hmm mid yr exams will end on 11th May. I'll be going Orchard to play pool after that. Feel free to join me. Ruth, I go kap everyday. I mean by e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y.

Have been reaching home after 11pm during weekdays now..sometimes even 12 midnight. V tried. Really. Luckily my mum have been forcing me to drink a glass of HL milk n a bowl of yogurt per day to keep me going. Seldom will I have a proper meal. Gotta save money, cuz I still owe my auntie 90 bucks since last yr!! yea.. as u may wonder why.. well I broke e ceiling fan while playing soccer in class n gotta pay for it. Didn't tell my parents, or else my mum will go mad. ah.. I take ages to save, n I really dun feel it's nice to owe her for so long. v paiseh nia.

Norah Jones, she rawks. Sweet voice she has, v relaxing n dreamy. John Stevens is a gd singer. He's only 16, n yet he's so mature.

Song of the Week:

Reality
by Richard Sanderson

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality,
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist,
honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true,
show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of reality
may be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true,
feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

AGH kb me today.

She picked almost everything on me. To her, I have attitude prob. Fine, watever. I don't give a damn abt her man.

I'm having serious shortage of slp now. 8 hours for 3 days. oh man cannot tahan liao. Feel that I'm getting weaker. Topic on Vectors in A-maths is giving me a lot of probs. Not really that hard, but tedious in fact. I can spend 30min on juz one qns(with 90% concentration at least). Don't be surprised to see me tearing up me hwk or smth while doing maths at Kap. Hard to handle, yet I dun feel like giving up. Cuz I gotta learn everything as much as possible, so that I can score gd enough in e mid exams to be able to escape e fate of dropping any subjects for Os.

Tired, exhausted, weak, sick, pain. I can feel everything. My headaches are killing me these few days. Maybe it's due to e lack of slp. How I wish there's a day for me juz to slp, slp and slp.

Saturday will be Rv's annual sports day. I'm going to skip, as usual. That's juz me.

Ocean Deep

Love , can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night
Please don't leave me behind
No , don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask
And that is all
Ooh love , I've been searchin' so long
I've been searchin' high and low
And little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go
Maybe you'll need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask
And that is all


-I-
I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't fly
As a string of pearls
The pretty girls go sailin' by


-II-
Ocean deep
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
Solitary room

Ocean deep
Will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep
Ocean deep


Now , can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear the word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feelin' when we touch


Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask
And that is all


Repeat -I-
Repeat -II-
I'm so lonely , lonely , lonely (Ocean deep)
On my own in my room
I'm so lonely
(Ocean deep)
I'm so lonely , I'm so lonely ...

Congrats to SJIMB for getting a distinction in e Marching Assessment 2004. U guys are wonderful. The bagpipes were nice, n e dressings were v neat. U are e best among e 4 bands, trust me =]

The display bands were not as entertaining as 2 years ago though. Somehow I think they can do better. Well, overall, it's still alright.

Went to Esplanade after dinner at orchard. The place was peaceful n beautiful, filled w laughters of e sjimb ppl. haha v ironic.

rao, it's not e end of e world.

     oh yea man finally e blog's done.

     Gd newsSs -- my backbone test is NEGATIVE!!! WooOo My backbone's finally straight after 16yrs! My height has also increased by 0.52cm. So now is abt 175.2cm. waH kaO so happy nia.

      BaD newsSs -- I'll have to meet e principal sooner or later cuz of my lousy results. kbkB. Too bad my results are juz hopeless.

     The weather's pretty warm recently. I sit at one well sheltered corner in e class. Good place to slp, but not a v gd place to sit when u are trying to concentrate during these few days.

     SJIMB will be having their SYF Outdoor Marching Band Competition 2004 this Saturday. All the best to them, and to all e other bands that are taking part in e comp as well. Cheuk Yin, JiA yoU! I'll be cheering for u!! =] U raWk man!

Song of the week : The Last Waltz

I wondered should I go or should I stay
The band had only one more song to play
And then I saw you out the corner of my eyes
A little girl alone and so shy
I had the last waltz with you
Two lonely people together
I fell in love with you
The last waltz should last forever
But the love we had was goin' strong
Through the good and bad we'd get along
And then the flame of love died in your eye
My heart was broke in two when you said goodbye
I had the last waltz with you
Two lonely people together
I fell in love with you
The last waltz should last forever
It's all over now
Nothing left to say
Just my tears and the orchestra playing
La la la la la la la la la la,
La la la la la la la la la la.
I had the last waltz with you
Two lonely people together
I fell in love with you
The last waltz should last forever
La la la la la la la la la la

     Thursday was a disaster. I'm really surprised that I did not use any dirty words. WHAT THE HELL. If u choose to live in ur own world, fine w me.

     Thanx J Chua for chatting w me when u came. Cuz it brightened up my 'night' after e incident earlier on. To tell u e truth, I'll rather wait. U know wat I'm saying hor? CongraTs for being top in ur class =]

     Firday is James's bdae. Sorry James I didn't know abt it until u told me in e afternoon.. paiseh no present for u.. =x Maybe I'll treat u some alcoholic drink during e 6th sense chalet at e end of e yr, provided there's one n u are present.

     Went to study w Irwin at Science Centre's Mac. Saw another rv girl who knows all e staffs there well, including e manager. Got free meal from e manager, cuz he knew that we are her frens. Bought a some gift in return, anyway it's his last day working there. He has been promoted. A v friendly young man, who's only 20 this yr.

     Well sorry again KT, can't go out w u sia got family gathering.. my dad forced me to attend as usual.

     Played pool n bowling after e dinner. Did not really perform well. Feeling a bit moody in fact.

     Fish.. e impact's too big. How could u..

      Had been going against quite a number of sch rules recently.. bring hp, discman etc. Anyway, I love breaking rules. However, pls do admit that I'm quite 'feng gong shou fa' when I'm in e public ok? lol maybe I'm only rebellious in sch la, cuz Rv sux.

      KaOz I really do love my class man. Mass eating in e class illegally despite e warnings. AhhAHHAa even our chairperson n deputy chairperson join us nia, they even brought food for us. Got dumplings.. ba kua.. hmm.. chocolates.. jelly.. Aiya basically anything edible la haha.

      Well everyone in my class is working damn hard now. We automatically stayed back after sch to finish up our work everyday. I love it man. That's e class spirit!RV 4Graffiti 2004 raWk forever!!

      Band is pretty boring, cuz we have been playing 16 marches for SYF opening ceremony 2004 for a few weeks. Going to do a recording later. Think e Totoro theme song sounds better than all of them lo.

      Lastly, I wanna join cHoiR!!!! And I wanna get out of RVCB, out of RVHS!! hai~ still have abt 240+ days to go.. =..(