I'm feeling very down today...


Somehow what I hear and feel over the phone turns out to be very different from the reality.

Somehow I'm even more disappointed this time.

Somehow I don't seem to know this person anymore.

Somehow, I seem to have made too many assumptions.


Somehow I am always the one being abandoned or forsaken. Why?

Somehow I just can't get use to it but to feel sad.

Somehow this makes me feel more and more hopeless.


Why?

Why me?

Sigh.

I need a big, warm hug. But it seems that nobody will ever give the hugs I want for now..