29 August 2006

The photos are accumulating in my handphone so I guess it's really time to upload them. These photos basically sum up the major events or activities occurred since the start of Term 3. Life is good, for the time being.

Photojournalism:

NJC Colours Award 2006


The Crystal Ballroom. The aura is so prom-night-ish.

A small gift from the school.

Pretty Beetsma. She looks like a barbie doll, doesn't she?

Fried yam. Haha tasted not bad. Don't know how much calories I took in that night. Haiz.

aHA. Alexandra and I. This boy gave me a lot of headache during the orientation days. He was never in my OG. He loves to play sad pieces on the piano in school, and that was how I started talking to him, and realised that he skipped so many orientation programmes -_-". Nevertheless, he's a good boy lah.

MuahHAhah. Jestin and I! One of the library mugging gang members. And for the first time he's 'taller' than me!

Blood Donation Drive

Nehhhh.. not pain! Really! See the big smile on my face! =D I'm so proud to be a blood donor!

The stress 'ball' they gave us this year is so much cuter. haha

Donate Blood. It saves lives. Donating blood is not so painful and scary, really.

Class Outing

All these cans contain only one type of drink-Coca Cola.

And that's really a lot of voodoo dolls.

My dearest 1st 3 months classmate-Zhimin.

05S15! The best class ever.

Community Service Day

Kids! And because of them, we became kids that day too =)

Handsome. Pretty.

Our Aqua banner. I'm proud to announce that I helped out in painting some parts of it! Service with honour, they call it. haha (I think it's bullshit though). =D

Some Random Photos

Look at the number of latecomers on a typical Thursday. More than a hundred. I'm serious. Half of the grandstand was filled with latecomers lah.

My Da Jie/Ah Mah. RUTH! I miss you!!

Now I know why cherries are always associated with love. Cherries are heart-shaped!!

My lover and I. LOVER! Zz said that you are not bad looking! Want me intro?? Zz is v sweet n nice one! But I know he can't be compared to your SWEETEST lah hor? hahaha!

This is the amount of NJC exam foolscape I've managed to pocket during the past few exams. Heh. Saved some money on foolscape pad.

Common Test Week (During and After)..

Enjoying ourselves after the last paper.

Fake tulips! ah!

My dear dear fel fel. So cute lah. I'm sure she's hoping that the monkey could be John. hehe.

I wanna laugh whenever I see this photo. Spongebob reminds me of Fel. Patrick looks like James. Oh man, and when they are put together, they become the best combo.

Fel riding a motorbike (for kids). HEhe.

Oh dear. I'm so stressed! Look at my hair! Fine.. I admit it's the fan.. -_-"

My dearest popo. As adorable as ever.

I'm sure fel fel will come after me after seeing this entry. I better run.

Hida was gazing at the sky at 01:26.

22 August 2006

AhhHh!! I spent so much money these two weeks! It is already more than what I've saved! How am I going to save enough for backpacking if this continues!??!?!? ahhhHH!!!

Stop trying to be a flirt or a playboy when you know you are just not one. I know you are a much better guy than you seem to be. Why cover up? Why choose to leave a bad image? What are you afraid of?
Hida was gazing at the sky at 22:03.

14 August 2006

It'd be good if I can appreciate the beauty of languages more.

I like to be random. You can ignore me. I don't and won't give a damn.

I'm getting too frank nowadays.

Ya Song kor talked to me last night. He told me that he's interested in going Xiang Ge Li La for holidays and invited me to join him. hMm. I don't mind going, really. The last time I talked to Ya Song kor face to face was nearly five years ago. Really miss him a lot. Sadly, there are too many differences between us now. We grew up in different countries, different cultures and different backgrounds. Despite having spent a few years roaming our small town together before I moved to the city when I was almost six, I don't remember much of him. Neither does he remember much of me (other than all my naughty acts when I was a kid and the big scar I gave him while ice-skating back in China. Muahhaaha. See, I can never ice-skate. I have been trying to learn it since I was 5 or 6 but I still don't know how to ice-skate till now! Oh man, so loser =x ). That's why I am rather surprised that he suggested me to join him for the trip.

I wonder what will he say to me when he gets to see me again next year. One thing that's guaranteed will be: you are taller than me now! Hehehe! He said that he will bring me around his university as long as I have the time to stop by the city he's studying at. Guess it'll be a complete different experience, for his university is where artists, actors and actresses, directors and etc are produced! If you have forgotten, well, my Ya Song kor is learning to be a movie director now! I can't wait to see his first movie (although he reminded me that it will take a few years before his movie can be produced). Aiya, I just can't wait to see him (even though I know that I'll just keep quiet in front of him. haha shy mah. Haven't been seeing him for so long already you see)!

hmmMm. Having said so much, I think I'm really interested in going Xiang Ge Li La with him now! Guess I must plan my CNY holiday schedule as soon as possible so that I can give him an answer as early as possible. Just hope that he won't change his mind. There are so many things that had disappointed me, so much so that I don't dare to expect too much anymore, from anything, anyone.

I'm looking forward to CNY 2007. I miss him, I miss my Ya Song kor. I miss the days I spent with him when I was young. I miss the days I spent with him catching insects during summer. I miss the days we went ice-skating together in winter. I miss the days when we went to the park together to cycle. I miss the days when we went to see the annual kite festival together. I miss the days when he taught me how to fold paper airplanes. I miss the way he took care of me just as if I'm his sister. I miss the days when I know that someone is always there to protect me. I miss my dear Ya Song kor =)

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"If you want to tell someone how much they mean to you and how dear they are to you, please tell them whenever you have a chance, and if possible, right now."

I live by this rule. Time is not going to wait for you, neither will fate. I don't know what will happen to me the very next second. I don't know if I will ever get the chance to tell them whatever I want to say to them again. All I can do is to let my loved ones know how much I appreciate their presence in my life as long as I have a chance, so that if I were to die the next moment, I'll die with no regrets.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 22:34.

12 August 2006

If I were a guy, this will be the type of girl I will be searching for.


Sweet, beautiful, elegant, innocent, kind.

Just to clarify, I'm straight okay. Haha.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 23:23.

11 August 2006

I need to be more accepting.

I ought to love and accept my friends for who they are and what they are not. I feel so guilty. Shame on myself.

All lot of things have been going on inside my head this week. I have been thinking of a lot of incredible, crazy and stupid stuff, so much so that I couldn't concentrate in my studies. These thoughts shouldn't even exist. Stupid stupid stupid.

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I like to be with Fel, she is just so nice to bully. She's always there to listen to my crap regarding my eyecandy. I wonder how did she manage to take in all those rubbish. Thanks so much for the accompaniment in school. Thanks so for much for helping me with maths. Thanks so much for listening to me. I'll date you someday okay? I promise!! I LOVE YOU FEL FEL!!

I am so glad to have known Nuan Ting (my Xiao Ting Ting). I really enjoyed the time I spent with her in the library, studying. She's just so encouraging, nice and sweet. The way she cares for me really melts me. I LOVE YOU XIAO TING TING!! XD

To my lover, my dear darling Zhijun, you rock my socks too. Thanks for being so sweet and nice to me. Thanks for all your smses and the big smile you gave me every time I'm feeling low. Thanks for your candies too! I'm sorry that I'm not a born sweet person, I don't know how to express myself in front of others.. =X Just want to let you know that I really, really appreciated your love, care, your efforts in making me happy and your presence in my life. I LOVE YOU ZHIJUN!

I love you girls loads! =))

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A guardian angel, that's all =)
Hida was gazing at the sky at 22:27.

09 August 2006

Am I really that demanding? Am I so unreasonable?

Anyhows, jia you for prelims, yijia =)

I was happy last night. I am so glad that I was able to spend the night with Zz, rao and vig. Didn't get to see them at all since they were enlisted in April. And.. I pinched rao's cheeks!! It was really very nice of him to give in to my childish demands and acts and make me happy. hehehe =)) lalalalala~~ bleaH. Aiya and Vig is forever so cheeky. He doesn't have to tell jokes to make people laugh. All he had to do is to talk and laugh, and that will make everyone laugh. LoL.

Spent some time talking to a friend over the weekend. He pointed out my downfall in life. I never thought that would pose a problem until he told me.

What am I to you? A dummy variable?
Mother Theresa once said, ' When you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.' Oh well.. Tell me what can I do? haizz.. =)
Hida was gazing at the sky at 11:20.

05 August 2006

You don't have to if you don't want to, really.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 16:57.

02 August 2006

I like doing physics questions. My tuition teacher really made me love physics. Haiz. If only I'm more gifted in physics.. At least I won't be failing as badly as now..

Mugging in the school library is one of the happiest moments now. A conducive environment gives rise to a productive day. And this makes my happy.

I can envisage a big problem.

"I think everyone likes someone of his own calibre."
"I'm surrounded by elites."
I see..
Hida was gazing at the sky at 23:53.