Praise the lord for all his mercy and grace to me.

Praise the lord that He came down to die for me.

Praise the lord. You are everything.



Lord, I really need grace and favour. You crown it on me and everywhere I go, people will see you. I just want to have a stable emotional life. I just need people to talk to me nicely whenever I'm in the wrong. I just want more loving kindness.

and yet the subject is I and it's wrong.

Lord you will give it to me. Everything that i ask for. And you will give it to me more abundantly and above my expectation.

Thank You Jesus. Praise your name to the far wide.

Ranting Post.

Am i the weird one or what? I'm sleeping so early and way earlier than other people at my age. I miss out the fun, miss the out the crazy times and also miss out of small little details of my partner's life. I feel so weird.

I see my friends clubbing every night, having fun outside yet I dont have the desire to go out to club. The desire to sleep late. A habit to sleep early, Is it a good habit or bad. I am so confused now. People always say it's good to sleep early. But why do we miss out so much when we sleep early? Why am i just like that?

If it's a good habit, why do i feel like I am only the one in the world who sleeps early? Oh save me from my brains and my thoughts. Sometimes I can't even convince myself why these things just happen. Situation that happens, why am i always so awkward with new people. Am i stepping out of my comfort zone? Or the problem is with me yet again? I fail in so much stuff. I always though i was good in handling people and stuff but it seems that the best thing i can ever handle now is just my computer.

I feel lost. Lost. What do i do to make myself out of this mess and this confusion i have? How can i make myself more secured? How do i get it off my head and find peace within. How do i make sure my partner will always be happy with me and will never ever want to leave me?




I PRAISE GOD. I praise you Jesus, that even though I'm going through these few weeks of confusion and lost. I am just going to ignore all my circumstances and praise you Jesus. I praise you Jesus for you have saved me. You have saved me. You crown me with the glory of righteousness and favour. I will forever lift my hands up to you. I will forever bow at your name because you are just so lovely.

You give to me peace, peace abundantly. You will make me a somebody out of nothing. Though i always feel I am a nothing, but i shall not even think about it anymore. You will raise me up like how you raise Moses. You will use my hands and my mind to do things. I am small Jesus, I am so weak. You put me on your shoulder and carry me across the sands, across this vast sands. Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord! Jesus cover me. Jesus you love me and let this love, change everything within myself. Let your grace explode in my heart and in my brain. Even my thoughts, shall be your thoughts. Your mercy and grace is everything I need.

Praise the Lord! that you saved me. that you pick me up and lift me up. Jesus, how you will ever take notice and pay attention to me? Yet you did the exact same, you look down on earth and you saw me. You see me, and came down to die for me.

Oh Jesus I am so underserving of your love. Yet you love me. Yet... You love me so deeply. Jesus, Thank you.

Shalom. And your peace shall be within.

thy land of joy i at,
water flow like a river,
like an unstopping tap,
it just showers on my head.

Thy land of joy i'm in,
though giants are still here,
Using my sword i swing,
into their heart i sear.

Thy land of joy i'm living,
His grace neverending,
His favour never stopping,
His love ever lasting.

Thy land of joy i'm stuck,
His heart i've parked,
Hes will always be with me,
And nothing could ever stop it.

Weeping all the misery,
This loneliness i can't carry,
In my heart, they howl
In my mouth, they fowl.

Where art thou this came from,
This place it chooses so wrong,
My heart can't house this hurt,
For everything will crumble to dirt.

Though the wall of hectic life so high,
Still my heart unwillingly sigh,
This loneliness so marvelously armed,
Nothing in his pathway was unharmed.

Now left this piece of destruction,
This place left like desolation,
Water this crumbed up dry hand,
Fertilise this heart land.

To see thy flower grow,
To hear thy water flow,
To the deserted land i throw,
To Land Of Joy, I Go.

Feel like deleting CBOX soon. like really soon.

Hectic week, its so crazy. but its okay. Jesus is with me.

This song is bringing me through everything...


Hillsong - King Of All Days

"At Your cross
I lay my burdens
At Your feet
Where Your love covers
All I've done
Now I walk with You Lord"

Such powerful words in this song. Such love for us. Such...

This is a post, a serious post. A Bro Post.



Bro, whats worth it whats not, we all know. You feel that it's worth it, I feel the same. But lets just forget and move on, you tried your best, you did everything. We all can see.

"Pan Guan Zhe Qing,"

We all saw how good you treat her. We all saw how much you went through for her. We all saw the guy we never once saw before. You gave up so much for her. You gave up having night time, drinking with me, Ian, Clara. You gave up so much, Don't you think now its the time for you to enjoy your life?

Not saying that shes not good, Not saying that shes controlling you. But I am just saying that you should know how much you gave up for her. Even if she doesn't appreciate, We appreciate it. Even if shes doesn't care about you, We Care.

IF not why i will call you right after my Church Group on Friday. We care. We freaking care. If not why i am trying to ask you to play with me and such, go drink probably this saturday and such. Because as a brother who have been with you for 6 years, i practically know how you will go through for her.

It's not your fault now, so why bother even thinking about it. Yes, its hard to let go. But you will never do when you wont move the first step. Jiayou! I know how much you feel now. I might not be the person doing my very best but at least I am there for you.

SO JIAYOU! DONT THINK LIAO! Now its the time to enjoy your life. Remember my bloglink - His Time Is Now. Yes, Your Time Is Now.


Post dedicated for you. So JIAYOU! Bro article #1, Bros will always be Bros and Bros will be there for you.




On the other note,

I don't know whats going through your mind. But i can assure you that you will come to know how good my bro is. And i can assure you, My bros are the best guys you can ever find. Every single one of them.

I appreciate my bro too much to see him go through all this hurt. It makes me angry.

It's really happy to feel accepted in a person's eye. It's happy to feel that they are trying to know you. It's happy to feel that they remember about you.

I felt this ytd, so strongly.

Seriously, i feel so thankful. I feel so grateful. Thanks for including/talking to me. Felt so nice when you walk in, Somebody offer beancurd and your name was heard.

I never felt so thankful in my life. I hope i can be the best in their eyes :)


PS: PTL , really PTL :)

Kelester Lim Wei Xiong
Jesus Beloved
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
This Story Of His is Awesome
Enjoying Life To The Fullest ♥Unagi Sushi
♥Caramel Macchiato
♥Home Cook Food
♥Cooking,Yes you heard me,

I am the person who moves, I promise and I Do
I'm back to Blogging Cause I'm Changed
This New Life In Me, That Jesus Redeemed
His Time is Now, The Time To Shine

Unceasing Fruitfulness
He shall be like a Tree planted by the rivers of water that brings forth its fruit in its seasons

Vernice♥.




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