Ooooh , so in the end I still face to same problems ~

I'm always stil the same.. like before
let the song rewind me back to the times

I feel really sad, everyday as long as I'm in school..



I always get so crazy in midnights

another side of me comes out uhno

Why?

went swimming just now
and I'm working tmr

I hate staying at hme



















tmr I am going training for work alr
but work place is fcking at IMM -.-
not cause of the high pay, I wont work lo
6hrs prac today was boring..
instructor face black black 1, at least he did give mi a pass for all the subjects
wht I've learnt today?
vertical parking
position ur vehicle more to the right
reverse and look at the back of the left door window
full locked once sharp edge appeared on my left mirror
thn reverse reverse at slow speed
return steering whn car is straight . ok thts wht I rmb for this sub
road hazard & lane changing part II is lame..
Parallel parking
position car in the centre
reverse slowly till I could only see two curbs thn immediately full lock to the left
once car safetly went in
check right mirror.. once right rear wheel landed on the line , full lock to the right
lols. I really need to revise abit after every prac
so I wrote them all here for references :D
smart right..
;
after prac, went amk hub meet cousin quan
walau with 1 grp like tht :\
and his gf thr also..
hope he wont bian huai

manage to wake up in time for later prac ^^
fucking soar throat now......
;
for ytd prac.. completed quite alot
u turn, e brake, s course, crank course.
As for E Brake, it is fcking fun
the sudden stop of the car and the skidding sound eeee~
step the brake hard hard with force
after hearing skidding sound immediately clutch in
after tht pull hand brake
if engine never store wait for tester further instruction
if engine store, put to neutral gear and start engine thn wait for further instruction
whn tester say ready to go
signal right. look left,right and rear mirrors for car
no car, push down hand brake , engage to gear 1 if gear is at neutral
check blind spot on the right and go :)
lastly , cancel signal .

time to sleep.. tmr 6hrs prac :D
earlier today was bad..
morning driving is like wtf
I drive with half eyes opened for 2hrs
best part, instructor still pass me 2 subjects lmao
tmr stage 3. 6 more lesson and I'll be booking my TP

ohhhh yeah 6am liao . time to go bathe soon
Just back from toilet
spitting out blood again -.-
whats the fcking problem with my body..
ahya don care
this is alr my 3rd post for today lolx
;
used to go club to numb myself
drink and get so high , get to the dancefloor with an empty mind
but now .. 1 word no
I should spend those precious time to sleep at home :p
.
applied ib last week and found out about $800+ transaction from my ms trades
all had alr spend on smoke,club,pub & blahblahblah
wht a waste right?
nevermind , at least I spent my coke pay not on all those hehe :D
;
got class 3 pract and acting role later
hope everything goes successfully :\
I didnt sleep at all.. wtff
boon aizai abit !!





I just couldnt wait to see all the F's for my sem2 in nyp :D
Positive bit, I repeat so wht? thr will be new classmates ^^ ~
&
Dear cousin getting some black menthols for me ! seeyou on wed :)
&
I couldnt sleep :(
an hr later goin to prepare for prac .
after tht .. wht is it totally about??
could it be fun? hope so
&
lastly , I am tired for clubbing . pub also !
recently, been drinking n drinking till I couldnt take it anymore and vomit out blood.
I should take care of myself.






h a n g - o v e r

I'm so damn sick
.... stupid throat
hope greatgrandma operation will be successful

getting older.. more worries for elder's
these year visitings,
alr been quite numbers of relatives told my mum i changed alot
worry abt me becoming bad..
I don understand..




















wht a christmas u gave me bro..
u told me u gonna quit sch..
asked if u really decided..
you said yes
I really don knw wht life gonna be when sch reopen
time we knew each other
time u taught mi to smoke..
time we ton..
time we ride bike tgt on highway frm woodlands during midnight..
time we piang at woodlands..
time we went stairs to smoke during lessons..
time you share with me so much jokes and secrets..
time we sleep in the lecture hall and listen music
time we laugh at some xl fat ass
time we smoke at nyp bridge
time we bo ga lan over our studies..
time we gan Joel tgt..
bro tc..
I will miss you bro..


went visit flexor ytd
and bought a new flexor baby
thn i asked gary
wan hire pple mah
thn he laugh and told me.. wait u graduate first ..... so saddddddddddddd :(
I want get more flexor baby nxt week :D
omfg.. getting close to 1 packet a day FCK



arghhh so sad...
first time brought xP to ht
everything goes so smooth..
3rd head tio dc !!! shagggg ahh
laosai laokui ;x

day I cook prawns ;x