No, not for you.

I've been doing some thinking, and realised that all these are getting meaningless. That's the reason i've been inactive recently. Just wanna say that my blog neither serve to feed people who are hunger after materials for gossips nor quench the thirst of those who wanna dig out some unknown facts. That, is why I don't really update what am I up to if you noticed. No offence of course to other bloggers. It is just my point of view to make sure that things are not violated. Call me shallow. Because I'm going to live in denial like what we all do and pretend that all the words that come out from all our mouths are true. Oh no, this is not for you if you think it is. Nope, not for you too if you have been scratching your head through while reading this. Oh, a post full of rage you thought? No, you are wrong again, I'm feeling total opposite for my own good.

If only

If only

I could wean off caffeine completely.
I could keep my hands off the keyboard.
I could glue my butt onto the chair.
I could glue my eyes to the book then.
I could slap myself hard enough to keep my eyes open wide then.
I could stop daydreaming every now and then.
I could stop generating any boring-until-can-die posts.
I could shake off the nasty feeling.
Nial Wheate could tell us not to study the module notes.

Think about Nasi Lemak

Though I ain't true patriot, I'm rather disturbed by the idea of degrading your own country to get good marks. Especially when we have already been looked down. Yes, it's true that we don't have top facilities or administration systems. But putting all the blame on the name of the country when there is lacking of understanding of the full picture is just too much. Because that's a shame when your nationality column in your passport shows you are a Malaysian too. I don't deny that I have not said words insulting the country but definitely not in front of a bunch of angmohs who might already laughing at us. Well, I don't know why I found the courage to blog such sensitive issue. I also don't know how did the patriotism seep in. It's no big deal actually. *shrug* Afterall, Malaysia treated us not bad, did it not? No? Think about natural-disaster-free. Think about shopping complexes. Think about Nasi Lemak!!! =D

Puzzled

I'm a slow person. But I never know that it took me more than half a year to realise that:

1. how buchanan, sauchiehall and argyle street are connected.

2. life is full of surprises.

3. i'm lucky in some way.

4. NHS stands for National Health Service! =S

5. there's a lid to cover the dials on my heater. T_T

Am I slow or what?

假设性的问题

还记得小学时代常有假设性的作文题目：如果我是。。。 我从不选这类的题目来发挥，原因很简单，我没比别人来得有创意，有着天马行空的能力。 长大了，遗憾多了，才发现“如果”这词有多么好用。

如果我是一位画家，我会把这里的天空上个浪漫的粉紫红，可以的话，天边再挂上个永不消失的彩虹。

如果我是一位作家，我会撰写一则则感化人心的文章，把人类的邪念一一驱逐。

如果我是一位政治家，我想我会退位，政治舞台只是一个个大话精比较天花乱坠，推卸责任的本领的擂台。

如果我是一位百万富翁，我想我还是会先满足我购物及环游世界的欲望，才把剩下的财产捐出！

如果我是一位田径选手，我会很努力地跟上分针的步伐，至少不再落后。

如果我是惹人生厌的细菌的话，我会乖乖的不再侵略人类的身体！

如果我是BK的话事人，我想我第一件做的事，不是重整以往的理事，而是炒掉那个把我惹火的巴基斯坦人！


当然，如果有这么多如果的话，这世界也没什么好烦恼的啦,我也不用这么无奈的对着电脑发呆啦。

最后，如果我是你的话，我应该知道我有比读部落格更重要的是等着我去做！XD

Snowflakes

Nope. I'm not going to talk about the very first snow in Glasgow when I was too tired from work and missed the picture session outside JBC. Nor the second time when it snowed so heavily but I could only catch a glimpse of it through the distant window while busy serving the never-ending queue. And when Glaswegians were busy building snowman out there in the heaviest snowfall to date, I was busy catching a train to the disneyland in Paris.

It never snow at the right timing, doesn't it. It was the day to spend in disneyland somemore. Double sweat! (Nah, don't be deceived by my fascinated look in the picture, it was a very bad day. =S)

Anyway, back to the topic, my drug has been successfully crystallised! The molecules stacked neatly in the lattice to form the shape of snowflake. Yes, snowflakes in the lattice wth. What-a-coincidence-in-the-season. What fascinated me more is that his eyes were gleaming when he was showing me the 3D diagram. As though a child saw a candy shop full of colourful lollipops. Okay, bad analogy. But imagine that, he looked solemn and very different from normal when I stepped into his room but the next moment eyes sparkled when explaining about the snowflakes. Great way to cheer a research supervisor up isn't it. =D

His gleaming blue eyes and Australian accent just caught me mesmerised. Damn. What am I thinking.