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27 February 2009
Wah, pain!!
I semi-sprained both my left and right ankle last night. uh-ohh. Hope I'll recover in time for my promotional exam, which is in less than 3 weeks. Alas! My Top 20 food cravings:
*drooling* Haha. Oh yah oh yah, my request to swope my IA with a friend is approved by the Prof-in-charge! yay!! 26 February 2009
I was so terrible at getting hints, and perhaps I still am.
Anyway, I've made up my mind not to burn my diaries. They are precious records of my teenage years and they'll come in handy should my memory fail me one day. Haha Also, I think I'm going to write again. I'm starting all over with the new diary book JW bought for me from HK. The previous book was only half used but it contains so much depressing stuff that I've decided to abandon it and start all over again, afresh. ______________________________ "I thought we are going to become strangers very soon.." "Maybe? I dunno" 25 February 2009
BaHh.
And so I brought my laptop all the way to the campus IT store for service. But the person solved the problem by merely disabling one function in my laptop. Apparently I wasn't the first person going up to them telling that my laptop will switch on by itself so they knew exactly what I was referring to immediately. Thanks to the hidden properties of my laptop, oh man. However, I was thinking of reformatting my laptop as it's taking too long to start up and to shut down. I thought I backed up all my data. But hell no, I found out that 'My Received Files' wasn't transferred to my removable hard disk, only after I reformatted my laptop. Argh! And worse still, the recovery disk that came along with my laptop was Windows XP Professional and hence the OS was downgraded from Windows Vista Business to XP Pro!! AHHHH!!!! Zzz. Why am I such an IT noob? * * * It's already the middle of the recess week and I'm quite glad that I've done some decent revision, or at least I think so. I'm such a screwed up student that one day at home equals to no work done for the whole day. I don't know why but I really, really cannot study at home. Anyway, so, for the days that I spend at home, I'll be sleeping, eating, surfing internet, watching movie, day dreaming. I made it a point to watch one movie a day. Well, I still prefer watching movies to reading books. But hold on, I am trying to read something okay? I brought back one pile of secondhand books from Europe and I think I should at least read all of them. One thing special/weird/bad about me is that I'm someone with no lifelong passion. All things come and go in my life. There's absolutely no hobbies of mine so to speak of. Even if the interest manage to last in me, it'll never be deeply rooted. I dislike taking the effort to explore further, somehow. Things are just like clothes to me, they will become 'in' for some time and then go 'out' of fashion when the season ends. I AM CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATE CAKES!!!! _____________________________ His words woke me up, and I realise how timorous you have been. How disappointing. The apparent truth is that I was never important to you, not at all. No, that's definitely not how you would treat someone who's important to you. I hate to do so but I now have to force myself into believing that you were a mere liar, bullshitting all your way through. And I regret for buying your stories, utterly. They are still haunting me. 23 February 2009
I'm sending my laptop for repair so I'll be MIA for a few days. SMS me.
A senior from my section from my Secondary School concert band invited me to join the group she created for the section on FB. I have no idea if I should accept the invitation or decline it. Honestly I hated my days back in the band. I've no intention whatsoever to keep in contact with any of the seniors from my section (the juniors were fine). Yes, I am being very frank now and this is my true feelings. 4 years in band turned out to be a nightmare for me, and it is the biggest regret of my Secondary School life. No, I didn't regret joining band. But I regretted joining RV band. It almost killed my interest in band music and I dread to attend every single practice session. I was so relieved when I finally graduated and did not bother to look back ever since. I tried my best to cut all the ties with the seniors, only keeping in contact with one or two juniors. A friend from my batch tried inviting me to join the group created specially for the band and I happily declined. There's no hatred, only disgust and dissatisfaction. 22 February 2009
I saw this song from xiao mei's blog some time back and told myself: the day I can sing along with this song is the day I am ready.
And amazingly enough, the day came when I least expected it. Here are the lyrics: Almost over you Sheena Easton I saw an old friend of ours today She asked about you, I didn't quite know what to say heard you've been making the rounds 'round here while I've been trying to make tears disappear Chorus: Now I'm almost over you I've almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town you'll see I'm almost over you... you're such a sly one with a cold cold heart maybe leaving came easy, but it tore me apart time heals all wounds they say and I should know coz it seems like forever, but I'm letting you go (chorus) I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams although you left me with nothing to show but all misery ( chorus ) when you come back around, after painting the town, you'll see I'm almost over you * * * I'm freeeeeed! =) ______________________________ Will the whole universe conspire to make my wish come true? All I need is just one chance =) 18 February 2009
I've been feeling pretty exhausted for the past 2 weeks due to lack of sleep. It's finally getting a little better this week, which is the week just before recess week!
hmm. I'm not sure how many of you know/still remember the store called Golden Rooster at the 3rd level of Coronation Plaza. This was the place where I spent a lot of time at, often with my dearest JC friends. I've been waiting for someone to go back there to have lunch with me, from sum to my bestie, to joshua and finally to jacky. But it seemed that all of them can't make it, somehow. Is there anyone out there who is missing the Lemon Chicken Rice from Golden Rooster? * * * Did I mention that I'm really getting very high over something? Something which I shall not mention. Alright I know I'm not making sense. But anyway IF it happens, my actions will spill the beans. Hint: I just can't get enough of overseas trips!! =)) _______________________________ 'Sex ends all interests.' - Google gadgets 'Distrust ends all relationships.' - me. 13 February 2009
Random photos.
 My favourite food from Quad Cafe, in NTU -- chicken udon! Delicious candies found by banana and I. Bumped into TK in school, and he was wearing the shirt I bought for him from Taiwan!! awwww!! =D Bumped into Christina on the way to Suntec. Gathering with JC clique. Gathering with the Cat High boys. And.. I donated blood today!! I was taking supplements last year so didn't get to donate for the entire year! A band singing outside Esplanade. The songs made me sad. Perhaps it's just the eve of St. Valentine's Day. But I love her voice, sounded like Olivia._____________________________ And I realise, we have run out of things to say.. It's pretty sad to hear a good friend saying that he/she has nothing to talk about with you, especially in that cannot-be-bothered tone. I regret to say I don't look forward to meeting up with you anymore. The feeling is no longer right. But it's okay, what goes around comes around. Just as I've lost one more good friend, another came back to me. Perhaps it's just a cycle that everyone has to go through in life. Xiao mei met up with me just now after my training to pass me my St. Valentine's Day gift. It's so sweet of her =)) Now my Vday is gonna be so sweet with the bag of candies she gave me. Love you so much my dearest XD
Anyway, xiao mei says that I gotta catch up with my sleep. My eyebags and dark eye circles are so bad now that she said I looked like a ghost. LOL. __________________________ P/S: I'm really so, so glad that you are back. That's like the happiest thing ever happened to me in the past 2 years, although you might not even have realised that. 09 February 2009
I have something to announce to everyone.
JOSH IS BACK WALKING BESIDE ME ONCE MORE!!!!!!! It has been 1.5 years since the incident, which I shall not talk about. See, I told you things will get better eventually. I had faith. And what happened today proved me right. Yes, I finally have one more reason to smile! Cheers everyone! I hope you can cheer up soon. There's nothing much I can do for you now, though I very much want to and I don't know why. I'm always here. Those promises are still valid.. yup.
05 February 2009
I'm so fed up by the fact that I'm so bad with words, so bad at expressing myself. I was never good at English so I'm fine with that. But I can't stand it when I have difficulties in speaking mandrain! I mean, hey! I dare to say I was good at Mandrain! I've totally lost touch with this language after four years of not learning and using it upon entering Junior College and university. How sad is that? I gotta find ways to pick up Mandrain again.  捞鱼生 Beloved cousin and I. One more shot =)Papa's last day of visit  Me, papa. Do I look like him? Haha Papa, Mama, me. 04 February 2009
Fel says I have sweet tooth. Well, I say that I like pure chocolates and cakes and other desserts, but I dislike drinks that are too sweet. Eating sweet foods makes me happy, so maybe that's why I'm craving for dark chocolate cakes once in a while.
I was looking up my calendar today and saw that 14th February is actually next Saturday. St. Valentine's Day is coming, yet again. And just minutes ago I've figured out my best reason, or perhaps my best excuse, to stay away from relationships. That's the best way out for me now. 01 February 2009
Shopping =D
 My dearest bestie and I!  Eh. Zz you want to shoot me is it??? Haha the boyish look again. Honestly I think he's very smart-looking with his new hair cut and all loh. Jacky and I!  Hope you can move on soon, my dear friend =)) After the make-over =))Dinner with the Barcelona gang (as Jeff calls it)  Jeff, Sok, me My 炸酱面, with 4 tablespoons of chilli sauce. 小笼包!! My 百合红豆泥 |
Name: Norah
Age: 27 this year (2014)
Born in China, grew up in Singapore, residing in China currently. Love travelling, photography and dark chocolates.
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