Monday, June 27, 2011
boss gave me work to do at home so i didnt have to turn up in office today. so i did my work while i watched gossip girl and i finished season 4. i was already halfway through anyway! so i didnt totally slack off okay!
but ive been super tired lately. havent been sleeping much. thurs night went to wcp w junwei and we chilled till quite late. so on friday i was super shag maxxxxxxxxxx during work. and idk why but i didnt sleep much on friday as well, cant rmb what i did. mmm.
then on saturday it was seniors camp. how i miss hanging out with my og and haku. they made me laugh soo much, and i totally enjoyed my time with them. of course including the companion of people like shang, zhihao, sherwin etc. :D fun max out. and im so glad that i finally hung out with sharon & xueling aft im back. :D:D my initial plans to meet with the amstedamers didnt work out cause they changed plans to go nite kite flying at barrage. HOW TO GO THERE FROM SCHOOL! hahaha. so i zhi hao pangseh lo SORRY GUYS!! will make it up to you guys ogayzzz.
so we went to sentosa at around 3am; and seriously the only time we slept was on the bus. after that, the seniors we didnt sleep at all! haku slept while a few of us went over to macs to play daidee (i think 9 or 10 of us!) played 3 decks worth of cards for daidee. AHOLE daidee sommore. and i was ahole once HAHAHA. aft playing a few rounds, we didnt go back to sleep though, although we had a couple more hours of sleep before sentosa games start. we decided to just sit around in a circle and just chill htht chitchat. and we managed to do it without sleeping leh zomg. aft tt we just went to chill and suntan while the rest of them played their games. lol.
but halfway through the games, sharon and i buitahan, we just went back to the pavilion to sleep. we had no sleeping bags but we just slept on our bags as pillows. floor so hard, i can sleep for 2 hours. the next second i woke up i saw EVERYONE around the pavilion already. siao like a pig. so noisy i also didnt wake up at all leh. we just woke up, and left sentosa, TOO SHAG ALREADYYY. sad tt we missed some of the haunter peeps cause they were coming later in the day. like weiwei weiqi yongxian and hanyang. miss seeing them manzz.
met xinyi later , along with my family members and we ate some super nice lunch! and i had an individual chilling session with hxy. i miss hanging out w her so much, we can just chill and sit down and just keep laughing and talking. about everything and anything. i miss her so muchhh how can i stand it with you being in korea. sighs, another LDR.
for now, i'm just trying to keep myself occupied. i just want to keep my days packed; back to back. so i can feel better, more carefree. and not keep spending extra time thinking about things that i shldnt be thinking of. i just cant wait for sch to start, so i can finally get my life back on track. when i can hang out with my friends, see them often and just stop working mannnnnnnnnnnn.
MY NOSE BLED TODAY; HOW HEATY. TAKE CARE EVERYBODAYE.
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
won't you keep my secret for me? 27.6.11
Blair: What I want is to be a powerful woman. But, whenever Chuck’s around, I just feel like a weak little girl.
Eleanor: I shut myself off for a long time after your father left. I was cold and hard. Then I met Cyrus, and he taught me that sometimes you have to allow yourself to be weak in order to grow stronger.
Blair: Well, that sounds good, but it feels terrible.
Eleanor: You don’t have to lose the girl to be a woman. Just… need to think maybe about how many people are going to be around the next time you let her out.
won't you keep my secret for me? 27.6.11
Saturday, June 25, 2011
i'm tired of asking for chances; tired of getting my pride and esteem crushed everytime. i'm never going to ask anymore, never gonna let my emotions go haywire all the time.
cause these emotions belong to me, and i'm not gonna let anybody control them for me anymore.
林俊杰 - 我很想爱他
天空 下起雨了
他撑的伞 在你身边陪着
可是 我不快乐
因为看见 他脸上的笑 是很勉强的
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可能解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答
如果 再舍不得
这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
爱情教会我们都放不下
won't you keep my secret for me? 25.6.11
Friday, June 24, 2011
李圣杰 - 抱歉
忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才确定不能再挽留
才会让你一个人走
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
多想妥协 多想眷恋
我想你在身边
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
能不能够让我们回到从前
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍
但你却说 抱歉
won't you keep my secret for me? 24.6.11
Monday, June 20, 2011
Blair Waldorf: It's no use to deny the past. Chuck is a part of me. He'll always be. It just hurts so much.
Dorota Kishlovsky: In Poland, we have a saying, "Love is like head wound." It makes you dizzy, you think you'll die. But you'll recover. Usually.
:)
won't you keep my secret for me? 20.6.11
YAYYYY TOMORROW NO WORK. because i took one day off for course regggggg. SERIOUSLY jzd, can we dont course reg anymore. im sick and tired of registering for courses that im not sure im gonna get. because it's like a clicking game and my internet is just .............. cui.
barrage today with the wonderful amsterdamers. in a way, i love them all very much. hahaha. although i seriously still think nich's sense of direction is just ....... i told u i pass by food republic and hippo tours, you still want me to turn right. LOL. but nehmind la huh nehmind.
we how tight cmon we how tight. tts what we always say and im really missing amsterdam, esp when i was looking thru the photos.
TODAY, i set the kite up for the very first time and im so happy that it got up and all. HAHA. thanks qs for getting the spongeybob one. :) really appreciate it! heehee. although i still think im quite dumb for not realising it esp after you told me 'i got a kite that i know you will like.' :D after barrage we went all the way to westmall to eat dessert at some place beside frolick!! i didnt know frolick was situated at such a weird location but ok la, now at least we know that it's there, we can chill. HAHHA. and it's all thanks to qs for driving all the way down. :D
yugggggggz i just saw some mega gross and disgusting lizard on the flooooooooooor. what the .......
went gymming with qisheng and my sis on saturday morning. LOL. dont ask me why such a weird combi! heehee. cause initially it was just qs and me cause KEEP FIT REGIME, i put on so much weight after amsterdam and hes got his ippt to clear. my sis wanted to come along cause she knew i was going. welllllllllllll, i thought i cld help him in some matchmaking too HHAA. k la kidding kidding. its gonna be our every saturday regime until i successfully shed off all the fats ive put on. i seriously cant believe hw much weight i've put on.
1. i CANNOT wear all the other shorts that i had in spore before i left.
2. my arms look so mega mudder big now.
3. my thighs are just TT.
4. my face so fat that people are pinching it freely.
5. i just know im v fat now. otherwise nobody would be saying it! ): lol
and recently my time mgmt has been VERY poor. sometimes i forget that ive appts and in the end, i tend to have 2 outings happening at 1 time HAHAHA. ok rrrrrrrrra. better to go out than not go out anyway.
wah okay very sreepy right nao.
won't you keep my secret for me? 20.6.11
Saturday, June 18, 2011
开心的我常常笑自己
为什么粗心大意
珍藏着你的那根白头发
我夹在哪本日记
伤心的我常常恨自己
为什么竟然忘记
你离开那天是星期几
是否穿着我送你的毛衣
忍不住不为你着迷
忍不住不说爱上你
翻开了过去的甜蜜
你的话每一句都清晰
忍不住不为你伤心
忍不住不说爱上你
擦干了过去的点滴
却又忘记把你忘记
won't you keep my secret for me? 18.6.11
Saturday, June 11, 2011
你说着 我听着
像海浪打着 沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐
连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着 你说着
像刀子划的 隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则
所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在着
我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远 你说的
离开我的时候 却没舍不得
我真的存在着
我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
你说着 我听着
像海浪打着 沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐
连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着 你说着
像刀子划的 隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则
所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在着
我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远 你说的
离开我的时候 却没舍不得
我真的存在着
我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
won't you keep my secret for me? 11.6.11
