“To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.”
am i?

“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”
right now.

“You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world.
When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.”
“Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction”


“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.”


“They invented hugs to let people know you love them without saying anything.”
<3
“Fear is the question. Love is the answer.”

it is also the partial cause of fear

“Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.”
-will you?
are you reading this? <3
OEI YOU GAY BUTTERFLY. SHOO SHOO! SLEEP . SLEEP . SLEEP . bitch. HAHAHAHAHA.
HELLO HOPPING BUNNY STOP READING MY BLOG AND GET. TO SLEEP . ALREADY. WALAO.
i like happy love songs! hahahahahhahaha <3
hi friend i don't know what are you annoyed over but i certainly hope it's just something general and not specifically at me.
i really hope our friendship don't just fade off like that especially i feel that we've grown closer over the past 2 months.
rah. now i can't study anymore.
give me the motivation i need please.
so looking forward to tonight.
DINNER AT UNIVERSAL STUDIO.
partying at butterfac.

six months into the year and so much has happened.

i've experienced working in a hospital.
i've learnt how to handle angry patients.
i've learnt how to walk to sgh from the mrt station.
i've met many nice colleagues.
shared my happy and sad moments there.
i've seen public figures for the first time. and lots of times.
i met cute MOs/doctors/MEDICAL STUDENTS/patients/registrar there.
went out so much that it feels weird staying at home.
went through this rough patch with my dad cos he didn't approved.
i've watched so many movies throughout the times spent together, more than i ever watched last year.
we finished one tub of haagen daaz each, within the span of one movie.
sheesha-ed for the first time.
had lots of fun during chalet and everytime we were out.
mastered the bu neng shuo de mi mi song on piano.
but i guess i'll have to play for the audience who isn't here anymore.
changed for the better. personality-wise.
made someone worry for me.
worried about someone.
got to know more friends.
so much more.


did outrageous stuff.
depressed like mad. but recovered.

changed for the worst.
became someone i don't know.



became friends again.


clubbing.partying.alcohol.smoke.everything.
it's all been fun.
but i guess i'll have to leave them behind till after As.
A levels' the major friggin' bitch.

MBBS. i want you so badly. so fucking badly.
will give everything to get you. this time.

ABRUPT END.

-p.s. thanks for everything,. i think i'll remember it all. will you? [:

Labels: love, parties, past

countdown at ronny's house was fun-ness! :D
steamboat . movies and games . enjoyed 'em .
first time i had this much to drink too. got a bit tipsy i think .

year started off well hehs . :D !
hope it goes on .
fourth day . wonder how long this can last eh . think it'll probably fade off in a day or two .

the lingering smoke smell..
gotta get over it since it doesn't really concerns me and nobody's gonna give a shit whether i'm upset or not . shall not dwell on stupid useless stuff . so much for unrequited . good god i must have been blind or smth . blahs . whatever . i will . get over it . soon . soon . soon .
get over it .
get over it .
Omgmgmg A&F shirts as bday present is <3 !! Pls reach soon~ :DD
Current best friend: coffee

Math was a killer, at least to me it was . Minus minus minus of confidence level .

Bad start .
Never felt so unprepared. I feel suffocated .
felt so insulted,pissed with a bit of embarassment that if that person actually fall down dying in front of me , i'd probably just walk away , pretending as if nothing has happened . and not feel guilty for the least bit .
BUT . heh at least my day was made waaay better after i went to the canteen :D ! :D ! :D ! hehs . youyouyou . (:
2 more..and i won't have to put up with the crap attitude and horrible screamings by a certain crazy bitch . was really happy in the morning , followed by a drastic drop in mood because i had "screaming session" and AT THE EXPENSE OF WHAT?! ME NOT BEING ABLE TO STAY IN THE CANTEEN GOD DAMN IT . ugh . will be glad glad GLAAAAAAAAAD when the damn lessons end . bye screamings . a witch, she is . i'm shocked by what i've seen and heard today . definitely scary . creepy .
hang on annie! hang on! it's gna end . real soon .
Sorry...
love the weather .
the little actions that made me really happy . (:
bombarded with revision schedules .
totally messed up what i planned in the first place .
oh wells . got to . re-plan my study timetable .
STUDY STUDY STUDY .
>=(
would be sooooo glad after A levels . hello America .
got to weigh my priorities .
To the hell with anything AND everything which will affect my study mood.
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
study . study . study .
i know i sounded like i'm trying too hard .
whatever man . fucker .
last paper but hell, the shock of getting it all back . expected but still,hello shock . (:
heck, it's just prelims anyways .
it's robbing me of my last and almost non existant will to study ..fucked up shit . And everything seems to piss me off . Wfttmmmm .
that's how i interpreted and i sure hope that it's wrong .
i don't know why the fuck is she screaming at us the whole time and she just can't seem to speak to us in a NORMAL tone .
*faints*

amused by 1.41min onwards! :DD

my green card~ ^^
Talentime this year was a mixture of WOOOOOOOOs :D :D ! and WTFTTM . -.-'
definitely unworthy of such .
"i want i want i want"
"okay okay anything"

"i want i want i want"
"okay okay okay"

"i want"
"but i don't want ."

fucking shitload of crap.
i think i'm getting closer to the edge of hell.


















getting from bad to worse . will stop it . one week is all it'll take .
i'm confused .
sighs .
all i know is chem test is tmr and i hvnt studied for it . am so not gna pass it . like always . gna try studying anw . but holy sht. i don't want the chem tcher talking to me agn . maybe i'm not gna go sch tmr .
fking scwrd up hair . so nvr going bk to that hairdresser . shit .
how am i going to get through this year ?
holidays = no stress .
school = stress shit .
holidays = 3 measly days = 3 more days to hell .
bloody hell .

anw . i chionged finish math + chem tut and gp . woots .
hmmm..tongue piercing? anyone? :D
OMFG I'M SO PISSED I'M LIKE DOING THE DAMN E LEARNING THING HALFWAY AND MY INTERNET ACTUALLY STOPPED WORKING WHAT THE FUCKKKK .
yay . this is like the only chem SPA i can manage to do without panicking/forgetting skill D stuff ..etc . hehs . happiness :D
last week and this week is madness ,preparing for sports meet decor and stuff .
BUT today is the ultimate test of my productivity manxszzzzzz . did 550 of the rono bracelet thingy in 5 hours . not solo la . but still . PRO CANS ! ^^ got home then chiong do chem e learning , which i'm prepared to fail like shiatszxs . lousy dipshit . -.- whatever man . tmr is rono camp! hehs . excitedness! :D :D :D

on the darker side of life,
i'm blanking out for most of the tests even though i studied for it . i think i'll go crazy or just die even before i take the A levels . uhh huh . i totally don't mind the latter . die so i don't have to freaking study things which i'm never gonna understand and memorise .

i need to pack for camp .like seriously



i hope something is coming out of this .
fuck chinese . like . seriously .
somehow a mundane cutting-of-lightning-shapes-and-painting-them-day has unexpectedly turned into cutting+painting+ PARTICIPATING IN TUG OF WAR . freaking cool la . haha . totally did not join tug of war before but since there wasn't enough people , had to join . which was wht i want! wanted so much to join in the fun . ahahhaa. first round won with really pain and sore arms and fingers . but in the second round -.- madness . mad madness . siao la . vs j1 bikilians also cmi . i'm like WF holy shit . -.- lol . ssecond part of second round was even -.- cos i literally got dragged across the field . like huh . whatever .
TUG OF WAR = fun . no problem doign it again . except tmr will be a . dead dead slomo day .
i've got a swollen and bruised thumb from getting hit by the frisbee during pc -.- and a damn lousy bus driver accelerated the bus so quickly that i hit my arm on the pole thingy and result? hand with internal bleeding that looks like me arm has holes . RED ones . ugh wtf .

and omfg i'm really pissed la . i was gonna * * * already but * * * . wtf ? bitchin' madness . maybe it's just not supposed to happen hmmm .

but anyways , yay to the EACH A CUP shop that is gonna open in jj . ^^ yaaaaaayyyyy ! hehs . bubbletea madness .
Today was just . weird .
There was this semi naked man , in his apartment, taking photos of who-knows-what in the direction of my house and i'm like WTF totally . so i got the binoculars and stared in the direction of his house . Ownage . He LITERALLY ran away and closed his windows. Like seriously, who is so sick to take photos of the opposite block . sick bastard .
mmhmmmmmmmmm .
NEED MONEY .
have to go for the damn math remedial programme like again . i'm so sick of remedials . ugh . what the fuck totally .
but since weekend is here , = yayness ~
remedials still suck though .

someone asked . if i was dying of tb . what the hell . retarded shitassssssssssssssssss
the fever . is not going down and i feel really giddy all the while but i still gotta go to school tmr since my mc is only good for 2 measly days . sigh . i haven't studied for math . shit . and i just don't get why do we have to have a retest even though its after the test and i guess it's kinda pointless . hmm ? and biology is . killing me .
study until stress = sick = die = no need to study = happy ghost . lol .
and at the rate i'm coughing . it's sooner or later i have six packs or i cough up blood .
bad bad week to be sick . shit .
holy fuck . someone tell me that's not what i interpret it to be . i'm shocked . seriously shocked . like holy shit wtf just happened like of shock . -.-
maybe it's not a wise choice to carry on like this , no?
ain't a conversationalist .
sighs .

like . far far away .
behaviour: weird but i can't seem to control it . hummmmmmmmm..
DEAD
Don't dare.. How ?

i like . (:
Chinese New Year means having people coming over to my house for celebration . Sighs . The noise . The mess . Insignificant conversations . I hope there'll be less of each this year . I'm so not into the CNY mood . Whatever .

Still pondering though...
Shall not pin high hopes . Lets just hope it gets better and betterrrrr (:
I waaant ! ^^
What i want to do right now: Tear the fucking chemistry notes and the damn ten year series . Tear them such that it's in pieces . So many pieces until i can't read anything from them . And then i will burn the remainings of it . Burn it . Out of sight , out of mind . I'm an angry individual right now . Blame it on the bloody stupidity . Destroy . Destroy everything that has got to do with studying , chemistry , math and econs .

waaay cool . heh . i'm gonna learn this since my bro got an electric guitar todaay ^^
got the first part done with sore fingers -.- whatever .

studying chemistry is so killing me . fuckchemistry

i'm still . doing econs . fatigue is engulfing me like ALREADY . i'm so not looking forward to everyday being like this when A levels is near . yawns t-t x.x X_x

if i get my money back i'll be fucking rich . damn it .
holy *&^#@!# school's gonna start in like . 1 day . GAAAAHHHHHHHHHH .
sucks .
caught bedtime story and ponyo today . sigh . ponyo was..weird . lol . the storyline..gah . bedtime story was funny though . heard the news that we're confirm going to U.S to my aunt's in december this year for holiday and to check out the unis there ..consider..apply and stuff . way cool . lol .
almost got into trouble for not knowing the meaning of the word "jio" kind of lost a friend over this too . oh well . hur .
yesterday was the first time i had countdown outside and with friends . hehs . ^^ not bad i say . not bad . :D
but i'm so totally feeling unwell now . damn it . great way to start off the year huh. hope theres no camp on the 10th. i'll be damned if there is .
the chalet which i took the least photos . lol . whatever .


4D chalet , was a total mistake . It sucked big time . shouldn't have had it -.- first reaction when i saw the room was WTBHEYRFL^N%I#WGHJBTYTRC . the damn photo tricked all of us . secondly the weather didn't do the chalet any good either . worst part was that instead of someone kindof complained to another person that it was a waste of their money when i was just like behind THAT PERSON WTHF CE&%$#%O^%^%@ . okay . fucked up . never again though . sucksbitchingly. i shall never . ever . organise any shittyknswasteofmytimeandmoneyand
growingtoregretofdoingso
chalet .
holy shit my laptop dropped on the floor and some part of it near the keyboard CRACKED DIE WHAT THE HELL ITS ALL BECAUSE OF THE DAMN SOCCER GAME THAT MADE ME RUSH OUT OF THE ROOM AND WATCH IT AND MADE ME TRIP OVER THE WIRE AND CAUSING MY LAPPY TO FAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OMGGGGGGGGGGG HYSTERIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whatever shit you don't believe, that's YOUR business .
I've already said what is the truth .
whatever .
How am i . suppose to get through this .
I really don't know how to say this .
hmm . I could get myself drunk like shiiiaaat and spill out the whole truth . hmm yeah . cool .
shall do it.


the people above(excluding me of course) , got me 17 doughnuts as birthday cake . and i ate 4 at one go!?! like what the hell? who has had 4 doughnuts . at one go . and in exotic flavours too ! like . durian ? how about..cheese doughnut which tastes super yummy? haha . madness . and ! i got an UGLY DOLL OMFGWTH . :D TO THE MAAAAXX . and a balloon which hasn't burst till now (:
hehs . peiting and sophia made a..thick card consisting of alot of photos of us and such and omg that was really sweet okay !! :D :D :D :D sweet until..hahah i don't know how to react. hahaha . wth but yeah . PEOPLE I LOVE YOUUUUUU !! :D :D heeheeee . not forgetting 08S26 peopleeeeee and the 4D peeps whom i met up for dinner and others toooo . hehs .


and now . it's time to settle the troublesome and stressful stuff . Had insomnia for like . a week or more . shit .
heh . went to highlight my hair together with extensions !
how was i to know that i'm not suppose to wash my hair after highlighting.
did not know that , went t wash my hair , and got freaking scolded - retard - stupid - whatever horrible insults.
what the fuck?
like i knew .
THAT.
totally unmade my day .
hope things go well . just . this . once . one is enough for everything to change .
whole world came crashing down on me , early in the morning .
i don't know how to react .
suddenly, i'm not in the mood for anything . anything .
when things get so fucked up , you couldn't think of anything . except the most retarded thing but it seems like the only way out .
and having to act as if i don't know anything . difficult .
everything is so . so . screwed up .
great birthday present . i would rather not have it .
lost my damn entry proof .
lost the freaking 16pf password thingy .
i should really go study for tmr's A lvl chinese paper .
what the shit .



-thinking too much . not good . not good at all .
i'm really unsure of what this is .
i know it's certainly not going to work out .
but . can't help it ..
pursuer . no thanks . things might get awkward till , it turns fugly .
indecisive dipshit .
:(
omg i think i'm just major bitching-ing . ugh . life's like that for me whaaat ! tsks!!

shit . tomorrow is like the last day of school before .. A LEVEL CHINESE . holy crap .
gotta 豁出去! hehs . holidays .. kind of not looking forward to it . feel like of bored of staying at hoommmmmeeee . ohmaaans .


-hypocrites i hate . like wth . SLAP SLAP SLAPS . sometimes it got me so pissed i can't control myself from not saying anything bad . but . well whatever i'm not guilty of anything . wipe that fucking smug look off please, you dipshit. this kind of summarized what i felt . well yeah .
went out ! happiness ! hahah . i think i'm in the omg-i-want-to-go-out-go-out-go-out-go-out-mood . gaaah .
went to forever 21 to buy clothes ! :D
caught the movie 20th century boys . cool movie . i liked how the show makes one think . :D there's a second part to it ! hur .
gonna gonna gonna watch the coffin . woooo ~
Friend : A person you know well and regard with affection and trust

i don't want to be someone whom you can only share happiness with , but not your unhappiness . but that's what you treat me as, don't you.
bottling everything inside is not exactly the coolest thing either.
sicker than sick . sneezing like nobody's business . irritating madness . i'm coughing and sneezing till my lungs hurt . yeah . great eh . then i wouldn't have to go for the damn retests which won't help me in getting promoted . hope i get promoted though . busy busy holidays i guess . heh . TODAY'S A NOT BAD DAY . NOT BAD AT ALL . HEHS . TGIJJC! :D










can feel the widening gap . i feel unworthy .
BIRD IS THE WORD.
HE HAS THAAAT!
UGLY DOLL DOLL
UGLY DOLL KEYCHAIN
UGLY DOLL CALENDAR
UGLY DOLL ANYTHING !
11 NOVEMBER !!
HINT HINT

AND MORE

HINTS

I MADE THE

FONT

BIG ENOUGH

HEHS .

DON'T PRETEND

YOU DIDN'T

SEE ANYTHING

AHHHH .

HUR .
its just unfair, how some fucktards don't appreciate the work of others and judge them just because of one really unimportant and minor issue . screwed up life . why screwed up? cos your work is not really done , your job gets taken away from you , leaving you with nothing . nothing but memories of past tortures i say . and no recognition of you being involved in any of what you've done .




i think . yeah . right song for the right occasion . lots of weirdasses going around . sucks big time . D:
whatever man . whatever .

and there's 75 people online in my contacts right now . cool . i think thats alot .
shiiiiiiit .
PSP OR NINTENDO DS ?
loco roco 2 or mario kart ?
damn .

retarded shit . i hope i get real lucky this time . >.< might contemplate to do what i said though . hur .
unlucky. unlucky. week .


just lucky to slip on some whatever unidentified crap which made me fall on the stairs and hurt my ankle . just . lucky . what the shit man . maybe i should just skip school tmr since there's totally nothing for me to look forward to .
shall see how it goes..




since this photo looks nicer small..i uploaded it smallllll . heh :D
shall upload the rest once i got them ! (:

OMG WHAT THE HELL I THREW THE ADAPTOR OF MY LAPPY ON THE FLOOR BUT INSTEAD IT HIT MY TOE AND BLOOD IS FLOWING NON-STOP I DON'T KNOW WHY IT HURTS LIKE TOTAL MADNESS CRAZY SIAONESS AND I THINK ITS GONNA JUST DIE AND DROP OFF ALTHOUGH I WISH IT DOESN'T HAPPEN COS IT'LL BE THE ULTIMATE DISGUSTING THING ON EARTH . AND IT HURT LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS . walao eh !! total spoiler man . was feeling happy that all has ended . then now like that ! waliew . shit shit shit . and i think i screwed up promos . What the shit . =(
just reached home. semi-bathed after whole day of bloody PW .
wth . did pw in school until like 8+ and we ran to get a cab and went the way down to Bukit Timah Shopping Centre . Printed and reprinted the whole WR until ..siao . total madness man . crazy siaaaaoooo . desperate siao . dead .
DEAD . brain dead body dead dead dead . >.<
ohwell . still gotta do some stuff . so .. AHHHHHHHHHHH ! total madness caaans .
so not gonna study bio . AND IHAVENT FINISH MY GP .
eeeee !
he says i'm over-reacting ..
riiight . i think i am .
shall . stop . it .
gradually .. =(

anyway .

OMG SHUAI + proness = makes me happy a lil . <3 ! (:
Currently stuck outside my house cos i forgot to bring my keys out .
D: daaaamn it .

-and a fat , yellow & black bee keeps hovering near me . i think it likes me or smth . heh .

become

sunburnt caaaan! haha . but the photo isn't very clear though. =.=
turned a shade browner ! XD
played volleyball and captain's ball for the whole time . crazy siao-ing madness !! :D
band tmr -.-
excited excited ! i'm gonna go sentosa tmr ! hehhhs .
*hops around*
...yeaaaaaaah . thats how excited i am . (:

hope it doesn't rain tmr .
shall pray hard today and tmr . :D


the more it occurs the more harder it is to get out of it . but how i wish it can stay this way .
dying with a mixture of fatigue, math overload and ill .
>.<
Teachers' Day celebration ! (:
happyhappy ! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D::DD::D:D:D:D:D
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D::D::D:D:D:D:D:D:D


i really don't know whether is it a good thing to even be aware of it . shit . i guess it'll be good to forget all about it and get on.
so i hope , that person doesn't say anything .
>.< i would rather this situation continue..since i figured it would be the best thing that's happening right now. and ever .
=(

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.. >.<
shiiiit . gonna fall sick already . sore throat + major headache . sucks sucks sucks sucks . =(
ITS THE GARLIC BREAD THINGY + CHOCOLATE MILK'S FAULT I THINK!!!
sheesh . damn sore throat getting worse .


shit . deep shit . state of confusion . i'm totally lost and don't know what to do . what the hell totally . >.<


hellohello can anyone like listen to what i have to say please? >.<

weird people .
i don't give a damn about it . unimportant stuff . FORGET IT . lameshit .
-FORGOTTEN-

buayba buayba person!!! (: tsktsks . hahahaha .
a least that makes me happy though . at least better than not having any .
ohshitohshit thats kinda retarded -.-

in a semi-irritated-but-still-happy-weird-mood. which sucks .
i can't think of any possible reasons for why that is happening. sheer coincidence? one or twice yes . i guess its kind of uncanny . shall not think too much though . not the right time for disappointment.

anyways ! hahaha . went to play with the school's new facility . climb up , get over to the other side and climb down . climbing up was real easy but getting to the other side and getting down was . crazy siao! heh . vbvbvbvb is real fuuuuuuuuun . (:

beginning to not know what that person is thinking . like seriously . freaking out real bad . scaaaary . all the stuff is beginning to add up , until i cannot take it anymore . shiiiit . hope things don't turn for the worst . otherwise . totally -.- =.= gaaaaaah .

today malu-ed real bad . cos we went to courts/harvey norman/whatever electronics shop .
and there were like laptops for trying or blaahblaah . there's this one which through the webcam, let us see our images . i was fooling around with it when ! there's this harveynorman/courts guy . looking at me and semi-laughing . AND HE TOLD HIS COLLEAGUE about it........
malu-ed until i squat down , then walk really quickly out . and he's still looking over . siao liao .


ohwells . gotta . DO MY TUTORIALS . t-t


cold. cold. day.
makes annie happy but made her a slackier/slacker/more slack person .
ohmaaan . did nothing except to do PW stuff . play games . play games . and play more games .
what the hell !!!! seriously dead . X__________x
laptop is a total distraction ! tsktsks !
t-t
Stare . stare . Stare . and stare . (:

went to the chinese physician yesterday . really horrible experience . She's damn guailan laaa . And she rubbed my hand till it hurts like siao where it didn't hurt before . ohwell . the wrist was abit better but still not THAT well . crazy siaoooo . and she's really fierce so i didn't dare to shout/scream/utter a sound whether she rubbed my hand which hurts so badly that i think . i'm dead . lol . she did it like for super alot of times . and i died twice . plus consuming the horrible BLACK chinese medicine , i died again . make it 3 times then .

today is a happy happy day though (:


this was take like aaa loonnnnggglongzssxzxxsxz time ago ..



-.-
damn suay .
i didn't realise my ear stud dropped on the floor and i stood up, stepping right on it and the damn stick thing poked me and was stuck there .
i'm like totally . WTFFFFFFFF . it hurts like siao when you don't know what you stepped on and .. -.- wth . pulled it out and it was totally bleeding like siao .

HA ! got to know something really funny today though . HEHHHHS


lone.
-.- i hate my right wrist now cos it hurts like crazy siao now . wth , and i don't even know how i hurt it . eh..wth maaans .
-.-
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-.-
-.-
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Waves of peace washing over me (:

GOTTA STUDDDDDYYYYY!
imgonnagofor the Korea ELP !!
yeaaaah . <3
hope the trip's confirmed .
:D



D=

erm okay . there was suppose to be the thumbs up thing ..but apparently it didn't appear and i look re....t..a...r..d.e..d....

HEHS !! :D funfunfunsiaoness

-missedmissedmissed
my back hurts like !@^*&*( and i don't know why . :(
damnit .

cantbelieve what i hear . but . HEH !!! its true . wooo!

)= seems like a long long week .
ohmaaaans .
Leaders' Investiture on Friday !

i'm so gonna study like siao . for real .
don't wanna say hi to the retain-me .
I WANNA TAKE MY As' NEXT YEAR !
shall be it .
><

gotta spend time on chem and bio since both are like so lousy that i don't think i can find words to describe them . ohmaaaans .

motivation? any?
=(







=(
i sure hope nothing will happen .
ohmaaaaan.
this sucks .


missed .
9
damn shagged .
i guess today's a great day , without the irritating irritations . hehhhhs .
my chem sucks =.=
shiiiit. got . to . buck . up . like seriously . -.-

10

school tmr . to do the deco stuff again . haa .
painting of the stars today !
reach home like super late la .
haha . just finished bathing . hehhhs .
had fun painting :D


our hardwork ! (:

:D

heihei ! almost done (:

today's a happy happy day . except during chem . sucks like &#$!#$^&*(^

yeah .

heh .

hahaaahahahaaahahaahahahah .
what the hell .
got scolded on stage for being late for math lecture . damn siao la . he was damn sarcastic about the people who went to the toilet . ohwells . the bio teacher la !
hehhh . but , wasn't THAT bad after all . (:

my wed afternoon passed by like ... fast .
gotta paint the stars for canteen decor tmr ! :D

i think i sort of hurt my nerve while cutting the stars cos my nerve is damn sensitive now . the thumb. and its STILL NUMB NOW . omg . help ? ha .

stomachache almost killed me .
sorry for ps-ing S PT J and jiayan ! T_T
nearly died on my way back home la .

saw a lesbo couple making out at the bus stop la .
walao eh .

happyhappyday.
i guess unfairness is just part of life that we'll have to accept .
but it's just somehow that i realise some people deal with lesser unfairness -.- whatever .
but i guess its really retarded to be hanging on to the thought that a miracle might occur .
on a lighter note ~
my results are picking up . hell . damn happy :D hope i'll be doing well .
yeaaaah .

was rather =( ): :( today in the bus . haa.. ohmaaaan . thinking about stuff .
i think it's just plain unfair . it always ended in the same way i don't want it to . i guess things just don't turn out the way i want . not even once . ....................bah *damn bu shuang*

cutting stars causes sore fingers . =( :(
numb thumb for like damn long already . shit . i think my nerves are like siao already .
@#TY&*^#2456798645#^&*(&^%$
gotta STUDY although there's no tests !
ohwells .
):



really . lousy . mood . right . now .
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahfejhrgk w4ho45 u392r183iojrRIOV HT3R2O9T8UHERNW

i love ! (:
WE LOVE GREEN BALLOONS

yay!

College day on 26th July ! hehs . went for house comm interview then attended the college day .
was sup to go Sunset way to have lunch but..hehs . the buffet was rather nice, so we ate in school instead . :D
went to fareast to shop for sophia's founder's day dress + other stuff . heis .
i love ! my long long skirt ! :D and the weird bangles . hur .
yeah .
saw a skirt which is like damn nice , and when the lady told me it was 129$ i'm like...shocked beyond words . haaa . quickly declined and left T_T hellooo . i'm totally unwilling to pay 129 for a skirt la .
some other stuff happened .
photoed with some guys we don't even know cos they were doing some project or whatever .
:d
sunset waaaay . i swear i'm gonna go there like ONCE . or maybe ..twice .. blaaah . eat till i'm like sianned with the food there :D


TODAY


busy busy cutting stars !
hehs
resulted in sore fingers . D:
was fun though
gonna cut more tmrrrr . XD
today was a -.- nothing-much-pretty-boring-day for me . haa .
shallnt let IT get over my head .
=(

rather boring day . hellyeah . boring like EY^%^QF%U^FRDCF .
hehs

ohyeah . the only thing that made me excited was probably that i found out SOMETHING . all thanks to PT !
hehs . :D yeaaaah~ woots . lol
i totally wanna go for dinner/lunch/eat at Bistro Indulgz . omg .
so gonna go there one day . (:

semi-happiness . ha..
math lecture test was .. =.=


bad day tmr .
cos there's band .
i think ..quitting might be a good idea since i'm totally not looking forward to band .
perhaps the passion is just gone with the timing of band practices .
-.- ohwells .
it's like damn long since she borrowed my badge and she still hasn't return it to me .
what the hell .
-doesn't reply to smses
-DELAYING AGAIN AND AGAIN

patience towards her = 10%
gonna just call , rant and demand my badge back .

chinese common test was..the hardest test i've ever done la .
what the shit totally .

-.-

MIRDS (:
BIWTICNTCM

=/
heh .
today is a happy happy day (:

happiness !


ohman i hope that wont happen . ahhhh ..sucks .

or maybe..it's a good thing instead . HEHs .


thou shalt not envy others . =
finally
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yeah . i guess thats it .
i don't know how to do chem energetics . damn screwed .
shit .
ECONS <> AHAHFWEGJ & EYATRHFGFE
AHHHH

=\/(


gaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

hectic week .
..crazy siaoness .

went to lao pa sha or whatevr its called to have our damn early dinner cos there was the food festival there . hehs . fermented tofu is the best thing evveeerrrr .
:d
ate until.. :D
went to sentosa to catch the songs of the sea actually . but since it was full housed , we went over to the bikini bar to have smth instead . heis .
went to explore some places .
there's this loonnng fountain place, i went in , semi-running around inside with pat .
and slipped .
=.=
fell right into the water and was drenched from neck below .
inside out .
wth totally . aahas . but itwas damn fun la .
damn cold inside the car T.t
i think i'm gonna be sick . or otherwise i'm a really strong person then . hehs .

crazaaay siaosxzxcscxczs
-.-

i guess not everything should be made known .
would rather not know it since knowing it doesn't do me any good .

i think that person is really ..immature .
whatever .

perhaps i'm thinking too much .
but still , i can sense the wall around that person which doesn't allows me to go near .
or maybe i should say that person is avoiding me like asif we are like poles, repelling .
=.=
ha .
either that or , plain dislike i guess .


on a lighter note .
i've finished drawing station 1 of pw maze !
working on station 2 . gonna pia 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 and the table tmr .

totally not in the thinking-of-what-to-draw-mood .
shiiiiiiit .

its not a totally swell thing to realise that someone is avoiding you .

bad bad beginning for the day .
but the rest of the day was alright .
hehs .
:D

I'm gonna go BOHO . =D
hehs .
hmmm..or maybe


中島美嘉 = :D

real random mood right now .
i really do hope she'll stop asking about it cos i don't think i can really tell her right now.
if not now, then when?
gaaaah . shit .
&%$#E hate this kind of situations .
damn it .
:(
and i guess she'll probably just go nagging and blaming me for all i know . gaaaah wth .

lets just see how it goes .

probably tomorrow .. >.<






chinese oral is finally over . hehs .
was damn nervous laaa . loooooooool .
conv was about the F1 . hehs . hope i did alright .
(:

GP COMMON TEST
CHEM MCQ COMMON TEST
ECONS COMMON TEST
LISTENING COMPRE
gaaaaah !

still contemplating whether to go for the tutoring-of-hkss-peeps-thing anot .
CIP LEH ! $10 . hahas . its not much la but..hmm..just by teaching sec sch stuff LEH . one session per week , 2 hours per session .
easy money/CIP :D


BUT i guess i'll have to mug like siao already since my results are.........
yeah .

annie the mugger/booksiao/studyfreak/nerd ? hehs .
:D

RESULTS RESULTS =(




SHOULDISAYSHOULDISAYSHOULDISAY???

no i guess not . =/
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ohman . i hope they'll stop asking cos i really don't think i have the guts to tell them about the MCT . shit .
stressing me out is not a good idea .
and i guess they're probably not realising that they are doing it .
shiiiiiiiiiiiiit .

i think i'll just die a little inside everyday . ahhhhh ..
succccccccccks
well , now i don't have to go for it .
but i kind of feel guilty about not going ..
shit .
THIS KIND OF FEELING PLEASE GO AWAY .
cos i really don't wanna feel damn extra there . =/
ohwells .

i'm not doing any work here . shit .
eom article please just pop up infront of me so i don't have to go and search for you .
=(
today is plain suay .
got back mct .
results were hell of a rubbish . or should i say..crap . shit . just plain useless . i should really just throw the script away . burn it . let it rot .
can't believed that i studied , and got crap as a result . whereas some people who didn't study much actually got better than me . how fair is this .
damn strawberry icecream dropped onto my skirt while i was eatting . testing my patience eh .
went to harvey norman to buy my microsoft pack , on the bus ride , i didn't realise that i was sitting on a fing wetpatch of the seat until i stood up to get off the bus .

that's it .
damn pissed .
eom not done yet . i havent even looked for the source . shit .
and i have no idea what's tmr's plan . perhaps i shouldn't have asked .
raaah .
that would prob save me from not going .
-.-

suuucks .


shit . shit shit shit . >.<
red leader's tee ? anyone?



i'm damn worried of being retained or even dropping out . wtshit
but since being afraid is not gonna do me any good ,
shall .
study .
mug .
hope i see the results real soon (: