Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai Sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai The flavor of life The flavor of life
Tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de Shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu Ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de Jirettai no nan notte? Baby~
Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai Sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai The flavor of life The flavor of life
Amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku Sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai Omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte Jinsei suteta mon janaitte
Doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “Uun. Nandemo nai” Sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai Sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai “Aishiteru yo” yori mo “Daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai? The flavor of life
Wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro Furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo
Daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai Teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai “Arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai Sayounara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai The flavor of life The flavor of life
Translation:
When you say thank you to me, for some reason it hurts, Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye. a hint of bitterness. The flavor of life
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers, like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest because of being unable to just move one more step forward what’s causing this frustration baby
When you say thank you to me, for some reason it hurts, Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye. a hint of bitterness The flavor of life
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations. it sparks no interest in me even when things do not go the way you want it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’ I answer ‘its nothing’ The smile that disappears after goodbye It’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you, For some reason it hurts even more ‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you the flavor of life
the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more
A future tender and warmer than a diamond i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you
when you say thank you to me, for some reason it hurts, Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone even after the good bye. a hint of bitterness The flavor of life
Wow, it has been years before i can see my section again. Let me count, i graduate in 2002. 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008. 5 long years had past, finally i meet up with my section.
Kind of miss the days we are together. So cute but a bit strange. We have not seen one another other for ages, the topic is a bit cold.
I was suppose to meet them at 630pm at city hall but i was late, hai kui i am the organiser. Haha. Yen Leng, Michelle and Wei Jie was already there. Lynnette caught in a jam, Yong Jie and Yuxian late. We loiter around Marina Square before Sze Ling came at around 8pm. We couldn't decide what to eat. Something strange is why is every shop so empty???? Just a few days ago, every shop is like filled with many many many people.
Sze Ling came and decided on Cafe Cartel instantly. Too bad Chi Lun off work liao.
Everytime i called Chi Lun if he is working, cause i may go cafe Cartel, he will not be working. I am so so shuey.
i dun really like the food from CArtel, thus i ordered only Macha Freppe. It is damn cold after drinking the freppe. After that we went Pan Pacific lift to take pictures. Cause weijie say got nice view. Then we walk to explanade then to merlion because he say there got better view. Yen Leng was so angry . HAhah.. Cause she need to rush off but we keep looking for a nice background to take pictures.
Hopefully i can post the pictures here once Wei Jie send me the pics.
This morning i was like so fan nao for 3 issues.
1) PS or JP
2) Timetable
3) Go where eat dinner buffet?
I was damn annoyed by the issue number 1. Andy messaged me if i was really going back to JP on the 17th. Li Kheng called me. I called PS to talk. Haha in the end i kind of casual talk with Sebas * not from JP*, then to Clara awhile before meeting my section.
I am so fan, fan fan fan fan..... Should i stay in PS or should i go back to JP? I promised that i will go back to jp before new year. Ang moh new year has past, now i am left with the chinese new year. Should i go back Jp for my Chinese New Year?
I dunno. Cause i dont feel the need of going back, facing so many new comers and i need to merge into the group again. Besides, Zai Zai, Ken, Diana, Wei Long and etc have left Jp or leaving very very soon. Thus what is the point of me going back?
I dont really feel like going back leh. But, i dunno, sigh. I promisd i will go back. Just 2 to 3 days ago i went back Jp to watch Warlords with ah ma and gugu. Saw Sebas, he was like bo hiu me. Aiyo, felt kind of guilty. But Jp is like my home, haha. Missed working in Jp with all the old staff.
Ps there is my fav, da sis, Jay. I like them so so much. Haha... I tried talking to Jay regarding this issue. She just asked me what i wanted to do actually. I DUN NOE!!! VERY FAN NIAO!!! Steven pshco me not to go back, cause i may be leaving GV in late April. No point going back to Jp for about 2 to 3 months again before i quit.
Exam break in mid April, exam in late April and early May. If successful, i will be in USA from May to end of July. August onwards will be my final semester in NUS. Should i work or can i work? Can i score for my modules? Will i keep deteroiating? Will people work during their final semester? My sis will be out in the working society by then. Dont think mum will need me help her out, cause my sis can give her more already.
FAN FAN FAN...
Hhahaha, i told Jay she is the second manager i like most after Da sis. *HappY* Think Da sis know i admire her damn lots.
Aiyo, JP or PS.....
Cant decide lah...
52Kg...
Jia you PLEASE...
The more u admire the person, the further you might want to stay away from that person. Just to prevent myself from not performing and letting them down. Da sis will always be my idol, cause she is a bit extreme. I am know i may not be able to accept all her doings although she is my idol, so stay a distance, not knowing many things and picture, fantasize her as my idol with the perfect image. Hope that Jay can be my goodie friend once i am out of GV.
> Happy 57th Birthday Daddy, if you are still around. If you are still around u are near 60th le. Time really flies. I missed the day i can call u "pa", "papa", "time to wake up to drive taxi le", "calling 181 for supper", miss the days that i can hear bunch of keys after midnight, then we will pretend that we are alseep and u are very aware that we have not. Papa missing you. Happy Birthday. Good life at where ever u r") Love you and miss u so...
Finally a beginning of another year. It's Jan again. Erm, my new year resolutionis to be haha forever 52kg, more people will like me, myself to be more confident with higher self-esteem.
What am i doing at this hour? Just finished work at 4am, reached home, find all sorts of things to eat. Felt extremely disgusted by the fish head otah bought by my sister.
First of all, i hate seafood, i hate the pungent from seafood. But because otah, with lots of chilli to cover the pungent, the spiciness is wonderful. This fish head otah looks so thick and yummy, but why is it so thick and attractive?
THERE ARE FULL OF FISH BONES...
What the hell... I am the kind of person who hated bones too. I dont like KFC fried chicken because there's bones. I only like nuggets and popcorn chicken. No bones.
I microwaved 2 pieces of otah, ate 1, CMI, throw the remainder 1 back into the fridge. Ate kinder brueno, cookies, gummies, apple, kaya bread and finally 3-in-1 cereal. I was drinking the hot cereal while using the computer.
I slipped my hand and pour the hot cereal onto myself. OUCH.., It is so hot scorching. My thigh ganna the most cause body there is at least 2 layers of clothing for protection.
OUCH.
Before i went to work, morning went outram park for breakfast with 3rd uncle. The yam cake was good, porridge ok. Then we travel to beach road to shop for water bottles. The place where army boys or camping kiddos buy their equipment.
We had ice kacang at the hawker there and saw Kym Ng and Quan Yifong. Their make-up is damn thick and Yifong's hair is damn red can.
Uncle and i loiter around my estate and i went home at 5pm to nap for an hour til 6pm to prepare for work at 8pm.
Felt kind of disappointed, why didnt she like the present? I like that chocolate can. Can we be good friend? Did she have a certain impression of me before? Sigh, i kind of like her lor. So hoping that we can be good friends. Feels like i ganna rejected. I still trust and have faith in her.") zi tao ku chi.
By the way, i got hold of the mike at PS again and wished all the patrons a HAPPY HAPPY new year like what i did for christmas.
Bro talk so much about his newly addicted animation. All i did is to fu yan listen to him. Poor boy.
Hope to post the pink legging pictures soon, wow... excited. Boon Boon quick quick send me the pictures. I wanna show many many people.
Love PuRplE... Damn nice right??? So romantic, so classy, very the comforting.
Erm, i have 2 very extreme characters. Sometime i am over this side, sometimes, i am over the other. Depends.
Haha") Think of a character now... Quick... Haha... In your brain... I am at the 2 of the extreme ends.
Thus, you can see me behaving differently in different environment and circumstances.
Nan yi zuo mo...
