S :Shrewd but overbearing.
E :Energetic but impatient.
N :Inspiring but melodramatic.
G :Glamorous but snobby.

C :Charismatic but impulsive.
H :Harmonious but subservient.
I :Independent but distant.
N :Inspiring but melodramatic.

T :Talented but unmotivated.
E :Energetic but impatient.
C :Charismatic but impulsive.
K :Insightful but biases.



hahahaha.... lols....

songs.... eng aparently....
woman and me were like singing at nlb 10 storey garden.... hahahaha..... blah... my norm voice is low.... sad......









i didn't sing offtune, i'm doing a remix.

bright lah.... need sunglass.....
i'm a like a a ...... idk.....
dark cooling and dry place.

ha
hmk
crap tmr got math
wts

lionel: doesn't "teach" mean "impart"? you are contradicting your statement.
me: no lah. impart means the person really learn and applies, teach is just showing you the facts, doen't mean you get it.
lionel: are you sure?
me: that's why they are called "TEACHERS"
lionel: lucky i'm a tutor

yeah went out... destressed...... and cuddle-batt recharged. :D

need tiger beer. alot of them..... make the ppl on bras basah roof top disappear....

must rant out this to clear my mind....
1. sometimes, i choose to perceive things as more pessismisic...

eg: a guy being nice to many many many girls.... [somewat flirtious]
ah. rationale is, he is practising his flirt technics.... if he is very the nice to u, u are most probably his one of the few million practise target.... so yar. ur life is f-up. XD

prob is in this world, there are ALPHA-MALES-WANNABE..... this are really hilarious ppl.... do anything to be the alpha male...... the "man spirit" just in return for some "oohhh" and "aaahhhh" from ladies..... sadly.... u are the entertainemnt, the play toy.... stop making a fool out of urself.....[ in short, guy who tries to impress random girls by doing something stpid... *reference to the jumping guy*

so it is logical that one of the false trait alpha male wannabe {AMW) is the act of self-sacrificing....

self-sacrifice for ppl who are like "taken" just for the sake of company......
and this facade is removed, when it comes to allocating credit..... they take back this work from the self-sacrificing portion and put it under as their own..... so it reviews their true nature.... selfish...... a epic fail dude, but wanna be an alpha male.

and apparently, ppl dun see it... they disregard it as like a once-in-a-lifetime-accident.... haiz.......

now clever woman, make us of AMW and leave them in the end..... EOS. [end of story]

w.s ah sad sia....

now. abt superficial ppl. wtf. there is damn alot of them..
facebook is to be blamed.
ppl constantly putting their life stories on fb..... then like yar.....
so alot of ppl talk.... but who listens???
the type of friend is like..... i talk my share, u want listen dun listen, up to u.....
fail sia.
superficial self centred douches..... blame FB!!!!!

so being stupidly superficial, ppl look at things narrowly and yar... [u failed GP!]
they look at the crrent sitation... not the overal sittion.... so for credit allocation, its scrwed up...... even worst still, they look at the one supposedly doing the work, but dun think about who actually does the work....

just like films, director take credit when it should be like the stage manager and crew and EVERYONE..... so be nice, stay and watch credits.....

so due to this superficial ppl, they are really messed up. big time... their life and everything.

qn: u want to feel good or u want food on ur table?
= go on strike or work and get paid?

feelings are really sppose to be like OUT-OF-TOPIC when working...... emotions distorts decision making.... alot....

due to such "hidden work" be nice and like yar, dun self-praise, but praise others, and like yar..... everyone happy happy. if like the entire grp does that, everyone benefits...... like seriously......

situational integrity.....
1. u might not know the truth
2. no harm giving ppl more praises.
3. maybe its better to avoid the truth.
4. integrity is for idealist and dreamers.

up-there! why do u chuck me with such ppl? they suck...... they put on like a forever facade unknowingly... and refuse to acknowledge the real nature of human...just plain ugly lah..... and like that r society damn superficial....

blame kpop.... the singers.... yes blame them

wah. woman blg post damn emo. hardcore emo style....

erm... erm...... idk wat to say...

lets keep things on the more positive tone....

i'm not selfish. unless the other party is.
unfeeling..... moderately...... not my choice.. blame environemnt
i can get fever.... dun think cold blooded creatures can ever get fever. its bioloigcally impossible...

hearts are hard to play with. u have to cut them out first, clean them, then can play with it... so much hussles..... aiyah.... dun play lah...

the thinking and feeling part.... erm..... I SERIOUSLY DOUBT IT EVER APPLIES TO ME.
even harder to comprehend then women. thats how my mum catergorise me......

love.... lets see......
my heart beats fast when i'm with u.
i think abt u.
and i do things i wun do normally.

its bio-chemistry...

got this dude in the west, think abt love or feel love, then he auto body paralyse..... later he recover.... so his wife got good indicator.......
which means he knock out during intimate scence.... poor guy......

the "valentine's day" movie definition of love : love a person as a whole. not a part or unlove due to an action.

in short, acceptance for everything...

it is not very hard, but not easy too.....

lalalala..... sometimes lah... think abt it..... being extremist, critical of others, pragmatic, calculative.... yada yada... cynical.... and-wat-not .... just plain evil make me a bit worried.......

no.1 its genetic..... my dad has it.....
no.2 crap my kids gonna get them
no.3 seriously mdm seng must be like some super woman mindset implicitly...
no.4 shit lah!!!!! my kids goona get it too!!!!! blah.
no.5 wats with my gene....
no.6 >.<

woman said:
-ur choice of words sometimes chimglish..... thats the way to improve volcab honey.....
-stop looking can! u dun feel embarrassed meh? - nope. :D just enjoy teasing u...... :D [its bio.]
-so u say i fat lah / dun pince my fat. - poke poke, squeeze.... aiyah skin lah.... not fats lah.....

XP

sleep

if she likes to write, encourage her to do so. - my sassy girl.

TIP farewell dinner at holiday inn atrium.

reached there, took family photo, then later dinner....

tj performance own the other sch performance....

okay then later nearing ending, lynette bddy started crying, then later geraldine...
mass cry session for girls, then the guys eye red...

miranda a bit stone-hearted....

then later line up, hold each other, sway left and right, sing songs....
lyrics on screen.

then the ending we sang songs like till no tommorrow.

Kit Chan 陈洁仪 - 家


(朋友)


梁文福- 细水长流


张学友 - 祝福


then i find these songs nice.

垃圾车国语版 -五月天


羅志祥 撐腰MV V台首播(清晰完整版)


黃品源 - 那麽愛妳爲什麽


蔡健雅 You Come To My Head


Jane Zhang-Wo Men Dou Gu Fu Le Ai (We all live up to love)


today go sch...... ndp celebrate...
later go airport.....
see them off past custom...

lots of waving not much to cry le.....

the farewell at taiwan will be epic.....
tissue sale.

later pilot test...

quite smooth..

kids damn clever.... stumped us.

impromtu..... nvr rehearse....

regine 3rd day egg exploded.

then christy helped explained also....

give out prize, say bye bye....

ite....

the kids go swimming.
its so hot and they swim....

OMG THEY ARE CUTE...
especially a twin nicole and natasha

"teacher who do you think i am? nicole or natasha?"

they generally guai and active.... and smart.... non-kiddy.....

got this very intelligent jeng ling girl... she one cut above rest..... spartial awareness sia she..... alot.... for her age.

sleep.