Friday, December 07, 2007
Thursday, December 06, 2007
I wish I have a deamon....
In the movie, people go around with little animals around them - their deamon, or should I say parts of their soul. It's really cute to see those deamons of the children scampering around, changing shapes at will.
The only thing bad about the movie is that I feel sad to see the deamons disappering into the air when their humans are dead. I pity the animals, not the bad guys... :p
I wonder when is the next installment coming on screen... Can't wait. Now just waiting to get my hands on those three *yummy* books.... ^_^
Twinkle twinkle little star...
As the ticket is only RM 5 today, that movie is worth every cent!!
Jacinta told me that movie was good, and it's so true! A bit of fantasy, romance, and of course, comedy. The story was beautiful.
A boy seeking for a fallen star to give to his Victoria ended up falling for the star herself. And the star said:"The thing that makes looking down on mankind bearable is love. It's very beautiful.."
Lol, I don't quite remember exactly her words. Alright, I'm blabering now.. I don't even know how to spell the word. :p
My point is, if the stars are as beautiful as Yvine... Would there be any super CUTE guys as stars? Hahaha... :p
One more thing. What do you know, the World Miss Tourism Final is held HERE!! In SIBU!! Of all places!!! Wah... And they had a 'tour' of our market place just now.. Ain't the pretty?
All I can say is =.="
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
New hair.. :p

This afternoon, I went to CL's house to find her two sisters dragging me to have a haircut. The result is quite... ANNOYING!!
His first 'kaccat' I already know.. DAMN! Why didn't I stop him??
Oh well, no more haircuts for me for the next 6 months..
You don't know how long I had to wait for my hair to grow to it's length, which lasted till 4pm just now...
I wanted to grow my hair long, then he go and cut away all my effort after I told him to cut only a BIT!! And away fly my RM 25...
Tell me what you think...
Friday, November 30, 2007
Where are you my sunshine....
Being home this time is kinda boring. Most of my friends are not in town, and I really don't know what to do, other than the houseworks my mum kept asking me to do.. :p
Really don't know what to write, so that's all...
Hope you're satisfied (the guy who 'forced' me to write)... Lol...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Happy Mooncake Festival to all :D
Like my birthday, this is the first time that I have my mooncake festival away from home. It's not as bad as it could have turned out. Instead, I think it was quite fun!
Our college organized a mini 'pesta tanglung' or more like a 'majlis tanglung'. We had some performances: tradisional dance, modern dance, Indian dance, a magic show and some singing. And the best part was that all of us get to take a tanglung and walk around the college. Meaning access to guys' territory for us gals and vice versa... lol...
I love it as it gave me a feeling of belonging here. Like we're one big family! It felt nice. This year's MF will never be forgotten.
Wait, there's still one last thing... I saw him again after almost a whole month of not seeing him... Makes me happy!!! WoohOO!!! >_<
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
肯背妳上樓的男人
她是城市的白領
他是城市的扛包工人
高中畢業後
二個人劃著不同的青春軌跡
可是
他們依然保持著戀人的關係
僅僅是保持著
白天
她在公司裡喝正宗的雀巢咖啡
下班後
她吃他買來的廉價的冰棒
中午
她品味著公司裡精緻的飯菜
晚上
他帶她去髒兮兮的飯館吃並不正宗的蘭州拉麵
她一直認為
自己的生活太不協調這樣的戀情
從開始的那一天
便彷彿註定了某一種結局
他每天去接她
然後送她到所居住的公寓電梯口
輕聲道了晚安便匆匆離去
那天她突然想撤嬌
便對他說: " 背我上去吧!"他看了看電梯
電梯運轉良好
然後他回頭
說了聲" 好"
沒問任何理由
他背著她
慢慢向上爬
爬到一半他累了
問她:" 休息一下好不好?
她突然來了興致
嬌嗔著說不行
他就真的沒有休息
一直爬到她所居住的13 樓
她問他累不累
他說累
比扛包還要累
她知道他說的是真的
她有了一絲感動 !
但他們還是分手了
因為有時候
僅有感動
並不能夠將愛情維持
愛情的本身
除了感動
好像還有太多的瑣碎
城市裡並不缺一個扛包工人
所以他回到鄉下
他偶爾會打電話給她
告訴她他現在種著一些農作物
賺了一點錢
她聽著
淡淡的
那時她已有了新的男友
門當戶對的
可以充門面
協調生活的那種
然後某一天
他有一次打來電話
說他存夠了五千元
這些錢可以在鄉下娶老婆了
她發現
突然間
自己的眼角竟有些濕潤
她新交的男友也是每天接她下班
送她到電梯口
很紳士地道一聲晚安
然後離去
某一天她說:" 背我上去吧
"男友說了聲 "好"
那時電梯停在一樓
男友背起她
飛快地衝進電梯
她伏在男友的背上
與電梯一起爬升
心卻在飛快的下沈……男友嘿嘿笑著
好像對自己這個帶著幽默的小技倆很是滿意
那天
她沒有接受男友照例的吻別
隔天
她打了通電話給他
那他那五千塊錢花出去了嗎?
然後她便發現自己淚流滿面
因為他已花出去了
仍掉了電話
那一刻
她覺得自己正在失去整個世界
幾天後她在電梯口看到他
他的手裡拿著一枚戒指
很高檔
他把戒指揚了揚
說" 五千塊錢"
她開心的哭了…哭得一塌糊塗
她說:" 背我上去?"
他說好
然後背著她一步一步爬著樓梯
途中他累了
說這次給不給休息
她說" 不行不行"
於是他就沈默著
一直爬到了13樓
這時她想
如果一個男人
肯背著一個女人爬最漫長的樓梯
甚至可以不問理由
那麼
這個女人
還有什麼理由拒絕他呢?
她給了他一個長久熱烈的吻 ......
更感人的是.....
這女人一百五十公斤重~~~~~~~
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Happy Birthday to me... :D
Last year, I still remember my classmates (all the gals) gave me a big bolster. Then, WY, EC, Jac, they all even wanted to buy something 'special' for me.. lol...
Then come this year.
This has gotta be the best birthday ever!!!!
The first celebration came yesterday when I went out with WY, MC, Jonathan they all..
Today, my paras-mates really gave me a wonderful surprise when they started carrying the woks into my room, with all the ingredients for a steamboat!!! WOW!! Everyone sat in my room enjoying the food... Even some seniors come as well...
Special thanks to my dearest roommate, Christine, then to all the others: Sherry, Suki, MunWing, MayLyn, HuiSze, Jazz, ZhiHui, ShwuFang, HuiYee, YingYing and Eileen.
After eating most of the food, we were really stuffed. So we all went on a paras-outing to KIY's Pesta Tanglung to watch Sherry perform a modern dance. Then it's back to my room for the second round of food. This time, Winnie and SzeNee joined us.
Again, they gave me a pleasant surprise by presenting a birthday cake!!! WAHHHHH!!!!! This is the first time that I celebrate my birthday with my friends and at 12 midnight!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then came the birthday wishes... First one to reach me at 12 midnight was Mr WongYieSing. Then his 'wife' MC, then I don't remember the sequence liaw.. Let's see... CL, Howard, Kak Rahmah (senior in Pesta Konvo), Morshi (course-mate), SaySiong, Wani (college-mate + course-mate), KwangYing, my dearest sis, Kelvina, KeanYuen (my direct senior in college), WeiLing (course-mate), and Winnie.
Not to mention the phone calls. Of course, JihLiang called. I thought that he wouldn't remember but he did!! So happy!!!!
Surprisingly, Thamin, my EST classmate called me as well!! Wah.. Today is really special!!!
Ok, back to the food. We couldn't finish all the food so we just dumped them to the boys. Luckily they're there to help us.. Lol.. That JunOnn was like so thankful to us.. Hahaha... He even bowed 90 degrees to us.. Lol..
And the presents... Yesterday MeeAng gave me a little bear. MC gave me a pair of earrings. Just now, Sherry they all gave me two sets of anime DVD!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! And there're more to come from what some of them said.. Lol.. :P
Oh yeah.. My parents are sooo nice!! They gave me some 'angpau' and ask me to treat myself and my friends!! So that means... Secret Recipe tomoro!! YEAH!!!!
Today is a great day. Yesterday was even greater when I received all the nice surprises. I was really touched by all of my friends and my parents and my bro and sis. Yeah, my brother messaged me on friendster to wish me happy birthday.. Lol...
My birthday wish this year... Friends forever for all of us!!! Even though they all think that I should have made a wish to find a guy soon. But then, I think I would prefer having them as my friends forever than just having a guy.. Lol... They don't know my wish and I'm not planning to tell.. Shhh.. :p
The day is still young, still 21 hours to go on my sweet-20... Happy Birthday to me!!
Monday, September 17, 2007
Nice lessons....
During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do
is smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
One night, at11:30 p.m., an older African American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and
put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..
It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others."
Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those
who serve.
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in
front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve
our condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will
save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her.
Remember... Most importantly..................
"Work like you don't need the money,
love like you've never been hurt,
and dance like you do when nobody's watching."
NOW more than ever - Peace...Pass It On.....
Today is a great day!!!
This year, just one day from now, it'll be my first birthday celebrated away from my family and entirely with all my friends. N today is my first celebration. I hope it's not the only one.. Lol..
Just now we went to Secret Recipe and shared 7 pieces of different cakes among 8 people. It was fun.. hehehe :P
Anyways, just now the people there were WeiYing, MeiChyi, Jonathan, Shin, Step n MeeAng.. n also SaySiong lo.. haha...
From the 7 of them, I already got present from 2.. MeiChyi n MeeAng.. so happy so happy!!!!! haha
Felt like today already my birthday... Lol.. :p
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
read...
This is a very good article. Not only about the warm water after your meal, but about heart attacks. The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals, not cold water, maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating.
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.
A serious note about heart attacks - You should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive.
Monday, September 03, 2007
Aquaholics?!?
Then, today I saw an article on Reader's Digest (February 2007), and THAT really made me think. Am I an aquaholic? Am I drinking too much water? I guess I'll have to show you what I mean...
Are you an aquaholic? If you drink over five litres of water a day and feel irritable when you can't get a glass of H2O, you may have a problem. "Aquaholics do exist," says dietitian Catherine Collins. "There's a very realy psychiatric condition called psychogenic polydipsia. For most, it's sparked when a lifestyle change like cutting out caffeine is made."
Collins explains that typically someone will up their intake of water in the belief that they're "cleansing" their body. "With time, an obsession with drinking water to 'purify' or offset hunger creates potential for harm, especially if combined with a low-salt diet and excessive exercise."
But surely, you can't drink too much water? Well, in fact you can. "Overhydration coupled with a low-salt diet can gradually deplete blood salt levels, initially causing fatigue," she says. "But eventually, low salt levels will impair normal cell function, causing confusion, disorientation and even coma."
Aim to drink around two litres of liquid daily, she says. "The goal is to pass urine three or four times a day. If you're going to the toilet every hour, you're probably drinking too much."
Friday, August 31, 2007
Let's face it, English is a stupid language
No ham in the hamburger
And neither pine nor apple in the pineapple.
English muffins were not invented in England,
French fries were not invented in France.
We sometimes take English for granted,
but if we examine its paradoxes we find that:
Quicksand takes you down slowly,
Boxing rings are square,
And a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
If writers write, how come fingers don't fing?
If the plural of tooth is teeth,
Shouldn't the plural of phone booth be phone beeth?
If the teacher taught,
Why hasn't the preacher praught?
If a vegetarian eats vegetables,
What the heck does a humanitarian eat?
Why do people recite at a play,
Yet play at a recital?
Park on driveways and
Drive on parkways?
How can the weather be as hot as hell on one day
And as cold as hell on another?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy
of a language where a house can burn up as it burns down,
And in which you fill in a form
By filling it out
And a bell is only heard once it goes!
English was invented by people, not computers,
And it reflects the creativity of the human race
(Which of course isn't a race at all.)
That is why:
When the stars are out they are visible,
But when the lights are out they are invisible.
And why it is that when I wind up my watch
It starts,
But when I wind up this poem
It ends.
Happy Merdeka Day!!!
Many things happened. I fell in love again. I got an allergy which caused red dots all over my arms and legs. I did many many things that I've wouldn't have done if I was still in Sibu.
Sometime's I'm happy, sometime's I'm gay. But other times I'm down in the valley, and feel really bad for myself.
Sometimes, or once, I found out that meeting someone or seeing his smile would really brighten up my day! His smile is so so so charming that I wonder what toothpaste he's using.
I love a little piece of poem that my friend told me.
~Love starts with a smile, blooms with a kiss and ends in a tear.~
Well, it's not exactly a poem but, you know what I mean...
I fell in love with his smile. I really did...
Last week, I went to Midvalley to see ChaiLing who's stopping in KL for an afternoon before flying to India. WY, EC, Jac and Shin was there too, not to mention CL's cousin. I was really sad to see her off again, but like I told her, I'm glad Alexander Graham Bell invented a thing called the TELEPHONE!!! Because of this invention, it made me feel as if she's never gone so far away to study...
Ok, my energy level is near zero again. Time to recharge...
I'm going to TimeSquare later to see MeiChyi. Then perhaps, if she feels like it, we'll go to the movies to see Ratatouille... hehehehe ^_^
Night night, and happy birthday malaysia... :D
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
My brain pattern
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
Lol....... OMG!!!
What is it that I love?
It's the sway in her hips,
the thickness in her thighs.
It's the lust in her lips,
the love in her eyes.
It's the softness of her skin,
the silk of her hair.
It's the twist in her walk;
It's the sweetness in her talk;
It's the way she loves me
That makes me love her each day.
That is what I would say.
~Justing Hutchins~
Last day at home.... :'(
Deciding to study nuclear science is not exactly easy when you have civil engineering in NUS as the other option. Admist all the objections from my mum, most of my friends and teachers, I made up my mind.
Not knowing exactly what to expect when I get there, I really hope that I can cope with whatever lies ahead..
Wish me luck.... ;)
Love is
Love is hating up close and loving from a distance.
Love is hating seeing you and thinking about you when you're gone.
Love is hating your guts, and then loving your soul.
Love is hating the fact that I love you even more.
Love is always accompanied by hate, and my love, we hate each other. We cannot help it. But I wish for one day, you could not hate me for who you think I am but love me for who I really am.
For, you do not know me as anything but hate, and, if you knew who I was, then you would disgust yourself. So, for now, I will hate you for the very reason that I love you.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
So sweet...
“I’m watching you.” He answered simply.
She laughed. “That is a bit of an understatement. You’re already holding me.”
“And why is that not fun for everyone?” He smiled, his beautiful eyes lit up with genuine happiness.
“The others might see.” She whispered, a yawn escaping her lips as she rested her head on his chest, relaxing in his warmth.
“And you care, why?” He asked and gently massaged her from her shoulders to her back, gently soothing her near to slumber.
“They’ll hate me.” She yawned again and reached up her hand to play with his hair, the tendrils soft to her touch.
“But I won’t.” He said softly and he kissed her on the forehead. “I’ll always love you.”
“I know you do…”
Monday, June 18, 2007
Today's the day?!?!?!?!???
Then a call from WY surprised me (well, not that much of a surprise) to say that the result to my application to local university is out already.
I went to check, really hoping it would be either one of my first 3 choices... Then it happened... I get Nuclear Science in UKM, which is my 4th choice.
Now I REALLY need to think. Both NUS and UKM are offering me the courses that I'm not that interested in. Weighing to goods and bads of both places is incredibly, stupid. Everyone knows what's good or bad for those places.....
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 16, 2007
To the coolest superhero ever!!!
It's the Silver Surfer!!! Why do people call him that? That's because, he's silver and he surfs. Hah!
Well, for one thing, he's not really a superhero at the beginning of the movie. But as it turns out, he's just another poor victim of a I-have-to-kill-to-protect-my-love-one thing. Which reminds me of Jin in the series Lost. He had to abide to the orders of his father-in-law because.. You know..
Back to the point. The Silver Surfer is super cool! Now the Fantastic Four has both super HOT and super COOL superheroes in it. You know, Johnny Storm, the hot, hot, hot, hot, HOT guy.
I'm not really getting to my point am I? Okay, let's put it this way, the Silver Surfer is now my favourite superhero, apart from Batman, I'm not that much of a fan for Spiderman.. Erm.. Not the X-men too.. Ok, just Batman and Silver Surfer for now.
Lol.. Just forget what you've read and get on with your life. :p
Going to the movies...
Suddenly, today, I've learned to embrace this small town's wonder. For one thing, I just love the cinema here. Even though there's just two small, tiny cinema here (if you compare it with Imax, GSC or THX), new movies are always on time to hit the screens here. Plus, you don't have to queue for long. Sibu people don't really fancy going to the movies. And the ticket prices are quite resonable. RM 11 for any new movies, unlike those RM 17 or RM 15 tickets I saw in GSC and Imax.
Ok, the screen is puny, but still it's an enjoyment in this small, not much of an entertaiment town. The bottom line, I just love going to the movies... :D
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Oooppss
Im back home now..
The reason why I have yet to put some pics here.. You know...
The big L word... :p
Not LOVE
But LAZY is more like me... :p
Nice psychology test... so cun... :D
u can get this through this site... ---> http://www.fg.tp.edu.tw/~d1351935/php-4.htm
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Muahahahhah!!
The next day we spent the whole afternoon in Queensbay Mall. That place was sooooo cool!! It was HUGE!!! That night's activity I cannot remember liaw.. haha
Yesterday, me and EC went to Prangin Mall in search of a pair of shoes for me, and some clothes for her.. Haha.. I saw one pair of shoes that I really like. But DAMNIT!! There's non of my size... :(
This morning, we 'hiked' up the hill to Kek Lok Si. We woke up at 730am. Then we went to eat some 'dim sum' before going up to the temple. It was a real adventure. Walking up there, just the two of us... Hehehehe...
I just so love Penang!!! :D
Monday, May 21, 2007
Finally!!!
Guys, don't miss me too much.. I think we'll be taking lots of pics during the trip. Maybe I'll upload them here too.. Hehehehe... So HAPPY!!!!!!
Tutulu~~~~~
Take care... :P muaks.. dont miss me.. ;)
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Muahahaha!!!
Haha. I dont know what else to say.. I'm too excited now!!!
I'm going to KL too.. And also SG...
So NICE!!!
.....
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Reality Check
Okay.. So now I better appologise to u, H-guy. I wasn't really listening the other day. But then, you really 'hou-lian-pi'. Who says you can be my reality-check-officer???
Now I'm again having second thoughts. Seems to be having a lot lately... I told my mum just now that IF I get one of my first 3 choices I put for local university, then perhaps I'll stay. But according to my teacher in school, those 3 choices are a big gamble! Heck! I don't even know if I can get into university here...!!!!!! ARGH!!!!
Anyways, back to the happy things. I'm going to Penang on Monday!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEE!!! After weeks of anticipating this, it's finally here!!!! Woo hoo!!
This time, I'm going to Singapore, for a day (or 2 days) trip. To tell the truth, I was very reluctant, I AM still super mega giga RELUCTANT to go!! But, miss EC wanna go, and me not going makes me feel like I did something really wrong to her............................................... Haih...
Well, that SG trip cuts my Penang stay to just 4 days. then we gotta take a 12< bus ride from Penang to SG! Imagine tat!! Then of cos you'll find me dead before you find me take the same ride BACK there... We're going to KL earlier than planned. Because of that stupid stupid STUPID open day for Science F. Now I truelly understand the saying: men proposes, God disposes.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I got my letter from NUS today!!!
From the letter, I can further confirms my 'want' to go to NUS. I just found a superb programme that can help me achieve my dream!!!
It's called Language Preparation Programme which prepared students going on Students Exchange Programme to either Austria, Belgium, France, Germany or Switzerland!! And of course, you know that I want to go to Germany!!!!!!!
Accepting this offer in NUS, I really hope that I can one day achieve my goal!
Please.. Help me.. Help me pray that I can get into this LPP thing... Please.. (I'm looking at you with puppy eyes... ) @_@
Saturday, May 12, 2007
A tribute to mothers....

And today, my mum's finally coming home!!! I never realise how much I miss her... Hehehehe... Knew that when I went to SG before but.. Forgot liaw.. Until now.....
Friday, May 11, 2007
Some random thoughts
A child can always teach an adult three things : to be happy for no reason, to always be busy with something, and to know how to demand with all his might that which he desires.
If you have a past that dissatisfies you, forget it now! Imagine a new story of your life, and believe in it. Concentrate only on those moments in which you achieved what you desired, and this strength will help you to accomplish what you want.
The brave are always stuborn.
I think that the second one suits me now, I'm trying to forget all the not-so-good things in my life. And once I go to university (wherever it is) I'll start a new life.. :p hopefully ;)
Anyways, still thinking about going to SG to study or not.... I still haven't received that offer letter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 04, 2007
The same question...
Apparently, like I said, most people wants me to go! Only this H-guy keeps pouring cold water on me, in a way he tells me of the reality....
His arguement is that Civil eng have little future in SG. Why? The best answer.. no more land to develop...
But then again, I have my own reason to be so deep in this dilema. For me, SG could be a gateway for me to go out to the world! I know this sounds naive, but tat's what I think. I feel that if I continue to stay in MY, it'll be hard for me to get such a chance any more. Besides, NUS corresponses with a lot of Universities all over the world! That's the thing I'm looking for!
So........... ?????? ??????? ?????????
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Spidey!!
And so, there I was, excited after watching our dear Spidey. Then I checked my email and found a thing that changed my life FOREVER!!! Well, not that serious. Just that I didn't get the ASEAN scholarship for NUS.
Before this, I told you that I got offered Civil Eng in NUS right? I was like, if I get the scholarship, I'll defintely go there! But then....
So now.. What should I do?? HELP~~~~
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
A trip to the Hair Spa
First time for me to go to a saloon called Hair Spa. It's nice. The best thing of going there, (for me) is of course, there's a lot of cute guys there. I think that the guys there are like Japanese Johnny's boys.
Then, this guy who washed my hair, mentioned that my hair is quite curly. With that, he showed nearly everyone. Then people started asking me whether I ever did a straightening job or curling work on my hair. Of course the answer is no. It's quite funny for them to look at my hair like it's something strange...
Anyways, things go on till he blows dry my hair. Trying to do a new hair style for me, but failed teribbly until he had to ask another guy to come help him finish doing my hair. Another guy even pops up and says that if I don't like this style, I can just hit the one doing the job. the truth is, as long as it looks OK on me, I'm fine with it.. lol..
The bottom line is, today's trip is really worth-while. Cute and handsome guy doing my hair, I had some relaxing moment to think about my 'future', and it's very cheap! Only RM 12....
Next time I'm definitely going there again! Then I'll bring other people there too.. Lol... Helping them do free advertisement.... >_<
And so... The story goes on...
That's my fifth choice... And so the dilema starts again...
Should I go? Should I stay?
KY got Mechanical Engineering, her first choice. Howard got Engineering Science, his first as well. And WK got Civil too.
EC and FC got Science which is their third and forth choice.
CL's family ask me to go go go... MC wants me to stay... She wants me to think more deeply... My parents say its up to me to decide...
Any comments?
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Did I tell you?
that I didn't get into NTU?
Did I tell you
that Chai Lian congratulated me for that?
Did I tell you
the reason behind that?
No, I'm not telling.... :P
Did I tell you
that I got my very first laptop?
Did I tell you
that I fell in love with it already?
Did I tell you
that I'll be having withdrawer sypmtoms just having to part with it?
Of course, that's not very true.... ^_^
Did I tell you
that I have a boyfriend?
Did I tell you
that he loves me very much?
Did I tell you
that he has a girl friend already?
Yeah right... Like the above things will ever happen.... Lol...
Thursday, April 19, 2007
I'm going to Penang!!!! ^_^
Hahaha.. Tomoro, I'm going to the PC fair, looking to buy a laptop... Then, my headphone is faulty too so I'm going buy a new one too... heheheheheh..... >_<
And for you, H-guy... Who on earth writes a blog about eggs???? Lol...
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I've seen a real skull... OMG!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Damnit!
Saturday, March 31, 2007
五年来的早餐
当时这个护士自己不是太忙,看着老人家好像很赶似的,自己又没有什么好做,好吧!让我来帮他拆线巴!
我叫那个伯伯先坐下,然后,我再把伤口上的布一层一层的拆下,以便柴一边和那个伯伯闲聊。
护士小姐特然好奇得问:[为什么你这么赶?]
老人家说:[是呀!因为我约了人9.00,真不好意思,麻烦了你!]
护士好奇得想:八十多岁的老人家应该不用上班的了,什么事情让他那么赶呢?
老人家说:[是呀,我要赶去老人疗养院陪我的老婆吃早餐。]
护士小姐就更加好奇:[啊呀!原来入了疗养院阿!没有什么吧?]
老人家答:[啊!没事了,帕金生症罢了,都好一段日子了。]
护士小姐帮他拆好了线,看一看表:[哎呀!你会迟到,怕不怕你的太太会担心你呀?]
老人说:[不会,这五年来她都不认得我了,我去不去,其实她都不知道。]
护士小姐很好奇地问:[她已经不认得你五年之久啦!?你还没早去?]
老人笑笑口,拍拍护士的手说:[她不认得我,但我认得她,那就可以了!]
跟着他就慢慢转身走了。
护士看着他的背影,眼泪慢慢地落下来了。她自己想:这就是我需要的爱情。
My 11th anniversary
Of course, this eleven year has been really fruitful. 4 years in SRB Sacred Heart, one week in SMK St. Elizabeth, 5 years in SMK Methodist, one day in SMK Sacred Heart, and 2 more years in SMK Methodist.
This year should be the crossroad of my life. What I do this year will determine what I will become in the future. Don't really sound quite philosophical as I would like to put it.. :p
Anyways, today is CL's birthday, and I haven't even send out the card yet.. Muahaha... Let her wait..!!! >_< And 4 days after this is EC's 20th anniversary. OMG!!! Still haven't prepare anything. Don't even have a single idea of what to do/buy! haih... Good thing for them my birthday isn't for another 6 month. Hehehehe :p
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Some jokes I saw in Happy Sunday today...
Enjoy.. :D
女人们的友谊:
一个女人有一晚没回家,隔天她跟她老公说她睡在一个女性朋友那边。她老公打电话给她最好得很十个朋友,没有一个知道这件事!
男人们的友谊:
一个男人有一晚没回家睡,隔天他跟他老婆说他睡在一个兄弟那边。他老婆打电话给他最好的十个朋友,有八个好兄弟确定他老公在他们家;还有两个说“她老公还在他那儿!”
还有人为了印证以上论点,做了这样一件事:
我把此文给我老婆看,没想到她兴致大发;立刻打电话给我的朋友问我是否在他们那里。结果可想而知,再次论证了上诉观点!更离谱的是有一个哥儿们竟然说我在他家喝醉了,正睡着呢,还问我老婆要不要喊我接电话?在挂了电话后,那兄弟的电话马上打到我手机上,一接通没等我说话就大喊:在那里,快回家吧,你老婆找你呢,我说你在我家喝醉了,回去前别忘了喝口酒。
Friday, March 23, 2007
Just now was soooo paiseh.... *_*
I was going to send a gift to CL who's still in India. Little innocent me thinks that sending by DHL would be fast, reliable and affordable. Then the kind auntie at the counter told me that if I want to send the parcel, it'll be RM 236!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! I mean, the thing that I'm sending is like, 10 times cheaper than that!!!!!
I was like, so embaresed that I want to bury myself in a hole. Luckily, EC was there with me so I wasn't facing all these alone. That auntie is really really nice. She keeps telling me: Don't feel bad, don't feel bad. Man! I feel bad for making her say that to me so many times..... Luckily that lady spoke Hokkien to me. If it was Foochow, I'll be conversing in Chinese all the time to her..
So, after that, I went to tell CL's mum. She called CL's dad, and he offered to send it for us. I was like nonononononono.. Then the ever so clever CL told me to keep the thing here and wait till she comes home and just send the card. Well, that's more like it. Sending a card to her cost no more than RM3.00, which is 100 times cheaper than that stupid 'reliable' courier thing.! This is the last time I'm thinking of sending anyone anything bigger than a card! EVER!!! :P
Thursday, March 22, 2007
UTAR, here I come~~~
Enough with that. With my stomach growling, I think I'm going to starve tonight. It's unhealthy to eat supper... Especially for me.. Hehhehehh..
Ok, I'm getting to my point here. This morning, I consulted my teacher about the courses and choices that I put in my application IPTA, ie local university, are big gambles. This means that I have little chance of getting those courses because of huge competition this year. She asked me to think of a back-up plan. And as if the higher power is calling, there was a talk given by officers from UTAR about that university. Within the courses offered, there's even one which I had put for my first choice in IPTA. What do you think I would do? Of course I'll go for it right?
After refering to my parents and a few of my friends, and getting green lights from they all, I think I'm going to KL in May, that is if there's no accidents. Frankly, I really hope to get an offer in NUS, that's the only place offering the thing that I really want to study. But, if there's no prawns, fish will do right? Lol...
So, this sums up my blog today. I hope that some of you guys will help me pray that I can be lucky academicly this year.. Heheh... Good luck to you all as well!!!!! :D
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Thomas Edison invented me.....
Anyways, two of my best friends are together now, you know what I mean. They remind me of another couple I know. Denying is the first stage of everything (well, almost). Those two love birds make me feel like an idiot. Judging by their behavior since the past few days, I can see that something is different. I should have known better than been the big light bulb sitting there. But then, it's not just me... Lol..
That guy's not going read my blog but I think I need to clear myself here. If he hurts her in anyway, he should really be careful of his balls... I'm not kidding here.... ^_^ I'm the devil!!!!!
As for me, my turn will come, my prince will come, of course, in my dreams. But I believe that someday, he'll turn up one way or another.. Lol...
Best of luck to the both of them, having long distance relationship. After one whole year of teasing the both of them, FINALLY!!!!! Frankly, I'm happy for her, not him. He's not good enough for her.. Heheheh.....
My Personality
| You Are An ENFP |
| The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Thursday, March 15, 2007
To hell with myself!
Super feeling sad, even cried in front of everyone... OMG.. I let him saw my puffy eyes... :(
I guess that's all, no mood now.... But the good news is, he did quite well, and of cos, EC, WY, FC, RC and SS they all got straight As.... I'm happy for all of them. Just don't tell me to smile right now. I look super ugly. Oh yeah, I'll survive. I'm not that weak............
Don't cry for me Argentina~~~~~
A long wait has led to the day which will determine my future. Not a time to regret, only a time to reflect.
Heart beating, heart thumping,
How the hell, will I sleep tonight???
To say I'm not nervous is just a stupid lie. I think I'm going crazy as time rolls on... Yesterday night I was laughing so hard reading a comic that I think I'm going nuts!!! Today, I've tried my best to make myself tired. I've succeded only in making my eyes a bit sleepy, but still dont feel like sleeping... Haih..
Anyways, today, MC, New, and FC they all came to Sibu. So I spent my whole afternoon and night driving them and EC around. Actually I was thinking of staying with MC tonight, afterall we haven't met each other for the last 3 months. But my all so loving mum wouldn't allow that. And my bro keeps spending the night at his friend's house when he comes home. Talk about prejudice!
So now, I want to sleep, I cannot sleep, I wanna sleep, I don't feel like sleeping........... HELP!!!!!!
Of course, I'll be posting again tomorrow to tell the world about how I'm going to die. Look forward to it.... ;-)
Monday, March 12, 2007
Today is so not a good day.
So, after the results came in, we started our work, keying in the results to the school's computers. After that, I went down to stroll among the students, wanting to see some friends and ask them how they do. SUPER bad mistake. After doing so, I can't help but think what would happen in 3 days time. WY was like: 72 hours left to go. Man! Those got me into such foul mood (plus I'm very sleepy) that I slept as soon as I reached home. Now, I feel better.. hehehehe..
I met a guy from Netherlands or Holland on Saturday night. Where? ICQ of course. I know that ICQ is full of those dirty talking scumbags, but once in a while, you do get to find someone sweet there. Raimond found me 2 years ago around this time, and I found Remco, or Teddy his nickname. We were teasing the hell out of each other, he managed to boost my ego by telling me again and again that I look great and is not fat. :P He's the only one to tell me that, even after seeing all those super ugly photos that I sent him. In fact, he doesn't look too bad himself. I saw his pic, he looks just like an actor I saw in a movie call 'Stage Beauty' the day before. Call that coincidence! It's so nice chatting with him, I look forward to it and enjoy every minute of it. One of the reason is, he likes to call me naughty angel, while he is the devil; he also taken to call me sweety which I think is very very sweet. Now you know, I'm sweet, I'm naughty, and I'm an angel.... ^_^
Oh, I just realise something. The recents years have shown me what it takes to win an Oscar. I think it is ok for me to conclude that, in order to win the Oscar for the best movie, you must have one word. Just one word, either you say it out (with emotion or you fix it with another word) or you act it out. Look at Brokeback Mountain and The Departed, see anything in common? Lets just say it's a common word but you don't get to hear it quite so often. Take a guess......
Ok, time's up. The word is the ever famous, fuck! I think you understand the Brokeback Mountain part. Let me explain the other movie. From the moment the movie started, all I hear is f***, motherf***, f*** yourself.. Things like that. I was aghast! But I guess we'll all have to get ues to that. If it was my students saying those in my presence, he/she will have a blackboard duster in the mouth! I just wouldn't tolerate kids saying it! Haih.. I'm acting like some mean old lady...
Hmm, that about wrap it up my writing spree today. Anyone of you a gay here? -_- "
Saturday, March 10, 2007
--_--"
The moment of truth is coming this Thursday, I'm going to let so many people down. Maybe that's exactly what I wanted to do back then. Now I'm not so sure anymore.
I'm not that scared of my resutls. I'm just wasn't sure I'm prepared for their reaction. You should know who 'their' refers to....
Anyway, if there's something for me to be nervous that day, I'm going to dye my hair. I've been wanting to do this for a very very long time. I figure if I state it here, I might just really do so.. Lol... I'm still not very sure of the colour yet but I can tell you all that it's definitely not going to be black, or white.. :D
About the going to Germany thing, I guess I'll have to wait another time for another chance. I don't really think I have the results needed to apply for all those scholarships. Not even to apply for NUS I think. But if He allows me to, I really wanna go there, to NUS because that's the only place that I know that offers the course that I want to study.
Nothing can be done now. Just wait till Thursday and everything will be clear.
Amen.
Monday, February 26, 2007
I got my package.....
I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is from my friend in Germany!!! He is sooooo nice!!! I was really disappointed you know, waiting everyday for it to come. Then I heard about the ship that sank near England, and it was like, we were almost certain it went down to the bottom of the ocean. But hey, things turn out great!!!! But the problem is, the package was opened for checking by our very own Kementerian Keselamatan Dalam Negeri. I know nothing is missing and it's for our own safety but hey... They opened it before I do... And it's my Xmas present... No fair... :(
Yeah right.. I'm not that 'cerewet'. I'm happy with what I've got now!!!
Last week, I got a necklace from a friend. Now, a watch. Good things repeat themselves right? I just hope my results come out before my luck kiss goodbye to me.. :) I'm sooooo happy!!! >_<
Friday, February 23, 2007
I wanna go to Germany!!!!!
Well, that's not the only one that I've miss. Flipping throught the Malaysian Scholarship Guidebook that my friend bought, a few have already been expired. Some deals are fantastic but then, I don't really think that I'll have the 'good' results to qualify for it. Haiz... Even if my results are good (as if), I wouldn't even pass the co-curriculum part, or the leadership skill part. Double Haiz....
My results is going to be out of the oven any time now. I'm stuck between being nervous and the 'who cares' part of myself. I really don't know what should I do IF my results come out bad. But I'm prepared for the worst senario. No, I'll just have to settle with whatever that I get. I mean, local universities are also great places to study right? My parents graduated locally and they are very succesful professionals in their fields. But I don't think the adventurous me would be satisfied. I wanna see the world just like that friend of my dad. Never mind, one day... Some day... I just will.....
So now, I think I'm going to write a letter to ask the JPA people if they would accept me for the scholarship to study in Germany. I swear I would work extra hard to get it. Germany is like the world leading enginneering country!! And then, there's Raimond (>_<) who stays there. I got to know something about Germany through him as well.. Lol..
Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany!Germany! I wanna go to Germany!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, yesterday, I went to visit my dad's friend. That guy, is really a traveller. He went to almost the whole world already!!! He really gave me some inspiration. I want to travel all round the world someday, somehow. In his house, there are things from Egpyt. Greece, Equador, Protugal, London, Miami, South Africa and lots of other places. The story of him going to the Artic to see the peguins was really interesting!!!! Ahhh... I want to experience the world that way too.. :D
So, today, I went group visiting with a few of my friends. We started to go out at about 915am and I just came home at about 830pm. Actually we're not finished with the visiting but then, most of us are really tired and I think I'm starting to smell liaw.. :P We went mostly to teachers' houses to visit them and of course among ourselves. The best place we went to was my English teacher's house. We sat there for more than an hour listening to her stories.. :D The next best house is somebody's house, but I don't think it's a good idea to say whose here.. :p If anyone's interested, which I think non is, emailing me is always an option..:D
So that concludes my third day of this CNY. Tomoro is another new day and I'm looking forward to it.. :D
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Something I forgot to say...
But she did manage to spare me one and it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo delicious!!!!
Well, well, well... Just can't wait to go there myself.. :D
Why am I 18??????????????????
Listening to Debbie's stories is amazing. She went to Torino, which she told me is the first capital of Italy and there are so, so, so many muziums there. Her host family were terrific and took her to many places including Venice. The other places, I couldn't really remember their spellings. She learned Italian, speaks Italian, met so many friends, tried so many wonderful food, which mainly is pasta, I think. She mentioned going to the 'coffee houses' or bar there partying and drinking all those alchohol. Back here, we're not really supposed to drink those so what a great pity. I can see that she really misses it over there...
So, I went to search for some students exchange programmes. The result is.. The age limit is 18 years old. For the first time, I HATE being over 18 already. But what can I do? All I can wish for is that someday I can go abroad, especially to Germany and Italy on my own.
My teacher mentioned to me that my STPM results would be out during the March holidays, which starts on the 10th of March. I don't know what I'm going to get and I thinking of the worst. But I really hope it's not too bad.. I need the good results so I can apply for universities, abroad............
CNY is just around the corner.. It's TOMORO!! YEAH!!! I'm so looking forward to it. But this year, a lot of my friends are not here to celebrate with, they need to go back to their studies in Australia. CL's not going to be home either. She's in India where there's no CNY holidays.
Oh yeah, I received a card from MeiChyi today. After reading what she written, I really misses her sooooooo much. It's been almost 3 months since we've met and I'm thinking of going to Miri to find here.. :D
So, tomoro is CNY.. I'm going to get sooooo many 'ang pau's this year. I do hope so.. And going to people's house with a large group of people. That's going to be interesting.. I just can't wait.. :D
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Another day passes by....
Anyways, after quitting as a teacher, I am now a tutor for some students. In the morning, I give tuition to some kids in school together with EC they all. Then I go to home-tutor a couple of students at their home 3 days a week. Together, it's the first time for me to be actually doing something and get some money for doing it. Though it's a wonderful new experience for me, most of the time I can't help but reminising the old days, where I could spend the entire morning just fooling around with my friends. Man do I miss those days. Especially with MC. Now that I've earned some money (hopefully more in the coming months) I really hope I can fly my way to Miri to visit her. Yes. That's how I'm going to use my money.. Hhahaha..
My working days can be summarised in two words. BORING and TIRING!!!!!!!! Sometimes I really admire all my teachers and all teachers, especially my mum. How they cope with it everyday is amazing to me. Maybe it's the experience that makes them that way.. Who knows...
Anyway.. It's really boring these few days.. I can't wait for CNY to come by.. Then I can really enjoy myself wearing all the new clothes I bought last year.. Hehehehhhe...
Well, that's all there is, there isn't any more... Ciao... :D
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
One Litres of Tears
It's about a girl, 15-year-old high school girl who got a disease which have something to do with her brain and her motor system. The disease was that she's not going to walk, talk or even eat properly eventually. A lot of heart warming scenes between her parents, her siblings and her friends. Her courage really shine through everyone's heart and gave hope to others. It was a true story whereby a girl published her diary she wrote and after 30 years, it still warms people's heart.
The thing I like most about the series is again concerning the guys. I know I'm bad.. haha
Well, there's a guy in her class who would always insult her, stare at her, help her and cheer her up whenever he can. When she was down, he's always the one beside her, saying things, cheering her up. He stood up for her when her classmates turn their back against her. He cried for her, with her thinking that he cannot help her in anywhere. When the girl cannot speak, he rush to the special school the girl was in telling her, no matter how slow she speaks, he'll always listen; if they cannot talk through the phone, he'll just come straight here to listen; no matter how slow she walks, he'll always walk with her. Then, he told her that he likes her.
Yes, I think that it's very touching. But the girl herself knows that it's impossible for them to be together and told him to never meet again. He did. They didn't see each other again until of course the guy turns out at her bed side again, asking her to continue living bravely.
At the end, she died. Even when she couldn't walk and talk, she helped a lot of people with her diary. Her words of encouragement help a lot of other victims suffering from the same disease.
Ok, why don't you guys go and look up for this series? It's called "One Litres of Tears" I think. It's a Japanese series with Chinese subtitles. Highly recommended!!
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Year!!!!
Hahaha.. I'm just kidding. Happy new year to all of you!!!!




