ddd-d-d-d-drrrop it.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Moderation.


If you want to be happy, be. ~Leo Tolstoy

I was in a state of confusion, indecisive whether I should leave this blog unattended or deleting it. Over. But oh well.. I know I'll be back here & scrolling down the previous posts. I am now moved to another blog provider, provided that i has few features that *I need. Not saying that blogspot is crappy btw.

& you might noticed that some of the pictures are missing too. ahah!

Anyways, this is one of my favorite short stories over the net, nah.. I'll share it here.

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They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.


He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."


Friday, May 28, 2010

Thanks Kratos its friday.

31:27


NYAMAN! :)
Thank you Love.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Will be back for more.


& yes, we did it all in a day.

Most importantly..

I love you more, wonderboy.

Thank you :)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Damsel in distress.


.Happy 200th day love.
I still love you more than words could say.


Hercules: [as she lies dying] Meg, why did you... You didn't have to...
Meg: People do crazy things... when they're in love.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

My wonderboy & papers.

Goodluck exam kiddo!
I love you :)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

I see stars.

To catch a fly from the ass of Zeus is not worth my time, Hermes.

...

2 hrs to go.

Numbers, fire.

Tahlil.

& GoW all the way =D


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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Bloody red rowena.

How I wish life comes with an 'eraser'.

..to erase our mistakes.


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Logbook is 95% done.

You have 4 topics to go?

Hey.. I thought I killed poseidon? :p

god of war 2 ps3 kratos kill poseidon Pictures, Images and Photos
Kratos' looks when he killed poseidon.
OMK.

Game = Motivation.

& I don't like the red bag, I love it.


Thank you

Friday, April 23, 2010

Catch me (because you can).

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26:22 weeks!

I love you :)

Happy as a daisy.

Wet BWN lately but stars are still twinkling.

"Why stars twinkle?"

Because my dear, we are viewing them through thick layers of turbulent (moving) air in the earth atmosphere :)

We still had Jingchew & sushi on our friday. Except that today ada 1 free (complimentary for being regular customer? ;)

Football (field) tommorow? :)

Battery is dying & I'm out.


'
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

#5 out of infinity.

AMAR DINI!

I love you this ((spread arms)) much!

150 days,

3600 hrs,

216000 mins,

12960000 sec..

.. makes 5 month.

And believe me, I never stop enjoying every bits of our journey together =)

Happy 5th Monthsary



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Shall we sing to I’ve been waiting for you or Quando, quando, quando now? ;)

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Ps. The ‘5kg race’ is still on BTW =)


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Everytime I see your face, my heart beat fast &

It feels good that it hurts me sometimes.

Friday, April 9, 2010

The sight of you leaves me weak.

Its friday.

Another friday.

Its friday...

...its our 24:20th weeksary

Movie watched, Jingchew done & I'l be seeing you in just...a bit for sushi.

I love you Amar..all along.

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

.


Thursday, April 8, 2010

Mellow mellow marshmellowww.

My day didn't start well. My mood fluctuates & everything feels wrong. I wake up on the wrong side of the bed or maybe.. neither side is right.

How emo can that be?

Anyways, that is not how I want my day to be.

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Attended Dean's cup to watch Amar playing (Holland) last night. The match was both intense & fun. I enjoy watching him running & chasing the ball. Well..almost scored twice but luck dissipates when he reaches the goal post. =) its ok sayang. Still got Monday.

A check for juliet is on going now. Relatively lazy & forcing myself to work makes thing look complicated.

Don't even know what Im doing now. Sad.

.You mean happiness to me.

=)

Have to cast this bad vibe away!

Oh. Dizzy! Considering healthy food & exercise might be helping but.. >.< how can i resist good food out there? =(

My imagination runs wild thanks to Avatar & Narnia. Two of many movies that I thought I won't be watching. Storyline, awesome. Graphic, excellent. But still 6/10. Sorry sayang =)

I have a sudden urge to be clingy. Crazy.

Mecurial sayang? Love you =)

Back to work all. 30 min lagi tu.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Double pedal & papers.

internet is crappy lately. On my phone I mean. Or maybe its just my phone or the reception at my place.

My other half cranky again but not because I wake him up at 7.30 this time. Pasal Astro rusak. Haiya.

I have been sorting out my logbook for two weeks (thats..8 working day.) & to my surprise, my former instructor demand us to use a new logbook. Well..that's better. At least I have something to do rather than expecting aircraft to be towed in the hangar.

but I just started on 2nd week out of 6 months report =(

Last week..last week..?

Don't wake me up at 2 and ask which week are we! =p

So..last friday was the 23:19th week. Love uuu. I am intoxicated still. Enough said.

I don't have any game to play now. Should I just buy Batman (lego)? I don't knowwww.

With Amar's sister in JKT now, I wonder how Adam is doing. Can we visit Adam soon syg?

French festival is around the corner. Will upload the schedule here if i had the chance. Talking of this french festival.. I bet that someone remember what happened last year =p

Dean's cup started already. Amar's match is up later today. Gooooo sayang. 7 goals = charcoal for one week on me. Heheh.

I shall be back to logbook now =(

But...will be seeing Amar in a bit!

See y'all around.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

When it really matters.

& you got me wrap around your finger.

Im not in my good shape lately. With selesma now & then, batuk. Dizzy. Its time..for a healthy lifestyle. Poo.

Everyone seems busy nowadays. Or maybe avoiding. Depends.

Hangar is very quiet with no aircraft on major checks.

Its time to update logbook slackers. I still have Airbus on hold. Hehe.

I got a shark..holding a picture of me & amar! Thank you Syg =)

Went to Caper's with Amar & his sisters for sunday lunch. Nice..the lamb was really nice. It has been a while since my last crappy 'beef sausages and tomato relish' yang disappointing.

Yayasan after a month? Same familiar smell. Heh.

My other half got classes all day. So busy that syg forgot something? =(

DAR later today & its a wrap.

Love & kisses to Amar,

Be safe for you all.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Nasi Lemak daun 'irik' laaa

God of war.

I want...to see my buah hati play. I want to see how Gaia or Hades or Poseidon are killed. & also other gods. Amar told me about the god's betrayal & how he suicide that's why I am eager to lay it upon me. Nyehehe.

But I still want that cute Cloudy with chance of meatball game =(. Its ok its ok, that can wait =D

Amar fin his work last night while his eyes are glued to the tv watching WWE. & for me, my logbook still need to be updated. Talking of logbook, I got.. 4 new entries. Never did it before so im thrilled =D

I wanna watch How to train your dragon!

Can syg? Can?

Ps. Did you read Bulletin on 23rd March about the proposal to create 'alcohol zone'? The ministers are damn right & funny. 'Today they want this zone, later they want clubs, then what alse? Prostitution zone? Then casino zone'. And what the Minister said for the consequences economically also right. I agree as it jeopardise country's prestige in Halal market.

Anyways, whats LegCo?

Read more, travel more & eat more. =D

Sayanggggggg Amaaaarrrrrr.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

It goes down my cheek.

Good morning? I don't know.

Hi sayang. Don't be late to uni...again. Forget to say something early on? =s

You'd finish your work! =) My guy. Any work to be done lagi?

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I am becoming more sensitive than ever lately. Offended easily, cry easily.. Sigh. And its always over something that I am not uncertain.

My salmon asparagus was.. err. 3 pieces saja, 1 rolled up and the other 2.. nevermind.

I don't know how work will be today. BF is out from hangar already, we prolly gonna be working on Hotel saja today.

I have to push all this bad vibe away. And once again, earpiece will be stuck in my ear for the rest of the day & 50 pages of Obama?

There. Amar is earlier sikit today =) I miss him. I miss him flicking my nose or his silly jokes or just spending the day with him malas2 on the couch watching tc, playing his game, eat, nap, eat again & being silly. Lovesick masih after all this time =) Love youuuuu.

Say something that yknow I'll be glad to hear.

Love u syg.

& good day all.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Love a lot, yoshi & amardillo.

:When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes:

Sayang =) Love u. How's your work so far?

Hello all. Monday. As for me, sleepy. Nothing new but I worked on a new task for me! We're rectifying deferred defect, not paying attention to the eicas msg but we certainly worked on the landing gear. The aircraft is put on air-mode and you should see how it 'floats' with only the jack supporting it. No fault isolated so we cleaned the sensors and measured the resistance check & all. Satis.

Excapade again! Amar didn't finish his chirashi don & end up creating new sushi with the remaining sashimi. My plates are clean =D and ofcourse regretting the excessive consumption but oh well.. Nanti ony diet. Kan syg? Hehe.

Mam picking up me from work. Sweet. Stopped by giant to get her supplement & groceries shopping. I bought asparagus & salmon for myself. Planning to give salmon asparagus a try later at home & if nyaman, mau buat for my buah hati =D

Oh. Read this:

'The United States military have regularly supplied soldiers with chewing gum since World War I because it helped both to improve the soldiers' concentration and to relieve stress.'

So cute.

My Amar is working on his assignment. I like the topic, something that I can use to read during my spare time. Woman in development, woman and development & gender in development. It was few days before I knew the topic that I read about Merkel, chancellor of Berlin if I'm not mistaken. Interesting. For me, i still prefer to be led by a man. Not saying that woman are not capable of developing or running a country but there are limitations & restrictions for their preserverence and the x-factor. The factor that rises the topic of gender in all aspect particularly in development & leadership. Oh well. Its not my field, thats only my opinion =)

Amar did 90% of his work so as a reward, he'll be watching Band of Brothers later tonight. Still I want to watch spaceball with Amar. 'Comb the desert!' Hahaha.

I should stop now. Paning typing in the car.

I love you sayang & Tata all.

Love a lot, yoshi & amardillo.

:When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes:

Sayang =) Love u. How's your work so far?

Hello all. Monday. As for me, sleepy. Nothing new but I worked on a new task for me! We're rectifying deferred defect, not paying attention to the eicas msg but we certainly worked on the landing gear. The aircraft is put on air-mode and you should see how it 'floats' with only the jack supporting it. No fault isolated so we cleaned the sensors and measured the resistance check & all. Satis.

Excapade again! Amar didn't finish his chirashi don & end up creating new sushi with the remaining sashimi. My plates are clean =D and ofcourse regretting the excessive consumption but oh well.. Nanti ony diet. Kan syg? Hehe.

Mam picking up me from work. Sweet. Stopped by giant to get her supplement & groceries shopping. I bought asparagus & salmon for myself. Planning to give salmon asparagus a try later at home & if nyaman, mau buat for my buah hati =D

Oh. Read this:

'The United States military have regularly supplied soldiers with chewing gum since World War I because it helped both to improve the soldiers' concentration and to relieve stress.'

So cute.

My Amar is working on his assignment. I like the topic, something that I can use to read during my spare time. Woman in development, woman and development & gender in development. It was few days before I knew the topic that I read about Merkel, chancellor of Berlin if I'm not mistaken. Interesting. For me, i still prefer to be led by a man. Not saying that woman are not capable of developing or running a country but there are limitations & restrictions for their preserverence and the x-factor. The factor that rises the topic of gender in all aspect particularly in development & leadership. Oh well. Its not my field, thats only my opinion =)

Amar did 90% of his work so as a reward, he'll be watching Band of Brothers later tonight. Still I want to watch spaceball with Amar. 'Comb the desert!' Hahaha.

I should stop now. Paning typing in the car.

I love you sayang & Tata all.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

I love you in every way.

4 months ago =D

His smell lingers.
His voice resounds.

& it invades the whole system.

Thank you for the amazing 4 months, I love you the most.

You're the best thing that ever happened to me!


The irony of love, is that it buries itself so deep in your heart, that at times it requires great effort to find it.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Friday & the treat..

It has been 21 weeks since my first date with Amar which also mark our 17th week together.

Happy 21:17th weeksary, I love you all along =)

& friday routine as usual, jing chew & sushi.

10 min lagi =)

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Brunei is a giant smoke pot nowadays. With open burning & fire everywhere lagi. Worsen sorethroat & makes me sicker. Do drink water people.

Not coke sayang =)

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Work is awesome! ....not. Romeo didn't come out clean, ada defects raised but luckily the lines take over it.

Damam pulang ony. Heh.

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Few more moments.

Love u syg & be safe all.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Clock tower.

'Microfinance focuses on lending. Now the industry is turning to deposits', A better mattress, Saving the poor - The Economist, March 13th - 19th.

Good day.

Amar's test & portfolio due today and early check for bravo romeo but when the main battery is released to tango we couldn't do anything but stand by for .. AOG?

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So that was 6 hrs ago. The check is on & we're almost there for the run. I am on engine run and this is my first time replacing the ignition lead on airbus. The task is ok but the fibre glass' clamp is annoying. I end up garu garu & 'peeling' off the residue with masking tape. Nervous Ony kana liat tadi. Heheh.

Its 12 and Im here reading Traveller & Economist. Amar test ni.. & I wonder if he studied last night or buat portfolionya or... Do well.

Ofcourse there are banyak headlines that I am interested in. Monernising Russia..Liberal Democrats in Britain.. this gonna be great for my break times =)

Russia has a greater concentration of scientists than anywhere else in the world.

Anyone knows the history of the clock tower (Blue clock tower?) in BSB? There are few speculations but Im not sure where can I get the fact right.. National archive? Adakah?

batah jua june ani.

Love Amar & be safe all.

Ps. Happy cuti to the cousins (and others) and I know kamu dirumah already.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

From hangar with love.

I feel like a beggar =(

Didn't realise that im running out of credit. I end up urging my sister to get me the $5 credit. How sad. Sorry dut. =)

Amar is on his game or maybe redeem dragonage nya. And he said he'll do work sikit. Mind you, doing his work. ;)

Nothing much here at work except theres a bunch of new cabin crews roaming around and in the aircraft. Looks like chinese. The crews are tall.. Very! Sad.

I got few cuts on my hand. Must be the cables & connectors.

I can't wait to get over the week. Maybe pasal im on holiday mood. Like.. Again! hehe. School holiday soon.. Darn. Jeles eh.

I haven't seen Amar's niece, Adam since.. Er.. Inda ingat. Miss him. Bola. Mam. But miss his uncle more =) heheh.

Ada check again tmrw? Please say no.

=(

Sayang.. Love you more & more. See you later? =)

bye all. Fly to the moon.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

1 large coke please.

Its blazing hot but the world is still awesome.

Mini ninja finito already..ofcourse Amar wrap it up for me, thanks Sayang =) Time to get a new game and for the time being Civilisation looks quite nice.

How's the chicken curry yang? Macam inda nyaman pasal eat fillet again =( A check starts at noon today. Not boring but I feel reluctant to work. Its scorching hot walking back & forth between the two hangar. Bari malas.

Another check at normal hr tmrw? No.. =( I forgot to buy pandesal, end up makan the butter with roti 'tawar'. Ice milo is constantly running thru my head. Or mandi. Cold shower..yes yes. Coke with lemon, a sip or two can do. Custard puff also nice. A twix bar, bounty or crunchie with cold milk. Nachos. Hotdog with mustard. jin chew's roti kuning. Apple strudle (sp). Pasar malam's burger talur. Kb's lamb chop. Nasi lemak wrap in banana leave. And ofcourse; Amar. He's busy with dragonage by the time im composing this.

Sia-sia pun. (Do they have that on wiki?)

Read Castro's biography again. More question now but mau complete it 1st before asking Amar. =D

I want to grab new books, popular yang? =) Goooo Miri!

It's almost 6..time to be back to aircraft.

Love u sayang & till then all. =)

Monday, March 15, 2010

My best remedy.

I'm not sick. I'm not sick. I can't be sick.

I hate it when it feels like furball shoving down your throat and makes you cough like crazy. How annoying. I hate taking aspirin but my other half insist me too. It makes me sleepy, that's why. Strepsils are helping too, thank you Babu but most effective remedy is Amar la! =) Thank you sayang for the care & love, and I wonder if i can get this particular game to heal 100%. Hehe.

I was wacthing Amar's team playing for the futsal tourney and it was a great one! Not great great but fun-great. Few matches are intense but it was enjoyable to the see Amar actively running and chasing the ball though what happened between him, the ball and goal post are still hopping in my head. Its ok sayang, memorable pun :) You can do better for the next cup & you've played full time, thats an achievement =)

Battlefield is a wrap for Amar and I'm still stuck with Mini Ninja but hey.. I like it. On the last few chapters now. Di castle already for the big boss. Time for me to face him on my own but i think.. I'll chicken myself again. Hehe.

I don't feel like working today.. oh I wish.

Love you sayang and morning all.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Dinasours & politics.

Hi sayang. I love you.

Hello all.

Nada superfly.

Had our brunch at Country Patch earlier and end up bringing home the American Breakfast pasal I cannot resist the temptation!

Bun & Butter.. GOD. Nyaman =)

What do you get if you ask me to buy ribena & 100plus? It comes with three buns and a light coke.

Political talk with Amar all the way, asking him this and that.

Are there any great leader for the past 10 years?
(I should narrowed my question by what those leaders are possessing.) They are plenty of heroes but if what I meant is the great great leader, the answer is none.

So there is where we start talking about Fidel Castro.

I need to re-read Economic hit men. Or get a new book. So while Amar is playing futsal, Im spending my entire noon reading random biography & ideologies. My curiosities are answered but it also means tons of question for Amar to answer =D

I think It's by how those people are raised & mould and how intense is the ideologies surrounding themselves drove these heroes to be as what they are now.

"I am not a communist and neither is the revolutionary movement." - Castro.

I think I need more explaination lah yang regarding that.

Apart from that, I am always interested in communism. So as per (http://www.fisicx.com/quickreference/politics/ideologies.html) communism is Extreme left-wing ideology based on the revolutionary socialist teachings of Marx. Collective ownership and a planned economy. Each should work to their capability and receive according to their needs.

And that leads me to Marxism. More & more reading.

Apakan the left & right wing atu yang?

Too much information eh.

They talk about the failure of socialism but where is the success of capitalism in Africa, Asia and Latin America? - Fidel Castro.

Friday, March 12, 2010

A walk to remember.

This (picture) is always be my favourite moment :)
Sushi! =)

Because its friday kan?

But we missed Jing Chew because Ony wake up late, sorry =(

Work is tiring today but bravo lima is all good for its next flight!

I want that game.. =(

Oh well. Abis kan mini ninja 1st!

Happy 20:16th weeksary, Love you.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Airbus is a flying bus.

Good Morning Sayang.

Good Morning All.

Its an early check we have here. I've been up for almost 4 hours now
and yet.. sleepy masih. Lucky thing Im in the cabin so things are pretty
easy. Not easy but.. yea. Ok. I can't even decide how to explain.

Amar get his Final Fantasy 13 so that makes another game to hold on
apart from battlefield 2 and Dragonage. (Ada lagi?) What a gamer. Baik
tarus damam nya.

I'm positive bout being FATter. Last year's baju raya are sampit
already. I burst into tears because I know I can't trim the excess fat
overnight. =( Im hungry but I really have to think 10 times before
sunking my teeth to another bag of chips.

Kan abiskan mini ninja soon (please help me with the big boss yang?
hehe) pasal I want cloudy with chance of meatballs. But.. err.
Nevermind.

"Confidential". Haha. I can't get that notice off. Nyeh. Love you
sayang.

BACK TO WORK.
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CONFIDENTIALITY NOTICE

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Heavy rain.

It was raining heavily in Tutong earlier today. So heavy that it keeps me hiding under the duvet almost an hour before I was really up from bed.
 
& I don't know how this post will be published. Via e-mail? Will the parameters be shown? Like my blog will looks like those matrix binary? Hmm.
 
Since Amar was doing several case study/report now and then, I tend to be interested in some part of it, this One child policy in China really caught me up. I get curious at times and questioning Amar about it and he is lazy and to answer. "Wiki bah sayang.." Haiya. I really want to know how does it impact the population well as we know China is the largest populated country in the world (Kah?) Like..so in economic growth cana? In agricultural? In all aspect generally. Ratio & all. Well at least that occupied my break time when at work, wiki & daily mail. Or Sudoku. Sometime I feel like going to school again & ada school break, dapat with Amar, travelling or just lay low at home, sleep.
 
Oh. My Mini Ninja is al most finito! With Amar's help everytime lawan the bosses. Hehe. Chicken bah Ony when it comes to the big boss. I always get scolded by the 'gamers', "Sprint bah sayang", "Jump!". Haha. I love you =) & I'm thinking of next game already! Mau cloudy with chance of meatball or lego. Hmm. Oh. Toy story or Madagascar! Can sayang?
 
& Amar rarely play online because I'm on his console with the cute little ninjas! :) Thank you. Inda lagi batah abis kan? kan?
 
Need to go toilet now. =s
 
I'm hungry! Feed me please.

CONFIDENTIALITY NOTICE

This e-mail is intended only for the addressee named above.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

CLUMSY!

err.. i accidentally removed some of the features. Chatbox & links gone! =( help?

Ps. Didn't know blogger features updated. =_=

Hey! I can now post through mail! haha. how lame. i just knew it =( poo.

white.


I don't need quote or metaphors.
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It has been a while. 19 drafts?

I was too intoxicated..with live & love.

Until I've forgotten some things.. as it slips away.

It never hurt this bad, guess its the taste of real love?

Tacky?

.nullified by the silence.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

journey.

3rd monthsary.

Stay wonderful & please..

be my knight again =')

i love you...unconditionally.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

My Amar!

Even if i have a thousand reason to leave you, I will look for that one reason to fight for you.


I love you

Happy 101st +1 day (=

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

UNPOST. hah.

WOW.

Has been a while aren't it? Hehe.

Life topples up & down but hey..I'm still standing.

Pretty occupied with my priorities. Just can't have enough!

Bracer will be debond (like..for real!) next tuesday & surprisingly, I'm not looking forward to it after these years. Ngehehe. Love me still sayang without bracer? =P

Weeks passed, I know.

12 weeks 8th week
LEAP OF FAITH

..20 Jan,
2 Amazing month with Amar!

I love you

13 weeks 9th week
We never missed a single friday without sushi.

Pineapple express was hillarious!
"I saw something.." Haha

Where there is smoke, there is flavour.
Charcoal, we are back!

COD is crazy especially when Amar is my opponent. Banci ku. But I love you still. Hehe.

& Clank is cuteeeeeeeee.

You're cuter anyway ;)

Oh well. I might be hilang again.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Fly me to the moon.


My gums are all swollen as the bracers are re-tightened.

And as expected, the tightness are making me headache and mood swings. Ohhhhh

I forgot to bring porridge to work since I can’t properly chew ‘normal’ food = hungry.

Unexpected call from KB. Hm..shouldn't be that careless and gullible. Oh boy. That breaks my trust just like..that.

I hit myself right on the mouth (and hit the swollen gum) over and over again at work. Dealing with the string ties is not my favourite anymore! I feel so malu because I cry for a broken string and punching myself at the same time. Sigh.

I don’t find any of today’s jokes cracking and sorry for being lame today guys.

I am not in my very best mood today. =(

Mellow…

I wish I would turn to uni instead of heading straight and cry over your shoulder instead of crying over my own decision.

I’m feeling so manja & down today thanks to the bracers.

I need Amar the most (I love you =) and I should wind down with a very very cold shower and some porridge now.

The net will snap off again. I know.

"If it were any other day,
This wouldn't get the best of me.

But don't shake me awake,
Don't bend me or I will break,
Come find me somewhere between my dreams,
With the sun on my face."
- Norah Jones.

Monday, January 11, 2010

It hurts like it used to.

I'm just...plain lazy (=

When was the last blog again? lol. New year ey.

Work was awesome, the limelight would be W1/W2 EEC Harness change. Man that was one tight task. Working from 0600 - 1800 on a saturday is sick but thanks to Amar for showing up as early as 5.30 I am so pump to work! ;)

Robbing harness from Lima...

...and replace it to Kilo.


Lima's C check continues and I assume..more work on the engine? Gimme!

Sherlock holmes. One scruffy guy who knows-it-all and yea, bad guy dies in the end. 6/10?

Bracers still here.

=( For me.

=) For Amar.

1 : 3 is one crazy decision I ever made! Oh well. I like it. WE like it ;)

Happy back to Uni (with the new shirts & bag!). Be good Love.

"Just sneak out and don't tell a soul goodbye"
- We the Kings.

Friday, January 8, 2010

My silly.

77 days = 11 weeks = 7th weeksary = infinite love (=

4 miniatures and yes, No homeschool =)

I love you silly.


(Jeeez. You look damam already. =)

Friday, January 1, 2010

364 days to go.

Happy New Year everyone!

"An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves."

Realistic?
=_=

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Most importantly, it's (Amar's) & my weeksary!

10 weeks, 6th week together.

Jeeezzz..you make me forget the feeling of being in love before (=

I love you..entirely.

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Yoshi is so mine!

I'm knackered =_='

Overslept again, haiyaa.

Wanted to watch LOTR but..I just gonna wait to watch it with Amar.
Avatar sounds nice, with my sister and Amar cries at the end of the movie, I can't wait to watch it eventhough I'm not looking forward for it before. (Though it's not in 3D! =P)

Badminton was awesome..ngalih I wan! Haha.

(Amar's) Yoshi is with me..HAHAHAHA. Amar demands for it back.
I think Yoshi likes love-a-lot very much. They look cute together. =P


Last day for 2009.

Happy New Year & May the road ahead be more meaningful and an awesome journey.

And I would love to see my sister kawin next year! Hahaha.

Amar...October 1st or 10th? Your choice. Hahaha Ily.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Monday, December 28, 2009

Tumblin monkey.

This is putu piring.
After all this time, baru tau the name.
Makes me miss SIN more =(

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Last week for December 2009.

Last week for 2009.

Won't be having any fancy plan for new year's eve. And I like it that way, barbeque sounds more nicer than watching fireworks. I hate fireworks. =s

Have fun with the road trip guys.

I'll be having the limelight in the hangar. Rotting.

Bought Tumblin' monkey and boy...it was so cute!
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Amar had finished The Uncharted.
I enjoyed watching him play (and the game), worth the 10 hrs of my life.

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I will not go back to Secret Recipe. =_=

I love me monstaaaaaa.

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

Countdown over.

Amar is back from SIN =D

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Can you see how wide my smile is? =D

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