Hi Everybody !

   Its been almost two years since I blogged,I have just read through some posts that I posted few years back ,those priceless memories .Nowadays the technology are so advance such as Facebook , Twitter ,Instagram & Blog .Whatever you had captured & posted it will forever stays on the website .5 years ,10 years, 15 years 20 years , 30 years or even 50 years down the road ,we might be forgetting almost everything but when if you are bored .Just take a look at the social media you have .That's also why one of the reason I have decided to blog again .I would like to note down every single little bits of my life as much as possible.

   Well , its pretty bored not working for almost 4 months ,afterall most of my friends they are either working or studying .The bad habit of mine savings of my few months of salary after that *retire*jobless and stay chill again . Hahaha .That damn logic of mine .Next week , I will be starting my new job ,just wondering for this time how long can I lasts , 6 months ? We shall see.

Hey Dearies ! Thanks for passing-by my blog still even though it's so dead ! *Hearts* Haha
The reason why i am here to update my blog is because i would like to rant out my unhappiness.
Facebook is only for me to post out "my thoughts & feelings" 1 or 2 sentences.Though there's no privacy but i cant help to post thing out at times .What's more so many people could actually view/comment or gossip back which makes me feel very uncomfortable of.Blog is a better choice with lesser reader .Haha *Intelligent Choice.
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My life was never easy & never will it be smooth for this year.So many unhappy things that i went through , so many ugly facts that i realised , so many disappointments i have came across.I have learnt many lessons this year, be it work or life & how strong or what is the extend that our relationship of Love , Friendship, Closest Ones or even like "the trust between each other" can go.
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This year i am already 19 years old ,things are getting more & more complicated .Seriously i really do not wish to grow up and face this problem but i have to ! People that i am facing around is CHALLENGING ! Here's come my stress .A very stressful life that i have went through recently ,I am too weak to fight against the battle & I'm giving up soon.*Really salute to those saviours from this hardcore battle*
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One year ago , my life wasn't like that .It's so much simple & happier.Although now I'm having a hard time in my life but it's okay .I believe that things will be back to normal soon {Hopefully} Though many things have happened but i would like to say 3 very lame & it's also from my bottom of my heart sentences.
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1.My boyfriend is still My boyfriend ; Koh Zi Liang
2.My Closest Ones is still My Closest Ones
3.My Friend is still My friend
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After all ,what i want to say it ,things never change.(:

It;s time to shut my mouth up and i just fucking mood swing !

Hey ! Like i've mentioned on the below post ! I have bought my new digital camera ! && I love it so much .But currently i do not have the adaptor to transfer/upload pictures to my computer.I cant wait to upload my photosssssssssssss !!!!!!!!! ^^

Helloooooooooooooooooooo !

Back blogging ! =.=; .Next month i will take more OFF DAY and chill out with my loves ones .But i THINK i will be going to be active again after when i buy my laptop this coming JUNE. Cant wait (: . Taking more pictures as usual after i gonna my lappy.Life without Computer/ boyfriend is damn pathetic .But nightmare going to end soonnnnnnnn !


ILOVEDIEMYBOYFRIEND,IDONTKNOWWHY ! (:

Hello ! I am back blogging due to those little readers ,Haha! Heehees ! Cant believe that there's actually people reading my blog still .Although not as many as before .Sorry to keep my blog so dead .My life is boring .Not much except working like a full time with no life .During OFF day meet up some of the precious ladies .Everybody is so busy with their life.It's so difficult to meet up some of the friend.Some of us have already drifted apart from each other .But i am still very happy with those ramdom meetup and those who cherished me as their friend .Many of my friends have already lost interest in blogging , so do i . =/ As i mentioned ,currently working hard for the sake of money and there's a lot of things that i wish to archieve .WO YAO JIAYOUUUUUUUUU ^^ . Baby ,I dont see any of the guy which is better than you ! Although you are phycially KILOMETERS (km) away from me but i dont feel the distance between us in my heart .Baby , wo miss ni very much !! ^^ You are always the best in my heart ! Hees

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5 Feb - My earliest birthday celebration in advance with my Queenstown Express Girls . Had dinner buffet and Rajah Inn @ TiongBahruPlaza . I love their food .But it's slightly expensive .But at least i ate something and i was damn so full like a pregnent lady .hahah. I was really surprised, unexpectedly it was my birthday celebration .Thanks for everything . Appreciate much *Heart* (:
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7 Feb - Thanks Huifang , Marcus & Yong de for the day on 7 Feb ,i wouldnt cry because i can't go animal zoo as i mention i am 19 not 9 years old .haha .Dont be mistaken .Aiya! I shouldnt say out the reason and should let your feel guilty instead. haha ! I miss my boyfriend laaaaaa .It isnt a bad day afterall .Thank you so much .See your soon :D
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9 Feb - Which is tomorrow .My Actually Birthday , will be celebrating with my Queenstown NA girls . (: . Looking forward to have fun together :DDDD I will update again
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10 Feb - OUT with Andrea , Chloe & Andrea , Hopefully together with Qiu Mei .Kbox session . I will update again ^.^

Happy Chinese New Year

Xin nian kuai le everybody ! :D. My new year is not as bad and boring as i thought . Had lots of fun with my cousin especially gambling . haha .First day won alot and second day lost alot. Lol . Although abit heartpain but must kan kai yi dian . haha . Played poker cards with my Cousinsss , ban luck ,ban ban . Lai lai lai ! We keep on gambling until we were all very tired . MONOTONE already . February , i want to say goodbye to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sooon okay ?Hope times will pass faster . Heehee . Best fly until Christmas . :D

DAMN IT !

Yesterday i surf Internet through my phone and i forget to switch off the Internet thingy as i am really too tired .Halfway through , i fell asleep .Time from around 2.30am to 7.30am. 5 hours ! Oh my ! When i woke up i almost faint when i saw the Internet signal of my phone.The following handphone bill sure CMI ! After that i am totally awake ,XIA SI WO SIA ! Luckily i woke up @ 7.30am instead at a later time (:

HELLO EVERYBODY !

Oh ,gonna update something .My blog is so deaddd .& i know its like so =.=' . Basically working and nothing else .I make full use of my OFF DAY to meet up my friends / cousin .Everyday is a busy day .New Year is approaching but i am not excited at all .Waste money buy new year clothes =/ .haha ! Anyway i love my friend although at times i am quite busy with my work and do not have enough time to meet up you guys . But still love you all . (: .Did not take pictures with all the girls

Finally off today .Hmmm .The past few weeks i have been working working working ,i am a part time but now i am working like a full time. Moneymoney (: . Need money desperately to save for my one whole series of plans with boyfriend , heehee.I made use of my off days as well to meet my all my sweethearts.No picture with my damn ass cousin ,Li ting .Girls ,so sorry , for this month i will be busy :( . I promise to put a little more off days just for youuuuuuuu (: .Sorry for always saying not free , i would love to meet up you girls if i am free & Of cos i still have a number of friends havent meet up yet ! Me-miss-you. January will be the month is guess (:
Everybody please take care, see you aroundddddddd ~

Sorry peeps .I am no longer active in Facebook & Blog as usual anymore.
Currently i will am focusing in my working and struggling money now(:
Dont worry , i will be strong (: .I miss my darling boyfriend very much .
Will see him in 3 days time .Heehee .
Glad to meet up some of my girls but not all .
Didnt meet up my usual clique for a long time ,Michelle & Co. :(
& of cos some of others as well .

Everybody please take care and be strong & stay in a blissful relationship (:
Be happy (: I will not update regularly .
It's important to find a girlfriend/boyfriend who loves you ,dotes you and treats you good .
Or else it will be meaningless .
I love my boyfriend very much,Koh Zi Liang (:

I have some plans .I mean savings plan
Hope it will succeed .Baby wish me good luck ah.Heehee

Someone who love me and dote me very much left me alone.
He never want to leave me alone , i know he wanted to takecare of me personally
He will never rest his mind to leave me with anyone else besides himself
A guy who truly loves me with his heart & i promise you to walk down this tough road with you
To My Baby ;Koh Zi Liang.

I am very confuse what to do and how to handle my life now without boyfriend to be there for me
After crying , i always wipe off my tears and says dont worry , everything will be fine, time flies .
Another min , i am totally lost what to do .I hate to do repeat things like what am i doing ?
Like washing face after awhile i wash my face again totally forget that i've already wash my face.
Actually i am thinking something else.Sometimes i am alright , sometimes i pretend to be fine ,sometimes i break down & sometimes i feel lost .I hope that i will learn how to take good care of myself and not let my boyfriend worry for me .This is what i promised my boyfriend , i will do it and i wouldnt lie .Baby , imissyourcuteface .You poison me with your love like what i have told you before. haha.

Quarrelled with boyfriend .Tried not to bother so much but i just couldnt control my tears from rolling down my cheeks.It;s so hard to hold back my tears , but i am seriously fine.I just want to cool myself down .As for boyfriend ,he hits the door , hurt his fist & bleed . Even after when we patch things up ,i still didnt sayang his hand , the first time i did was to hit his fist and makes him feel the pain . I even said this " Beat somemore la " Then as time pass ,my hearts feel the pain ,then i more and more xintong,so i have to handle his fingers with tender care.Argh ! Mr Koh Zi Liang, please do not hurt yourself, Thank you very very very much :D . Boyfriend damn creative laa ,he created a name named "Facebook-Seeker" haha .So adorable. Heehee .

Although after quarrels but i still feels that no one love me better than he do . {So mushy , haha}

BBQ

Sorry , there's no picture taken :( . Celebrating Yongde's birthday in advance with boyfriend & his friends .BBQ @ LengKok Bahru .Finally i see Yongde's V ,heehee.Anyway she is friendly ,there only 2 girls {include me} and the rest are guys ,10 over guys are there. Tyson's girlfriend came during midnight. Hmm.Went down to the BBQ @ around 6.30 pm after that went back to baby's house @ 9.20pm after that went down again @ 12.30am .HAHAH ! Travel around .Lol ! Anyway i am the one of the cooker. Woots ! Damn cool , though there's some chao da foods but overall it;s still alright right ? Cooking & cooking , Sweating & sweating . Boyfriend sayang me.Heehee .It;s alright as long as everybody is happy . (: . Me ,Home sweet home @ 3 am ,some went back home & the rest went Cyrus if i am not wrong .
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Hope every couple stay sweet sweet , Hees .Although quarrels might occur and this might end up in an ugly scene but after awhile everything will turns out to be fine. Please feel bless when you are in a relationship ,in love is simply amazing .Stay sweet alright ? (: Everybody around me must be happy & strong kay ? :D
I know that some of them doesnt deserve love at all because it's their retribution or they lied and keep things from their loves .For this category of people ,i seriously feel like asking them "why are you in a relationship ,wasting time, trust, money & tear,its time to break up " But for the innocent ones , i pity them.& for bastard & bitch , they are like one perfect match ,they should last longggg .I shall end here, find that this post it too wordy . ;( , Sorry :D

2 Days ago.
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Hi Everybody ,
2days ago , while waiting for my lovely boyfriend to end his work , i went to Citi Spa for my " Relaxing Spa Treatment " Everything is excellent ,good service & atmosphere/surroundings . Thumbs up ^^ .For the whole treatment is about 90mins .

Here's what i enjoyed that day (:
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• Organic Body Scrub
• Aromatherapy Steam
• Hydromassage Bath
• Aromatherapy Anti-Stress Massage

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Their chimchim title for the treatments .Lol .Basically body scrub,body massage ,body steaming & my favourite Jacuzzi !@!@!@!@! Best! Wanted to ask boyfriend to join me along but they only accept Females ! Haha. Understandable .Some of the shop they refuse to accept Males customer it's because they want to avoid misunderstanding ,or molesting /seducing case .They cant install any camara in the room , commen sense i guess ?
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BOYFRIEND is currently doing housework now, been busy for a few hours ever since he went back home and continue with the housework ,tidy up things and the TV arrangement ,
hope he will have a good rest tonight .Only if i can help him with anything , i really feel so bad when i know he is so tired yet i couldnt help him with anything , Baby , you are best okay ? See you tomorrow ^^ . Sakae Sushi for tomorrow ? Heehee