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Monday, October 18, 2010
Ohhhhh no. I think i'm starting to develop feelings for you.What do i do now? ............................................................................................................................................................................................ Happy = Gay = Something more?
Thursday, October 7, 2010
I should be so gay. XXXO ............................................................................................................................................................................................ SUNGZAY
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Its been more than 2 weeks since i last popped by. Actually, no. I logged in and out of my blogger several times in the last 2 weeks, but each time, i'd just stare at the blinking cursor, type something - only to keep hitting at the backspace button and eventually, end up signing out without a damn post.Yes. I've no clue what has happened, its like i lost my ability to articulate my thoughts; my ability to put my thoughts into words - impaired, handicapped. Its as though my whole system got hijacked by a huge blank, a fog or something. I'm having problems even as i'm typing this. What's happening to me? Or rather, what's gotten into me? Geeez. Thought-overload. That must be it! Can't think of any other reasons why, already. Haha. Its not a bad thing actually, but i just don't like it cuz i've always been one who's capable of expressing myself via writing/words, in particular, and to take this ability away from me would be like, killing me. Seriously. Haha. I don't say a lot, i keep stuff to myself. Stuff that needs saying, especially towards people i care about. The more i care, the more i'd keep. I'd then try and take on the whole truth on my own, be my own doctor to my wounds. Bad, i know. Its an old habit. I rarely let people see me in my fragile state, really. One would have to be reallyyyyy close to me, before i'd let one in, on everything i know, and also into my space. Even so, i might not even. I don't have issues trusting people, i'm just very inaccessible to others, despite that super sociable front i put up. I'm a super private person, i guard my heart and its contents really well. And my gfs always say thats SUICIDE. Haha. They can never understand why and how i manage to keep so much in this tiny lil mind, and heart. Anyhoos, enough about my annoying habits already. Haha. Its been a pretty eventful week, with me being busy busy busy. September's been crazy, with so many birthdays (Including my own, hurhur). I think i've got like, 6 CLOSE gfs(5 being ex-classmates and 1, a leopard-print maniac LOL) whose birthdays all fall in the month of September. I haven't even counted those who're just normal friends, friends i hardly meet, but still keep in touch with. HAHAH. Anyways, i don't know what's happening now, really. There's been a lot of new people walking and sauntering into my previously-quiet-life, and i'm starting to feel a little... overloaded. Haha. Not that i mind the attention and affection i'm getting, not at all! I really really am thankful and appreciative of it all, seriously i am. Maybe i've grown older, a lil more reclusive, haha. A lil more.. sceptical? Definitely a lil WISER, haha. Emms and many others have been telling me to give N** a chance, and Emms also told me to seriously GO WILD and LET LOOSE. LOL. LOOSE as in like, real loose. Forget the world, and enjoy life like there's no tomorrow kinda loose. No strings attached kinda loose. HAHAHA. The old me would've found that idea preposterous, but nooooo, that wasn't it. When we both realized what we were talking about, when we were exchanging events and updating each other with whatever's been happening in our SOCIAL LIVES (HAHAHA) and how we totally agreed with each other in our conversation, we started chuckling like madwomen. Yes, two really liberal madwomen in a Japanese diner. Niceeeee. We were lucky not to have been swept outta the place with a huge broom, haha! Okay, this's getting way too wordy. There's soooooo much i've yet to update, but ohhh heck, all of that can wait. Haha. Gonna laze the rest of my Sunday away, and maybe go for supper with whoever, later. Bye now! XXXO ............................................................................................................................................................................................ Wintry
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Freezing cold day at the office, and the current mood report for the boss is pretty much similar to the weather at the moment - dark and gloomy, hurhur.Ordered Mac's to eat-in (Yeah, you must be thinking "What the heck? When Mac's is just right across the road at my office?) Well for a first, like i said, its freezing cold in here and out there. Secondly, we're just really in no mood to step outta the office. Sooooo, FJ darling's birthday is approaching, got a text from her informing me of her dinner gathering on the day itself. I can't wait to see the dearie! :) Just a little worried bout being the odd one out cuz i dont really know the rest well though! :s Still, i'll be looking forward to seeing the sweetheart. It took me like, the whole day to finish this post as i was blogging in between work, lunch, phone calls etc, bit by bit cuz its been such a busy day! Alrighty, gonna finish up the rest of my work and get ready to leave on the dot to meet Cui darling! Bye now! XXXO  ............................................................................................................................................................................................ Blessed love
Monday, September 6, 2010
I've officially hit the big-yet-not-so-big TWO-FOUR! Hahah. Boy, age sure is catching up fast! Lol. Anyhow, birthday was awesome as awesome could be, spent with no one else other than the people dearest and closest to my heart. :) Just a quick summary of my weekend: FRIDAY Steamboat dinner with both my darlings and Smelly Jack, haha. Headed for P's expecting an exploding venue with a hugeass crowd (Yes, not to my surprise) and was pleasantly shocked when i was shown to my seat in mins, inside too, when there were tonnes of others waiting outside! (Did i already mention that those people had been there wayyy before us?) Lol. To David & gang, THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR SINGING ME A BIRTHDAY SONG IN FRONT OF 7846598403 people. You guys rocked it!!! Haha. Darlings Cui & Mag gave me a surprise, apparently they had it all pre-arranged with David.. Nice work, guys. I was totally surprised/shocked and nervous!!! Hahah. Still, i love you guys always and forever will do so. :) SATURDAY Went to work despite heading home freakin late the night before, hurhur. Rushed out EDC's stuff and made my way to TMBS thereafter. Daddykins was so sweet as to pick me up from the office and drop me off there, saved me from all that rushing and the madness. LOVE YOU POPS! Went home with the family and decided not to head anywhere or meet anyone but stay home instead as i was dead beat. Cui & Rayne dropped by at the stroke of midnight, brought me a cake, sang me the song, and gave me prezzies. Thank you dear, i love everything u bought me! Nic was such a sweetheart to call me mins before midnight to make sure he was the first to wish me Happy Birthday. Awww! I couldn't thank him enough for all the lovely stuff he sent me in a parcel as well. Awwww. SUNDAY Skipped fitness today, mom was so cute to have offered me the option of sleeping in instead of going (surprising, innit?) Haha. Went for brunch with the parents and the Chandies. Slacked till late and headed home to get ready for birthday dinner with the rest! I'm getting lazy to type already but all in all, i was really, really happy. I never , ever want this feeling to end. Ever. This happiness, this sense of belonging, acceptance and love. Anywhere, everywhere, even through smses, calls, and my Facebook. From so many others. I was shocked. Shocked to realize i had neglected so many, many others who actually thought of me in the past! How things have changed, how everyone has finally found JO again, haha. And i haven't felt this blessed, in years. I think it was my folly to have missed out on all the good things for so long, whiling it away on times less memorable. :p I am really thankful, for being so blessed. Really thankful. P.S: I HAVE HAD 3 CHOCOLATE CAKES FOR MY BIRTHDAY IN 3 DAYS ALREADY. LOL. XXXO ............................................................................................................................................................................................ This little red riding hood came a-trotting
Monday, August 30, 2010
Little-miss-lazy finally got down to lugging her notebook with her to work, and on a Monday too, with her gym clothes, equipment, shoes and all! ^o^How hardworking right? Hurhur. New office PC (my personal one, that is) should be arriving soon. Thank you Ron!!! For making it so much easier for me, really. I've gotten pretty tired if all that negotiating and re-issuing of cheques. Plenty of work to catch-up on though. The crashing of that PC hasn't exactly made things any easier, with alternative methods going back to the stone-age period phase. Anyhoos, Pete's going on a week-long business trip to Korea in a coupla days time (& flying business class too!!! Haaargh, that lucky fella!) , didn't manage to celebrate his birthday for him last Thursday. Didn't even meet him or anything despite his countless tries to drag me out. I know i know, I'm a terrible friend ain't i? HA HA. It totally didn't help when he told me he'd give me an awesome belated birthday surprise once he gets back from his trip. Egad! Okay.. i promise myself I'm gonna try real hard to make up for it when he gets back. I'll try my hardest to! Zzz monster's catching up, gotta run! Talkkkk sooonnnn. XOXO ............................................................................................................................................................................................ HAHA.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
The temptation & thoughts to get inked again are once again, wreaking havoc and hijacking my puny mind. Its been like that for a good coupla months already. zomggg. Please please please. Before i try anything funny, send someone to stop me! Like, right nowww. LOL. OkayThanks&Bye. XOXO ............................................................................................................................................................................................ |
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