也太不给偶像面子了。Ya, 事情是这样的。I counted (from the video), I took 22 seconds to decide.
对于自己的表现觉得... 干吗一直笑。
好像喝了点酒，醉醺醺的不断的傻笑。但那些不知觉的笑大概就是反映了我的不自在。那羞涩的摸样仿佛回到了当初面对插班生时的自己（现在正常多了)，shy屁啊！恶心。然后你知不知道，短短一首歌我心里有多少 O.S.? 来，让我们一起回到现场！
一上台就很想说的话，但要说不说的。=.=
老娘没表演过这首歌，也没和插班生跟着唱过。(Aye, FC duty 有没有，要拍照，所以就不能跟着唱啦) 知道自己不是正常女生的key所以觉得应该会有一点点高，担心会唱不到音or破音。
因为老娘没表演过这首歌，当然对歌词不熟啦~ 然后被cue在最不熟悉的地方。
#shesaidgoogleitbutmyphoneisatmyseat 啊 啊 啊~
然后觉得偶像叫我上台不该让她白白叫我上台，我要出个声，于是我就合声。然后觉得偶像应该不是叫我上台合声的，该唱一下主音。副歌来了，OS:
我跟你拼了！
事实证明，真的有点勉强哈哈哈~ 之后就是插班生加进去的bridge了。这个part就是老娘最熟悉的部分了，不愧是插班生的fan. *Flips hair* 早在插班生release她们的cover那天我就有练bridge的合声，呼呼真的派得上用场耶~ 有一种 “机会是给有准备的人”的feel。
事实证明，真的有点勉强哈哈哈~ 之后就是插班生加进去的bridge了。这个part就是老娘最熟悉的部分了，不愧是插班生的fan. *Flips hair* 早在插班生release她们的cover那天我就有练bridge的合声，呼呼真的派得上用场耶~ 有一种 “机会是给有准备的人”的feel。
Then there comes a part I was clearly off & I'm like 妈呀 dafuq was that?!
It did feel pretty A.W.K.W.A.R.D.
最后一次副歌，我笑了因为...
其实也没什么好笑的但醉的时候笑点比较底没办法。
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总结一下...
总结一下...
很开心，庆幸，爽，幸运，很感谢有这个机会于偶像唱歌/合声。除了是实现了小小的幻想之外也是让我看到自己的改变。还记得两年前，插班生有一个gathering在 Habitat Coffee, 然后我和 Sash 就被叫去唱歌。我当时紧张到有一点气喘，唱不出来。所以之后就非常沮丧，还难过了一阵子。(写到这, 不小心流了一下眼泪) 这次其实我并没有紧张耶。没有气喘，唱得出来，还可以合声。(也不是说有表现得多好啦）你知道这种心情吗？是一种从哪里跌倒就从哪里爬起来的feel. 哈哈哈~ 所以我之后也跟Diya说谢谢，谢谢她叫我上台。
可以说是已经克服在别人面前唱歌的恐惧，看来一年多的 gig experience 真的有帮助。 Or scully it's because I can't really see the crowd? & I was looking at Diya most of the time. So it felt like the crowd 不存在。
This is biggest crowd I sang in front of leh.
可以说是已经克服在别人面前唱歌的恐惧，看来一年多的 gig experience 真的有帮助。 Or scully it's because I can't really see the crowd? & I was looking at Diya most of the time. So it felt like the crowd 不存在。
哎哟这样对看...
#shesaynexttimeaskmeupagain
#butcandontwant?
#unlessiscarrieask
#becausemustbefairma
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Ella [WHY NOT] 新加坡
接机
本来已经打算不去了，不过时间越来越近就越想看到Ella. 12.05pm的飞机，10.50am决定去机场 why not! 也是因为是12.05pm的飞机才可以考虑这样行不行得通，因为午餐时间是12-1pm. 午餐时间一到马上赶下去，我抵达机场时Ella刚好已经出来在等行李~
接机画面- By Jolene
其实在和Ella走向车子的途中有一位路人问 "Eh who is this?" 没人理他，刚好我要走过那位路人的时候他拉住我的手再问同样的问题。我瞬间超火大，kaypoh就算了还想拦住我？！但不想浪费情绪也不爽回答他，就把他甩开继续走。希望后面的歌迷都没回答他，不然他就会把账算在我偶像身上。我偶像可是超友善的，不像我。哈哈哈~
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签唱会
超久没参加偶像签唱会了。上一次是田馥甄的，在2011年11月。唉~我都老了啊我。签唱会5pm, 我们大概8am就在排队了。漫长等待中...
便装
刺青
拉筋（屁啦）
写情书（环保的概念- 信封是用旧报纸弄的）
等待的地方蛮不错的，有冷气！厕所也在附近~ *很重要*
差不多3pm让我们进入会场。
通常在这里他们会大声的播放专辑的歌，但没有。音乐那么小声，不是很爽啦！
1个小时后，开始下雨，大雷雨
一直下 一直下。
虽然被淋湿了，但其实雨水根本让我们情绪更high~
时不时会有大风吹导致被淋雨，被淋雨时一直woohoo woohoo叫。你说这正常吗？
时不时会有大风吹导致被淋雨，被淋雨时一直woohoo woohoo叫。你说这正常吗？
合照！
签唱会画面
你知道吗，我们几乎每一位都得到Ella的小礼物。
我获得了两个痔&两颗爱心！
#myidolisbetterthanyours HAHAHA
签名过程:
Ella 热情打招呼，灿烂笑容,签签，看到我要送给她的情书
Ella: "哇~有情书耶。里面该不会有变态的东西吧?"
*害羞摇头*
Ella: "我都有看到你们画的衣服哦~"
*害羞微笑*
Ella签完我的我就问她可不可以签在我衣服上 *终于说话*
她就伸手画那两颗爱心咯，然后顺着就在我脸上画上两个痣。
边画边说 "反正你都画(口罩)成这样了"
Jolene跟我说Ella是握着我的脸画的，自己完全没印象！
最后她微笑跟我说 "祝福你哦~"
到底祝福什么祝福什么祝福什么祝福哈哈。
不觉得Ella的人超~好的吗？觉得欣慰。
Ella亲民到我应该要问她要不要一起去喝咖啡。赫赫 赫赫赫
话说有人问我为什么Ella要画痣，我觉得因为她MV里也有画？
但其实老娘本身就是有两个痣。
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送机
看看我送给她的不正常情书！我就是很有创意you know.
可惜偏偏没办法亲自送到她手中(助理帮忙拿) -请看影片-
我本来很期待看到她的反应的。
我本来很期待看到她的反应的。
送机画面：
不过！知道她确实有收到看到简直爽翻！
看到她回复有一点惊讶其实。。因为她当晚就回复了一些就是没回复我的所以我以为她miss掉了，想不到隔一天她还是回复了！！AWWWW~
Ella 我爱你呀~
完
Sunday, January 11, 2015
Na Xi Wa Wu Ji Ba Ban
Super lame post, but I think this is something most 平凡人 will go through;
Dreaming about winning the million dollar lucky draw or something.
人因梦想而伟大 so
If I had a million bucks...
My 1st instinct is to set aside 1/2 or 1/3 of it with the intention to save.
I like seeing money grow. BIG MONEHHH BIG MONEHHHH~
I like seeing money grow. BIG MONEHHH BIG MONEHHHH~
200k for 搬家, get a 4 room flat & I can finally have my own room.
Walls filled with posters Woahohoho..
100k for parents, 100k for brother to open his own cafe, 20k for Ahma.
请大家吃吃吃 (但同时希望不会变胖)
Walls filled with posters Woahohoho..
100k for parents, 100k for brother to open his own cafe, 20k for Ahma.
请大家吃吃吃 (但同时希望不会变胖)
Change the sofa at Ahma's place cos the current one always give me a backache.
Renovate ahma's house, if not the whole house then just the toilets.
TRAVEL. Bring my family & my friends on holiday trips!
Iceland, London, Paris, Japan, Australia, New Zealand & many other "land".
Donate. Donate. Donate.
Renovate ahma's house, if not the whole house then just the toilets.
TRAVEL. Bring my family & my friends on holiday trips!
Iceland, London, Paris, Japan, Australia, New Zealand & many other "land".
Donate. Donate. Donate.
Buy what I wanna buy. Do what I wanna do.
Yep.
Saturday, November 29, 2014
Pirate Kings notification
Nope, this isn't a post to rant about getting Pirate Kings game invites.
I have stopped getting notifications since... I TURNED IT OFF.
But seeing rant post about getting the game notification?
HAVE NEVER STOPPED.
Damn, & I can do nothing about it. OH WAIT, MAYBE I CAN.
Let me help you.
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT.. MAYBE YOU CAN DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR BY TURNING OFF THAT BLEDY GAME NOTIFICATION?
Don't know how?
Come, here are the 3 retarded steps:
1. Click on the bledy notification tab.
2. See that [x] on your bledy game notification, click it.
3. Click on that bledy "Turn Off" button.
THERE YOU HAVE IT.
*The above is not applicable for FB mobile app users*
If you access Facebook only via the mobile app, you can check out this link:
https://www.facebook.com/help/103859036372845
THANK GOOGLE.
^ my best friend
Happy Thanksgiving guys!
Thursday, September 11, 2014
关于现在的S.H.E
"单飞不解散"
追了8年的S.H.E, 如今变成了任家萱, 田馥甄, 陈嘉桦。
单飞的时间多了 合体少了。今年才领悟到这件事，其实内心还蛮难过的。这句"单飞不解散"早就在2010年的时候宣布了但我没把它看得很重。2010年尾Selina拍戏时发生了那场意外而S.H.E"消失"了1年8个月。在这个期间Hebe和Ella继续的有单飞工作，Hebe跑音乐会/音乐节 发专辑，Ella拍了电影 发EP。当时会觉得这些单飞的东西只是因为Selina在休息/疗伤。原来所谓的"单飞不解散"说的是从此发展的形态/模式跟以往不一样了。
2012年中，S.H.E回归舞台，再度合体演出。
2012年中，S.H.E回归舞台，再度合体演出。
我还真的以为这句"We are back"代表S.H.E打回原型像以往一样 但不是。虽然这2年来(2012-2014)S.H.E有出专辑，也跑了巡演但跟以前比起来3个人在一起工作的时间真的比较少。不是说单飞不好，但我最爱还是看到3只在一起毕竟S.H.E是我的初恋*偷笑。
把S.H.E还给我。
别人可能看不出有什么改变，那我拿这次的巡演来讲吧。通常一个巡演会跑个2年, 一两个月办一场甚至还有隔6个月的那种。不像这次，4个月办了14场这么赶。巡演结束就刚好到田馥甄发专辑, 6个月后继续办S.H.E Encore 巡演。Encore巡演更厉害了只有8场, 跑3个月。香港，新马都没有得看。搞什么？这样玩弄歌迷心情。我觉得最惨的是香港的朋友，明明是在香港宣布消息的害他们白开心了。在我看来其实这一切早就计划好了。我原本不能理解为什么一定要结束掉合体巡演，为什么就不能延续到明年。之后就看清了。Selina 10月会出个人专辑+有主持工作, Ella 刚开始拍电影了, 新戏剧10月开始播, 再加上现在还有在主持，年底还要筹备个人专辑呢。田馥甄有商演/音乐节演出，年底开始个人巡演。Encore场根本就是硬挤出来的。现在时间是分配给合体VS单飞。一个唱片公司怎么可能在同一个时间出个人专辑和合体专辑呢？也不可能在在同一个时间跑个人巡演和合体巡演嘛。你看看，S.H.E再也不是重点, S.H.E只是其中一点。唉~唉~唉~
（难怪Encore的slogan是 "不想说再见，还要在一起"。其实是因为即将要分开各自单飞。）
把S.H.E还给我。
真的好怀念总是3个人在一起工作的S.H.E。工作的时候不像是在工作比较像在玩。3个人在一起的欢笑与泪水，3人之间的互动，眼神交流，默契，感情。最重要的，3个人的声音合在一起，就连讲话的时候也有和声的感觉。
把S.H.E还给我。
唉~ 都是娱乐圈的错，对吧？所谓"Change is the only constant" 不可能一直以一样的形态发展，要走出不同的路，更多的路。 我们只能接受这个事实咯。
有时真的蛮痛恨那句"只能接受"。这现实的世界。。。
我看她们自己也舍不得分开吧？看了也好感伤。
说了这么多，搞到好像她们解散了一样。请别误会咯。虽然很多事情会变，但S.H.E之间的感情是永远不变的。我从来没有置疑过S.H.E之间的友谊，也没担心过会有解散这件事。S.H.E 就是会给我一种安全感。虽然分开工作，我相信她们的心一定是连在一起的。
她们嘴唇也连在一起。
其实还有更over的；舌吻。至于画面尺度太大，我还是不要放好了。
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我对S.H.E的爱也没变过，甚至还越来越爱，一次比一次疯狂。有点恐怖,。但我最清楚自己在干什么。我就不过想要珍惜能够看到她们的机会，尤其是经历过差一点失去Selina过后。
刚刚抱怨了几下单飞的事，但其实很期待她们各自的作品。三只我都爱，所以不管单飞或合体都会一样支持的。*啊~我的钱。
S.H.E万岁！
敬未来更多的13年！
TOGETHER FOREVER
刚刚抱怨了几下单飞的事，但其实很期待她们各自的作品。三只我都爱，所以不管单飞或合体都会一样支持的。*啊~我的钱。
S.H.E万岁！
敬未来更多的13年！
久违的fangirl post, 蛮恶心的说。
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
The 田馥甄 Experience
有人在等我~~ blog. First
let me rewind rewind rewind rewind...
It was a really COLD night. We just got back
from Manly, time check: 8.40pm. Then from Circular Quay we walk over to Opera House
to take some pictures. DAMN THE STRONG WIND LIKE AS IF WE WEREN'T COLD ENOUGH. After
that we were going to meet Guifeng's friend who was bringing us to eat SYDNEY'S
BEST GELATO @ Darling Harbour, LIKE AS IF IT WASN'T COLD ENOUGH x 2.
I believe everyone was feeling quite TIRED
already plus it was COLD so this plan was ALMOST CANCELLED/ postponed. *Come,
bring on the um chio* Guess it was fated after all. Because I know I was very
firm about eating ice cream altho my inner thighs were hurting a lot & it
was difficult to walk. (It's too dry there & I'm so fat so my thighs rub
each other when I walk lo. Burhurhurhur) We all went in the end. WARNING: LONG WALK AHEAD.
Took us like 45+mins to get there, almost died
*inserts shag face*
So
this is Gelato Messina their gelato actually grow out of their tins.
Lol
AWWWWWWWW It's really not bad.
While leaving the place, Guifeng was showing
me pictures of 田馥甄 spotted at Sydney Fish Market that afternoon.
内心sigh了一下. A
FEW MOMENTS LATER we saw 王治平 with another lady walking in our direction.
Me to Guifeng: Aye王治平 leh!
*walked past*
Want to pass him our cards anot?
Yeah we made cards for 田馥甄 in case we heng heng bump into her. But it
had been 4 days & that didn't happen. So we thought chances are slim
already plus we do not want to 白做the cards.
Guifeng: Give lah, if not dunno when can give.
I was just waiting for the "give
lah" actually. Lol. So we immediately turned around, slammed our
bags down on a nearby chair, took out our cards, & ran towards 王治平 leaving our bags &
5 friends behind. We had to sprint to him. Tsk tall people walk so fast for
what lol. When we were just reaching him Guifeng's phone dropped on the floor
*piak*. She just went ahead & stopped him while I picked up her phone. Wah 电话都不要了。
顺利的把卡片送出去后,我们就笑笑 & siao siao 地走出那个building. While crossing THAT traffic
light I had a random thought & wanted to share with Guifeng when...
I noticed her eyes were caught on something so I looked ahead too &
Spotted 田馥甄 & gang
walking in our direction. Everything just stopped moving for 3 seconds.
*Drama*
We just kept calm & continued walking in their direction. HOW CAN WE
JUST LET HER WALK PAST WITHOUT HER KNOWING OUR EXISTENCE RIGHT? But nobody is saying anything! 2 steps after she walked past I
blurted out "田馥甄我爱你。" I turned
my head to check if she heard me, *bzzz* our eyes met, & she was smiling. Like that:
*Picture by Guifeng.
Think I just went deaf or something cos
Guifeng told me she did acknowledge it by saying "谢谢". TOTALLY DID NOT HEAR THAT. Btw she had
to look past a few humans to find me leh, 我觉得她瞄得很准哈哈。Guifeng then added " 明天见！" She
replied "好，晚安!"
After a few steps I suddenly stopped in my
tracks & "啊~卡片!" Guifeng stopped, turn around & shouted
"卡片在王老师那里！" Duno if they
heard tho. 叫爽而已。lol After a few more
steps(again) Amanda mentioned "专辑要不要签?" GONG, bring all the way there, 兴奋到忘记了这件事。Turned back immediately
& CHIONG AH!!! 1 night must chiong how many times siah. Heng, they were
still waiting for traffic light to cross.
Guifeng: 不好意思，可以签个名吗？
田馥甄： 好啊！
*Convo while signing*
田馥甄: 是这里的学生吗？
Me: 不是。Guifeng: 我们是来看你的。
田馥甄: 那你们从那里来？
Me & Guifeng: 新加坡~
I think someone from the gang said, "哇..那蛮远的"
I was still holding on to my albums then I
looked at my 渺小 album & asked Guifeng a stupid question. "这个(cover)要拿出来吗？" What
I meant was "eh, help me take out the cover ley". Obviously the brain
went haywire. Guifeng said "要lah" & I was like "可是我拿不出来~" & THEN亲爱的田馥甄小姐said "我。来。帮。你。" I FAINTED. Nah, who am I kidding c'mon.
But then Amanda just immediately took my album & helped me with it. 对不起田馥甄小姐，你的好意被拒绝了lol. Amanda said she accidentally 摸到她的手 while
passing my album to her. *Stare*
Someone from the gang : 你们有去Melbourne吗？
Guifeng: 有 Me: *Nods*
Gang gave us a wow expression.
Amanda: 我们就是拿着"田"LED板子的。
田馥甄：噢~ *looked up
, slight nod & smile.*
Someone from the gang: 你们几时到?
Me: 一号 Guifeng: 跟你们同一天。
田馥甄：同一天？
She must be thinking how come we know which
day she reached Melbourne. That's the scary part about being a 明星。
Someone from the gang: 你们怎么会在这里？在外面呆这么晚看会不会遇到她吗？
Me: 没有啊，我们刚吃完冰淇淋 *Use chin power to signal where it was*
Guifeng: 对啊，蛮好吃的，你们可以去TRY.
田馥甄：那不是很冷吗？
Looked at me, I look back, nobody answer her. 你看我我看你你看我几时我有这么高兴过~
*Sign finish*
All: 谢谢~ 明天见！
田馥甄：明天见！
"晚安，拜拜" x 2
- END -
Yeah.
Yes we did not ask for a photo, did not ask for hand shake. I think we are very 乖。
& that random thought I wanted to share with Guifeng was: what if we just passed the cards to 王治平 then we end up meeting her later, 自己较给她不是更好.. So isit I suay ah?
HAHAHA
This is based on my account. DUH.
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There's some missing details cos I was deaf on & off.
Some missing parts based on Guifeng's account are:
田馥甄 assistant: 有笔吗？
田馥甄 assistant： 这个(渺小)套要拿出来。
田馥甄：这只笔好像NG了 (Gold marker couldn't work)
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能遇到田馥甄已经够爽了。
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能遇到田馥甄已经够爽了。
被另外两位偶像按赞+恭喜=双倍的爽。