lalalalala.... a bit anti-human now......

okay today was ineteresting

bio test....
ws and bob-bob knn zero for talking
got fire alarm cuz of some burning rubber smell
midst of gp lesson, go out of class. no sun block, no umbrella. ot jacket under 1.30 sun. ha! i nvr break sweat.
later pe tio disrupted due to lightning....
yeah....

tmr rehearse... then thurs perform...
and week gone...
pw mati....

sleep.



HA! this is a good reason to be an eco-terrorist......

i'm at equilibrium..... i can't feel most things now.....just sianness
humans are predictable things.
they do stupid stuff
and they follow a stupid trend. unique to each individual.
the same ass-hole comments they will make are for ever constant.

seriously..... no one in class have the same thinking frequency as me. tis sucks....
got a bunch of dreamy and selfish ppl.... sucks..... they should all die.... like really..... 去死巴. i wun miss u.

i'm not sad or emo..... nor stress. just that someone else took over my mind.

[b]You Are 80% Evil[/b]

[img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/howevilareyouquiz/evil.gif[/img]

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

[url=http://www.blogthings.com/howevilareyouquiz/]How Evil Are You?[/url]

[url=http://www.blogthings.com]Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything[/url]

[b]Your Happy Word is "Bliss"[/b]

[img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyourhappywordquiz/bliss.jpg[/img]

You are happy because you don't need a lot to be content. You experience happiness in the best and worst of times.
You see the divine in everything. You believe that every moment, person, and creature is unique and special.

You are an oasis of calm in this chaotic world. You never lose your head.
You can feel totally elated and exuberant from the smallest pleasures. You don't hold back when it comes to ecstasy.

[url=http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhappywordquiz/]What's Your Happy Word?[/url]

[url=http://www.blogthings.com]Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding[/url]

[b]Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)[/b]

[img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/personality.jpg[/img]

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense.

Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

[url=http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/]How Rare Is Your Personality?[/url]

[url=http://www.blogthings.com]Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To![/url]

somethins just dun change.... 122111211111

[b]You Are Play[/b]

[img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatremotebuttonareyouquiz/play.png[/img]

Compared to most people, you are very active and energetic.
You have a daring, challenging spirit. You're willing to go into something blind.

You are playful, carefree, and optimistic. You are up for trying anything.
If you dream it, you usually end up doing it. You're not one for putting your dreams on hold.

[url=http://www.blogthings.com/whatremotebuttonareyouquiz/]What Remote Button Are You?[/url]

[url=http://www.blogthings.com]Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds[/url]
lets play ppl.... and guess wat.... u wun win when its nite time.

lalala.... sleep

useful.



equilibrium.



when i mass spam random video, i'm nutty.



somewat true.



oh boy oh boy...... i always love this song



remind me of more than words.



sleep.

i'm pissed with these type of ppl

1. guys who sit and slack and depend on the girl

2. girl who depend on guys due to their "perceived social norms"

3. ppl who think that others will clear up their crappy shit work for them

4. ppl who think that the work is not checked due to one spelling error.

5. ppl who did work wrongly, still act as if nothing wrong then say ppl nvr infrom them of correct format.

6. ppl who are emotional, and display their piss-off-ness on their face.

7. ppl who uses personal attacks instead of dealing with issue.

8. ppl who slacks.

9. ppl who say want do work, last min complain dun want do, cuz busy and got inform u already and make it like so difficult of them to fix and compile work.

10. ppl who are dreamy. non realist.

11. ppl who are pissed over small things and dun bother thinking how others treated them before....[the ass-hole-lic type of ppl..... to hell with them....... ]


imagine a dreamy person, who lived their life in their la-la-land which is happy and good... one day got killed in their la la land.... not in the real world.... now thats funny.....

irritating when so many girls nowadays are bimbotic...... trend-followers......simple-minded.....non-realist...... f-up emotional.....

sleep

week 9 = gpp hand up... crap.
and test

sianz...
today move props.. then use strenght,then mouth pain....

econ test...
gp...

pray... [nah it dun help]

sleep.

ps dun bleed tonite. bleeding please

stupid blooger.... deleted my post....
morning woke up.... bleed all over pillow, mattress and bolster...
then later blood crystalized....
then blood turn blak not red.... f-i'm poisoned.
die le lah

then later my dad cooked some soup meant for woman having menses, to boost my bld....

my own bld is weird.... it doesn;t clot.... die lah.........

sleep

i want watch a nitemare on elm street

5 May 10, 04:35
weiting: why u so lame? and angry for?

i'm lame, so cannot run so NO PE!!!! :D :D :D :D

angry cuz when no pe got game, i;m sick....

sleep

epic cough non-stop

syf got gold. yeah.... [wtv lah]

ppl sad over it.... [its norm]

got chi oral [shit]

dad's endopausing [now my mum appears joyous]

woman putting me on roller coaster......

i'm a marsh mellow....
its white
it melts

holding onto the belief that humans are superficial, i should not beleive wat i see

gpp must have LINK....LINK...LINK.... shit lah.

now the current murder trend is to go sch and chop students.... no longer acid pouring....

crap i'm trying to create a long post to push down then video...but apparently this post not long enough....

trend..... instant sms, then suddenly one party lag for sometime.... and smsing ends.....

today did chi compo.... suck qn.... printing sucks... then mistaken 哪 for 那, the essay do 3/4 then need change course to suit ending..... extra one pg...... suck lah....

now pp do insomia...... jay seans, lights off.
Lights Off Lyrics

I,m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It,s you that I,m missing
It,s like my brain is wired up
and there,s a glitch in my system
You,re like a drug and now my blood won,t stop itching
I,m in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison
It,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can,t see at all (no, oh no)
can,t see at all (at all)
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

I don,t understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can,t reach you cos I,m tied up with this straight jacket on
I can,t breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can,t see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

http://www.elyricsworld.com/lights_off_lyrics_jay_sean.html
That,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can,t see at all (no, oh no)
can,t see at all (at all)
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it,s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won,t you help me turn night to day
I can,t eat, I can,t sleep, I can,t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain,t living no more
can,t say no more, can,t see no more

Baby that,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won,t take one step
I can,t see what,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can,t see at all (no, oh no)
can,t see at all (at all)
cause it,s like somebody just turned all the lights off


sleep

woman read my mind partially.....

tired.

sleep.

add oil girl..... test sucks...... especially wen u got no more eye power.

nite.

who is tommyrobinsonsale?????? got this type of name on meh????

3 May 10, 22:07
weiting: in piece? why ur mama have to look after u? my phone low on credit): aye. sleep in piece???

-in peace......its "mama" not mama......

3 May 10, 22:07
weiting: i think most western songs are meaningless >D

-*got shot in heart.... stagger stagger....collpase*

3 May 10, 22:07
weiting: u know like ,"Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,"?????

-* lie on floor, not moving*

3 May 10, 22:10
weiting: lol turn off teh lights den go sleep lah, tme morning can see alrdy what ._.

-*freeze into popsicle stick...cold jokes....*


sian lah... pissed....mad...emo..... stone....

sleep.

meaningful

jia you woman..... my "mama" had to look after me tonite....

jia you woman. tata sauce

2 May 10, 21:50
weiting: i think those 2 idiots are so called "artificial friends" i shouldnt be bothered abt what they do/say. yay k i happy le, thanks chinteck
2 May 10, 21:49
weiting: vampires cannot die lah silly. k maybe i abit damn weird recently bec ppl are not themselves in the first place. makes things complicated.

i'm relief.... so yeah... can sleep in piece.

OMG ( Feat Will.I.Am ) Lyrics

[Will.I.Am]
Oh myy gosh

[Usher:]
Baby let me…

[Will.I.Am]
I did it again, so I’m gone let the beat drop
Oh myy gosh

[Chorus]
Baby let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, you make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh

You make me want to say

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

[Verse 1]
I fell in love with shawty when I seen her on the dance floor
She was dancing sexy, pop, pop, popping, dropping, dropping low
Never ever has a lady hit me on the first sight
This was something special; this was just like dynamite
Honey got a booty like pow, pow, pow
Honey got some boobies like wow, oh wow
Girl you know I’m loving your, loving your style
Check, check, check, check, check, checking you out like,
Ooh (oooh) she got it allll
Sexy from her head to the toes
And I want it all, it all, it all

[Chorus]
Baby let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, it make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh

You make me want to say (2x)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

[Verse 2]
Feel so hot for honey out of all the girls up in this club
This one got me whipped, just off one look, yep I fell in love
This one something special, this one just like dynamite,
out of sight
Fell in love with honey like my, oh my
Honey looking wonderful; fly, so fly
http://www.elyricsworld.com/omg_(_feat_will.i.am_)_lyrics_usher.html
Honey like a supermodel; my, oh my
Baby how you do that, make a grown man cry?
Ooh (oooh) baby, you got it alll
Sexy from her head to the toes
And I want it all, it all, it all

[Chorus]
So, honey let me love you downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break it downnn
There’s so many ways to love ya
Got me like, ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love I found you finallyy,
You make me want to say…
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,

Oh my gosh

Oh my gosh
oh my
oh my
oh, oh my gosh
oh myy gosh

[Will.I.Am]
Oh myy gosh
I did it again
So I’m gone let the beat drop

[Usher]x3
Oh, oh, oh myy
Oh, oh, oh my, my, my, my, my, my
Ooh my goshoh, oh

this song is useful / nice.

1 May 10, 20:28
weiting: bleh, i not drunk lah, next time u drink with me 1st. lol, aye, i just screwed up 2 friendships. hahahaah stressstress. tell u waht happened after my tests

golly... seems like my IDC-gene becomes dominant when "friends" become harmful....

nice: minimum contact with them
bad: ignore them
evil: critise their every actions, spare no hesistation to condemn them to eternal hell.....


lets just say that erm..... idc abt most friends lah.... sometimes have to let them enter and leave asap in ur life.... especially when they are harming u.....

i dun need a whole lots of hypocritical friends, no need lots of artificial friends who i have to put up an act with.... just need a few close friends... the rest.....IDC.

drawback - ppl say u unfriendly, billigerent lorh.... well.... cuz they dun know u.... so heck care lah.... laugh at their igorance lorh......

plus point - risk of losing close freinds = lesser..... hence lesser "heart ache sessions"

okay forget everythin i said.... i'm non-human....... conventional rules and eveything dun apply to me...

okay erm.....this one from her blog....... gosh can she emo..... *心痛*

i think its just me. breaking down because i realised how insignificant i am. i am not someone to just kill ur boredom and kill myself in the process. i realised how stupid i have been. did i disturb u during ur tests? did i ask u out only bec i am bored? do i keep telling u things u dun wanna hear? who are you manz for me to sacrifice my time.

its not ur fault that i am like this, i just can't stand it anymore. i dun want to hurt anyone, especially you. seeing myself like this is damn saddening for me too. i thank you for your sincerity about being friends with me. like i've said, its just me. i cant put someone as priority anymore. its got to be me and myself or i am going to kill myself soon.

1. whatever u do in life will be insignificant, but it is important u do them -ghandi. well, i tend to agree to the first part.

2.humans are alike to monsters as both are manipulative and selfish, leaching off others....

3. this issue of "u-are-using-my-time/attention" is touchy as always..... link to point 2.... erm..... all i can say is sometimes, PROVIDE WAT U CAN & DUN EXPECT ANYTING. equilibrium can never be reached cus we are living in the real world sadly....

4.thank god u still have this self awareness part within u...amitahbah.....

5.tat sincerity + "my-fault" statement.... it is a female thing. i can't do anything nor in any position to comment... i shan't say anything.

6. i love the last two sentence... and i'm facing the same shit situation too......
in MOST drama series.... for a relationship to be lovey dovey, it is the HIM/HER BEFORE ME idea....but EXCEPTION like boys over flower, the ending is more of a i fight for mine, u fight for urs, when we are doe with our work, we come toether.....

maybe its good to have time-out sessions to like erm..... do ur own things, then only when goal is reached do u come together... leaving work out of relationship????

idk.... currently i would like to follow my idea of my work, and her work is more important to any other normal stuff, so erm..... dun anytime as and when anyhow contact each other when both aprties are schooling???

have a special time daily??? i like nites before sleeping and morning...... happy start and happy end..... or before meals maybe......

MOSH - my other sigificant half

erm erm... as far as i;m concern, i want MOSH to be independant.....so erm....to be really independant, putting urself infront of ur OSH is acceptable.... but need compensate lah......公道自在人心.

personnal issue: i'm afraid to love ppl now..... i dun want another emo period..... there is no guarantee that there will not be any fall out.... so unless got guarantee, then i'll do something... or else..... i shall just camp infront of the river of love and watch other "couple" boasts capsize.....

my heart and my mind is giving two conflicting message now...... so relatively screwed lah.... I HAVE ALWAYS DOUBTED MY FEELINGS.

OH! YES! i'm disturbed by her smses now... her language usuage a bit not used to it..... i shall perceive them as colloqial.....without its actual full magnitude of its meaning.....

i'm tired.... i wanna die.... but each morning i wake up facing the dumb sun...... tmd.....

sleep.....

29 Apr 10, 08:17
weiting: see im like ghost.
29 Apr 10, 08:17
weiting: i dun have split personality lah stupid. i have always been like this at night
29 Apr 10, 08:16
weiting: i give you nutella
29 Apr 10, 08:10
weiting: haha k. love you babe(:

suddenly u reminder of myself last year...... nuttily crazy at nite....
woman.... drink my blood...... then erm....... fight poison with poison????

tired... sleep....

last nite was unexpected.....calls at nite... then she was crying..... totally out of expectation range.... tot she drunk again..... haiz.......

sleep.