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Friday, January 29, 2010

sometimes i wonder why i allow negativity and ignorance to run free in my presence? am i letting my disciplinarian side of me slack? and i am just afraid that my fire to lead is dying off. am i losing it? i can't help but feel this way. i want to carry on. i know i can. i did tell myself i'm never gonna think about my insecurities from now on, but it all comes screaming back to me.

i try not to let meaningless issues affect me anymore. it's just not worth the time. if i happen to be enthusiastic over something, i just am. but i won't act like it's the end of the world for me. i'm serious. but then of course, you shouldn't keep pushing me. you know something, i have limits. and you're crossing the line. simply said.

anyway...

i urge everyone to watch "Glee". it's good. yeah, the songs and all are fantastic. and the story's there too. a gleek, am i? maybe...just maybe.

okay, i'm training hard. i just want to buy a t-shirt. you know that t-shirt, the one with "life's short, paddle hard". yeah i wanna buy that and just strike off the 'paddle' and put 'run'. then behind put a little funny slogan. but of course have to cancel the kanoe sports thing.

alright. exams coming soon. so have to concentrate already. keep it all tight. and let it all go. i dunno whether what i just said made sense. but anyway, i believe that i'll be able to do well. but hopefully, i'll be able to do good for my stats.

yeap, end off with a little something i came up with while running.

to achieve the great, you must give up the good.



x Nav ran as fast as he could


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Monday, January 25, 2010

so many choices we are faced with everyday. whoa, i sound like Yoda by saying that sentence in that manner. let me star again.

we are faced with so many choices everyday. we have to constantly make decisions, spontaneously. noone can run away from it. and we've gotta go through the decision.

you know, there's seriously something wrong with me. i've gotta a bad start to the week. can't concentrate that much in lecture. almost puked while running. and tomorrow's my presentation. gotta dress up to the nines. well, not really, but you get the drift. once i'm done with the presentation, i'll feel much better. i know. then concentrate fully on other stuff. and soon, i'll pass my statistics. just need to pass statistics man. that stupid god-forsaken module that deserves to be burned at the stake.

okay, getting a little too cranky.

two weeks time. can't wait.

wednesday can't wait.

what will people think of my past? or of my life story?



x Nav ran as fast as he could


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Friday, January 22, 2010

i'm so happy. ecstatic. on top of the world. flying without wings. like i can do anything in the world. like i could run as fast as usain bolt. swim as fast as michael phelps.

she said yes. like after quite a while, she said yes. i'll be waiting for that date to come with great eagerness and anticipation. finally, i'll be able to put a voice to that image. the warmth from her smile. the charm of her eyes. the adorability of her self.

they say hell is a place on earth. and so is heaven.



x Nav ran as fast as he could


[[ never look back ]]

Monday, January 18, 2010

so here i am. sitting in fc5 infront of three girls who they're hot. but unfortunately they ain't. and i have a very strong feeling i might be seeing her later. and i dunno why, but i just feel like i should get out of here as soon as possible. it might be a little weird. everytime i see her in person, something will go wrong. like the first time i said hi to her while in the train to school, i asked 'going to school?'

yeah, enough of that. so, i'm back on track. literal in some cases. i believe that my running standard has actually decreased. ahhh man. shouldn't have done what i did. and i should have done what i didn't do. maybe i'll do it today or tomorrow. maybe i'll build up my endurance this week. then proceed on to a proper plan next week. i don't foresee any injuries or any setbacks. hopefully. believe.

A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he begins to blame somebody else.

maybe i may have lost my determination to deal with it. my motivation is definitely suffering the brunt. even though i'm used to it, it's what happens when you get close. i always understand, but i just don't get understood. there's really something called gender differences. we are really just different. and i'm trying to tell myself that it's okay. and also that's what i'm telling others. just to make it all flow. just for the sake of doing it. i just want it to go bye bye and then concentrate on my new forth-comings. just thought maybe i'll voice abit of what's going on in my mind here.

shoot for the moon. even if you miss it, you will land among the stars.

quotes can really open your mind. it's like words of wisdom to make you feel inspired and pumped-up in a matter of seconds. the thing is, when are we ever gonna stop taking quotes and start making our own? there are many philosophies life. about 6.7 billion of them. how do we make the best of it? my focus right now is get along running. and here's a story i would like to share with you.

every morning in africa, a gazelle wakes up.
it knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it'll be killed.
every morning in africa, a lion wakes up.
it knows that it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve.
it doesn't matter whether you're a lion or a gazelle.
when the sun comes up, you'd better be running.

well, the sun for me is coming up. and i'd better be running. if not, my mind will be deprived of a real fight.



x Nav ran as fast as he could


[[ never look back ]]

Friday, January 15, 2010

so i failed. but here's the thing. i've been thinking about it since i've been taking my road driving lessons.

singapore has reputably got one of the toughest driving test standard in the world, along with uk and some others. let us not really compare to those countries which appear in our minds as 'disorganized' and 'corrupted', with vietnam and india being one of them. maybe i'm going to put myself and my thoughts in a pontificating manner, but bear with me and my occasional pedantic sense.

i will touch on acquiring a driving license in singapore.let's say you're going through a driving school. first you have to spend about 80 bucks for registration. then you've gotta spend another 80 bucks for lessons on theory, after which 12 bucks on the theory test. then you need to sign up for a provisional driving license which costs 25 bucks. soon you'll get to the driving lesson, with about 60 bucks for each lesson and you've gotta have about 25 lessons, which equates to 1500 bucks. don't forget that you'll have to go through a few redundant automatic lesson which is also 60 bucks and you've got to 12 bucks on a driving simulator. and a driving test at the end of the day cost 160 bucks. doing the maths, it's adds up to a simple $1869. and that's considering you pass it on your first time. now if you were to take up driving as a private candidate, it could probably be half of that amount? depending also on how many lessons you want to take. so you can probably see how much the driving school is actually taking from you.

alright, then let's take a look at how we are tested. some of the british standard has rubbed off onto us, no surprises there, driving with a left-hand traffic regulation. looking through the practical training handbook, you kinda see a lot of pedantic and at times redundant mistakes that can cause you to lose marks and eventually fail which are unreasonable and laughable. and what we're tested on sometimes really doesn't make sense sometimes.

what's the point in having a crank course? which part in singapore will you be required to perform two sharp bends at one go with barely enough safe room to drive through. and parking for another thing. you evidently get marks cut off for being too slow, for the apparent reason that you wouldn't want to create a traffic hold up. and you get penalized if you turn the steering wheel while the car is stationary cause they apparently wouldn't want you to spoil their car components. you evidently get demerit points for not turning into position to turn near a bend with a stop line infront. it's demerit points for you if you actually brake if the light turns amber when it's on those amber lights and the car jerks slightly. cause i mean, who would want your car to jerk abit, it's so bad for a ride that you just wanna hit yourself with a hammer, ainnit? and incorrect braking technique as well, like if you brake in third or fourth gear, because you're supposed to switch down gears to apply engine braking. i mean, a brake lining is so important and dear to you that you really don't wanna kill it, even though you know you should send your car for servicing.

and lane changing. the whole thing is kinda messed up. you're supposed to change to the extreme right lane and then make a right turn and then change to the extreme left lane before the next traffic light. and after that next traffic light you're supposed to change to the extreme right lane to make a right turn then go back to the extreme left lane again. wait, isn't that abit unsafe? if a car infront of you were to keep changing lanes, won't that annoy you. and it'll probably be unsafe meaning that person actually requires to change lane from one end of the road the other end of the road in about 400m. and okay, isn't it more cleverer or more logically right to actually stay on the right if the next turn is on the right? shouldn't test focus on a driver's foresight as well. like shouldn't we actually be asked to be a driver. someone who plans ahead so that he won't have to hassle himself and put others at a misery of giving way to a car that changes lane after every traffic light.

first we learn to pass the test, then we learn to drive. look at all the instructors nowadays. they'll tell you to change lanes for example because they say "you need to always keep left in the test. the tester won't say it. you need to change. even if you going to turn. just change. then no problem". then they'll say "tester want to see how good you want to do in this" or something like "tester want to see how you do that". everything seems to be pleasing someone else? not how we are supposed to be as drivers? well, after all, we do drive around with traffic police behind each of our cars every day. any small mistake, we'll get a demerit point or two. even if we didn't switch down from third gear to second gear, even though we did stop right before the stop line safely. i just don't get it.

maybe something should be done to revise the whole driving standard. try using logical foresight, safe and smooth driving. and could we please work on something else? the humanity factor?

like okay, after you have done the test. they'll call you to a part of the room, ask you to have a sit and your tester will give you the report of you test. and then he'll tell you that you suck and just leaves. maybe it should be a time when they just go through and review the whole test, and humanely, try to understand what went wrong and stuff. of course for dire things, they should really not bother over to discuss but, trivial things. why are we making something so pressurizing? so that when we're on the road finally with a legalized license, we can be finally let loose? and they should also realise we are paying customers. paying customers who deserve the right to know what went wrong and whether the traffic police tester should reconsider. just a thought my friends.

we need to make the test as real as possible. that way, we actually be more human. instead of being a robot. aren't we really being treated like robots? shouldn't we be more human. i dunno how many times should i say this. but seriously, read again everything i wrote above. aren't we going on the wrong path? shouldn't there be a revision. if not to benefit me, to benefit the rest. i mean, looking on the roads now, people are changing lanes from lane 1 to 3 without any signal, beating red lights and speeding in the KPE and other expressways and even in neighborhood areas. i agree we have one of the best traffic systems in the world, but are we producing the best drivers? i dunno about that. but i know we ain't got the best driving test standard in the world.



x Nav ran as fast as he could


[[ never look back ]]

Monday, January 11, 2010

and so begins a new week. and probably the week that i've been looking forward to for a long time now. my driving lesson. it's been a long time coming but finally, the possible fact that i might be holding on to a driving license by the end of this week is here. sometimes i wonder if those elderly people actually really look forward to it in the way that we do. i ain't no sociologist or whatever but, do the elderly actually get excited in the way that we do about this? do they hop around and call their closest buds or even the kids (if they do have) and declare proudly that they are now legally allowed to drive on the roads of singapore. and will we (the younger generation), reach the stage where we actually may lose enthusiasm in certain aspects in our accomplishments. will we? scary though isn't it? to know that you won't really be able to fully savour the success in our future endeavors. live hard baby, live young.

oh and talking about living, did you read the news? this (middle-aged?) bloke who was sitting for his test actually died of cardiac arrest. damn, talk about really being stressed and nervous for an exam.

running is really becoming more comfortable. time to push it. come up with a good training plan. stick to it. and you know, train hard basically. i'm gonna come up with a t-shirt. do you know there's this t-shirt those dragon-boaters and canoeist wear? the "life's short, paddle hard". thinking of making one where the t-shirt says somewhat the same thing, but just that the paddle is struck out and run is scribbled below. dream.

when people told you to wake up, did they ask you to stop dreaming?

sitting right now in stats tutorial, and i wish i really could get a grasp of what the old chap is talking about. there's always an aura of confusion living in his tutorials. he makes us confused which in turns makes him confused, which leads us to more confusion. it's a vicious cycle and in the end, whatever question that we asked is literally a waste of our breath. and he's quite liberal, considering that he always asks for our opinion and then always goes to which opinion that is given to him the loudest. like for example, he'll ask you whether you want to go home or do rest of the questions. someone may say "do the questions" but if someone else says that "go home" louder, he'll probably start packing up his stuff and say cheekily "okay, you'll go home". power siol.

long post. can't help it. the mood's here to keep blogging on and on. gonna stuff myself with fast food later. actually, nowadays almost any food is fast food. go to the hawker centre and order hokkien prawn mee, you'll find that he's already pre-cooked some of them. so he'll just give it to you. fast food. go to vietnam or places with those roadside food stalls. they'll be able to whip up something in a matter of seconds that taste like drops of heaven. fast food necessarily doesn't have to be fatty burgers, oil-soaked fried chicken or salty fries that's enough to raise your cholesterol to a level high enough to shoot out of the top of your head out of your ears. it can be good. not only for the taste buds, but more importantly, good for the soul. and that's what matters. why bother eating a 139-dollar pretentious lamp chop, that has probably been fallen more on the floor than an infant trying to walk his first steps, which doesn't do anything for you except burn a hole in your savings account.

and hey i'm serious about the meat having been fallen on the floor. read books like kitchen confidential by anthony bourdain. when the meat falls somewhere, like on the floor for example, they just pick it up and just serve it. cause that piece of meat lost would cost them alot. so to minimise losses, they would take these necessary methods. yep.

alright signing off.



x Nav ran as fast as he could


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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

In this world, there will always be someone faster.
There will always be someone who will be able to run the extra mile.
There will always be someone who has the strength to break the barriers of the mind.
There will always be someone with the fire burning to win.
Aim to be that someone.

thought about this while i was at the doctor's. of course then i added the cliche-ish "Nike. Just Do It". yeah i know. but it's amazing how productive your mind can be in the serenity of the waiting room of the doctor's clinic. then also was coming with something else when i was distracted by a number of things. like figuring out how old the receptionist was, cause she did look juvenile in appearance. there was also the boring game of soccer, a match between singapore and iran, of which i kept scoffing at the score which was 2 to 1 in iran's favor. money well spent on the singapore lions.

alright, recently got hold of this book which my brother bought. something to do with self-coaching yourself by this great coach, brad hudson along with some of his professional associates. it's not bad a guide. and i feel that maybe i could try to come up with a plan for myself. like a 16 week thing. should be enough to lead me til i join a track team, don't you agree. of course i know realise that i might be starting out to late but better late than never as they say, innit? going for an hour run tml morning. that'll surely leave me drained. but no fear, i have 100 plus and red bull for that.

you know, i have come up with a very interesting way of making myself have a better mind or something like that. what is it you ask? well, okay. what's the worse-tasting drink you can think of? okay, once you've got that, get it ready in your mind. then also get your favorite drink in mind as well. when you're out for training, evaluate yourself. see how your mental prowess is going. see whether you actually did put some effort into it, physically and especially mentally. if you feel you did improve, you did fight, you did put in a substantial effort and compared to your previous trainings, you've been going along consistently and/or improving, go get your favorite drink. if not, then take the worst-tasting drink and then have a taste of defeat. good idea?

leave off now with an advice, never run to ngee ann poly area unless you're going to check out the girls. it's seriously a very bad route cause of all the traffic lights. that is if you're running from singapore poly. and also there'll be like tons of students crowding at the bus-stop so you'll literally have to squeeze your way here and there and be agile in order to avoid contact with them. or you could bulldoze your way through. that could be a more effective way for those gung-ho.

and here's a quote i just thought of. set an expectation for you to exceed subtly. that way you know you've got more in the tank to power all the way through a race. i dunno whether that was a good one but there it goes.



x Nav ran as fast as he could


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