wont you please stop.

Friday, June 05, 2009

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 8:27:00 PM

曾经太年轻 - 蓝又时

窗外風鈴一直不安靜　風在搖晃不安的宿命

我聆聽　你回憶經過的聲音

開始旅行寂寞很清醒　我在靠近過去的邊景

有些　戀人只是　路過時的風景

曾經太過年輕　卻絕對真心

我給的愛是種任性　不懂花開只一次的愛情

曾經太過年輕　淚純真透明

你的堅定　我仍然還　相信

直到如今你說愛我的那封信

我一直都收藏著　摺疊用心　讓誓言乾淨

曾經太過年輕　在人海飄零

那些關於我的事情　總有你緊緊跟隨的聲音

曾經太過年輕　淚純真　透明

你的堅定　我仍然還相信

This is a song that I have always liked and I liked the lyrics that are really meaningful.. Everyone has been young before and have we regret our actions? I definitely did, but what can I do?

Saturday, January 31, 2009

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 11:09:00 AM

chinese new year is here!!!it's really tiring,but yet fun...it's also the days that my dog is the happiest coz he gets to see a lot of people...although the economy isnt that good,i still see people buying a lot of things..cny is only once a year,so people would be willing to spend that amount of money..

back to myself,i'm still surviving in my workplace and it's really fun to work with my colleagues each day...i got to say that the past month was almost like hell to me as there was a lot of paperwork and admin work to do because my supervisor was on long mc..everything was dumped to me by my boss...luckily my colleauges were there to help me along..till now,i still don't know if i would still be working this job 5 years down the road..i enjoy doing my work now,but who knows??maybe tmr i might just hate it and quit the job..but one thing i will miss are the kids...they really make my day...

i met up with the guys yesterday for lunch n it's kind of good that we are still keeping in touch after many years..i really miss the poly days,esp with the gals...i know that they are still good and time really just passed by without us knowing it..

let's keep on going and to everyone...HAPPY NEW YEAR AND BEST WISHES!!!!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 11:04:00 AM

i was reading this blog of my bud n i just felt so emotional too..not that i have the same experience as him,but rather something that i don't know how to describe it..i got to admit that sometimes,i do not dare to step into relationships due to some form of reasons that i do not know i could say..relationships are too complicated and confusing,but yet can be simple as well..everyone has a different defintion of love..sometimes, i really like the way that the love that people in the past have..it's just so simple and yet real..am i too negative??or is it due to too many external reasons??

got to move on man..i've been so busy with my assignments and i almost went mad..i didn't even have any free time for my stuff..luckily it's ending soon and i can finally and hope to meet my friends soon..

Thursday, October 02, 2008

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 4:35:00 PM

i can't believe that i'm 23 already..time seems to be passing so fast that i can't catch up..it has been said that once we turned 20,the next ten years would be very fast..i believe it's definitely true..thanks for the wishes from those people..i appreciate it..there's something which i really felt touched was that my children,especially the young ones from my centre were wishing me n kept on singing the birthday song..that was something that would always remained in my memories..these kids can really make our lives go up and down...few days ago,this 4 year old boy, whose name is Eon asked me when the chinese teacher did not come,am i going to stay with them till they go home?which means that I will be doing closing..i said yes n he actually mentioned that he would prefer the chinese teacher to be absent,so i would be with him n his brother Ean..i was a bit stunned and did not know what i should say..was i supposed to be happy or sad??how am i supposed to feel??any idea??i knew that these 2 boys were quite close with me,but i never know he would say these words..

the year is almost ending....and i have 3 more months to go before i finish my studies...time really flies....

Monday, August 25, 2008

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 3:49:00 PM

to post some pix..

these are the bitches that i can never get rid of..hahaha...

Monday, July 21, 2008

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 4:56:00 PM

I got this reading from my lecturer and I found it to be so true..Sometimes, people ask what makes a good teacher and i never know how to answer this question.At times,I also have the urge to leave this industry and go back to what I had studied in poly, but I don't know if I am able to leave the children.Everyday is a new day for me as I will not know what surprises or shocks I will get each day.Maybe this is fate since God has brought me back to what I had chosen before I went to poly.I had chose early childhood,but due to some reason,I did not go for the interview and instead,I went to study business studies.

Since I have been given this chance,I should take it and go on.Who knows what will happen in the future?We should enjoy what we should have at the moment.Btw,i know the guys are back to studies at SIM,so please enjoy yourselves out there..if you are too stressed,there's a person out here to let you relieve your stress..take care buds...

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 4:40:00 PM

How To Make A Teacher

Select a young and pleasing personality with a keen mind, trim off all mannerisms of voice, dress or deportment; pour over it a mixture of equal parts the wisdom of Solomon, the courage of young David, the strength of Samson, the loyalty of Ruth, the eloquence of Paul, and the patience of Job.

Season with the salt of experience, the pepper of animation, the oil of sympathy and human kindness, and a dash of humour; stew for four or five years in a hot classroom, testing frequently with the pointed fork of criticism thrust in by a supervisor or administrator.

When done to a turn, garnish with a small salary and serve hot to a critical community.

Charles Ruby

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE 2:42:00 PM

hmm..ice cream makes me happy...ice cream makes me high...haha...n ice cream can tempt miyake into following me, though he can't eat....it's june already...which means it's almost half of a year..that's so fast...i had a great sunday with my family...it's realli nice and warming when i get to go out with them..it's been a few weeks since we all went shopping together...i'm loving it..

i got to meet up with weiqi and roger yesterday..it's great when you get to meet them as there will be laughter around..i actually got to learn more about their army life and now then,i know it's not as bad as what i thought..it's almost 2 years after our graduation from poly and everyone of us have proceed to our next route of life..

i'm still searching for my own route of life and i'm still not too sure what i am going to do next..sometimes,i feel lost and i really don't know what i should do..sometimes i also don't know what some people want from me...hmm..seems like i need to eat more ice cream..