its offficially summmer o9' how long has it been since i blogged? i finally have some timee to actually do stufff. ive beeen catching up on my sleeep, on my tv shows and my personall time. loads of stuff went through this year and now it's summer, summer (: SUMMER IS A TIME TO LET GO. LET YOUR HAIR FLY FREE. THE TIME TO BE CRAZY AND TO FIND YOUR INNER RHYTHM TO PARTY. ivee been a very quotish mood today so that is why i wrote alot quotes today due to my much spare time, LOL. i got a new internet server thingy- P1 max or something like that? it's alright but it keeps disconnectingg which is incredibly frustrating. right now, im watching the city and its pretty alright. i mean i totally prefer the hills bettter but i lovee new york because its hot and awesome and i plan to study, stay and work there (: i watched gossip girl s2, skins s3, privileged, secret diary of a call girl ever since my holiday started. im such a fanatic (: hahah. One of my dearr friend is leaving this Saturday- Shona, omggg ill miss her so friggen much that its obscene! damnnnit. i misss jesssica milller so fucken much. :( i wish i got to speeend some time with youu! come to JB jessie millie. why must you stay so damn far away from me? LOL. anyways i think you suck because you stay that far. Jadeykinsss, please please take care of yourself when youre in freaking Europe, i hope you'll get swine and get quaratined (: imma such an awesome friend. My best friend Cerise's in the philippines now and i seriously hope she'll drop by Singapore because i absolutely misss her too much ): i hopee mac comes to singapore sooon too! hahha mirzz's coming over to my place to stayy over for afew days which is righteous awesome lol, well hopefully. (: hahah nicole may be coming to cameron highlands with me and then me and mommy may be going to KL once again- SHOPPING SPREEE :D wheee x ahhaha. now im gonnna go watch the city and maybe ill write later since im in sucha artistic mood of writing LOL
cheers'

YO YO. Oh my god, HAPPY NEW YEAR yo. It's like 2009 now. Can you freaking believe it? Oh my gosh, hahaha it's incredibly quick. I cant believe it. :S Woah. I know, I know, I havent updated in like months well I really cant be bothered man. Hahah, anywayss. school's gonna start soon, so fucking gay ass. urgh. hahah im anti-alcohol now. The sight of vodka makes me wanna fucking puke so yes, I'm finally clean. Hhaha I had too much freaking vodka this past week. Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday. Ew fuck. Hahah and I have major hangoverss from all the nights. I puked my guts out. LEARN IT FROM ME, NEVER CHUG A FULL HUGE TALL GLASS OF VODKA ON AN EMPTY STOMACH. I swear, you will thank me later. :) Shit, I'm sick. My throat hurts and I'm having a running nose. This is not good, sucks balls. Chinese New Year's coming.. wheee. Hahah, partty :D Yeh yeah baby. And money... :) Yess, double pleasuress. I wanna like pierce my ear cause I want to. Bahahha and I wanna eat Mc Donalds now. AND i want to purchase a high waist skirt! Hahhaha. But I like cant find it anywhere, whats up with that? :( Hahah, anywayss, nye was actually sucky. Went dinnerr with folks- Korean BBQ, saw this pretty cute guy so that was a plus and then went home and at about 11, it only started getting okayish, went to a countdown party, drank like vodka and counted down to o9' hell yeah baby. Hhaha, I was on the phone with Miki the whole time, gay ass right? Met some pretty cool peeps at the party so it was an okay nye i guess, not what I would call good. Oh well, better than nothing yeah? I need to remove my make up and take a god damn shower. It's like 1am in the morning. Yes, I'm a good kid alright. Do you have a problem with that? :):) Fuck shit, school's starting on Monday, Urgh. Gay ass shit fuck. 3 weeks of hell and ill be free once again. Atleast I'll get to meet Shona and peeps in school so it's okay i guess. I miss you Jessica Miller, you freaking bitch. Hhahaha. Get your ass back from Dubai. Serena, I love you cutie pie, come back and save me from absolute boredom and insanity. I need some sanity in my life, oh wait, wrong person to call. Hhahah Serena Leatherman is so not sane, she's INSANE. but thats why i love you my dear. Anyways, I'll try to update more.

xoxo, Le Wen

Heeey. Today's a holiday which means.... NO SCHOOL! WHOO. haha. i officially did nothing today. I slept, eat, listened to music 24/7, facebooked, msned, texted, called people, received calls and watched tv. I know, what an interesting life. I was supposingly to go shopppingg with my lovely mom but she bailed on me. BITCH' jokes. jokes. I love my mom so much. She's just the beest. I think I have homework but I just cant be bothered. Omg, what am I becoming? Gosh. Well I've finished my maths yesterday during tution so that's over with. I have business and english left. Well english's due's on Friday and Business.... it's due tomorrow. Ok, I need to finish that up. Dayum, I wanna watch Eagle Eye, Disaster and House Bunny. They're all released. I need to go out with my peeeps. Miranda, my babe. Twilight's just moaning our names. Haha. Edward Cullen, Mr Sex. Jacob Black, Mr Sex 2. Gosh. Why must Taylor Launter be that hot? He makes me love Jacob. Gosh. I'm an Edward Cullen supporter all the way but Taylor's just too, too hot. Gosh. Haha. Gosh is my new favorite word. It sounds so posh. Loving it baybeh. I just talked on the phone the entire day. Lol. It's nice? Gosh. Imma so bored today. Lol. I miss all my peeps. I wanna chill with you guys so much! I have hiking training tomorrow! W.T.F right. I know, I know. And HELL TO DA NO, I did not do this for fun. As Im going to Korea and I need to trek for 3 days on a god dayum mountain, I need to train atleast twice to you know get ready for hike. Gosh. I didnt go to the first training. LOL. But, who cares. It's gaay. Me, Michelle and George are gonna be like NO, NO, NO! Hahaa. We'll just slack there and walk as slow as possible. I WATCHED GOSSIP GIRL AND 90210. GG was pure amazing, thank god. I thought it was gonna be a worse season but thank god, it's becoming good. This week's 90210 isn't that good. BUT i believe it'll be good next epp. :D I believe in you 90210. I love Annie and Tie together. Such a hot couple. Xx :D Gosh. LOL. Its freakang hoott. Im so amazingly proud with myself. I DIDNT ON THE AC FOR THE ENTIRE DAY. Wont mother nature be proud of me? She's probably gonna give me a pat on the head later :D Im all sweaty and sticky. Need to take a refreshing cool shower laters' Imma loving Whatever You Like - T.I. Its fucking amazing. Im still loving Demi Lovato's abulm! Dayum babes, you're amazing even though you're only sixteen. Keep rocking. Lol. Alright, I'm in need of my cool shower. See ya laters'

xoxox Le Wen<3

Heeeey guys. I watched CARS and King Kong yesterday. It was shit scary. Haha King Kong I mean. It was not funny. But I like the last bit, that was sweet. I wanna watch titanic. Lol. I'm so gonna cry. ): They're so cutee. Anyways. I'm still in love with Demi's abulm. Hahaha. I lovee until you're mine, the middle, on the line, don't forget... actually every song on her abulm. They're all fab. :D I need new songs. Psh. Getting bored with my playist again. I'm listening to Until You're mine :) LOL. I'm textin peeps now. Haha. Clarissie baby. I love youu. I missss you. COME BACK! Lol. Anywayss. I'm sick. Not just sick, majorly sick. I have the bad cough and flu. My voice's all fucked up and shit. I've been sick since Wed and all I ate is porridge and bee hoon soup and icky medicine and I'm not well yet. I skipped two days of school to sleep, eat and watch tv. :D But I'm still not well YET! I missed my training walk too. Haha that's a plus. (: Imma so tired cause the medicine makes me sleeeepy. I slept so much during Thrus and Fri. Lol. Slept the whole day. Anyways I got my hiking boots for Korea. Who knew ugly boots would cost that much. LOL. It's soo ugly. I hate it. Oh well it's for Korea. Lol. SHOPPING! :D I wanna get those shrilly gladiators. Lol. But I just got those brown ones and my mom would kill me if i got another pair. Cause before that I got this white pair of ankle heels. Gosh. But I want theeem! Damn' I need those shrilly gladiatorss. I wanna get new sunglasses too. Those from Fendi or Channel. Haha. And my mom's gonna kill me cause I just got Ray-Ban. I wanna get more clothes... :( which I did but I dont like them anymore... Haha. I'm some sort of shopping obsessed! This is not good. I WANT THOSE SHRILLY GLADIATORS. :( Well I just need to leave like that then. Poor, poor me. Lol. Isnt it nice that I have no homework at all? Now, I'm gonna stop here with a full stop. Will write more laters.

For My sake of mine it's getting the best of me
I need you next to me
I'll try to find a way that I can
Get to youI just wanna to get to you

The world I see is perfect now
You're all around
With you I can breath

Until You're MineI have to find a way
To fill the soul insideI have to find
Way without youHere by my side
Until You're Mine
Not gonna be
Able complete
I won't rest until you're mine (mine)

Oh wow Inside I can
Only hear you voice
Ringing through the noiseI can't find my mind it
Keeps on coming back to you
It all leads back to you

I wanted something out of reach
It's killing me
You're all I seeUntil You're Mine

I have to find a way
To fill the soul inside
I have to find
Way without you
Here by my side
Until You're Mine
Not gonna beAble completeI won't rest until you're mine (mine)

It's so good to be
If we were meant to be together
By being so close
I'm ready to begin
The waiting has to wind
Right now, TodayI have to find a wayMine!
Until You're Mine

Without you here by my side
Until You're Mine
Not gonna be
Able complete
I won't rest until you're mine (mine)
For My sake of mine it's getting the best of me
I need you next to me

Until You're Mine
Demi Lovato
Don't forget 23.09.08

xoxox, Le Wen <33

Heyhey. It's 9.49pm. =D Lol. It's a monday. Sorry, make it 9.50pm. I'm listening to Trainwreck by Demi Lovato :) Anyways. I'm supposed to study for my bio but I dont know why but I have no heart to study. Haha but, who's ever in the mood to study biology? Lol. I missed him today. Well I usually text him in the morning but today I didnt so it felt weird. I was just checking my phone constantly seeing if he texted me or not. I know, I know, I'm paranoid. Lol. But it's just such a habit for me. It'll be funny if he stops texting me. I dont know how lost will I be. I hope he'll still do. So, today I got the answers for why Ayu and Prem broke up. Well it's supposed to be a secret but it's a really cute answer why they broke up. They still love each other, they do... deeply. But a break would do good for them. I mean it's crazy sad not to see these two love birds together anymore and I seriously hope they'll be together again. PRAYU ROCKS :) lol. Today during english, we watched the black and white film- Lord Of The Flies. AND we got back our essay. Hey, atleast I didnt do that bad, expecting that I never touched the book. So yeah. Thank God. Thank The Lord. Thank The Teacher. <3. Lol. I hope tomorrow'll be a good day. Well I have a biology test so how can it be good? I'm so shit scared for it. I needa study but I just cant! Urgh. why, why, why?? I need to focus on my studies more if i want to get in my desired university- Columbia University and work in Wall Street so I have to do good now. No fooling around, serious work comes first. Oh ya. I'm gonna sign up for NYAA :) So yeapp. Hope it's not hard.

Making my way downtown
Walking fast Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you Tonight
And I, I Don't want to let you know
I, I Drown in your memory
I, I Don't want to let this go
I, I Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast Faces passed
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know
I'd walk A thousand miles
If I could Just see you...
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you If I could
Just hold you Tonight
A Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton
I'll walk a thousand miles to see you...

xoxox, Le Wen <33

Haallla Yaaallla. LOL. OMFG. the couple who was cute just broke up today. Yes, it's Ayu and Prem. It's tragic. They were so adorable together. Prem, why did you break up with Ayu? Gosh. Everyone's breaking up recently. First it was Andrew and Miranda. I never gave a shit about it cause firstly, I dont know who's Andrew and Miranda deserves to be happy and she is now. But today, it's a whole different issue. Prem and Ayu were/still in love. I'm not really sure why they broke up. But I'm gonna get answers sooon. I mean like Ayu loves him. I'm pretty sure Prem did too. They were always cuddling, whispering and giving those sneaky kisses. They were super cute. I didnt thought they would last forever but longer than this. *Sigh* Love. Such a complicated issue. Why must life be so complicated? :(

Demi:I didn’t wanna sayI’m sorry for breaking us apart
Joe:I didn’t wanna sayIt was my fault
Even though I knew it was
Demi:I didn’t wanna call you back
Cause I knew that I was wrong
Both:Yeah I knew I was wrong

[Chorus:]

Demi:One in the same never to change
Our love was beautiful
Both:We got it all destined to fall
Our love was tragically
Joe:Wanted to call
Demi:No need to fight
Joe:Cause you know I wouldn’t lie
Both:But tonight we’ll leave it on the line
Demi:Listen baby
Nick:Never woulda said forever if we knew it’d end so fast
Demi:Why did you say ‘ I love you ‘If you knew that it wouldn’t last
Nick:Baby I just cant hear what your saying
The line is breaking up
Demi:Or maybe that’s just us, oh baby just us

[Chorus]

Joe:Tried to call again and get your mailbox
Like a letter left unread
Demi:Apologies are often open-ended
Both:But this one better unsaid

[Chorus]

Demi:We’ll leave it on the line
Nick:Yeah, oh yeah
Demi:We’ll leave it on the line tonight
On The Line- Demi Lovato ft Jonas Brothers.
Don't forget 23.09.08
Get it to believe it.

Yes, I do have Demi's new abulm earlier than everyone else :D which is pretty awesome and may I add her abulm is freaking amazing? I'm in loveee with it. I listened to it all day. I mean I'm serious when I said all day. Cause I put it as a playist and I pressed the button "Repeat Playist" So it'll play forever unless I stop it. Haha I didnt. I never do. My music's on 24/7 which means my laptop is too. Haha. Its terrible for my laptop I know. I need to let it rest! But I really cant be bothered too.
i love you.
i miss you.
i feel empty without you.
when did you become such a big part in my life?
when did i ever need to text you 24/7?
when did you make me feel so attached to you?
why cant you say you love me and only me?
why cant you hold me in your arms forever?
why do you love me when you're not supposed to?
how can you make me love you?
how did you do it?
how do you make me think about you all day long?
you're my friend.
you're my lover.
you're my everything.
I love you. I need you.

There's this one guy. This one guy that made me love him. This one guy who walked into my heart and not wanting to leave. He's the guy who I think about, the one I text everyday, every minute. You love me but you like her. You make me feel so insecure but yet so loved. I love how you would tell me how much you love me everyday. I love how you would tell me you love how i smiled. I love how you would tell me I'm beautiful. I love everything you say about me. But why are you with her when you say you love me so much? Why? Why did you even say yes to her? Why? I love you. I want you to be happy. I'll leave if it makes you happy... ...
I'll leave forever.

xoxoxox Le Wen <33

Yo yo yo. It's 10.15am this morning. LOL. Hm. Im so bored. It's a sunday which means tomorrow's a monday which is crap. I hate school. It's so boring and stuff. I'm counting down to my holiday! Oct 18th. Well, on that day I'm going to Korea with school so its not really a holiday isnt it? LOL. Guess what? Im going to Korea to climb a fucking mountain. Oh the joy. I mean seriously. Plus we're gonna stay in tents? Seriously UWCSEA, we dont need to experience the great outdoors that much. I would rather stay in my swimming pool for 3 nights and that'll be my great outdoor. I'm going to Korea for 8 days. So, 4 days are camping. The remaining 3 days will be for like sightseeing and stuff. Its so gay. I would rather hang with my Emaar friends. Atleast they know how to have fun. Crap, crap, crap. Tomorrow's Monday. I think I have homework? I'm reading Lord Of The Flies now on spark notes. Haha Im supposed to finish the entire book by tomorrow and I havent read a single page. Yes, that's how bad I am. I'm actually amazed at myself how I can complete certain homework relationg to LOF. It's such a gay book. I hate english class, I'm just stonning there. It's not even funny how crap I am. Plus I dont really know that many people in eng except for George? I feel so lonerish in school. :( Well, whatevers. Its crap anyways. Rather be with emaar peeps. :D LOL. Now like, I dont get why this girl suddenly hating me. I mean seriously, she was nice to me afew days before and suddenly she just hates me. I'm just like wtf? What did I do to you? Whatevers. I feel depressed now. *sigh* Hate this feeling. Why cant my friends from Emaar be in UWCSEA? I'll be so much happier then. But nooo. they have to be Emaar. I miss them loads. It's not even funny how much I miss them. Anyways. Life's complicated now. I just wanna get away from here. Not deal with like shit. Like friends, social, school, work and love... It's just retarded. :( *sigh* Love my family. :D Always there for me.

xoxox Le Wen<33
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