So what?

mama said,
even if u heard something, dun believe.
even if you heard or see something, also dun believe.

ironic isnt it?
but i believe there is great meaning to it.
as in..hmm..explore it urself, kinda stuff.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

thank you for all e sweet tags, amigos~..
and yes, thanks vivi for being there physically~..
lalalalallalalaallalaaaaaaa
i'll be back wif nice pics to swore away these heavy posts~..

till then~

Sorry

so how many times have u gone through all this shit?
or rather, hows ur experience been telling u?
so how many times have u woke up thinking bout e same thing?
or rather, how much time r u realli sleeping there?

so how much do u have got to lose tis time?
or rather, how much would u gain at e end?

as much as i wanna believe,
i have no need to doubt.
as much as i wanna continue,
i have no way to go on.
i noe its gonna be hard, at least for myself.
i dunno how are they gonna tink,
but at least i do care bout e whole matter of fact.

is it time for me to try out e urban myth of saying,
" If something is yours, it will be yours.."
or how about
"If you love sth, let it go. If its urs, it will come back. If its not, it never was."
?

i guess its possible for a tryout isnt it?

i dunno if ____ gonna read it or not..
but if it does, i doing it becos i realli care.

分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
分不清激情
承诺永恒或迷惑

at least make me be confident in believing.

craving~...

i'm craving for

BAT KUT TEH...

e one opp The Central..

gosh...

i wan i wan i wan...

Insomnia~

jojo no holiday..
but aniway, keep telling myself i'm left wif 5-6 mths to go
b4 i bid farewell to Alma Mata~

had e worst insomnia ytd nite.
on bed at 1.30am
toss and turn till 4.30-5am
woke up at 7am for briefing at west
energetic at first though, but was worn out at 2plus PM
now - NAP time~...

i guess its burning of Aromatherapy Oil soon~...

:(

Eons Updates

wEEeE~! Highness Tan is back, in action again! hOoooOooo~~~... been a while since i update..and yes, i totally hate e fact tat i got to collage e pictures one by one..URGH~... Photoscape is not supported by Mac. BOO.

aniway aniway~..i shall just randomly update cos i seriously forgot when did i do all those stuff..*innocent eyes* :D

eons weeks ago, e strings ppl went to sentosa~... we went along wif e guitar peeps...and we played volleyball!!! FUN and HOT.





and rem tat time when i wore one of girl's dream costume - SIA? it was an event kinda supported by UnUsUal Entertainments. and boy, now i noe where to find my lobang for concerts and ushers and event jobs! weEEeEEtttt!!!!


e gals before action...


and us aftermath!

and holly~...u noe e plague tat we took were bloody heavy~....??!!!


but ffun after all~!! lol

meeting up wif emily and casilda for crystal jade porridge have always been our usual after-violin routine! now tat casilda is gone for work and Uni, we're meeting up on such a random day~...LOLZ. and yes, casilda was busy snapping me and emily away...and i realized i have none of her pics! HAHAHAH..GOSH!! casilda! now U OWE me another rnd of camwhoring session!!! kekekekek...



and yes yes yes!! i finally met up wif beloved NANA dear! we're like meeting up at least once or twice every mth despite our busy schedule, but nonetheless, we noe deep down tat we still love each other as much! HAHAHAHAH
DARLING~! when r we gonna meet again lehhhh???



how can i forget meeting up wif my another dearest gf, huihui leh?!! haha..dinner at Vivo hasnt been tis fruitful! rem, i'm always a call away! just dial tat no. when u need me! u noe i dun rejects call! wahHAHhhAAHa...JIA YOU beh for ur attachment! ;)



and OH... finally headed down to ECP ytd for a fun yet wet-ty (cos it dumb dumb RAIN!) wif e flowers~~!!! hohohoho....


isnt it beautiful? e wonderful creation of water and sky~...hur hur hur~!!!



haha..more ECP pics are wif VIVI! wait till she send them over to me..haha..

and of cos...NANA's bdae celebration at PowerHse to be continue~...


shall show my own picture as SNEAK PREVIEW first...WahHAHAhHAHHAHAhah!!!!!!!!!!

and yes...also got to wait till vivi and nana to send those pics over b4 i can continue e reminding updates...

to end off... i had a chat wif JRF on msn moments ago...he was asking me about my private nick~.... i guess i managed to ans his ques..and thus decided to shower me wif his piggy-brainy's love,care and concern...hehehehehe


hahahaha..yes JRF, everyone noes it now.....

off to slp now!!!! hit tat sack right away!!!


i dun tink tats wat i'm needing it at tis moment..e secret says positive. horoscope speaks my words...but no action for me to continue. humpt. jojo's dead.

Voila!

GOOD NOON, GUTEN TAG!

i seriously wanna update and beautify my blog so so much..
however, i'm hot on heels on finish off my portfolio..
at least till e end of tis wk.
BOOOOOOOO!

so ppl, so wait lah hor! wait till i accumulate
the trillions of pictures tat got to be posted.
wahHAHAhHAHAhhhaa...

Being ill hasnt been so sweet b4!
massive some sweet smses and taggies
to call on me~ asking for my well-being..
u these amigos~...THANKS LAHHHH!!

I'm more or less fine now..
sometimes just overwhelming cough and realized flume still exist..LOL
I still love singing~... trying to sing in my down 8 octave tone..
however..plz dun ask me to join ani competition for now~!!
-__-
soon soon soon..maybe maybe maybe...
seriously i still cant imagine how i survive all e Legend's rnd..
awWwwWw..

i still love cycling! and yippy! gonna cycle wif my bunch of FLOWERS on sat!
hahahahahahahhahaha....
then, i shall let my hair down and let it rejoice wif e wind as
it blows~...
eh
eh
eh..
coming to tink bout it...NEH~...i may wear cap..
hahahahaha..

so random...
ppl, i'm bored...

:(

nanny nanny poo poo

mayham

special,limited edition
pure and one of a kind.
i promise its gonna be nth you have seen..

HALO!
i'm jojo, not yoyo

-___-'''

Still alive

haha..
say i'm stupid
to be honest i am..
using my own emotions to test my limitations.
congratulations to me, i am sick again.
2008 is like a yr for me to kanna sick..
muHAHA

ytd nite was e most horrible nite..
whole face was blush red and feeling hot..
seen a doc tis morning..
till now, i merely cant taste nor tok nia.
PPL do tc man..weather is a killing, no doubt!
and yes, if i dun pick up ur call..paiseh..
so i realli cant produce voice..nor noise..

i will be back to post..i've slept alot today..
but most of my medicine cause drowsiness..
i'm off to bed again.. :(

taggies replied:
to yun: dear yunnie, i am not angry wif u or my dear frens whoever cannot make it for e concert. haaz. i understand totally why, so i dun blame u guys at all! u sld have known me better than tis yeah~! dun tink too much wor. :)

to vivi: haaz..u and jr totally making a fool out on my tagboard sia! aniway..if u miss him can call him eh~..or even start msging him first..LOLZ!!

to jr: haha..end of e world?! so bad meh?? eh give me read lah! scarlly i found out some unspoken tales of urs frm there!! hahaha..

Oops

haha...
gosh pig brain... actually i didnt realli realized till u tag!
well well, everything does happen for a reason,
and i dun type nonsense for no reason too..

WATEVER it is, i will try to brighten up my blog~
afterall, it realli dun quite match my personality~..
jojo is bubbly...
jojo is happy...
jojo is random...
jojo is crazy..
and e list goes on
and on and on and on..
on..
on..
on.

LOL


i will be back ;)

Post Sixty-Six

it all just came to a pt where i dunno wat to put
for my title space... haha..
yeah...highness tan has blogged 66 posts till date.
dun bother bout my previous posts. i'm just lazy to keep them..

i have many thots and things on mind now..
i have so much more to accomplished..
i have so much more goals to set and achieve..

天時，地理，人和

i'm gonna live so much better~

Dun wait till its gone..

coincidentally, many things ard me seems to be happening..
some of which is happening at e same tempo..
same type of issues..

people leaving...
leaving for gd.
people disappearing..
disappearing for long...

its cliche, but seriously,
Dun wait till its gone then you regret.

this points down to many issues...some issues tat r not necessary to happen, solve it and dun let it happen...
some things tat dun need to result to a quarrel, a fight or a turnover of any frenship or relationship, heal it fast...

u noe, its realli scary when ppl r leaving, and them r leaving for gd, for long, for permanent. ppl THEN, will start saying, claiming how regretful and remorseful they feel. its all too late. u noe how scare i felt e moment i experience some many ppl ard me, or about my age leaving for gd? and then, u start to see ppl regretting some of their actions...

some things, r realli, realli very Unnecessary.

and yes, i'm gonna stop my nonsense. if things can get or become better, y not? if things can progress well and smooth, y not?
and yes, i'm gonna 'take away' my list of hatred of some peeps as it consume energy hating ppl too..haaz..they wanna backstab u let them do..they wanna misunderstand u let them do...all i need is to love them still....
and yes, i wont waste my time to build up unwanted conflicts. its tiring..and waste of energy.

你們都不累嗎？

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updates for the mth...

yeah, i had a new haircut...haaz..ppl wanna say not nice also no use, cos i already deem it nice le~!! muHAHahaH

went out wif my sec pals...had a little bit of window shopping b4 heading to dinner..one of my fav food junction is at Marina Square..haha!

2 days ago..Virtuoso finally came to an end. all e tough practices of 10hrs playing and rehearsing for a consecutively few days is a killer + overwhelming fatigue...


haha..DBD AUDI was smaller than i expected..nonetheless, it was close to a full house..hahah































sister said i have nice frens. i replied her with a great and solid - indeed!! many thanks to vivi, flor, suxin, junior, eileen, yanyu, wanxin for coming to listen. i noe many of u r tired after work or event...sorry to make u guys splurge on tickets (though its sianz to come concert..lolz) and also on flowers and gifts..haaz..
those who cant come, thank you for the JIA YOU smses you guys sent. totally sweet and tats all i need! :))

YES sister, i do have some sweet amigos! i have nice supporting families too :D

YESTERDAY...

after meeting, i met up wif my another amigo for dinner. i'm so so into bat kut teh can~...i can eat it like everyday?!!! but iits...bad..lolz..HAHA..and yes, it so happen to be e lighting up of the lantern festival street lightings at chinatown..yeah..saw our precious SR Nathan and many other performance. Chinatown was packed~! so we decided to head down to TCC over by e river for a fruitful cuppa session~...






all very cute sia!! hahhaa...

aniway...tats all for now..i'm gonna have a long day tml once again~...oh well...gonna hit my own nest already...updates till then~!!!!