29 October 2006

Current Mood: Moderately happy. I'm trying to be, I admit.

Current Song: No Me Ames (Don't Love Me) by Jennifer Lopez & Mark Anthony

Current Fav. Character: Hamburglar (ah. Yes. I spent too much time at Mac studying I guess.)

I miss: Rao (why his platoon always has to go for outfield one..) , Nuan Ting, Zhijun

I smile because of: Zz! Nuan Ting! Zhijun!

Current Fav. Drink: NesCafe (Black Roast). Well, gotta survive on that.

Current Attitude: If you don't give a shit (or f***), neither will I.

What I need the most now: MONEY. Yes, I need that for backpacking fund.

Looking forward to: December holidays. I will be away in China for about 17days.

I stone because: I think I had enough. (hey now, hey nowww.. don't dream it's over.. hey now, hey nowww...) HaHaHa. Mad, isn't it? =D

The person I want to see the most: Rao. I saw this guy at Macs just now that reminded me of him. I miss pinching his cheeks. I'm going to abuse him after my As. YeaH!
Hida was gazing at the sky at 14:43.

24 October 2006

Read through some of my past entries since I'm not really feeling sleepy yet. haha. I didn't know I wrote this down last year:

'I'm not the Sun. I can't give you light and warmth. But I hope I can be the grass, the grass that will sway with the wind. And the wind, is you.'

It's so impossible. oh well.

I've been writing a lot of things down inside my diary recently. I'm always doing that before major exams. Seems that that's the only way for me to 'clear' my mind so that I can study in peace.

Yeah, leave all those to the latter..

This song goes out to all my friends:


Mariah Carey
Hero
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Just hold on
There will be tomorrow
And in time
You'll find the way

I like this song a lot. It gives me strength, the strength to carry on =)
Hida was gazing at the sky at 05:06.

23 October 2006

I can't bring myself to hurt you in any way. I just can't.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 06:06.

21 October 2006

A hypocrite you can call me.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 19:06.

09 October 2006

All right. 3 more weeks to 'A' levels. Let me put in all I have this time, or at least try to. I have a lot of things bothering me recently. I don't exactly know what they are actually. But I'm getting very moody nowadays. And all these things are not allowing me to study in peace. I'd just reach out for the bottle of wine beside me while studying at night, and hide at some corner in the room and gaze at the dark sky. Darn. I'm quite a lonely person, to think of it. And I guess I'm really thinking too highly of certain things, certain people.

Damn it. I must stop trying to idealise things and people. That's another major flaw in my life.

Goodbye, yesterday..

Okay, no comp till end of 'A' levels. Will be back 38 days later, starting from today.

Take care, my beloved friends =)
Hida was gazing at the sky at 14:07.

07 October 2006

Life is good still.

25 days left.


"Moon River"
music by Henry Mancini, lyrics by Johnny Mercer

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 13:59.

01 October 2006

Yeah!!!! I'm going Taiwan in January next year with Weijia and Lay Ning!! Air tickets settled and everything's done. Finally something is going to happen for sure. Going overseas with good friends will be one of the most memorable moments in one's life!

Happy.

Hmm. I removed the background music from my blog. Kinda annoys me when I'm listening to other songs from the computer.

And And And..

JIA YOU DEAR RAO!!!!!!!!!
I'm really going to bring my four-leaved clover along with me tomorrow and pray for you!!! =D
Hida was gazing at the sky at 14:13.