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Sunday, December 30, 2012
privacy. i like having my own space, that is why i sleep alone i don't like people to intrude my space and many times that made me feel like the most selfish person alive. everything i have, the roof over my head is not what i've paid for. my parents did. and i think even if i don't like it, i should let them be. when i was a child, all i wanted was for my parents to be around more often and i wanted to stick around all day at night with them but as busy parents they work hard day and sometimes night for this home, for me. Now that i'm all grown up i'm so used to being alone all along since i was a kid that privacy is so important to me. I'd like to be able to walk around in a boxer, or sleep naked but i can't someone would open my door in the morning and that kinda sucks I'd like to be able to do my assignments in my room but the tv is in the room and both my parents are watching different channels so i have to come to the kitchen instead, that kinda suck too I'd like to have my own apartment, but i know one day when i finally moved out i will miss everything this home has offered. so what is it? oh well... i can't sleep naked for sure! it's a blessing to be in this home, i'd never take these folks for granted. if the kitchen is taken, i can always make a trip to starbucks! because i love them. I have tried and still am a fool for love. yet i live with no regrets Thought i had held it altogether where all the broken pieces are glued back piece by piece over the months and days and gone were the nights tears fell to the ground then it all came back to me like a rush of blood shot up the head i am the option until one day someone else takes over me. it's been a year now and i still feel the same way i did and i should be ashamed of myself because until today, this very moment, you still treat me LIKE AN OPTION. They said, the hardest decision is to decide to try harder or to walk away. We ask ourselves different question everyday when we're the ones with the answers and solutions to them all at the end of the day. The hemisphere of denial is just a pre mode before the answer undresses by night. A problem is not one when there's a solution. And until this day, i still believe that God wouldn't give me a rock so big that i couldn't bear it's weight. we're all courageous we're all over comers we're all strong enough to live another day. when people take you for granted, the ONLY option is to walk away be brave, be happy. because someday when you look back you know you've made the right decision. :) last day of 2012? still no idea how it's gonna turn out to be, maybe id be in bed sleeping when the clock strikes 12. haha.. HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS!! 2013 is gonna be great!! Thursday, December 27, 2012
what do you need? I need a blue sky holiday, sunny beaches and lots of sun tanning activities... that should be good enough for a holiday. oh, and lots of time for a good book and writings. As we come to a close for 2012, before crossing over to 2013 and getting all hyped about "new year resolutions" i sat down and begin to think about how 2012 have turned out to be, as the seasons run through my head, i'm so glad and thankful that i've been blessed in many ways. My parents are in good health, my friends are all doing well, and i still have a job! haha! 2012 A season of joy A season for love A season of pain A season of realisation A season for growth And the struggles felt like winter. 2013 I'm not into resolutions because it's so hard to stick to one! yes? no? so what exactly holds for 2013? are you ready for a brand new year? "Will i spend my nye the same way i did last year? i'm a fool for love and i crave for things that would eventually kill me" good night people. Thursday, December 20, 2012
Run, baby run. The body doesn't know the difference between nerves and excitement panic and doubt the beginning and the end the body just tells you to get the hell out sometimes you can work, that's the reasonable thing to do but sometimes you listen, you're suppose to trust your gut right? when your body says run, run. Thursday, December 13, 2012
Life has got its strange ways to make you see what you need to.
At the right place, on the right time.
some people like to call it fate.
I'd like to think that it's just how God works in our lives.
you can run, you can't hide
you can walk, and only continue walking to have faith that the road ahead will be good.
Rick warren wrote in his book and explains how we would always be in some form of struggle/problems in life. if you've just got out of one, there's another one ahead. which i find it meaningful, and some what true. it isn't about getting out of it though it's good but the breath of fresh air you get before knowing it's time to dive and swim again.
it's been a year now since i joined my current company, 12 months has it's tale to tell.
the true colours to see, and to those who have helped me in every way i have them to thank and be grateful for. the lessons i've learnt are irreplaceable, and i treasure the friendships i had with some.
it's been a challenging year, but i'm glad it turned out well.
The assignments are here and the weeks ahead seems tiring already
i could picture myself swimming across another island that seemed so near but the actual distance and the process draining my energy slowly. i've got to carry myself through this but i know i'm not alone.
oh yes! this is the very first entry i'm doing from the MacBook Air
it has finally happened and i'm so happy!!!
this is also the first time in my life i've spent so much on a single receipt, boy my heart was exploding when i walked in the shop and it felt so surreal!
After one year of deciding to buy or not to and until i've finally decided to get one. . .
i could have easily gotten myself a MacBook Air with my parents help but i thought to myself it's about time you save up for something you really want to get for yourself. So it's been months of planning and making sure that i'd be able to get it by December as a christmas present for myself and through God's grace the MacBook Air is officially mine on 7th dec 2012 :)
and i am so blessed.
Monday, December 3, 2012
then.. It can be scary to find out you had been wrong about something but we can't be afraid to change our minds to accept that things are different we have to be willing to give up what we used to believe and be willing to accept what is and not what we thought then. we'll find ourselves exactly where we belong |
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