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Monday, February 22, 2010
Aloha ku'u momi makamae [ipo], ku'u mamake ho'opa, honi & ho'opa'a 'oe keia po [Hawaiian]

just paste here.

50% real / 50% fake 9:33 PM

okie. our class and the oppositin class, the debate sucks....
then knn many homework....
tmr got pe.....

now got chi essay and eng essay.... both equally screwed....

haiz.......

I WILL SURVIVE! *bang down by bus*

i wanna sleep..... Zzzzzzz....

peik cheh......

50% real / 50% fake 9:22 PM

Sunday, February 21, 2010
happy :D

50% real / 50% fake 7:26 PM

20 feb.... damn awesome day.

morning go watch wolfman at 10am at westmall with wwt....
apparently the occasional scares makes her unable to eat her popcorn.....
then later return the library bk... went to find bks on homo ppl but dun have...

she suppose go her uncle house or soemthing, then dunno wat happened, she came with me to j8, help do debate....and find bks....

later go makan subway.... poor mona lost her hp.... then aft wwt left, i was pestered by the rest of the ppl, asking my relationship with wwt.... relatively amused at their qn...

kater went to seng kang.... for some dinner....
then at dinner got a waitress very familiar.....
asked her if she from zhss, then she turns out to be

SONG CAI FENG!!!!! MY SENIOR!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

she in ajc now. anyway..... :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D [these were not copy and paste.]

okie wolfman synopsis....
protangonist is lawrence... he got history in a mental hospital cuz he saw his mum died.... then he returned home, cuz bro got killed by werewolf....then he go gypsy camp hunt for truth, werewolf attacks..... he hunts it, and he knn bitten.... his brother fiance later nursed him to health, a mini romance.... then he discovered a truth, where the old servant keeps silver bullets... and his dad hides in the tomb, lock himself up during transformation....then lawrence first transformation, became wolfman..... killed ppl and returned home, hide at tree.... caught back by ppl to the mental hospital.... then the doctor giving a speech on how lawrence got mental problem in lecture hall, with lawrence trapped to chair.... then he transform became wolfman, then killed more ppl, went back home to kill his dad..... cuz his dad killed his brother and mother. but time-out... then the bro-fiancee knew abt the case..... then at the next full moon, lawrence came back home to kill his dad, found the servant dead, then took his shotgun with silver bullet, later he fight his father, wanted to shoot him, but his father already took out the gun powder.... then a fight between two wolfman. then the dad got decapitated.... later the policeman came, then the fiance also appeared.... he fought with the wolf lawrence, but knn bitten.... but nvr die... wolfman chase after the bro fiance....abt the kill her, then the look into each other eyes scene.... then wolfman stopped.....then meantime, fiance reached for pistol with silver bullet.....then the angry mob came... policeman too... the wolfman became berserk again.... then the fiance shot.... then the wolfman died, transformed back to lawrence, then he said it must end this way..... then the villages watch the scene of his death..... then later ppl notice the policeman, though injured, became hairy...then pic of full moon and then howling sound.... then end movie.... the father of lawrence said he went hunting, met with a wolf boy, where he knn inflicted the bite and curse... so the curse is like when one new wolfman is created, the old one dies....so yada yada yada......

go makan le,

50% real / 50% fake 6:50 PM

Thursday, February 18, 2010
tired lah..... body ache...[actually dun have la] a bit hiong now, the life style...
today did some personality test....
lalala i'm auditory, then visual then kinesthetic...
lalalala.... i'm a eagle, peacock cum owl then dove.....

lalala got debate for eng fair.... doing someting on opposition that homosexual ppl should not adopt kids.....

lalala tmr got PE. die. X.X will melt under the sun.... bring sun block! :D

50% real / 50% fake 10:10 PM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010
today got el drama audition...
acted mercutio dying scene...

got enlisted in the syf cast.... hurray!!!
instructor couldn't find me, cuz for an instant, i;m with black jacket, for and instant, i ain't.

if i never hear wrongly, or hallucinating, I AM IN THE CAST!!!!
last few ppl on the list.....

one dude told the instructor he can't make any expression.
[woah / amused / common sense go where? ]

arh.... sleep

50% real / 50% fake 10:05 PM

Tuesday, February 16, 2010
didn't know tmr got sch.... crap...
now unload hp notes...

songs to search
1. better man
2. that why you go away
3. lian ai i-n-g
4. i do [cherish you]
5. jump then fall
6. hallejuah
7. the middle
8. eye of the tiger -survivor
9. beat it - MJ
10. love like this -ss501

jokes
qn: have u heard abt the consturction joke?
ans: still working on it

qn: wat is softer then a sponge?
ans: sponge *said in a sofeter volume*

series.com

vivaldi ibelio chandra [my angel for the sch angel and mortal system]

leap year [???? isit a movie to watch??]

auction
-long time ago, went to see an auction, that sell cheap stuff, for a rip-off price....

when in NS, go for free wisedom tooth removal service.... at alexandra hospital.

pg 242 for romeo and juliet monologue

black skin cow grandpa - 黑皮牛爷 sound like happy new year

moorpark a place name, backward is krap room. [crap room]

melodies:
1. overtune to la gazza ladra "the thieving magpie"

edit the "first choice logo" to second choice

watching tooth fairy, intruded on a couple kissing and smooching and .... before movie start...

sleep

50% real / 50% fake 10:11 PM

16 feb

today went to sci centre to see the BODY'S WORK exhibition...

lalalala for the first time, wwt arrived early / on time.
and i was late....
why the 73 keep breaking down one arh???
then she was planing to leave if i was late for another 15 min....
took 335 to sci centre from jurong east, when actually can walk there.
i like the t-rex....

then enter the exhibition.....
all of the "dead" ppl / exhibits there are real.
freaky.

then cannot take photo... but secretly took them, half way thru exhibit, then knn caught by this volunteer dude...... [ he ain't wearing a tag and in normal clothes tmd! how to know he working there..... then all photo gone.....pissed....]

many cool stuff..... but sg dun allow all the exhibits, cuz some too "scary" and "disgusting"

later notice they got sell disk, $59.90 with explanation for all the exhibition....

!!!! BUY THE DISK BEFORE 6 MARCH !!!!!!

most exhibits are males..... and damn the reproductive organs are huge..... then if one is observant, most of them have black/grey lungs.... smokers.... died early....

then see the form ppl fill in for donating their bodies....

only remember one of the plastination method... the one to see the blood vessels...
- inject some red chemical into bld vessels, let the chemical travel around body, spread in all bld vessels... let the chemical harden, then dissolve the rest of the body tissue.... i love the chicken.. :D :D :D

then later after exhibition, go the ntuc buy drink... then saw the "naughty G"... one of the ingrideint is "horny goat herb" or something.... so it is some tong kat ali drink, not the 100 plus type.... ohh......

went to the juring east library, then GOT AN EXHIBITION OF THE REINDEER FROM BODY'S WORK!!!!! JOYOUS! *take pic* lalalala... felt giddy, went home....

on the way, bought 1 packet of tissue for $10 from a wheelchair bound sleeping aunty.
normal price is 3 packet, $1. but since the $10 [not mine, picked up from the cinema floor] isn't 100% mine, then give lah. give to the ppl who needs it.... rather then charity grp that only favour certain ppl.

away from normal life... lets go back to being a part-time church "FATHER"
so my patient said he/she sms his/her ex "a happy cny" and the reply from him/her was -same to u and implied not to contact him/her anymore.

1. that "ex" is still hurt...
2. that "ex" is mad at the other person.

the two extreme views... got anymore????

OH!!!! the exhibits said tat ppl think that sunlight causes tanning, look cool and tanned, but it ages the skin and makes one age faster and dunno wat crap, hence the idea is not to stay in the sun, or die earlier!!! MUAAHAHAHAHA. HAPPY!

self hmk - go prove the above theory. get solid evidence.

sleep.

50% real / 50% fake 9:41 PM

Monday, February 15, 2010
can't take countdown.... too tired.....
cny was relatively weird now for me....

last time play board game with older cousins.... then now they aall married and tending to kid.... so i played games on laptop.... but soon the "Generation 3" from pri 1 - just born came and took over my laptop.... sianz.....

thank god this year no crab.... cuz i got braces....
then some uncles went : "hey this one is my grandson!" [emitting a grandfather pride aura] then was like giving me the feeling - where is ur son?

so started babysitting.... my HP almost tio ripped into half when the kids are fighting over it...... then the jayden went : "give me my phone" then his mum jokingly remarked that to ask his dad to 买 one for him. [买 and "my" same sound] then tat kiddo really went to find is dad...

then two kids, over there playing with the bin, stepping on te pedal, opening and closing the bin. and the many failed attempts to pick up agar agar with fork.

lalalala... dad got some sort of semi-elitism view now..... golly...
then the 二姐 not married yet, at the age of 30.... [same as mr ang?] then se asked my mum if she still eligible for angbao taking sessions....

later after sometime, went downstairs to play ball, cuz the kiddos go down, then need ppl watch them... then i have to go lah! later played at playground, then i kanna semi heat stroke..... when the h2o all consumed le, then return upstairs.....

jabez later played monpoly, then had to play with the jayden, cuz no one look after him.....

then dunno wat he do, he stepped and irritated a cousin [who was having migraine cuz of menses] then she picked him up and place him in a corner and "time-out" him like they do in super nanny, but kiddo ran off to his dad later....

when 3 years old are happily eating bak kua and u can't eat them, makes u feel 失败
after dinner, too exhausted, fell asleep...

granny health a bit -on the rocks, so yar lah, see whether her condition improves or not lorh.....amitahbah.

then was sms-ing wwt till the kiddos came.....and after the kiddos left.... apparently she drank alcohol and somewat gotten drunk AGAIN. she and her many drunk episodes...... hey u remind me of the girl from MY SASSY GIRL! constantly getting drunk..... :D dun get hang over lah horh. good grief....

lalalalala slack.

50% real / 50% fake 9:33 AM

Saturday, February 13, 2010
i feel dizzy. ._.

50% real / 50% fake 2:56 PM

12 feb.
was a hectic day....

so started off going to sch.... then in the morning got the 5.1 km annual road run for guys and 3.1 km for girls.....

lalala the beta House Community [HC] sitting place is like under the sun, so used bag, cover head... then watch the staff run and the girls run.... then later we ran..... freaking hot weather.... [ apparently my skin is exfoliating now on my arms.... PAIN!!!! ] okay so me, ze huan, bryan decided to walk / jog and run during downhill... came in the 6th last..... but i hardly broke sweat.... got chased by dogs.... thats when i run....

okay after run, go wash up, then took some time to compress my clothes in my bag....
then accompany bryan go makan..... later almost got caught in a crossfire between ppl throwing cream.... then went to hall, watch ppl play guitar hero..... felt sleepy, then join the girls, zhi min they all, and "slept"..... later woke up to eat some cotton candy that was compressed till its rock hard... then the girls were playing truth or dare....

golly they ask sick qn. such as who is ur sexual fantasy [wwt, forget abt this line. forget forget] then dunno which girl replied something..... lalala.... sick stuff. zhi min bought a bunch of rose at $2 each... but the petals keep dropping off, then very soon, the rose is bald..... then the hallways is littered with rose petals.

[intermission -ass hole-ic neighbours on the ninth storey were dripping water on other ppl laundry.... tmd... that bunch of ppl already tolerate them very long le.... one day if no one from 2-7 storey hang clothes and the ninth storey ppl hang clothes, i so wanna take water hose and spray their laundry wet. tmd....]

yeah! got a rose from zhi min as v'day gift.... but the petals also flaked off completely aft sometime.... then can make another rose with the collected petals....
later we waited for sch gate to open... then saw a balloon flying off, jumped and caught it. :D later jia chin told me that the balloon is $1.50 each.... [con money one]

released from sch, walk a distance to take taxi... cuz cannot get a cab... then five ppl squeeze in a cab, while other four in another cab.... reached zhss.... then went to find mr ang. saw mr ng thiam seng. then he asked me for the chi notes. cuz he want to use it to teach his student.

REMEMBER TO GIVE MR NG THE CHI NOTES

okay then saw mr ang.... he looks the same as before.... no more too tanned face.... then he expected us to come back, he was waiting for us.... then outside staff room, zhi min and the tjc ppl went high, an started doing the tjc cheer....then the new vp told mr ang to tell us to keep the voice level down... took pic and then left for zhonghua primary.... found mrs wendy ng.... yeah! she said tat i can add her at facebook.... okie... i'll find

ADD MRS NG AT FACEBOOK

then later left for westmall to watch "valentine's day" movie wasn't bad..... it was good.... a bit too touchy + built up emo stress, later at playground around westmall, i cried..... {the following contents will not be made public} then later cooled down, chat for sometime and left for buona vista to work.....

reached there at 9, work till 11, then dad wanna go home..... cut my fingers while working.... CNY, red is auspicious....

reached home, sleep.

extract from wwt blog:

JD was rather low. Family problems, coping with life with ex, friendships, etc. Don't be silly lah, death is fated, unless you purposely seek for it. Life sucks, get over it kay. Thinking about it, dwelling in the pain does not get you anywhere. You told me that you have multiple personalities and that only certain personalities will make you feel like what you felt. But I think it's because of stress and how you are coping with it. You don't have to put on a brave front infront of everyone. Let it out sometimes, especially when you just had a change in environment. Let people know that you are actually not who you were. Let people know you, understand you. Be strong, putting on masks every day will not solve the problem, and you will still feel as sucky as ever, maybe even worse...

I know that I have not much experience myself, but this is how I feel kay. I know you read my blog(: Thank you ^^ JyJD(:

ah thank you.... lalala.... i got a habit of reading certain ppl blogs before sleeping.... bedtime story....

and i'm not chasing u away.... just tat i dun want to indirectly harm u in anyway or anything. esp now i dun have anyone who i allow to knock me back to my senses when i do something crazy.

thanks for ytd and for the drinks....[apparently she remembered i dun drink cola so got ice lemon tea instead]

12 Feb 10, 07:26
weiting: LOL YOU CAN DO A do a mirror image of a " <3 " MEH!
12 Feb 10, 07:02
weiting: you look healthier when browner! quit ur xiao bai lianing lah!! no patron alrdy still so stubborn! x.x

pps: looking at past photos, i am black.

ending off with a quote from the "romeo" from the movie [extracted from her blg again]:

Happy Valentine's day to all who has a date today! :D
For all single and unhappy people, cheer up, there will always be someone who loves you(:

50% real / 50% fake 1:46 PM

TRACK LISTING

1 Today Was A Fairytale
- Taylor Swift

2 Say Hey (I Love You)
- Michael Franti & Spearhead

3 I'm In The Mood For Love
- Jools Holland and Jamiroquai

4 On The Street Where You Live
- Willie Nelson

5 Everyday
- Sausalito Foxtrot

6 Stay Here Forever
- Jewel Kilcher

7 Amor
- Ben E. King

8 Cupid
- Amy Winehouse

9 The Way You Look Tonight
- Maroon 5

10 4 and 20
- Joss Stone

11 Valentino
- Diane Birch

12 Te Quiero Dijeste
- Nat King Cole

13 Jump Then Fall
- Taylor Swift

14 Shine
- Black Gold

15 Keep On Lovin' You
- Steel Magnolia

16 Somebody to Love
- Leighton Meester featuring Robin Thicke

17 I'm Into Something Good
- the bird and the bee

18 Signed Sealed Delivered I'm Yours
- Anju Ramapriyam

the soundtracks for the movie -valentine's day.

nice movie! teaches ppl to accept their partner not only for the happy things, but also the things that make them upset and generally, all of themself.

then erm.... it is okay to marry ur best friend....

and movie support gays.... [which spoils the ending a little]

generally a nice romance comedy. Go GET THE DISK!!!!

-go collect ang bao

50% real / 50% fake 1:28 PM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010
7 Feb 10, 06:18
weiting: personality test ^^ i sick also manz. lazy sms u wahahah. sian lah, tmr got school... ):):):):

so this is life, [and it sucks] accept it.... muahahahaha... jia you!

sleep

50% real / 50% fake 10:50 PM

this type of quiz more thrills....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you?
-Softly sloping green hills, with a view of mountains in the distance.

What do you see near your feet?
-A ring

Will you pick it up?
-Yes

You walk along and find water. In what form is the water?
-A lake

You see a key in the water and you pick it up. What does it look like?
-A small silver locker key

Next you stumble across a house. What type of house is it?
-A beautiful old stone castle

What do you do next?
-Walk right on inside and explore

Suddenly, something jumps out at you. What is it?
-A wizard

Because you are so scared you run until you see a wall blocking the path in front of you. There is a door, but it's locked, so you look through the key hole. What do you see?
-A beautiful house with a vast garden.

results:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


LOOK SUPER NICE LEH!!! MUAHAHAHAHA... [thanks wwt] golly....

50% real / 50% fake 10:36 PM

Tuesday, February 09, 2010
okay rewind time a little...

8 feb...

on 854e with michael, then was talking abt the various family guy plots..... then from behind, someone said "ZHONGHUA PRIMARY" very loudly..... [ any retard would know u are wanting someone to turn around.... ]

turns out that dude was daniel ho
- same class iN PRI 1 AND 2. he was the trouble maker type...
- smart, but no guidance... end up being a pai kia....
- he said: " i purposely said zhps loud loud to get ur attention....
[pps, i was trying to ignore u if u haven't realised.]
- he said: "wah u JC LEH!" x2..... everyone can do it, just need self-control....so dun woah me... thank you....

if only his parents dun dote on him so much, he wun be a pai kia now.... so its the spoilt by parents.... then nvr control him....

new friend, BRYAN, from an all guys sch for 10 years... semi-elite-ist attitude....
learnt from him that
1. guys from all guy sch are very deprived of girls... so they go JC a bit horny....
2. semi-elitism, can't stand DSA ppl....

my views....
1. if u bought ur way into sch, meaning ur parents donate cash, so let u come to a good sch, then u are an asshole....
2. thru DSA... means u are not that good, but can't be too worst off, and u need ur pwn personal hardwork and talent to DSA into a sch... not by parents efforts, but thru personal efforts, hence i wun "discriminate" DSA ppl.

common point between both of us, we can't stand pai kia..... the act big but actually nothing type of ppl....

random stuff...
my register no. is 23.... in a class of 25....
the 5.40am and 6.10am 854 very little ppl take.
CG 1-18 go LT1 for lecture, unless other specific instruction given....

lalala hp notes too many le lah.....

9 feb. [ god damn it = GDI ]

today must wear tie, the conmencement ceremony..... and i hate wearing tie..... so GDI! then a senior was ticked off by a random teacher, cuz he wear polo and tie.... then the teacher said " you look stupid in tie! Remove it! *mumbles something* "

then poor dude, JC2, his name is earl. i first tot is erm.... knn sent to mr tong, the dm....

so first lesson of GP. the only lecture, cuz GP suppose to be tutorial... then got mock debate on - zero size models....
apparently got certain disturbing issues...

opposition states that anorexia or bulimia are caused by hormonal imbalance.... and something abt ur gene that makes u size 0....

anorexia causes:

[edit] Genetics
Twin studies have estimated a high heritability of anorexia nervosa, ranging from 56% to as high as 84%. [5][6][7] Subsequent association studies have shown polymorphisms in genes involved in regulation of eating behavior, motivation and reward mechanics, personality and emotion to be associated with the development of Anorexia Nervosa. Due to the low prevalence of anorexia nervosa, association studies published commonly have problems with low power due to small sample sizes. However, confirmed and consistent results have been published showing associations to polymorphisms associated with the genes encoding agouti related peptide, brain derived neurotrophic factor, catechol-o-methyl transferase, SK3 and opioid receptor delta-1.[8] In one study, variations in the norepinephrine transporter gene promoter were associated with restrictive anorexia nervosa, but not binge-purge anorexia (though the latter may have been due to small sample size).[9]

[edit] Neurobiological
Anorexia may be linked to a disturbed serotonin system,[10] particularly to high levels at areas in the brain with the 5HT1A receptor - a system particularly linked to anxiety, mood and impulse control. Starvation has been hypothesised to be a response to these effects, as it is known to lower tryptophan and steroid hormone metabolism, which might reduce serotonin levels at these critical sites and ward off anxiety. Other studies of the 5HT2A serotonin receptor (linked to regulation of feeding, mood, and anxiety), suggest that serotonin activity is decreased at these sites. There is evidence that both personality characteristics and disturbances to the serotonin system are still apparent after patients have recovered from anorexia.[11]

Changes in brain structure and function are early signs often to be associated with starvation, and is partially reversed when normal weight is regained.[12] Anorexia is also linked to reduced blood flow in the temporal lobes. It is possible that it is a risk trait rather than an effect of starvation.[13]

Anorexia may be linked to an autoimmune response to melanocortin peptides which influence appetite and stress responses.[14]

[edit] Nutrition
Zinc deficiency may play a role in Anorexia. It is not thought responsible for causation of the initial illness but there is evidence that it may be an accelerating factor that deepens the pathology of the anorexia. A 1994 randomized, double-blind, placebo-controlled trial showed that zinc (14 mg per day) doubled the rate of body mass increase compared to patients receiving the placebo.[15]

[edit] Psychological
Anorexic eating behavior is thought to originate from an obsessive fear of gaining weight due to a distorted self image[16] and is maintained by various cognitive biases that alter how the affected individual evaluates and thinks about their body, food and eating. This is not a perceptual problem, but one of how the perceptual information is evaluated by the affected person.[17] People with anorexia nervosa seem to more accurately judge their own body image while lacking a self-esteem boosting bias.[18]

People with anorexia nervosa also have other psychological difficulties and mental illness. Clinical depression, obsessive compulsive disorder, substance abuse and one or more personality disorders may be the most likely conditions to be comorbid with anorexia. High-levels of anxiety and depression are likely to be present regardless of whether they fulfill diagnostic criteria for a specific syndrome.[19]

Research into the neuropsychology of anorexia has indicated that many of the findings are inconsistent across studies and that it is hard to differentiate the effects of starvation on the brain from any long-standing characteristics. One finding is that those with anorexia have poor cognitive flexibility.[20]

Other studies have suggested that there are some attention and memory biases that may maintain anorexia.[21]

[edit] Social and environmental
Sociocultural studies have highlighted the role of cultural factors, such as the promotion of thinness as the ideal female form in Western industrialised nations, particularly through the media.[citation needed] A recent epidemiological study of 989,871 Swedish residents indicated that gender, ethnicity and socio-economic status were large influences on the chance of developing anorexia, with those with non-European parents among the least likely to be diagnosed with the condition, and those in wealthy, white families being most at risk.[22] People in professions where there is a particular social pressure to be thin (such as models and dancers) were much more likely to develop anorexia during the course of their career,[23] and further research has suggested that those with anorexia have much higher contact with cultural sources that promote weight-loss.[24]

There is a high rate of reported child sexual abuse experiences in clinical groups of who have been diagnosed with anorexia. Although prior sexual abuse is not thought to be a specific risk factor for anorexia, those who have experienced such abuse are more likely to have more serious and chronic symptoms.[25]

Following an initial suggestion of relationship between anorexia nervosa and autism,[26][27][28] a longitudinal study of 102 participants into teenage onset anorexia nervosa conducted in Sweden found that 23% of people with a long-standing eating disorder are on the autism spectrum.[29][30][31][32][33][34][35] Those on autism spectrum tend to have a worse outcome,[36] but may benefit from the combined use of behavioural and pharmacological therapies tailored to ameliorate autism rather than anorexia nervosa per se.[37][38] Other studies may suggest that autistic traits are common in people with anorexia nervosa.[39][40][41][42][43] However, in one report it was concluded that these findings need to be replicated using larger samples with more sensitive measures.[44]

Relationship to Autism
It is also proposed that conditions on the autism spectrum make up the cognitive endophenotype underlying anorexia nervosa and appealed for increased interdisciplinary collaboration (see figure to right).[4] A pilot study into the effectiveness Cognitive Behaviour Therapy, which based its treatment protocol on the hypothesised relationship between anorexia nervosa and an underlying autistic like condition, reduced perfectionism and rigidity in 17 out of 19 participants[45] although further evaluation is needed.

so dun blur blur say is external influence!!! BLAME UR GENES!!!!
society reached the stage where everything blame gene.

*signed up for KITE RUNNER 6 march - fly kite with mentally handicapped ppl i think*

then we are late for lecture.... so the chem teacher very mad... shouted/gave us a shelling.... then erm.... i can't tell his/her gender.... but he is a guy......mr chin or somehing....

today morning was hilarious.... michael was at the wooden table, watching a you tube video on how to tie a neck tie..... MUAHAHAHAHA.... epic fail..... then he tied it till the inner one that u can pull, is longer then the outer one.... epic fail 2.....

everyday is blur-blur-copy/scribble, then go home rewrite+understand then do-hmk...
wah! like o lvl like that..... sianz..... but dun feel burn out...

PPL HOW DO YOU FEEL !!!!
-WE FEEL GOOD!
-YEAH! OH WE FEEL SO GOOD! x2
-YEAH! OH WE FEEL SO, OH WE FEEL SO, OH WE FEEL SO GOOD!
-YEAH! x3

the moral boosting cheer that's still stuck in my head.... the Orientation X actually was somewat useful

*returns to hmk*

50% real / 50% fake 6:33 PM

Sunday, February 07, 2010
ytd nite, wwt smsed me to watch final destination 3 on channel 5... but i slept already... SORRY!!!! okay so she smsed that the plot sucks.... thank god we didn't watch tat during the chalet... or else time will be wasted... so ended up watching the orphan

dun understand why camp need dress.... should be shorts wat.... but nvm....
forgotten that females need go shopping one.... lalala i'm getting old....

today eating dinner at kpt, at festival market, then a sudden blackout.... woah.... so "fun" lalalala

go sleep le.... today i must apologise to the sec sch t'chers, cuz i returned everything back to u. PAI SEH!!!!!

50% real / 50% fake 10:35 PM

Saturday, February 06, 2010
die le. i'm sick...

50% real / 50% fake 8:50 PM

okay many many hp notes....

1. i'm a loner by cn blue - haven't find that song yet....

2. poke ass - dun think sick.... just that in the morning assembly, they played the pokemon song.... gotta catch them all pokemon!

3. okay geog lesson.... the scotland teacher [very funny dude] said that this website is good: www.prb.org

4. random songs..... unsure of tittle....
-the cover
-have u heard abt us
-best sunday

okay ytd is O-NITE.....
wat happen was after lectures, damn sleepy, then later err.... OG 10 went grp bonding.... ARH!!! wth then i need go for rehearsal.... PISSED.... cuz go the 4-headed blockway..... okay then over there slept for erm.... 2 hours..... then change to jeans, blur blur start rehearsal...

apparently i can't hear wat the guy before me sang.... so i was like : "wat!!!!" then damn malu.... haiz.... then like that go perform le...

so first round.... got three theme.... rubber ducky, valentine day and erm.... dude pants drop off... then three nursery rhyme.... london bridge, baba black sheep and if u happy and u know.... so wat happened was due to technical error, the third round was canceled....

since i was rather deaf, megan they all and the cynthia, our clan master told me that it was good... cuz the first round, the dude before me sang offtune... so megan was worried i will be offtune too... but luckly, I CAN'T EAR WAT HE SANG!!! so stuck to my original tune... so won the first round.... then sheng hong won seond, although i think the malay guy hazeeq should win... due to tech error, no third round... their mike all spoil spoil one...

then erm..... TOP-SECRET.... cynthia the clan master say one...
when we at the kfc for supper... reached home at 11++ nearing 12....
XEIA WIN!!!! the photo taking thing, talent nite, cuz sang the "close to u" which belongs to the judge/principal era song and the OG performance....
then after that got rock band concert.... just went to be "self-high" dunno wat they sang..... then ppl throwing light stick around.... sze long got shot at the head... :D then err... dismissed.... go supper...

oh talent nite, ppl performed
-i'm yours
-fall for you by secondhand serenade
-love story by Taylor S.
-close to you by carpenter [oldies]
i can sing all!!! lalalala....

GO-GREEN-DAY

morning wake up at 5am, go to sch.... suppose 8am report, 6.30am reach sch, slept till 7.45am at the wooden table outside canteen... YEAH I CAN SLEEP LIKE A PIG.... ZZZZZ

then dunno sent to where, walk to bus int, take 228 then end up 7 stops away...
on bus i was chatting to whimsy... lalala then she said that she everytime kanna bullied one.... cuz she is like the "chen hsin yi" in FATED TO LOVE, blur blur one.... and i find that rather true.... then she gave up seat for two little kid to seat.... then this smaller kiddo, guy, was like staring at me non-stop..... how humiliating, i got OUT-STARED by a kiddo.... refuse to maintain eye contact... but that kid kept looking at me....and gosh, he look like me.... when i'm small.... FREAKY!!! then the kiddo dad, looks like my dad's friend.... the bald one.
1. i recognise wrong ppl
2. he has extra-martial affairs.
3. his relative kids.... unlikely though.

so went to collect newsppr and old clothes.... apparently we are not allowed to collect old electrical appliances.... last time ZHSS got leh.... we collected three dvd player....apparently not enough guys, so one guy per grp..... i got the 小白脸 advantage, my grp got ken!!! yeah go ken! carry the heavy stuff! be the man! let the 小白脸 do the talking.... so combed 4 blocks.... apparently if i make a comparison with bedok area and serangoon, i can say serangoon more affluent... cuz the resident there are normal families, not those old ppl live alone type then bedok area many vacant flats..... then erm.... not much stuff to collect.

so we go knock door, look at the electric meter... if not moving then it is vacant flat.... then some ppl donate by huge huge bags... majority is old ppl living there, so when we knock the door, and they open it, they are very cautious, tot that we are burglars..... all of us were hungry... then they cooking lunch so can smell the aroma.... to make things worst, i was listing out the ingredients, based on the smell.... then Sian Ling, was damn enthu.... cuz she damn hungry....

OBJECTIVE: FASTER DO, FASTER MAKAN.

so end up being very enthu too.... hungry wat....

some old ppl, open door, see a stranger, said "NO NO NO" before i even speak then slam door.... so ate macs.... then go home... sadly, my bus 25 broke down on the way.... RAWR...... TMD..... stranded me at eunos...

okay shall blg abt suntec.
04-feb-2010
okay morning till noon got lectures..... discipline stuff and weird stuff....
chi lesson sucks.... the chi harder then higher chi.... FREAKING HELL.... then the ppl there all speak in eng to the chi t'cher, like suan-ing her.... econ was fun....laughable... then went to o-nite rehearsal..... missed the last dance practise.... so idk how and wat the last dance was like.... then later meet with OG 10, take bus to suntec.... on bus watch simpsons with michael... [mikey boy /mike-kaen-do] then the OGLs were like WTH are u two doing!!!! then went to Burger king for dinner... ate tendergrill again... cuz can't chew due to braces.... then met new friend... XIA MENG.... she from drama also... manage to con her to buy tendergrill too... then mikey boy over there, eating ther ppl fries... and ate leslie burger.... glutton...dun want buy himself.... then dunno whose left over meal still got fries, mikey boy just went forward and took and ate it... EYER!!!

so we went around the fountain of wealth.... started cheering and dance... the fountain of wealth gave out the mist fountain.... then due to the wind blowing at our direction, everyone was aa little damp and moist.... so started dances and stuff, went tu-tu-train round fountain. then later at nite, the fountain pumped more water, till its MAX HEIGHT.... suay suay-ly, wind blow, so go "RAIN" at the XEIA area.... then DANCE IN THE "RAIN" LAH! sze long pop out of no where, sayingher phone was wet..... muahahaha.... then gave our OGL for safe keeping.... end of concert return to her.... everyone was soaked thru.... then freezing cold.... dismissed, went to the KOU FU for supper, rest awhile and tio chased away by uncle..... then Jamie was somewat fiery and pissed at the uncle.... me and jordan went to find toilet... but toilet locked, so we change our wet clothes at the corridors... the corridors connecting the "garden" and the rear end of the shop.. so if suay suay, the shop ppl exit by the back, they will see two teens changing there..... took mrt home, reached at 12.... slept and go GO GREEN DAY the next day...

OLAH! YESH!

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lalalalala..... sleep... golly i'm down with a cold.... lag reaction.... suppose today kanna one cuz dance in rain..... but body lag, now at nite then kanna.... exactly one day late.... woah..... shall go read chem then go sleep.

*sneeze*

50% real / 50% fake 7:43 PM

Wednesday, February 03, 2010
1 Feb 10, 06:12
weiting: ahaha ur posts so interesting de D: feel so guilty...

relax lah... chill..... *blow fan at you*

okay err.... very tired, body ached like siao..... gee i'm getting old....

Aloha ku'u momi makamae [ipo], ku'u mamake ho'opa, honi & ho'opa'a 'oe keia po [Hawaiian]

i honestly forget wat it meant.... but something nice i think...

so lalalala... think can apply DSTA schoolarship....

then ytd did the events that were funny was that we are suppose to do a mimic of some japanese dance..... and then ppl sent on stage to imitate the "nobody" dance.

OH OH OH! the school song no need clap... MUAHAHAHAHA.... *disappointed*

reason for the uniform being green was that it was the same shade of green as the doors when tjc first open..... [ wat a joke, but it is true sadly.... kiam pa ppl in 2 jan 1977]

bus 854 comes at 5.50-6 am...

sore throat D: over-cheer-ed.....

then got some version of amazing race ytd.... we went to the tampines sport complex.... then waiting for traffic light.... then i was looking at motorcycle turn abt a corner... then maybe he nvr turn enough... then wheel rubbed against the side of the road... then the motor-cyclist flew, and motorbike flew... thank god he land on the grass patch.... lalala.....

golly i witness too many accidents le....

too badly sun burnt.... so while going amazing race wore jacket... yeah!!! so nvr sun burnt...

then the OGLs now know i die die wun be under the sun one....:D

okay we cheered a little too loud at the swimming pool there, attracted police....
then overtook a grp that was heading to a station by running pass them. :D

today was kiam pa....
i was chosen to represent the xeia for some sing song stage game.... like the "SONG" from TS. then actually no need act in the audition for the o-nite performance.... then today the script writer tiong ann, came to me, want me to act the "Proffessor x" give me one hour to rehearse and act and perform.... hence the show was done very unprofessionally.... i can't stand crappy drama now. but while acting, the YONG QUAN from AHS, tore his long pants on stage..... HA! HAHAHAHAHA.... no wonder there was an awkard pause...

two songs
1. i'm a loner -cn blue
2. that thing you do



our dance song... one of them... the couple dance...
partner jia hwee..... good thing is she learn slow... like me! but i'm faster... :D

did a little JC math.... okay.... not given formula... so from examples work backward....not fun.... then one important formula can't derive... so cannot do some qn.... grr.....

i was bored... i only had that math bk in the room with me

sleep.

NO VOICE!!!!

50% real / 50% fake 9:29 PM

Monday, February 01, 2010
i am sun burnt.... hurray.... tmd it hurts..... peik cheh!!!!!

50% real / 50% fake 10:10 PM

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