You touched my life
With your softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran out of love

I tell myself I'm free
Got the chance of livin' just for me
No need to hurry home
Now that you're gone

CHORUS:
Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded
Knife
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend
Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
It's just a show

I'm on a stage
Day and night I go through my charades
But how can I disguise
What's in my eyes

CHORUS

Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh

I've tried and tried
Blocking out the pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you
Wanting you

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
I'm so deeply wounded
[2X]

You cut away the heart
Of my life

Mf n ruth are watching soccer match now in e living room. Zz juz left.

I was on my way to sch in my dad's car one day. I slept so little that I dozed off soon when my dad started driving. A familiar tune was heard after dunno how long. Being only half awake, I didn't take notice of it. It was after sometime when I realised tt it's my fav song It Might Be You by Steven Bishop, orchestra version. The music was impressive, I was so touched. Many memories came back to my mind. Felt very bored suddenly. Memories, bad ones.

Music has become part of my life. It has brightened up my life. However more importantly, it's a history recorder to me. Every song or piece of music will bring back a lot of memories to me. One will be Eternal Flame by London Symphonic Orchestra. It reminds me of my depression period during e 2nd half yr of Sec 2 life. That's oso e time when I got close to ruth n e sji ppl. Hidamari No Uta brings me back to my Pri 5-6 life. I'm v crazy abt that song, even after such a long time of 5 years.

WohoOo mid year exams are over, and I'm finally 17!!!

I'm not going to talk abt my exams, I'll leave it to god.

Went to orchard on tues after my last paper. Played pool for almost 2hours. Ok, e gd thing is that my skills improved =] At least I can aim better now, though I still need a lot of practice. Muz get josh to teach me one day. Idiot vig, he's growing taller n taller.. n Ruth.. more n more jiejie-like, can nag n nag n nag at me non-stop one. Mf, u really look v funny in that bluish uniform, my classmate thought that u were from Commonwealth Sec when she saw us at Hereen. My dearest bro, he looks more n more mature n yandao now, eh no, more n more pretty boy la haha. Well to tell e truth, seriously, I find it v hard to predict or guess wat my bro is thinking abt. He's damn myterious to me. Maybe bcoz we stay too far fr each other n didn't really try to get close to each other. Anyway no matter wat, having a god bro is gd enough, I'm not that demanding. A bit disappointed leh cannot ask ppl like jacky pay n weemin to join us.. they still having mid yr exams.. Grace got not mood.. Rao's class ends v late..

Thanx everyone for e tulips.. gotta say everyone, cuz I dunno who came up w that idea =x sorry. The tulips are in e fridge now, in gd conditions as well.

Spent e whole Wed afternoon cleaning n tidying up my room. Repaired my book shelf too. Hit my thumb while trying to hammer a nail into e wood. Bloodyhell. Dunno y I'm so careless.