I juz made my final decisions for the PAE thing and submitted the form. I always wanted to go Sa. It's my dreamt school. A school which I believe I'll do well and excel in. However due to pressure from my parents I have to give it up. In fact I do agree with their reason la.. It's bcoz Sa is not a top 5 Jc and the ranking isn't that good. This means that it might affect me quite a lot in the future. Cuz in reality ppl will judge u by wat school u come from n will not think: oh this person can go to a top 5 jc but he/she chooses not to go. It's really very well said, and I totally agree.

This is my order of the schools I chose:
1. NJC
2. VJC
3. SAJC
4. ACJC
5. AJC
6. CJC
7. PJC
8. JJC

In fact I wanted to put VJC as first choice, but it's really too far for me. I asked many JC people. Majority say that in JC, time is extremely precious. And spending too much time on traveling is never going to worth it. I dun really know much abt VJC, but I heard that the school is indeed much more happening than NJC and all those. I really do prefer VJ to NJ. My parents were ok with both. Then after listening to all the advice from my frens, I decided to put NJ as first choice. And if I do get in, it means I have to face all the bloody RV ppl for another 2 years. It also implies that I can't/most likely not going to join band. I'm not going to type out the reason here, cuz I might provoke some people. But it has nth to do with the band's ranking, standard, blah blah blah. Anyway, IF I DO GET IN.

I'm not going to care liao.. I'll leave it to god to decide.. BUT, crashing SA is a sure thing =]

Ok, I'm damn damn tried right now. Back ache shoulder ache -_-" Went shopping with 3 of my fellow lower sec classmates for graduation night stuffs. Of course I wasn't buying since I'm not attending the dinner. But since I'm so free, I might as well juz follow them.

All the 3 of them looked so damn chio in their gowns. You know, they were 'glowing'.

Mf joined us after her exam. She also tried on some gowns since she was waiting for her mum to pick her up later. Well, gotta say she really looks not bad in that pink gown. lol.

Grace joined us as well soon after. Congratz for finding a job, grace!

Tomorrow is the ACJC band Tune-In. Dunno if I should go or not, cuz the 3 of my fellow lower sec classmates are going to get their shoes tomorrow as well. aiya.

well, my exams are over, and this marked the end of my secondary school life. I should be playing like mad and hanging out with friends, but I'm not. I'm not happy. I dunno why. It's so empty. Everything is so screwed. I'm very sad. Why is my life so screwed. Why do I want to change. I'm just myself. Why do I bother to change. I'm such a bitch.

heyy I'm backK!!

NO MORE KAP!!! WaAHHhAHhAhh(ok la maybe still going next yr)

These 3 weeks are extremely tiring, both mentally and physically. But thanx to all those who wished me good luck, I kept all those sms.. haha esp josh, who kept me going thru out these 19days, and all those who were mugging at kap w me.. grace, the TCHS ppl, Squid, weemin, yijia and many more!!! =D

Conference? Sixth Sense ppl? =]

Departing on 27th, coming back on 15th Dec or so.