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Saturday, August 30, 2008
FRIDAY-29 AUG 2008 i'm gonna slp now... gonna wake up at 6am for work tml STAY TUNNED! ima gonna blog tomorrow night, if i still have energy. STAT's EXAM is on MONDAY!!! monday is such a significant day, i'll tell you more tomorrow. gd night=) Thursday, August 28, 2008
the agenda of today...haha *last day of training oh man, tomorrow is the day man! i'm still un-sure if i need to work on sat. i hope not... haha *The food at Tamp is AMAZING! you know the old chang key there sells 1.nasi lemak 2.fried bee hoon 3.peng kuay(hokkien) ( the pink colour triangle thing) and everything else in the MORNING See..there's an advantage when ya get up early..har har har.. *I WENT RUNNING TODAY!! like finally, i know. ran for an hr, didn't wanna run too much cause i know for sure tomorrow i'm going to be standing for a long long time. oh yes, there's school tomorrow i'm pretty vexed. i'm lost after probability, everything looks alien to me. YOU KNOW! i have a urge to go shopping in bangkok in the (near future>like this yr) and and, i'm so not getting any pay this mth, ask the bank why. AND i miss hanging out with lin and the other 2 (sisters)HAHAHAHA.. let's go out soon after our (sisters) exam alright!! chomp chomp! Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I'm finally home! it's been a long day that doesn't feels long.. OKAYS. i'm crapping. Stats getting tougher as usual. I NEED TO BREATH STATS into me. RAHHSSSS!!!! don't knw what to blog today man. oh i ate sweet potato today it's super nice! :) i popped 2 pimples earlier, it's disgusting...(whoops) tomorrow will be a better day.. i'm so coming to an end of my training... tml's the LAST DAY! oh my! i'm pretty nervous, cause i'll finally really actually initially start having my own counter soon..(oh my!! =X ) no worries, i'm gonna tell myself i can make it it's going to be easy~! i proclaim! it will be!!! * i need to STOP thinking/entertaining abt some-things... just STOP IT. Tuesday, August 26, 2008
daddie's really nice today, he drove me to work...yeahs :D more time to rest, har har today's probably one of those day that bad news comes throwing at you kind of feel like a little out of air and your brain is parked with an elephant (big ones, small ones, gigantic ones)...loads of elephants... i just feel like running.. go for a jog or something... vent out all the anger and discouragement ya see. as everyone in singapore today knows... IT RAINED. totally ruin my plan. it's alright~~ i received a call from noel, it's prata house outing! =) YEAHS! i'm a little happie now... :) MORE! reasons to be :)(happie) When i open the letter box today i received a CARD!!! (FYI:i was expecting this card on my birthday, infact that was what i was waiting for all the time, sadly it didn't came to past, so i moved on in life BUT!! they didn't forget!!!) one look and i recognise the hand writing... it's from some one really close to heart. that really made my day ten times better, when i got home.. mommie's home!!! she cooked all my fav food and even asked me if i'm tired at work today because i had class last-night.. O-LRIGHT larrs.. all these really made me so happie. :D prata session was hilarious... i had the best laugh of the week... tomorrow's gonna be fun, work and sch... CHIONG AH! i will fight till the end, no doubt it's dam tiring. just a little bit more. gonna make it in life:) WHAT IF/WHY NOT? Monday, August 25, 2008
WHAT IF vanessa can be a Uni Grad? WHY NOT? that's all i have for you tonight, that statement above really made me think for the whole entire day. gd night! Sunday, August 24, 2008
alrights.. Coming to an end of this week, indeed a stretching one. I get to experience the accelerating life that I'll be leading soon. if you were to ask me what am i going to expect for the rest of this year i'll probably tell you i'm going through a season of stretching, one that i will never imagine myself going through... and i'm not stress because i choose not to be locked in a mindset that constanly allow myself to be ill-discipline, and enter a cycle of discouragement. personally, i know my capacity level is reaching the ceiling soon...yup.. SO it's time for breakthroughs! NOW..2 new grounds to take! my studies and my job! -being a bank teller is certainly not easy, it requires 100% of my focus and 200% of your mind. WHICH MEANS>>>( no more late nights ) -being a stats student, i need to only not understand what the lecturer is teaching but i must also be hardworking enough to practice my stuff...(it's oh so math) Thank God i've got many pple ard to push me and encourage me, they are my strength, my pillar and my everything. they are the ones who believes that i can do everything that i've set my heart upon. I will not disappoint you! i'm gonna do well! =) who says and ITE graduate cannot be a university grad? no one can limit you except yourself. Dream big. 23 Aug 2008 SATURDAY! i just reached home.. haha.. i'm gonna watch tv! haven't watched tv for 5days straight..(clap clap clap) woke up at 8am/10am/12.30pm... Mommie bought breakfast! "chee chong fan" + "zui kuey"= share share.. :D after eating we went out.. uhhhhhzzz.. it rained.. went to visit grand-ma.. saw my auntsssss... they talked and talked and as usual.. ask me the same questions.. are you still going to church? and you know my reply.. YES. i am. haha~ have boyfriend already? i said nah.. not now.. and their usual reply... "good, find slowly" and it goes on and on~ ~ ~ ~ mommie was looking for clothes..so we went to toa pa yoh~ ate there.. and then went to AMK.. and she only manage to get like 1 top... Shopping with my mom is not easy, she's very fussy.. VERY,, but she's my mom.. which means i have the potential to be fussy too.. yeah yeah.. after shopping, head off to jeremy chan's birthday party at his house.. it was such a nice gathering.. :) PICTURESssss... *pretty blue dress( zi lian-ing lahs) *jem chan's birthday celebration....      HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEMERY CHAN AND JOSEPH!!   Mr jeremy chan and his stupid thing on my head~  And the birthday cake~ haha. it was hand made by his mom!!! *i'm craving for chom pang nasi lemak now... oh man! Saturday, August 23, 2008
CLEAR that THOUGHTS INBOX ! 22 AUGUST 2008 Start of class:super tired~ the only thought that came in my mind was to take cab home straight after lesson.. (in my mind)>>>tsk tsk tsk.. waste $) haha... work/training today was simply drain-ing... dry-est of all dryness.... woke up at like 8.10 today... as usual i find myself ignoring the 5am alarm again for consectivly 2 weeks... the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.(this is not an excuse*pls*) through out the whole lesson of today, i find it so hard to concentrate! it's irriatting! (rahhhhsss) *perhaps my brain's tired.. but i was just constantly throwing my thoughts away....washing my thoughts inbox deleting my naive thinking.. and facing probability! when my lecturer was teaching!!! and it's really annoying when one don't reply smses/and is un-contactable. don't blame me for being not understanding. but anyway.. today's MUMMY's BIRTHDAY!!! whoo.. i'm so blessed to have my mom ard=) she really loves me ALOT! i bought her a bonia wallet, cause i realised that she don't have a proper wallet so yeah.. (who says can only have 1 present?) 2.crab tree and Evelyn's lavender hand lotion.. to protect her lovely hands.. HAR HAR=D she was so happy.. that makes me happy too.. dad was just sitting at the side (jealous...)hahahahah! oh man~ i love my family! :) *there's a lump in my left shoulder, and it's acheing.... (feel like taking out my shoulders and buy a new one from body shop)...... Thursday, August 21, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!!!! YOU'RE 19 TOO!! =) i'm done with home work for school tomorrow.. haha spent the past 1hr plus packing my room.. then started on stats till now. just before i forget.. i must blog about something really embarrassing today. OMGNESS.. On my way to tamp interchange, i was just filled with many thing in my mind..soon i entered the queue for bus 969 and when i bought the bus i realised that i've not top up my ez-link card yet. the next thing anyone would do is to dig for coins.. and i only have 70cents!!! but i needed $1.70. and the worse thing is i only have 2 $10 bucks in my wallet!!! i was like... uncle do you have change? and he just asked me if i would like to alight and change at the counter, FYI it was 6plus(PM) and bus 969 you can imagin how long the queue would be like right.. so i figured out that i have to be a little thick skin now.. so i approach a girl and asked her if she have change of $10 but she said "hey, just take the $1, it's alright" OH MAN! THANK GOD MAN! i was so thankful i tell you.. my face and ears were all red!! super mah lu.. but really if i get to bump into her again i'll thank her big time! haha... On my journey i was thinking to myself, hey i really need to do some running... the weather is good and today's the only day i'm free, tml i've got sch, weekends are kind of not for running.. so today sounds good! 6plus run to 7plus then head home for dinner! AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW... my phone rang~ and it's DADDY. daddy: ah girl ah! tomorrow is mummy's birthday, go out for dinner tonight leh, where are you now? Me: i'm on my way home, why not you call mummy and tell her instead? daddy:don't want lah.. i'm busy.. you call her, then call me back. and it goes on.. my running plan is gone again! humph! but dinner was cool.. haha... a fruitful one i would say.. head home straight after dinner.. (burp) i need to sleep..but i'm kind of not tired.. haha.. *oh..i've set up alarms to top up my ez-link card now.. har har... Wednesday, August 20, 2008
BOO HOO~ i had stats lesson today! it was good man~ haha... i think studying is really the training of mind la.. memorising kinds of brings you no where until you begin to understand what you are studying.. yea yea..enough of sch now... oh.. i captured some interesting notice found at my work place's pantry... it's kind of cool~   TAR DA~ pple complain that i dun have pictures in my blog that i'm in my uniform... so here you go~ hahhahaha  head home straight after sch man.. long long day.. but i'm still wide awake now.. and and i just did my face mask! like FINALLY you knw.. haha.. mask was cool.. they are my pimple's food.. eeewww.. it sounds a little wrong here.. fine~ it's the therapy for clearing those unsightly pimps away.. HAHA... alrights... i need to rest now. tml's an early early morning man!!! gd night world! =) oh! just to highlight one of the music video i've been watching here's one to share.. CAUTION! it's pretty goth~ but i like it! the band and the band! the music la.. but i don't really like the vocals.. most of the time i don't understand what she's singing, but her back-up/choir's dam zai! the musicians are crazy, but it's just so good la.... whoo! the mixture of the whole song is just so amazing, can't being to wonder how they did it.. they're like dream theater man..but it's night wish.. haha.. ghost love score. Here's the link!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VF0BlXP-0Y&NR=1 19 AUG 2008.. BRYAN'S BACK!!!! THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE YEST POST!! haha.. i was gone when i reached home..so i'm posting now~! Alrights.. bryan's back! like finally.. yup..and yes we met!! together with FX and Xin... seriously i think bry's style had changed somehow.. but i should not comment abt it... heeeee... we had dinner at sakae wheelock... suppose to head for a movie but it was too late so we decided to walk ard instead.. soon we find ourselve at "kinokuniya">okays..i knw it's spelt wrongly..BUT STILL... you understand right~ hahah... sat dwn for a while and then brayn has to go off to meet his beloved jia yang... hahaha...               Tuesday, August 19, 2008
School orientation today! whoo! feels gd to be back studying again~ went to work today, was asking my manager if i culd become a full-time staff instead... working part time is really pathetic. can't begin to paint to you the picture of how pathetic it would be..so yeah.. hopefully i'll be able to work full time, i really really need the money.... but on the other hand, i'll be transferred to another branch if i'm really gonna be on full-time.. that's pretty sad though :( guess i'm used to the environment already.. the pple at the branch are nice pple. friendly and just like family. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ my random thoughts..(nt so positive....but still) what if one day you loose everything you once had? will you still remain faithful?or rather your friends are not doing well... would you still be there for them? or would you just be busy with your life? haha... can't begin to describe how it feels when you're doing well and every one's there, but when you're not doing so much now, no one's ard. if i can't turn to you, i'll simply turn away. alot of time, i've realised the decision we make matters with a YES or NO. there isn't really a perhaps or maybe to turn to. really don't want to give up this walk, but i don't know what i'm holding on to. i choose to tell myself i can make it. but i don't know why. hopefully i'm choosing the right choice. Saturday, August 16, 2008
FINALLY IT's FRIDAY!!! it's funny how funny i begin to think what kind of person i am.. i thought i'm a simple person, but then again i don't think so.. everything seems so pure and simple when we're young, running around in the void decks.. playing block catching, rolling ard the grass, playing in the rain water and many more.. at least that's what i was doing when i was a kid.. those were the days that i had no worries other that hateing the fact that i'll have to wake up at 6.30am for school... HAR HAR HAR... i could remember so clearly the day that my parents both had to work and my grand-ma was at home and she was putting socks for me at 6.45am.. and walking me to school, holding my hands, carried my sch bag and just before she left, she'll tell me to wait for her outside the school gate after school at 1pm. i miss my grand-ma.. :) if only there's a way to remain pure as we were then of young age. perhaps many things would have changed. i wish i could remain pure and simple in this life that i lead. complicated thinking only leads to destruction. i wanna live my life great. = no regrets or whatsoever.. haha.. i love my life! Thursday, August 14, 2008
new updated pimples.. goshhhh! my oh my... i slept at 11pm last night! early man.. woke up at 8.30am... so that's abt 9/half hrs of sleep? haha... but i think i slept too much... i was still feeling tired at work.. I got to try some hands on stuff in the bank today! exciting+stress.. but it was all cool! HAR HAR.. And finally i had the right time to trim my brows... =) as usual it's a little painful.. went to northpoint to get some pen and wrapping paper..hehe... northpoint is no longer northpoint anymore man.. i think it should be called "no point" cause 50% of the shops in the building are all closed!! including our fav star bucks! goodness! perhaps due to the new building next door..haha.. hope that the shops will be open real real soon!! alrights.. my nose is running... my eyes are red.. i'm gonna rest now.. Zzzzzz..... btw.. i was reading my magazine earlier..came by a page that says body shop's selling a series of products for better sleep at night.. i'm pretty interested to know more abt it actually.. HAR HAR.. shall find out more if i happen to pass by body shop tml.. Tuesday, August 12, 2008
let's talk a little bit more about work today! pple at work place calls me "xiao mei" which means little girl... back at the branch.. most of the pple working there are still schooling... night classes at sim and acca... compared to them i'm much luckier perhaps because i don't have classes at night every day..but they do.. so try putting myself in their shoes..it must be VERY tiring for them... i wonder how they survive in work and in class man.. today i had a meeting with my boss. our CM in short.. the manager of the branch. just a short one but filled with alot of things to capture... i kept writing in my note book just in case i forgot..haha.. soon i was back at the front counter observing my mentor... today there's lesser crowd.. so i got to learn alot more from mentor....my feet's still nt used to heels! arrrgghhh!!!! but i bought crocs to work!!! hehehehee... still i feel very un-focused though...dunno why.. gonna make sure i give in my 100% tml. time passed really fast today.. =) har har har.. head straight home after work.. slept for awhile.. wake up for dinner... watch some tv.. back to mugging for awhile.. couldn't focus somehow.. ai yer.. hate it man. being so un-focused can really ruin my day. Monday, August 11, 2008
oh man... i'm feeling kinda blue now.. and i don't know why, self-motivation yo! vanessa chan! you can do it! =) jia you! =D feel like doing something fun and silly to feel better.. haha.. like.. screaming/ hugging someone or something.. nvm.. i have funky jordon to hug. haha.. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! (i've screamed. . . ) gd night everybody! =) FIRST DAY at bukit batok branch... didn't had a gd night sleep last night man.. i was excited and nervous for today.. woke up at 8am..went for breakfast with mom at 9am... travelled to bukit batok mrt station... haha... and i reached work place at 10.30am i think i'm super early! haha... immediately i started work... met with my manager Veron, she's a really nice lady.. in fact everyone there's really nice.. or rather the environment is healthy.. haha.. i was then attached to a telller at the front counter.. queenie.. she was too busy to teach me much though.. today's a BUSY BUSY day in the bank.. perhaps due to last week's PH national day and stuff ya knw.. haha.. there's only 1 thing that i can't really stand today... my feet! standing on heels for 6hrs is no joke! swollen toes... my goodness... i'm just gonna bear with it man! watching tv now.. hehe.. gonna touch my notes later.. aww man! mugging mode turned on! Sunday, August 10, 2008
SUNDAY! whoo hoo~ woke up at 12pm today... and it's a day spent with mommy and dad.. went to people's park via bus.. it was a long cold ride man.. 3 person step on my feet today! it is a stepping foot day or something? and the worst part is they didn't even bother/pretend nothing happen and just walked away. i couldn't be bothered much either, i just hope that they will stop stepping pple's feet. ate che chong fan.. and walked ard that area... oh! we bought an umbrella for $12! it's pokadots!! hehe.. soon mom and i decided to travel over to toa payoh... more things to see there ma.. so yea.. trained there..loads and loads of pple! in the evening mom and i met up with dad... went to somewhere near by toa pa yoh for dinner.. it was a good good dinner man.. super nice! i forgot the name of the eating place..but it's at toa payoh lorong 4.. if you know... haha... 
Alrights...after dinner we head off to fair price! replenish of stocks at home ya see...loads of food as expected.. and more food! haha.. i had a sweet day out.. it was sweetttt... :) Saturday, August 9, 2008
whooo! IT's SATURDAY!!! like finally! a day that i can sleep a little longer... it's really kind of crazy waking up every morning at 7am and only sleep ard 2am? haha.. i'm still trying to change my bio clock ya see.. now it's all over the place!! i woke up at 8am this morning thinking that i have to go to work..after a few min, i realised that it's saturday and went back to sleep again... har har.. oh.. i received something lovely today~ =)  ta da! har har.. it's from 5/half person who shared gift according to dex. there's: dex/hong/noel/chilli sauce/joyce/charalright..it's 6 lar.. THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT!!!... i was telling them that a few days ago i was actually in a shop and i saw this perfume and had wanted to know how it smells like..due to the attractive look of the box.. har har... Once again another birthday with you guys at prata house. i hope there'll be many more to come... love you guys deep deep.. haha... Thursday, August 7, 2008
 =) i don't really knw what to blog today..... har har.. today i had training at the tamp office...9am-6pm with 2 test in between.. it was all cool... making my brain work.. i pray that all my scripts are good... =) Came home, had dinner at home too.. (which is like the best thing la!) and i started taking pictures of my lovely/handsome momkey... folks i've gt a name for him!! his name is called.... ... .. .. .. . FUNKY JORDON!!! har har har... this name is still under probation.. lol... until i find something nicer.. haha.. PHOTOS!    And they took up alot of space in my bed... haha... what a day. i worked on my birthday. haa haa....i'm glad i did. while i was working through out the day, i really felt like crying... but things kind of took a turn at night! =) jh/lin/ek/joanne/joanna AND one of my close friend, who remembered me accompanied me the whole day via sms. thanks. thanks for the monkey i love it!! you really know what i liked and had wanted to buy for a long time:) thanks for the cake! thanks for everything. I'm really really touched and thankful to have you guys ard, you have no ideal how much the simple things that you did had really made my day ALOT ALOT better. i could not imagin without you guys ard today. THANKS! AND.. to ANX/michelle/Jospeh/mei ting/ THANKS for the dress=) For those who forgot. it's ok. just don't give me excuses. It simply shows that i'm not impt to you. it's really sad when i thought the pple whom i'm close to are actually not at all. they are just interested in their OWN BUSY LIFE. To you, it's just a birthday, no big deal. to me it's big deal. NOW! THE PRETTY PART OF MY BIRTHDAY  monkey and me! haha.. isn't he cute!!! handsome monkey and another gift from lin's mom. THANKS!!! =) Cut the cake!! =) i like~ haha....  Alrights...the only problem is i have to bite the candles out of the cake.. while lin was wine-ing away.... i just had to do it... It's a lovely day after all that mess. =)
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
2nd say at work in UOB... Not that bad.. activities are pretty short for today... but loads of travelling and walking.. collection of uniform and stuffzzz... i got my staff card.. or rather what they called the staff badge... sat through a few lectures... got home work to do.. and TOMORROW!!! Major travelling ard branches can! there goes my ez-link card man... you know travelling from yish to raffles is $2.00!!!! so basically i spend $5.30 on transport EVERY WORKING DAY! haha... as you can see..loads of complaint..but i have to say, i'm starting to love my job. i'm turning 19 in a few more min..HAR HAR HAR.. it's good to turn 19! :) but 20 pls dun come so soon!!!! NOTICE i'm posted to BUKIT BATOK CENTRAL BRANCH sounds v far... i know.. but it's not really THAT far also la..at least i dun have to squeeze with the people in the train going towards marina bay.... so all things look good! sounds a little scary...but Everything's gonna be alright! :) Tomorrow's gonna be an AWESOME AWESOME DAY!! whooo!!! i went out for dinner earlier at BEDOK BLK 24? with mom and dad... it was just so sweet. the atmosphere of love:) i got my presents from them too! something that i really really need.. ain't gonna blog abt it.. HAR HAR... :D First day at work in UOB bank.. 4th August 2008 It's to my horror when everything begin in the morning... i was surrounded by 50 people older/more Educated/high positions personnel.. i can't begin to emphasise how small i felt inside that room. but i just got to tell myself i'm gonna make it..true enough after sometime of talking and team work activities it didn't feel so bad... i could almost felt my confidence increased at the end of the day, not anything like being proud and stuff, but just confident as a person. i realised i could no longer dwell in my small thinking, the world and the reality is here and now, i've got to be someone confident and competent in the work force. haha..everything started at 9am..but we ended at6pm? it was a long and enjoyable day. my shoes are so killing me! i hate heels!!!! went to meet up with lin/ek/joanne at their workplace..soon i left to get my hair trim... did some shopping for my office wear...bought a new bag! finally..a useful one! haha chatted with mom in the living room till 1am... and here i am blogging... i thought i wouldn't have the energy to blog anymore..but looks like this is not the case.. craving for some exciting drink like mango juice..haha... Monthly friend is knocking at my door today :( i pray that there will be no cramps this time. in Jesus name. A-men! i really got to go and rest now...gonna wake upa t 7.15am!!! OH MY!! Sunday, August 3, 2008
Hello there... i had a great day hanging out with anx and joseph today.. we went to town... and to town...and to another town. alrights...i'm just trying to be funny.... we went to bugis and did some shopping! while before that we were at taka and we had     Spicy char sew raman  side dish included!!     i'm so thinking abt all the things you've done  Since national day's coming, i decided to take a related photo!  The sun-kiss smile face~ haha! LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE GIFT!!! I LOVE IT>>> |
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