Happy Dumpling Festival

Happy Day People!!! It's a day for us to celebate by eating delicious dumplings.

Me just want to wish everyone a HAPPY DUMPLING FESTIVAL!!! Dont eat too much of duumpling okay? It is ver very fattening. Enjoy, it's very nice.

While enjoying your dumpling and dragon boat racing, not to forget the history of Qu Yuan. Here's a link to the history if you have no idea about who he is and the come about of the dumplings.

http://www.afk.com/resources/dragonfestival.tpl?cart=1147468123338

Rare Accident

Haha! Accidentally found my Sec 3 Photo.
Kim Leng, Mark, Pei Qi n Me

What a Day!!! ")

Beautiful Day to Blog again. *That means i am very free again*

I didnt really want to blog today, cause having the same reasons. I dont have a very interesting idea or event to blog about and didnt want to blog that often.

But after waiting for a long long time in MSN. Why didnt anyone approach me for a chat??? Am i really that free? Or are all the others on MSN that busy? Luckily my primary school best friend, Gerlynn, started a chat with me. We chatted and i did other simple things as my day passes.

Oh ya, regina asked me if i am free on this coming saturday, 3rd June 2005. We will be having a class gathering dinner in Plaza Singapura's Swensen. I already handed in my request for my JP work schedule just yesterday. A bit too late. Hai"(. Jus that bit late.

I need to wait for my working schedule to be out on wednesday.


It's fated. It all depends on my working schedule.

Actually, i wasnt very keen on the outing . Cause dinner at Swensen, it means that i need to spend money. And not use the time for work and earn more money. Sorry guys, i am desparate for money. Always short of money no mater how i work. However wanted to meet my classmate, qian bu shi wan neng de, mei you qian que shi wan wan bu neng de. So true!!!

I always having this monday blue, wanted to apply for leave. But once i thought of $48 if i go work to slack, i straggled to my feet and get ready to work.

Today is GCE 'O' Level Mother Tongue day. All students in Singapore are to take their mother tongue paper 1 and 2 today. My brother, being a 16 years old sec 4 kid cant enjoy his school holiday but to reach school at 8 am for his Chinese paper at 8.30am.

I am so worried for him. He is totally not aiming for Junior College, he kept asking about L1R4 and planning on what course he should take.

I am not against the idea of him going into Poly, *hey i am from poly de k* , but i just dont want him to aim so low. The lower his target is, the less effort a human being will put in. Thus i wanted him to get at least 20 points, the lowest L1R5 a person can set in order to qualify for JCs. If he can get 20 points, i will already be damn happy.

Me got no better, 19 points for L1R5. Far from my sister who is a 8 pointer.

My brother is poor in English, like me, poor in sciences, poor in geography, poor in social studies, bad in literature, bad in E-Math, very bad in A-Math.

Erm how many points do you think he will get? 6 subjects all pass, then will be C6 x 6. L1R5 36 points. Hahahaha! Hopefully not. He has problem passing his lit, both maths and combine science. All the others were like just pass. How?

His only hope on getting a A will be his chinese. Really hope that he will do well in Chinese, his only opportunity. Must get hold of the only chance. And maybe Design and technology.

Today is also a Su su' s Practical driving test. Just recieved good news from her. She passed. Hooray hooray. First-timer private candidate. So good, not like me so dui. Hai"(

Envy Envy Envy!!! Wow so good!!!

Congrutulations!!! Gong Xi Lao Ye He Xi Fu Ren!!!

Haha! So Clever. My Dear dear so smart. Good Good!!!")

What a day!

With so many big events, *big for me* happening.")

I ate dumpling done by my mama for breakfast and for lunch. Not bad actually by a first-timer. It is slightly plain, should add more salt, and CREATIVE?!?! Haha, my mama add mixed veggies in cause there is a shortage of ingredients. We were lack of salted duck egg york, chestnuts, shrimps and mushrooms, hence she uses her creativity and came out with a strange combination.

Guess what? It turns out not bad indeed. Quite nice!!! Haha") My mama's dumpling is si mo si yang. Got look and got erm... taste.

I had told her to pour in all the black sauce into the boiling water, cause i think it's rather obvious that the boiling water is so plain. Then if we were to put in the dumpling, surely osmosis will occur. The taste of the dumpling will be rather blunt.

Mama didnt want to listen to me and ended up producing "healthy" dumplings. My pro popo suggested that she should add two spoonful of salt into the boiling water.

I ended up writing this entry is because i didnt want to disappoint my number 1 fan of this blog. Hahahaha!!!!

Let me introduce my No. 1 fan.....

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Tan Jia Jia

Haha!!! Thanks jia jia. See i introduce your big name in my blog leh. Honored??? You must be very glad.

And partly because Quan quan ask me to blog lor!

HMN: Should i blog??? Feel like blogging and dun feel like bloggin. How?

Quan: Blog Lor!!

HMN: I scare no time to finish.

Quan: U blog tt long de meh?? It's onli 3 plus leh.

HMN: I type very slowly de ma.

Hence by popular demand! Wahaha! I decided.

I went to explore my friends' blogs. Their blog are beautifully designed and have many good
ideas. Such as "Wish list", "Birthday post", and etc. Good idea.

Lets go back to 2 days ago...

It was a saturday, 27th May 2006.

I woke up at 10 am, (early for a person who slept at 4.30am) cause i wanted to bring my ah ma to Singapore Expo. There is Food exhibition in Hall 4. The opening hours is between 11 am to 10 pm.

It's a saturday, hence i analysed that people will usually arrive a place from the early afternoon to night. It would be very wise of me and my ah ma to go there at 11 am. There should be less crowded. Because there are people who worked on saturday morning and not forgetting that it is the first day of the lunar month. People might want to go praying first before coming to the food expo.

Ah ma and i only managed to reach at around 11.40 am after some delay, by me and by waiting for my sister to come along.

It is crowded. My sister wanted to use the toilet, so my smart ah ma said that the toilet at the 2nd level should have a shorter queue than those in level 1. We went up and there was a mini sales selling shirts, pants, skirts, socks and you-know-whatever.

While my sister and ah ma were in the toilet, i went looking around. The stuffs here is like erm, dont think i will buy, hai rather disappointing. However, near the cashier area, i saw 3/4 pants and long shorts. Damn nice. Each of it is at $15.90, quite reasonable for the 3/4 pant, okay for the long shorts.

After much considerations and suggestion from my sister and ah ma, i decided to buy both, *actually wanted to buy 1 more but hard to match my clothes* so only two.
My poor sister is doing her attachement in a social work company. She had to put in lots of commitment and being poorly paid. It's like about $100 a month.

What can she buy with $100??? She is a big spender, minus phone bills, bus concession. All gone. How can she survive?

Because of the long hours, she cant do part time job. She quited her job and she is broke now.

It's time for her to have a taste of having no money to spend. I am not being bad, she is like always buying things. After using it for a few times, she will just leave it to rot in the cupboard taking up space.

For your infomation, i am sharing the cupboard with her, and i cant wear her clothes. She is too thin for me. What a waste. Or - B -Quack!!!

Haha. When we were at the expo, she eyed at the long shorts i wanted too, (of a different colour), i didnt want to buy for her, but look at her "poor thing" look, and after all she is my sister, did buy things for me too, okay one shorts for her too.

The 3 shorts and pants cost me nearly $50, a day's pay. Luckily i go work everyday.

We will both very happy.

The food expo's hall is filled with lots and lots of people. We have to move slowly and squeeze through the flow. There are much more stores, more variety of nicer food this year. *Ah ma, sister and i are regulars of food expo*.

My sister and i being very bold this year, not worrying of how we looked, ahahhaa, sampled lots of food. We took not one piece, but three. Hahah! Cause there are three of us ma.

We were so full after visiting all the stores. Of course we are not that gian ben gian sai. We bought food to consume and sampled along the fun and interesting tour. We did buy something de okay.")

Bought noodles, supplements at $88 for my mama, ice-cream, otah, chicken wing, and many many more. So nice and tempting.

And i saw my colleagues xuan xuan and ting ting at the expo too.")

After the expo food exhibition, i went home to change and take photo for my NUS student card.

Time is so rush, cause i am always dragging and dragging whenever i am at home. Then, off to work in JP again.

Sunday, 28th May 2006, is my off day. I took a day off purposely cause i was tired. I have being working throughout the seven days for two months. I woke up late at 10 plus as the sky was still very dark, like 7 plus, raining.

I was still deciding on whether to go for a movie with Jenny. I wasnt very keen as i dont think "X Men III" is my kind of tea.

Deciding, deciding, deciding. Okay i will go watch since it's free and can meet up with Jenny. I bought a ticket for Jenny and the cinema is almost packed with people. Even the first row is occupied.

All thanks to Mr Nicholas, hahah, he reserved two seats for me and Jenny. Thanks ar!!!

The X Men III is nice. It is much better than the Davinci Code, cause i dont understand. Really nice show. It is exciting but i think they can do more with their characters. The story line of X

Men III is a bit lame, rather simple. Hahaha!!! The Wolverine or Logan is damn cute. So Kawaii man.

X Men III website. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0376994/

Logan, Logan, Logan. So cute and adorable.

However Jenny thinks otherwise.
After the movie, i left Jenny cause i am meeting Ah ma for a walk and i may want to buy shoes and ear rings. Jenny went to Watsons and ah ma and i went for our search.

My pink shoes is spoiled, i have no more casual yet formal shoes to wear and i haven been wearing this pair of earings since February. My sister sont allow me to wear hers although she dont have a ear hole. Dots.

None of the items caught my eyes and ah ma and i went home shortly.

That's all folks. Lazy le.") Hope that i can do a better entry the next time.

Stupid Lame ME!!!

Ha ha...

Lets begin with yesterday, 25th May 2006. I went to work as usual at 9 am. Sitted in the office by around 8.55 am. I always greet my In-Charge good morning the first thing before i start working or should i say "slacking". Cause I wanted to make myself visible and being viewed as courteous.

You can call say that i am hippocratic but that's life. Dont you agree??? Okay, as you know, i am not those who really like to "por" people de. However, i will always try to keep myself low for the first 3 to 4 months in a new environment. Trying to be friendly and likable.

After i got used to the environment, i will start to show my true self.

Wahahahah... Wahahahahaha.....

*Shit!!! There is a hole in my skirt pocket." Need to ask mama help me knit back.

Because after 4 months, you will be able to classify who are the ones you can get along with, and form a clique with them. You can also differentiate the "baddies" from the "angels". That that many months, people got used to you and you got used to them, hence can accept one another more easily.

I will start to become domineering once i found a ground for me to stand properly, stable. Thus back to greeting my In-Charge, i am still in my second months and will be out in the third, so i dont really care much about many friends. It will end up being a "Hi-Bye" friend. What is the point??? No use lah. Might as well fake a bit and stay pleasant making everyone's life easier.

All i did yesterday was to check through all those data entries that i have done the day before. Making sure that very figures and description is correctly entered into the file. It was a short entry, can be completed within, erm..., Haha, 45 mins. I was going through it like a snail to drag for 45 mins.

Next, i did some photocopying, faxing, stapling, mailing, folding the mails, glue the envelope, run errands to another department. Such simple and slacking jobs for slackers. Hai"( Men dao yao si. Crazy... Get paid $6 per hour for doing those 9 years old or younger kids can do.

Within the same morning, i checked my mails, chat on msn, surf nets and fianally i have something to do.

It's data entry again. But i love it, cause at least i have something to do. I thus woundnt feel as guilty. Simalarly, i did it very slowly until lunch time.

I was so free that i pity dear su su and jia jia. Su su got 700 forms for data entries and jia jia keeping on doing copying and filing non-stop. *Poor things* I keep on opening my emessenger to check who is online and who is not.

By the way, emessenger does not have the pop-up mini screen informing you who has logged in and out. Resulting me to open that window for countless times and read through all the "nicks" of those who are online.

I am like any other people, will only chat with those who i think it's okay to chat with. Selective choosing.

I noticed that Benny has a funny nick. It says :

"A food nick a day, keeps my craving a day..."Name of good food""

Benny changes his food item everyday from what i have noticed.

Make a guess what has happened???

Guess???

Yup, so Clever.

He did not change the food item yesterday.

I msn him and inform him about he is still having the same nick for the day. WAhahahha!!! He thanked me for being his regular nick reader, supporter.

Lame right??? I was too bored. Not many people came online and i didnt want to disturb su su.

Guess how forgetful or slack i can be? Our company uses IBM Lotus notes as our mailing or information system. I should be opening that up first thing in the moring, but i forgotted until my In-Charge told me to check something from the system. Til then, then i realised, oh ya, i hadnt do the most proper thing to do in a office.

I had logged on to emessenger, checked mails, and even blog, but not Lotus Notes. Haha!

Tell you all something funny. In the morning, i woke up at erm 7.15 am. I am suppose to leave my house 8 am. Cause start work at around 9 am. After brushing my teeth and washed my face, it's like already 7.30 am (including rolling in bed).

At 7.30 am usually i will get change and tie up my hair. Another 5 mins gone. Then i will go grab some food so that i can munch while putting on make-up. Time seems to pass very fast in the morning.

It's has to be 7.40 am when i am putting on my make up. Cause i give myself a time limit. If i dont put on make-up at that time, i wouldnt be able to make it in time for my bus.

Making up takes me 15 mins the MINIMUM. Putting on toner, wait for it to dry, then my foundation. Usually a apply lots of it around my eyes area cause i wanted that area to look fairer and maybe because the skin around my eyes are darker. Haha!

To save time and foundation, i dont apply foundation to my cheeks. Haha! Cause i will be applying blusher at that area. Smart right ??? No one will know that i didnt put foundation there.


After painting my skin colour even, oh ya, people always say that my foundation is darker then my tanned skin, i should go get a fairer one, but what to do? i need to finish my current foundation first right??? BIOTHERM leh, to me it's expensive de leh!!!, i start to draw my eyebrows.

It is not that i dont have eyebrows, but my arc is too mountainous, i prefer it a straighter shape with a slight blend at the end. And i keep plucking it, so the shape is not bad but thin. I got the urge to have a thicker brow yesterday. Thus i got to draw everyday to make it more obvious and less steep.

I started with my right brow. Nicely done. Coming to the left, it sucks. I am a right-hander, when drawing my right brow, the movement of my hand flows very well. However, when it's the left's turn, i have to change the angle of my right hand. SUCKS!!! SO SUCKY!!!

My hair was much straighter than any other day. Hence, i wanted to clip my fringe up only and let down my hair. But due to my stupid "out-of-shape" left eyebrow, i cant clip my fringe up. SUCKS. I had no choice but to use my fringe to cover my left brow and tie up my obedient hair.

*Heng my parting is the side where i can cover my left brow.*

I tried to redraw my brow once, but futile. I had no time but to leave home at 8.05 am with that ugly eyebrow being covered.

I must be very careful not to lift up my fringe. Haha!!!

I told almost everyone on MSN. Haha. So stupid and funny. But aat least not as funny as su su who accidentally shaved off half her eyebrow.

Wahahahaahahaah!!! WAhahahahahah!!!

*Sorry su su, didnt mean to laugh at you. But funny right? hehe*

YOU KNOW WHAT I DID AFTER LUNCH???

Nothing at all.

I spent my 4 hours, from 2 to 6, chatting on MSN and doing my blog. I was able to do another entry but i didnt want to do it. I restricted myself from writing a entry. Cause partly got no idea on what to write and partly, i dont want to blog everyday. I had my recent one in 24th leh.

Since i have the time, i tried adding new stuffs to my blog. The tittle picture at the top of my site. You saw it??? Saw it??? I took me quite some time okay. I am not a computer-pro, but instead a idiot. I hated the computer. I hated waiting for it to start up and shut down. I hated the computer. If possible, i wouldnt even touch the computer.

Then i added my friends' links, found more pictures as to store as reserve for future use, edited my entries, a bit of the phrasings and spellings and ya, the blog counter.

I also got the chance to explore my friends' blogs. I studied their html codes, *so chim*, and trial and error on mine. It took damn long. But what to worry. I have time.

Half way through, i felt guilty, and opened up my mouth for work.

HMN: Is there anything i can help?

IC: Erm... Erm... Need to wait for me to complete this first then i can pass it to you. You go rest and take a sit first.

HMN: Okay.

DIAO!!! I have being slacking for hours and she ask me to sit down again and rest??? Hahahah!!! Easy money aye? Damn bored okay.

Hahaha.

Started to rain in the late afternoon. Very heavily, cats and dogs. Oh no *angel*, Yeah *Devil*, how about my evening run? Will i be able to run this evening? I just started to live a healthy life style, and it's only the third day, momentum spoiled by the bad weather???

When time coming nearer, luckily run has stopped. Cool weather to jog. Yeah, at least i wound feel guilty. You know hor, once i started to have the heathy activity, i keep eating a lot more. Cause always have the idea that i will exercise later ma, can run the excess food that i have taken out.

Shit man, how to lose weight?

Jenny and i always chat while we jog. Although er are panting like siao, but when we talk, the rounds seems to be forgotten. We dont feel as tired. On tuesday, we even sang out loud.

During our cool down walk, Jenny told me about ghost stories that happened to her friend and it's in NP. SO scary. I have to walk home along that dark road. So scary. Luckily i didnt wear spects, even if i really seen it, i wouldnt know that it's erm... ya...

Poor su su, a bit down on her luck. Saw black figures here and there. Poor thing. Need to wear or bring along an amulet to where ever you go k? Dear!

Same to you Jenny, hahah. Think you already bringing onions and stuff le right??

After the jog, i went to shop and save with mama to buy ingredients for dumpings. Mama is going to try wrapping dumpings. My popo is a pro with dumpings. Damn super delicious de. But old le, so didnt do it anymore. The best dumpings that i have ever eaten.

At the payment counter, a durian seller keep asking Mama to buy durian.

Durian man: 3 for $5!!! 3 for $5. I am closing le so cheap cheap. Aunty wanna buy?

Mama: No. Didnt bring money out.

Then Mama pointed at me.

Mama: I want to eat but my daughter will scold me. Say what heaty and waste money.

DOTS AND DOTES!!!

Okay lah i admit if she really buy it home i will sure scold her. But why did Mama have to tell everyone? Me so paiseh k. I also need face de ma. Going 20 soon le leh. Hai"( Just say no and what can the durian man do? Pull out a knife and force her to buy? Just say "NO" and kepp quiet ma.

I reached home, took a bath, watch da chang jin and black out.

Today 26th May, as usual woke up draw eyebrows. Today i did a wonderful job. Cause i dont dare to draw very hard. I drew lightly and it came out perfect.

Today is friday. HOORAY!!! Hence i can dress more casually, my pocket-got-a-hole skirt and purple shirt.

It is back to the normal. Everything being very ordinary, nothing peak or exciting. Nothing to do, a little things to do, not much.

HENCE YOU CAN SEE MY BLOG ENTRY TODAY!!!

Think there is something wrong with my blog counter. SUX!!! It's not updateing the number of visitor coming to my site and Jia Jia cant even see the blog counter lor. SUX!!!

For everyone's information, it is located at the right hand side of the site. It is under the archives.

It is especially dull cause Su su didnt go to work, so not online to chat with me. I was like waiting and waiting for people to initiate chatting with me. BUT NONE!!! None of them starts to chat with me. So sad. I was always the one who starts the conversation. SADDED."(

No one chat with me beside Gor gor. Dont be mistaken, Gor gor and i is not possible de (For those who dont know who he is). Bu ke neng means bu ke neng de. If you know me, you will know that i "usually" do what i say. Haha Quan quan see?

Jia jia left a comment in my blog today. Extremely happy to see people giving me comments. Thanks people") Thank you very much. Do feel free to give me as many comments as possible k?

Waiting to go home now. My company is having a family day. Everyone can go home at 5 pm. It's 5.42 pm now but i am still blogging. Can see people one by one leaving the company. However my IC is still here ma den she didnt say can go back early so i stayed.

Yeah she say can go le. Bye bye!!!

Treasure Lives

It's blogging time again... Hehe!!!

Today, i am being more sentimental. I am going to talk about treasuring lives. Not only your own's life. But most importantly, lives of your close family members, relatives and friends.

Life is short. *That's what i am fear of. I am afraid of dying.* Just imagine that you will disappear from this world forever ever after you die. No one will ever remember you.

YOU WILL BE GONE FOREVER!!!

*Sorry too many "forever" and "ever". Haha!*

There is no escape. No one can escape from death. I know that. However, i just cant help thinking where i will be after i die and being afraid that this person, me, will be gone. No more of me.

Hai"(

That's the reason why i usually dont watch horror or scary. Until now, from the all horror movies that i have watched, none is scary enough for me. I can just sit in the cinema and waiting for the show to end.

Of course, during the movie, i may jerk once or twice, very mild, is due to the sound effect. Suddenly a loud BANG!!! *You tell me, who wont be frightened by it??? Tell me lah!!! Haha...* However, generally, the movie is nothing, not scary, just waiting for time to pass and to accompany friends.

Okay. Here is the scary part. Why dont i watch horror movie??? Especially when it comes to recarnation, your present, past and future, or even movies that are related to death. I will start thinking deep into my after-death life. My fear! It is I, myself who scare the hell out of myself, not the movie.

Thus if possible, movie under that genre, i will never watch. Unless really no other shows. I will only watch those horror movie that are not related to death. And by the way, please dont tell me that every horror movie is realting to death. NO LOR!!! Please. There are some isnt.

I emphasize, hahahaah... No horror movies are frightening for me. It's my fear that is terrifying.

Haha... back to treasuring lives...

Life is short, there is no escape. I believed that almost everyone of us had experienced our related passing away. Either very close or distanced. We some how do feel the saddness. Especially when that person is your love one, your favourite person on earth.

If you do not have the experience, just close you eyes now for 10 sec. 10 sec is enough. Think of your favorite person. Just imagine that the person is leaving you. Forever gone. You have no more opportunity to experince the good old days you had with your favourite person. Cant talk or even touch and experience that person anymore.

Believe me, you will even miss the bad times you had with that person.

Come on just think of a scence.

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

Done??? Personally i had those kind of experience for around 5 times. My father when i was in secondary 1, my ah gong, think it's in secondary 2, San Shu Gong, Shu po and just this year, my ah pak.

Everything went very fast,

falling sick,

treatments,

getting weaker and weaker each day,

then suddenly in hosipital,

received call from hospital that who cant make it,

please rush down to hospital,

call him the last time,

died,

follow the bed down the alley,

as you walk,

mouth shivering til you can hear the ker ker ker sound very very clearly,

cant cry,

cause uncle say it's a relief for him,

no pain anymore,

if cry the soul will not be willing to leave if buddha, if possible,

into a van,

back to your void deck,

make calls for casket company,

book voild deck from HDB for 3 days,

next morning go order coffin,

employ nam mo ppl, priest

catering,

informing every relative,

make payment,

a large sum suddenly,

break down,

blur,

scary,

helpless,

clearing,

cremate,

picking of ashes and bone,

allocating of ashes.

And many more complicated stuff related... The aftermath...

Hai"( Bad experiences. Really bad. Maybe i was still young at that time, i was sad, ya sad but also very helpless. Everything seemed so fast, dont what to do and how to do. My mum will then be the bread-winner of the family. Earning pathetically $700 a month!!! What to do???

My sister is 14, i am 13, and brother is 9.

Luckily, my 3rd uncle offered help. We move to his place to stay with ah ma, aunt and him. Then we can afford to rent out our 3 room flat. And thanks to everyone who helpped. Aunts and Uncles help in a way or two.

Thanks.

Oh ya. My mum had just finished her chemo-therapy, cancer treatment, when my father died. She is still very very sick. Can you imagine??? How life can be when you are really down??? Jie er lian san.

After 1 year in uncle's house, cause due to some dispute, we moved back to our home. We only go there on weekends.") Hehe.

Back to normal. People getting well.

The older i get, the more emotional i become. Dont know why??? Really. I should be more strong and get used to it. But i feel more sad each time. People are all leaving me one by one as i grow older. This tends to make me think more, far and deep. Maybe that's the reason i so lao qi. Haha.

I dont like to see people crying. It makes me so sad. I hated it when those people who shed crocodile's tears. Shit them!!! Sux!!! *toot* off. Sucker.

Now, whenever i have time, i will try to accompany my ah ma. She is my favorite person. I like her, love her so much. She is 78 this year. Not young anymore, so... TOUCH WOOD!!! I know. Thus i like to go to her place every weekends when i am free, some times to po po there.

Life is precious, life is limited. So live to the fullest. Make full use of our lives. Really have to tresure your family members and friends. Especially so for the elder. Try forking out time to accompany them. They themselves know that they are old, their time are limited. What they want is your company. It is your company that will make their lives worth. So why not.

I think priority should go to family members first. Then friends. Friends are around the same age. Excluding any mishap, friends and i can be together longer. There is still time for friend in the later half of our lives. CANT YOU UNDERSTAND SISTER!!! There's still time for friends.

After realising life is whatever i have mentioned earlier, and how meaninless life can be when you start to work, besides accompanying my ah ma, i tried live my life to the fullest.

Monday after work, have dinner with su su and jia jia (Friends)

Tuesday after work, "try" go jogging with Jenny (Friends)

Wednesday after work, Kickboxing with su su (Friends)

Thursday after work, "try go jogging with Jenny (Friends)

Friday after work, go work in JP

Saturday, work in JP and go ah ma there mostly, sometimes popo (Family)

Sunday, work in JP and go ah ma there mostly, sometimes popo (Family)

*May have some variations*

My days with friends seems to be a lot, but because it's usually short as in the duration. Thus it is suitable for a small gather with friends. And more precious time with family members. Weekends i may go out with friends and family too. Haha!!!

I get to meet Wenqi only in JP but the schedule planned seems to have separated us. For weeks, i work she off, she work i off. Haha even the cleaner uncle noticed it. Unlce will always ask me where is Wenqi, now is like i work she didnt work, she work i didnt work.

No time!!! No time!!! We dont have enough time!!! Hence, try not to sleep our way through. *One day we will sleep forever. * This phrase is not by me, i heard it from a few number of people, but the most shen ke de is my idol, Da Jie. Haah.

I signed up for driving lesson, kickboxing and hopefully more. Because of life-long-learning. Huo dao lao xue dao lao. Why waste time? Why not learn somethings. Maynot be very useful, but at least you did somthings you like preferably.

But my mum keep saying that i was wasting money learning this and that. Should help tian pu jia yong. Hai"( Cant blame her after what she has come through.

Su su and i was planning to participate in some voluntary organisation. But ahhah, til now we did look out for some, we have not sign up for any yet.") Hehehehe, we will one day. Definitely!

Remember to spend your time wisely.")

KickBoxing Lesson

Long long long time no blog le. Sorry guys. Cause i was too busy or maybe quite busy. I dont have as much time i used to have like before working here in Shenton Way.

Is it a good new or a bad new???

Hmm... Let me think. Should be good bah. I am not really a worker-holic. But i just cant stand it when i was paid and doing nothing. A little bit of the stupid filing or mailing will make me very happy. Hahahah!!! I hated feeling bored and hated data-entries even more.

Cause i keep straining my eyes. Currently my right eye has 175 degree and my left has 225 degree. Astigmatism 100 degree each.

*I was wondering why that optic shop gave me my first pair of contact lense with 275 and 225 degree repectively???* Doshite??? Is he setting up some trap? HaHa!!! Trying to increase my degree then i will go visit them again???

I AM GOING BACK THIS SATURDAY, which is tomorrow, HAHA!!!, to confront them.

*Having a urge to eat now. FOOD FOOD FOOD!!! Where is my food*

Hahaah so sudden.

First time wearing contact lense like no feeling de. I mean when the lenses were in my eyes. When i tried in on at that optic shop, damn nervous sia! I was like shivering while pulling eye lids and putting the lenses into my eyes.

Okay, back to kickboxing. I put on my contact lense on my first day of kickboxing lesson. Which is on 10th May 2006. There was something like small sand stuck in between my left eye and the lense. Damn uncomfortable. Su su asked if i want to remove my lense and put it on again. However, i was lazy and the class is starting soon, so i didnt. I endure til end of lesson and back home.

I was like planning to leave my lenses on while bathing. Wanna experience the feeling of bathing with clear vision. Haha. *my degree not very blur yet k?*

Then suddenly, my vision was not focused.

I knew immediately what has happened. My lense. My left lense.

Shit!!!

What The Toot-tuu!!!

Die liao. My lense.

I was like damn nervous and frantic. I shouted for my brother and tried feeling for my left lense. Luckily it is at my left eye. Stuck between my eye ball and eye bag. Haha! "Gently", i tried to remove it from my eye and place it on my palm.

I waited and waited and waited and shouted again and again. My brother is finally here. Haha!!! My Savior. My Star. My Hope.

I requested for my distilled water or whatever it is called and that lense holder??? box???

Quickily place it in the box and filled the box with distilled water.

Sigh of relief. Ha!

The first kickboxing lesson was erm okay. Quite tiring. I didnt feel the ache until the following day. First time in my life i feel ache at my neck.

My neck leh!!! NECK ACHING. Can you believe it. What can you do to your neck???

Haha, that's the funny thing happened bwtween su su and me on our first lesson.

SECOND LESSON...

It was one week later after the 10th may 2006. Another ling ren qi dai de wednesday. Because i am meeting my dear and my dear is meeting me. HAha. Su su!!

The both of us are like calling each other dear and darling. We are imitating colin and kero. The famous homosexual. Brave of them. I was like the erm darling is colin, ya, i am colin and dear is kero, which is Su su. Haha.

Can try visiting their blog. Quite nice de. There is link from my previous entries. So read on.

Ya, i was meeting dear on wednesday. Meeting her once a week for our kickboxing lesson at Jurong East Sport Complex.

Dear was late. Cause so sweet of her to go JP to buy present, a band, for her mummy within the short period of time. It is to prevent motion-sickness. Su su work til 6 pm everyday like me. Then she needs to rush down to jurong point and back to JE SC within one and a half hour.

How can that be possible???

Including travelling to and fro and also the shopping.

She called me that she will be meeting me at JE SC instead of Chinese Garden MRT station at around 7 pm. Hence, i have enough time to shop in, ahaha, Cheers. I was like shopping in there, a small place for about 10 to 15 mins. Taking my time to choose what i wanted to buy.

As usual, i am having "diet", Ha! and partly saving money. I restricted myself from buying food. I saw black soya milk drink and it is on promotion. 2 for $1.80. Ha! Just nice, i can buy for su su and i can try the black soya milk while su su would have the white soya.

Co-incidently, susu bought me strawberry flavoured pocky stick. I like the strawberry de. Taste better. When i bought the soya milk, i was thinking of should i buy the black soya milk for su su too? Luckily i didnt, haha, a bit dia ko. Su su dont dare to try the black soya.

On my way into the JE SC, i saw many people around the stadium loitering, buying tickets, tearing tickets. What show is there???

Oh!!! It is a soccer match, there are quite a number of japanese around. Thus i predicted that the japanese are playing the match. And indeed.

While i was waiting for su su, i walkes around the podium, and reading every posters, notices, signs and banners. Then to my astonishment, there is a A4 size poster or maybe i should say a lousy shit of normal paper, a bit crumpled. *Wa lau, so lok kok*

Are the details of ALL the Japanese team soccer player. Small pictures of every players are printed on that sheet of paper and wahahahaahahha!!! Their height, weight, birthday and of course their name and jersey number.

They are so young. Haha around my age lah!

Oldest is borned in the year of 1982 youngest is 1987 if i didnt remember wrongly. Quite a few same year as me, 1986. And the cutest among them is from 1986 also. Hahaha! But he is like 1 month younger than i am. Hai"(

*Know i think to much le, Haha!!! just let me fantasize a bit cant meh?*

Oh ya, their jerseys, their jerseys look familiar. Yu Ah Erh has worn it before. I saw him wearing it a few times le. And recently i heard that he requested to work in the morning for a soccer match. Could he be here???

I messaged him and as expected, he is here to.

Su su came and we went to change into our lok kok t-shirt and shorts. We are late. The toilet is just beside the dance room. We could heard the music from next door while in the toilet.

We rushed in and the instructor had changed. It's a guy. His is like so enthusiatic and fun. Personally i prefer guys to coach me cause think they will be of more fun.

The instructor is so cute, we kept making us to shout hah, huh while kicking. We were shy at first and later, we were really too tired. So we shouted lethargically. Su su even worse, haha she shouted in a high pitch, on purpose, as if someone is going to strangle her.

Haha believed we had enjoyed ourselves. The guy instructor is really motivative, explaining how and why we should do it this way and that ways. Really like him to coach us.

Finally Su su can see the redness from my face. It is a rare occasion that my face will become red. Cause i am dark.

when cooling down and when doing some strectching, he played very nice songs and we really relaxed ourselves.

*Hope that he can be our permanent instructor*

He will be coaching us every alternate weeks.

On the way out, Su su and i tried to peep the soccer match as one gate at the top most level is opened. And there stood a handsome japanese guy.

At first, i can only see his back view, dont think he is cute. Then su su say cute ar! Haha, finally i menaged to shift myself and acting that i was wanting to watch the match. I glanced and ha! He is handsome desu.

Su su and i keep laughing and laughing on our own jokes loudly standing beside the japanese man. Imagine you are him...

Girl A: dots and dotes ..... !@#!@#!#@

Girl B: WAhahahahahahhah......

Girl A: WahahahhWHWHAHhahahahhah!!!!

(Loudly)

Girl B: !#$@@!

You: What the hell are the two girls talking and laughing about???

You: That so ungracious and are they laughing at me??? Or maybe they are siao!!! Crazy!!!

We laugh throughout the night since kickboxing class about our chicken neck aching to gossip about the kawaii Japanese GUYS!!!

Maybe we are too loud. A local man came over and guess what he did???

GUESS WHAT???

MAKE A GUESS???

HE.

HE..

HE...

He came over and closed the opened gate where we are peeping. Shit toot toot!!!

Is he the ursher of JE SC???

Dont know. Hai"( He clinged himself on the gate and lock himself outside too. Doshite???

Su su and i laughed again and left.

Poor kawaii guy. He can watch the match peacefully and comfortably with good view. However as we came along to disturb the silence and the man came along to block his view.

Japanese guy: What the!!! Wa lau!!! Two crazy girl come disturb me watch the match.

On our way down the stairs, we saw very nice back view of the soccer players. They were at the top level too, watching their team mates play.

WOW!!! *Saliva drooping!!! Their build and hair style is really very WOW!!! Dont know how to discribe.

We walked to Su su house. Cause she is walking home and i can walk to the bus stop and while chit-chatting with Su su.

We were discribbing about the scence in POSEIDON. How pitiful their father is to sacrify his life to save his daughter and a few more people. So touching.

Supposingly, it was his son-in-law risking his life but...

Son-in-law: I need you to tell me that you love me. It is very important to me. Please tell me that you love me.

Daughter: No. Please. Please dont. (No that she dont love him, just that she didnt want him to risk his life.)

Son-in-law: Please!!! I need you to say that you love me. Dad Dont u... (looking back at dad)

Dad: Pliushhhhhhh........ (ALready jumped into the water)

The journey to survive is so thrilling and scary. Will they survive??? What if i am in their situation???

I will be frightened to death.

Another scence is when a boy got lost while they were all in a room waiting for a chance to escape due to the ship's position. But dont know why, i think the boy walked away. When the opportunity came, the mother cant find him. All his stupid fault.

Why did that stupid boy not stay with his mum or with the other adult??? I was so angry with him to risk his mum and the lead male cast's lives.

However Su su think otherwise, she found him poor thing. Almost lost his life being trapped in a "concealed" compartment.

As we walked, we acted some scence in the movie like the lead male cast got his buttock sucked by the big big fan of the poseidon and got stuck. Su su and i exaggerated and was laughing the way home.

We really go the potential to act. Really, i am not lying. The comedian style. Haha!!!

And ya, making sound effects too")

We are crazy that night. So fun. Flaunting our Japanese language power. *chawanmushi, sashimi, eddamame, etc...*

Hahahaha, really had a great great night...

Thanks su su.

And Erh, next time bring me to watch the soccer match.

sMallEr VerSOn of SunfLowEr???

Hey everyone,

Recently, i think it is on a tuesday. Ya it's a tuesday. I was supposed to be working in shenton way de ma. Then i was having running nose the whole day. Since morning, dilute water (it's dilute water k), not mucus, kept on flowing out of my nose. It was like a running water tap been forgotten to turn off. No matter how i clear my nose, water just gush out non stop.

I was like attracting lots of attention. My sniffing sound can be heard within the whole office once every 3 seconds. I tan han til 2.15pm and was asked to go home. Very kind of my IC to ask me to see doctor and go home to rest.

However, that was not what i desired. I want money. By going home at 2.15pm, that means that i am losing 4 hrs x $6 ($24).

I can buy a lot of stuff with $24 leh. Say 12 plates of chicken rice, 12 plates of chao kuay tiao, 24 chicken wing, my 1 month handphone bill !!!

I can buy so many thing with that $24. It is just another 4 hours. Just 4 hours to go.

Sadded."(

Feeling disappointed to lose that amount of money, I walked towards the bus stop in shenton way thinking what i can do. I dislike wasting time although, hahaha, i was like always doing that, just want to do something. Cause it costed me $24.

I messaged su su, jia jia and quan quan that i was sent home.

Sweet honey su su replied with concern and ask me to take care. She was sick also resting at home at that monment.

Maybe it is due to the environment. It's so cold in the office and maybe lack of sleep and erm... When my nose touches water, like washing my face or bathing, my nose will start to run.

After su su's message, jia jia did show concern too.

Thanks jia jia. Love ya.") Haha! Know that i am not D_nn_. Ha

Quan quan ask if i want to watch movie, the wild, later at 6 plus with gu gu. But i was like plannig to watch a 4 plus show. Furthermore i had watched the wild half way through. Dont think i would want to repeat watching that half of the movie.

Therefore, i rejected. Quan quan or gu gu suggested daisy, the korean movie, http://www.beyondhollywood.com/news/?p=301. Having not much choices, i agreed.

First, i went home for a bath cause i believe that there is enough time for me to do so. If i was late, it's okay. Because it is free. *Aiyo dont care lor* That's nothing to be proud of cause that is the only benefit that i can get from workin there. Hai"(

I didnt want to bath at night or after the show cause i know i will drag and drag til very late. I will be very lazy to bath. *I dont like to bathe*

Hahaha!!!

Cause i am lazy pig.

I wasnt really late, there is still commercial or just started when i first step into the theater after doing all the necessary stuff like getting soda water and food for the movie.

The soda water is really soda water k. Haha it is literately water with soda or should i say carbon dioxide only. There is no syrup added, not soft drinks.

I like the gas in the soft drink, cause the feeling of burping is shiok!!! I just dont like the syrup, the sweet taste in the drink.

By the way, i am on diet and i am afraid of getting diabetes. I have high chance of having diabetes because of family history. Soft drinks is something i can control, so i avoided it. My weakness is with chocolate.

Hahaha!!!

When gu gu and i stepped into the theater, gu gu spotted auntie Jenny watching the movie too. Hence we joined auntie Jenny for the show.

Wow Wow Wow!!!

WOW WOW WOW!!!

I didnt expect the show to be so nice lor. I thought it would be a slow and boring movie, for me to waste time. But hey! NO, it a very nice movie! Although still slow lah, ya.

VERY VERY VERY NICE!!!

I recomment you guys to watch or haha maybe buy VCDs to watch.

You need to know that i seldom praise a movie. Maybe because i am immuned to movies or it is really boring.

Daisy!

Daisy!

Daisy!

Halfway through the movie, quan quan ran off for his lect in the evening. He is takin part time course in SIM. Thus the lecture is in evening.

After that wonderful, marvelous movie, gu gu and i took 198 home.

I saw yuda on bus. I tried calling him, but maybe i whispered, so he cant hear me. After a few tries, i gave up.

Hhehe!!

Nice Daisy.")

Nice day for u guys!

NoT HappENinG LifE

WHAT THE *TOOT*!!! !!!

I am damn bored right now. Very very very the bored and sleepy. But what to do, feeling sleeply and i cannot sleep or take a short nap.

I am WORKING!!! HELLO!!! I need to stay awake. I need to stay awake.

SUX!

You know how that feels like? Hai"(

(See, i am so free til i can blog)

Envy? Not!

Okay, enough with my grumbling. For this working week, Monday is labour day. Haha. Thus i didnt experience monday blues as i usually did for working for those jobs i dislike. Maybe i really didnt like this boring, bo liao til siao de office admin job. Times seems to pass faster when i am busy with work.

I did experienced a little of tueday blues instead. Fortunately, today is already thursday, tomorrow is fri again. Haha. Nothing much happened to my life this week. It is very dull and boring, thus i have like no story to tell.

Since Monday, i am depriving of sleep already. I got to get up at 9am, then go work and back to ah ma's house for dinner. After that, i promised to have a walk with ah ma. I love to spend my time with my favourite person, ah ma. We went Jurong Point to return *Mummy* $5, then clementi central to shop (for grocery) and to look out for my sister if she is working (nope, she is not).

I slept at around 12 that night and had to get up to work (in shenton way) the next morning at 7am. Spending my tueday and wednesday slowly and meaninglessly, just for the sake of money. $$$.

Oh ya, by the way, i had 2 temporary or part-time jobs. So every monday to friday office hours, i will be in shenton way surfing net (forever online) and during weekend, i will be back to *u-know-where*, my initial part-time job. I was or should i say everyone working for my initial company are poorly, pathetically paid. Therefore, being desparate for money, i had to look for another better pay job.

Wait until school reopen, i will stay loyal then, haha, to that company.

Just imagine that since tuesday, i need to wake up at 7am, travel, work,travel back. It is already 7pm when i stepped my foot into my house. Then wash face, eat, bathe, put toner, moisturiser, watch a bit of tv, blah blah blah, it is already 11pm. Hello, 11 pm. My hair is still wet, but i was too tired, too weak to keep myself awake.

Blackout!!!

Next day up at 7am again doing the same meaningless things again.

Another day gone.

Blackout!!!

Walau!

I am a pig. I need at least 10 hours of sleep. AT LEAST 10 hours. I can easily sleep for 12 or 13 hours if situation permits. I am really a pig. So 11 pm or 12 mn til 7am is like only for 8 hrs. That definitely not enough for me. I know many are sleeping lesser then that but not complaining and can tahan. Too bad, i am not that kind of person. I repeat, I AM A PIG! i need sleep til i feel that's enough for myself.

Now that i cant sleep but to sit down here idling, doing nothing. Stupid right?

*Er... I am Hungry!* Suddenly.

Hahahahahahahahahahh!!!

Let start and feel refresh. (Zi wo chui mian)

After working for a month in shenton way (wow, a month), i realised a phenomenal, haha, or maybe should i say a common pattern.

Everyone working in shenton way is wearing BLACK, WHITE, BLUE and BROWN. Of course i was able to see dots of greens and reds here and there. It's so boring. Boring and dead colours for the working adult?, society?. Hhaa! (I am not old as them, not young either. Bewildered on the words to use).

Including myself, i am as boring too. I kept wearing black, white, blue, brown and green. I kept wearing the few same old pieces of clothings. Haha! I wore the same things to work every week. My formal or office wear can only last for a week not exceeding.

Sometimes, i find myself dressed very stupidly, very tut. The combination is totally wrong, totally. But i dont care, cause i dont have any more choices. I need to learn to be thick skin.

Actually, i took a picture with my hp of how the people here are dressed. And i was very eager, enthusiatic to share it with you guys, but i dont know how to send it to my laptop. Thus, forget it. I was planing to buy a digital camera, so that i can easily upload pictures to my blog and keep my *youth* in the pictures with my friends. More picture will make my blog more comfortable and appealing to read and look at.

Have patience with me. i will buy digital camera i day.

Haha!!!

To show you everything i see, everything i felt that it' s interesting.

Sorry people for my lousy english.

See i was able to finish my this entry here while working. I was like writing it slowly, took more than 1 hour already.

How bored can i be???