Err.. I can rmb wat I did on Mon. Oh ya stayed at home to study. Wanted to go KAP but then no one wants to go n I'm v bored.

Tuesday: Band was juz as boring. Went to KAP after that since band ended quite early. At KAP.. I..

Wednesday: Feel that though I'm 'studying' everyday, I wasted my time away.

Thursday: Went national stadium for SYF rehearsal. On e way back, my junior was talking abt a topic called Spontaneous Human Combustion. If u wanna know more abt it, watch Discovery Channel on 29th June. Very interesting. Smth that's still unsolved. While walking home, er dunno why but I felt so depressed.. haha e feeling sux. Cried over nth at 2am. Haiz

Ha.. hmm.. I'm v happy today.. bcoz... nvm. haha. And Ben goh, haiz I regret to say but u dun really look cute w e soft toys hanging on ur bag. In fact u look weird.

Saturday: kns it's so damn cold at KAP.. I'm frozen.. haiz.. Sch reopening, it'll be another busy term b4 prelims start. Am I prepared? I dun think so. I'm worried. Worried that I will flunk badly and can't go SA. Wan Xin said tt I'm v confident, er well, to a certain extent bah I suppose. Oh ya I'm going back to china for holidays after Os, I might be able to see snow!! After almost 9 yrs man.. =)

Sunday: Going Kap soon, doing last min revision for Block Tests next week, which is tml. Pray for me ppl. Also, all e best to the JC2s who are having Block Test 2 next week. To e girls fr SMSS, good luck for ur Mid Yr Exams.

Oh yeah went for CIP at Yew Tee CC today. Bloody hell it was damn super hot. Din expect to see yy. He was w his Rj guitar club teaching ppl how to play guitar. I learnt e C, G, F and A minor chords fr his bro. woOhoO~ I can play Qing Fei Dei Yi.. which actually sounds like rubbish n I can't rmb wat chord to play at wat time. Ma de.

Took 190 at CCK to Orchard w bryant n mc. Bought e pair of shoes for my mum.. well she wanted to buy it ytd but realised that she didn't bring any cash nor credit card when she was abt to pay. Walked fr Centre Pt to PS n saw Rene on e way. Rmb that e last time I saw her was like.. er.. forgot =x Headed to Clark Quay after calling BZ n found a suitable tie for my dad after like 2 hours. Ma de.

I'm passing out soon!! Very Very soon!! I can't wait for it to happen!! argHhh!!! 17th July 2004!! I'll be out of RVCB!! hoOOrayYyy!

All thanx to Josh. I've got e recording of Knife finally. A v suitable song for breaking up n u want ur that someone to come back to u.

Had class BBQ on Tues. This might be our last official gathering b4 Os. WE celebrated 4 persons' birthdays in one go, namely Peck Lim's, Chia Ming's, Clement's and Jason's. Surprisingly all e June babies are boys. Haha. Spent $130+ on food and stuffs. Class fund is bandkrupt again. Gotta go after those who have not handed in class fund, immediately when sch reopens. Headache.

Went to KAP to study again today w Edwina n Zz. Saw Mr Lim Lip Hua. He put on a v evil smile when he saw me. dotz. Saw my junior Jane too. She's always so cute nia. Haha.

I haven't watch Harry Potter yet!!! Wanted to watch just now, but realised that I did not bring enough money. Somemore the next show was only 10mins away n thus there's not enough time for me to go home n get money. Think I've to catch it next week liao. This week uh.. no more suitable time.

I slept from 1730hrs all e way till 2330hrs ytd. Woke up n did 2 hrs of revision on A maths, cuz I really hope that I can get at least an A2 for it in Os.

Before going back to sleep again, I started reading a book which I borrowed on Tuesday. It was damn interesting, I juz couldn't stop reading it. In the end, I read half of e book before finally dozing off.

Woke up at 9am to finish up my draft for e next edition of Yang Fan Bao. With my classmate's help, I was able to open e files from e disket, finally. Saw rao online n msg him. Think he's slightly better now, but then.. ah well I dunno wat to do.. Juz kind of v worried for him.. Smth is juz not right. I went to read his blog, n one of his most recent entries gave me a v funny feeling, guilt? I dunno. Juz hope that I didn't hurt him, though he sounded like he was. =| Gotta say again, nice guy he is, n someone who will make one feel v xin tong. Ask me why I feel this way? I dunno.. juz a feeling.

In fact rao put me into deep thoughts again. Should I allow my peers to influence me? Or stick to my original plan? Why am I so undecisive suddenly? Hmm.. maybe he's right, I shouldn't be influenced by them. ya haha. One good thing abt rao is that watever he says, it's definitely a good advice. I always trust him. yup =]

God bless him.

Cool.. CJC concert was not bad, esp e choir. Anyway gotta say again: zZ u look so gay!! Vig's solo is so so sO damn nice. Now I finally get wat qisheng mean already.

Ruth is in Canada. I envy that a lot.. kaOz I've not been out of Asia till now loh. Only fr China to Singapore to Malaysia. kns.. N my dad has been to almost everywhere.. mind u, it's almost. Esp Europe!!! The place where I wanna enjoy my golden days after I retire.

hmMm v busy during e pass few days. had been studying at kap with Sab. She took her Os on Monday and I think she's enjoying her life now.

I'm going out for midnight jog almost everyday to train my muscles. There's improvements.

SYF Opening ceremony is in a month's time. Juz went to e national stadium for rehearsal on Tues. I became darker. I was cracking all e way.. so paiseh nia.

Dunno wat's wrong e me in sch. I'm forever singing Knife. It's juz.. sooOOOooo damn nice. My class is having another BBQ gathering soon. However more than half of e class have not handed in class fund yet!! I've been a treasurer since last yr n I've had enough.. It feels so shitty when I've to go ard n ask for money, or even beg for money. argH!

Seriously I dun feel like going band loh.. it's really taking up too much of my time. Abt 15 hours a week. That's a lot for a Sec 4. Ok la sjimb is even worse, but I think I really need e time to brush up my studies.. n considering I'm still getting L1R5 above 25.. that's v bad. In fact I've never scored L1R5 below 20 since Sec 3 loh.. My mum wants me to get 10 pts or below for Os nia but I think I can hardly make it.

My passion for billiard!! Billiard is my life!! Well, think when I have enough savings, e first thing I'll buy will be a pool table. That's my first goal, or wish. Oh ya I haven't make a wish for my bdae yet leh.. Dunno wat to wish for.

English hwk is a killer. I've 345 words to learn by e end of e holidays. It's preparation for SAT, well u know.. there's no more SAT in A level's.. Nvm, Learning more doesn't hurt. There's no hwk for HCL!! First time in Rv.

gd news.. Gd News!! Mrs Look is considering to allow e girls in Rv to keep long hair!! Being e only sch that doesn't allow e girls to keep long hair now in Singapore, I guess she's been receiving a lot of pressure to keep that tradition. For boys.. Shorts might be changed to Bermudas.. I wonder if they can still tuck out their jackets or not.. Looks weird uh?

Was talking w YJ before I came home juz now. eH sorry for my 'tortise' theory uh, really can't help it.. WhAHah oh well.. yea I miss our pri sch days so much. Mrs Tan's fav quotes," Who is that shitting away? What's e commotion abt?". Cheuk Yin's 'jackass' story, Jaryl's laughters.. Pushkar's names(push-car, push-lorry, push-aeroplane, etc.).. My arguments w Mrs Tan on e tomboy issue, e 3-Madelines' legend, Xavier's tan ra-dio story n rubbish.. Yong Quan's Cold Storage comedy.. Roy n e girls' toilet plus half bottle of gel. ah juz too much to say. haha sadly they can only be memories.. Hope there can be a class gathering after Os. I'm not going to organise uh YJ, I had enough of that.

Btw, e tulips are still alive, but not in v gd conditions, almost a month liao.