Monday, August 30, 2010
I realised i really havent been updating for so long le ba.. Cose i always didnt get the time to use the comp and my comp is always so lac tat im too lazy to go online..haha
Anyway, Few daes ago someone ask me if i had given up dance..
n it set me thinking..
what had i been doing for tis past few months..
I still love dancing..
bt compared to the past whn i gt nth to wry, nth to tink bt juz dance..
Now...
I juz feel so stress in work n in life..
Having to wry tis n tat..
Having to tink of many things ahead..
In the past dancing is my passion,my love n future to me..
but now..i can't..
Money issue gt more n more too tat i feel so stress up wif..
Beside money issue..
c-ing hw long i hav nt been practicing..
c-ing hw much ppl hav improved..
I can only sae i have not given up on dancing..
But it has become my interest nw..
shld it be said tat way?
Erm i tink so..
Cose i also really can't sae wat dance is to me nw..
Bt i can only say i still love dancing..
N to u, u noe..
thanx for always nt givin up on me in dance..
n im sorry to always let u dwn..
c-ing u having so much improvement n performance chances..
jiayou~!
:)
Alone i stand
7:23 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
...Pomises are meant to be broken...
...Heart are meant to be broken...
...Words are choosen to be ignore...
...Not a single care or concern...
...Coldness that makes one shiver...
...No explaination to be heard..
...Charge me guilty forever...
...I choose to believe...
...Therefore all r kept in me...
...To the verge of breaking down..
...Silently...
Alone i stand
9:38 AM
Thursday, July 1, 2010
I juz realised tat i gt almost gg 1 mth that i nv blog le...Been busy wif course which ended late always n need do CREATIVE mindmap everydae..After course jiu baq to working shift n i find it almost no time to online at all..omg~~
Finally i'm nw on the road le riding wif my fto who is guiding me...I will always be around city area so mayb u guys might c me ard tere or c me passing by? haha..
N yup nw my bike is finally ok le ba...N im glad i nv give up on him..haha.. N it really cose me lots to repair it to a beauty nw.. Love it lots!~ :D
N tink till nw nt much ppl hav seen my bike ba..well soon soon k...i will try post up photos whn i gt the time...haha..
Anyway doing bravo shift today...Sian!~ Yster end work at 12.40am which break the record for our team..haha...the latest time to go hm...omg~! hope today will end early...Erm...
Alone i stand
8:15 PM
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Been veri veri busy for tis past 2 weeks thanx to u ba...Makin me full or emotions n tink im gg crazy soon cose of u..hai~ gt u for 2 wks n i spent more thn 1 wk juz to go baq to ur old hm? Alway seeing the same old ppl n now even others recognise tat u belong to me.. Erm..
How i wish tat u can really get well soon..I really need help n i tink im gg crazy cose of u..Cose of u i tink i gt to tok to many helpful uncles?haha..n Cose of u i trouble many ppl too..
Really veri sorry n thanx to all this that helped me..Tat sweat alot cose of me n wasted the trip down juz to help me....n those tat acc me..really thanz~
Bt still i troubled by u..Mayb i really wish i dont hav u nw ba..Making someone worried so much..Plz get well soon...I wan to bring u out tgt to many places..
N so fast 2 mths jiu over le ba..Im gg baq to my shift work nxt wk..Sian~ Dont like it at all ba..or mayb gt gd n bad ba...hai~ Hope tat i still hav my freedom ba..
Alone i stand
3:50 AM
Thursday, May 27, 2010
I finally gt u on 26 may...
N i made many plans wif u...
We gt a long wkends tgt..
Bt yet u keep getting sick..
Tml i nd to send u to the doc again..
I hope u will get well soon..
Cose i wan to bring u to many places..
I need u alot...
Alone i stand
7:35 PM
Friday, May 21, 2010
In juz 1 wk, i almost gt killed 4 times..
Today is juz nt my dae...
Bt it matters no more nw...
Alone i stand
8:08 AM
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Ended work late today ba..Cose went to the yio chu kang in the afternoon as my sir wanted to visit a frenz tere...First time gg tere ba..N the 3 of us was like a abandon kids tere cose my sir went to find his frenz ba.. Even a 10mins seem so long to us..haha..
Finally off work n went to bugis to meet my poly mates.. Sorry i was late again..Erm..Went to eat at the fish beehoon tere n went bugis to take a walk n tok before gg to mac to sit n slack again..Haha..N finally hm...
:)
Alone i stand
7:54 AM
