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Thursday, August 31

bought my new sandals le...at c&k.. wore once and i wear until my leg pain.. went to watch click with my friend tt day..was a nice movie..really..although watch it after it was out quite some time ago.. it's funny..until i can roll on the floor..and it's quite touching also.. made me think of something..almost made me cried.. lol..maybe got tear la.. Oops..

yester went back to sp to collect the imf uniform..went all the way there just to collect it... tried and find it just nice...heng can wear..but askin vincent's mum help me alter..incase i go fatter..lol..collect le den went hm..sian..actually planne to go out..but aft tt all wann go hm.. den went lunch with my mum loh...sd..

today, went expo with pat and des to find amelia and shu an, cos they workin there...den say alex also.., victor, a person not sure of and some des friends loh... shuan still brought liang cha for victor loh..so sweet la..lol.. we walked rounds in expo..cos des wanted to buy destop.. walk untill all giddy..lol..

felt abit moody also..maybe was thinkin of some stuff and couldnt get them through.. just let it go ba..haiz...

Tuesday, August 29

boring dae...

holiday few days le..but dun seems like got ppl to go out with me..sob sob..maybe all the ppl stay too far le loh.. slack at hm the whole day..feelin bored..nobody pei me..sob sob~~

studied abit of math den slack for half day... so many things i wanna do..but..haiz..sadded...


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waiting paitiently,
to pass my fav star,
to share the smile,
joy,

tear,
events of life..
though may not noe,
will not tell,

not sure too,
just wait...
waiting paitiently...
just hope u are the star...

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wrote out of boredom.. it's ok if u dun understand.. i just write out of lameless..
abit chim la....maybe...
maybe it just show how bored i am...lol...

Sunday, August 27

eXaMs over!!!yeah...so happy..just hope tt all my effort pays... enjoyed myself for the past 2 days with my best friend and a good friend... though very tire, i'm still very happy.. talked alot to them and hope things will be better for both of us though we are lookin at both different things...eyes was really red and legs were really painful when i reached hm..guess they are really tired!!! took pics there and was really fun...will put in friendster de..

it's time i should sleep all i wan nw...before the imf thing comes.. dun wanna be a panda in changi airport..hahah.. holidays are not really meant holidays for me..as i got my imf thing, st john stuff and also to learn my maths well before the next sem comes...dun look down on me ok...i rmb wat u said to me....:p just watch out!!! baking cakes with shuan and gangs also...guess it's gonna be fun..hahaha

thinkin at stuffs and beginin to let things go natually from my heart..tellin myself to move on as well..always keep to my own principles... tt's my RULE!!! PPl..and the ones i care..work hard for ur future and dun give up easily... hard work DO pays!!! Jia you!!!
nitz...

Sunday, August 20

studyin is tiring.. finished 2 papers le..felt alright ba.. 3 more to come and they are scary..
have been feelin tire at the wrong time..tire in the afternoon...and when it's time to sleep at night, can sleep... sob~ what happened..too excited???nervous???no idea..i'm not feelin very stress... hmmm just hope tt after exam everythin will be fine again..

my face is darker abit again...went to play basketball with my classmates after matsc paper tt day..was quite fun ya..

brain washin process in operation..hahaha..washin off 90% of the things i dun wan to think about.. hope to let things go and lead a carefree life that i dun have to think so much.. as wat ppl say, if have treat it as an addition in life, if not life still the same..

hopin for holidays to come...haha.. my bro has agreed to teach me maths during the holidays..hope to learn everythin again so tt when sch reopen, EM2 wont be tt difficult for me le... but i will enjoy also.. find mew stuff to have a class outin.. hahaha

tt's all ba.. ppl...jia you!!!

hope to pass for tml's paper.. :)

Friday, August 11

thanks Ting hui..

stayin at hm today.. when to bank in the morning and go bought a fan with my mum for my bro..
tryin to take things slow and bit by bit..dun wanna stress myself so much.. think can finiah ba..although abit slow.. "aim for all the As"...my friend ting hui told me de..like tt will bw happier ba..and it's smth to drive myself...

i'm beginin to let it go and tryin to ask myslef dun think so much.. just wanna wash my brain and forget and not to think and dream..lol...

got to study le..hope can finish material sci today..
lastly:
Dun find luve..let luve find u!!!
heee...

i wanna be myself again!!!e one i used to be..

Wednesday, August 9

a new template

changed a new page..
yesterday was quite tiring for me..morning went to school for matsc test...think gone case liao.. then got back PI test paper...haiz..study until so hard still like tt..think i moust play more next time..lol...
when to see doctor in the afternoon regarding my leg... just apply medication loh...hope will be better... at night..cook for myself and my sis to eat..woow..long time neve enjoy my own cooking le...hahaha...it's a form of relieving stress.. cookin is fun..
had a early rest yester...fall asleep while talkin to my sis..think i slpet for more then 12 hrs..woow..i like..

exams coming le..i think i shouldnt think of other matter for nw.. think it's time to start the pushing myself.. really hope to do much much better... Jia youx3..