okay... 30 jan 2010.... it is weird.....

original plan tat day was to buy graphic calculator... but plan too late, then nvr go....then later plan to go watch my ex with wwt.... but her mum needed her, hence i'm like stuck at bishan with nothing to do.

so my 鸽子 was officially 放 for the first time.....[ number 1 鸽子 award goes to wwt.... *clap*...*hang head low low* for being so kind and charitable and release pigeons into the wild. ] went to bu MY ex ticket... and TMD the woman selling movie ticket....

MY EX is NC16....
ME: one ticket for MY EX at 3.20pm.
SHE: show me you IC
*hands over IC*
**she stares at it**
SHE: boy! u are not yet 16! your birthday isn't over yet.
[said in an accusing tone and the finally GOTCHA! + dun-play-play-with-me attitude. kiam pa!!!]
ME: this is 2010...I'm 16 ++
[ mentally said: hello! u fail math isit? "insert-swear-word" ]
SHE: sorry [ the embarrassed + i-just-malu-myself expression ]

i really look very the young meh? PISSED

went to library.... read times magazine.... almost slept there.....
then later blur blurly go watch MY EX.... [shouldn't had done that. almost had a heart attack at the begining... not prepared.....

MY EX
Ken is a hot young superstar and the dream date of every girl. While he can attract any woman he wants, every detail of his life ends up in gossip columns and tabloid magazines. His two previous girlfriends, high-society girl Meen and innocent college student Bow, have already been exposed in the media. After dumping Meen, he is now dating hot actress Ploy and their every move is headline news. When news leaks that Ken will marry Ploy, the media goes into a frenzy and their dream life turns into a nightmare. It seems that someone is stalking them, day and night. But is it an ex-girlfriend, an obsessed fan or a vengeful paparazzi? Nimit, Ken's agent, encourages his client to take a break at a beach house at a report. But the problem only escalates when people around Ken start to disappear one by one.

so movie starts with meen telling ken she is pregnant, then ken being unhappy.. later change scene to ken and ploy acting in wedding scene... then aft work want to go home.... noticed ken car was vandalised... and ken thought it was the paparazzi idea to create a story..... wanted to assault the paparazzi... but ploy held ken back... so ken drove his car to the carwash, on the way there the bow kept calling ken.... then ploy fell asleep had a nitemare abt a woman [meen] killing her.... then bow was calling ken on public phone after ken rejected er on the hp.... suddenly while in the phone booth, bow was killed when a trucked banged into it....

an egg flower

floated from the air to the ground.... and later was blown away by the wind again...
at the mist of the car wash, ploy dreamnt abt a woman again [meen]

then at a point, ken was at ploy house? and they took a bath together? then there was this dream that ploy was first washing ken's chest... then a zombie looking hand came and cut ken... then in the bathtub bleeding while sea weed like things pulled ken into the water....

then later dunno wat happened, ken decided to go to his vacation house.... then when he was at his swing, meen appeared and told him that she removed the baby.... then ken and her were sleeping in bed.. for the next scene....then later ploy arrived at the vacation house too.... that instant, something made of glass broke.... and ploy rushed in house expecting a woman in the house, but strangely meen disappeared... ken was releived... then later ken and ploy were playing in the sea, then ken kept hearing someone calling at him.... then while runnin back to his ouse, he hit his ead against an egg flower tree branch.... then there show this part were ken had a scar on is back three long scratch mark...... like the one inflicted from the bath.... then later ken said he wants his relation with ploy made public.... then later ploy had to leave for work.... so while ploy was driving, meen appeared infront of ploy causing her to swerve, then later grabbed the stearing wheel, so the car drive straight towards a wall and meen said : he is mine... then bang! ploy died in a car accident....

at the meantime, the paparazzi who took pic of ken and ploy over the last 2-3 days noticed a ghost of someone in the picture....

then ken return to is house to find meen cutting some meat and then later mabe got help him change his plaster... then erm....he receive call that ploy died.. then meen said isn't that good.... then ken had to go to the police with his manager..... apparently the paparazzi turned up at the police station to give the ghost photo to the manager...

the paparazzi was later killed in his house..... then the manager was like looking at the photo, thought they are window reflections and decide to call meen... mee picked up the phone and gave a shrill laughter.... then the tv report that meen suicided and was dead for 3 days already.

intermission: ane doki very nice!!!! ah!!!!
http://www.mangafox.com/manga/ane_doki/

okay then the mangaer realised that if meen was dead, then she couldn't have turn up at the ken vacation house...so the manager rushed ken back to the vacation house and started analysising the photo.... then flashback of how he ill treated meen.... then later meen attacked him....

ken returns home... to see the laptop.... and photos... then see hi manager somewat dead... then he was lead to this room, where he saw meen on his bed, with blood instead of tears from her eye... then flashback to show how meen suicided... she cut open her womb, took out the foetus... threw it to the mirror, drank some chemicals, and sliced her wrist... then she made all the windows exploded... then sent ken flying to the back of the room... then later she stated slicing her wrist, but all the cut marks end up on ken... so ken had vision of himself dying... so he ran out of house, but wih glass pieces poked up his foot... then drove away... then he avoided banging into meen and crashed into a tree, where the tree branch poked thru his stomach.... then meen appeared beside him and asked why did he lied... so ken apologised and said he really love her before and passed out into unconciousness...

then flash back to the vacation house... apparently the egg plant tree was planted by meen back then and one tree only to signify her only true love was for ken... hence explaining why the flower appeared everytime she is present....

next scene changed to ken all okay again.... with a new girl, saying he loves her only.... then in the background, meen shadow appeared.... an egg flower fell from the sky to the pavement.... then a body of a female suddenly landed on the road. followed by ken... so assume that meen pushed both of them down....

moral of the story: dun be unfaithful

after movie went to bukit batok... then go westmall buy sunblock lotion.....25 dollars.... then took 852 with wwt to hwa chong..... then was taking abt songs....
i dun understand why she said Breatless the lyrics was weird.... anyway.... she leads the way....i asked a hwa chong stud where is the toilet... then he replied a qn with a qn.... "ow do you not know where is the toilet?" apparently that little kid dun have common sense.... *slap him mentally* okay then throughout the performance, the audience is restless and talks rather loudly.... i feel that i'm surrounded by kids..... many 小弟弟.....weirdly, many other "sounds" were heard throughout the performance.... at certain time, the sudden slamming of the door, the sound of metal hitting against metal seems to be part of the orchestra....

then there are three bands that performed... the hwa chong one, the bei jing on and the hong kong one. the hongkong conductor spoke in cantonese at first... then later a guest performer, lady in red dress playing the er hu, told the conductor to speak chi.... then when he announce there will be an encore for the song 梁山伯与祝英台, he said it in canto, and later repeated his speech in chi again...

then during break, went out to take one of the booklet... then jokingly remarked that must bring wallet cuz inside got "balloon" [the one with the 99% protectin] cuz its not cheap..... okay wwt is very the pure.... maybe the effects of being in a girl sch beh.... so lalalala... next time shall remember keep all convo with her within PG limits..... even though she is already 16....

during concert, the 小弟弟s were playing hp or chatting... one kiddo sneezed very loudly...*take off shoe and throw at his head* golly... apparently dinner was M&M sponsored by wwt....and the last one was a yellow M&M that was unfortunately crushed by her HP.... and stuck on screen... played with the fake specs....
then the MC went to announce due to time constrain, but he was cut off by a conductor who later did the encore.... for 梁山伯与祝英台.... then the mc return to his seat with an expression of "WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW!!!"

so concert end at 9.45pm.... took 852 back to bukit batok.... on bus, we were playing with the M&M bottle.... making the hydrogen "pop" sound constantly....

then erm sidetrack a little.... gosh she very poor thing leh....becaame so cynical already.... cannot like that lah...... very bad for health leh....

went to mac... she bought ice-cream then dunno why talk abt guys looking at girls... so got two views....

1. its normal for guys to look at girls.
2. guys are perverted.

lalala... dunno why, she manage to tempt me to eat ice-cream after abstating from it for many months.... [ number two award for wwt.... she broke my anti-ice-cream habit]

i was not looking at the womens in mac, but i was more drwan to the convor belt machine.... so am i normal?....nope. i'm just non-conventional... after figuring how the machine works, lets go back and look at dames....

sleep

today at tjc was like doing the mass dance....
yeah the dance was easy.... and crappy...

three new friends, from cheung cheng high main....

tiong ann.... dude look simple... and wanna be high.....

joleen.... from chi drama also..... yeah...

sherina....reminds me of someone... whats her name!!!! [ severe mem loss ]

then some really very anti-climax ppl... saw a dude, he moved the bare minimum, for the dance move....

intermission: i wanna watch MY EX !!!!

song for mass dance is "speedy" but who is the artist!?!?!

then another dance is the "S club party"

then aft dance, went to learn the tjc song... then halfway got clap one....
why all sch song high pitch one arh? a bit kiam pa leh....

okay then went econs lecture.... we are late.... and the LT1 was overfilled, ppl have to sit at steps... the econ leturer was funny....

then go queue for the tjc uniform... from 12-3.30..... we queue till abt our turn le, then aunty change direction of queue, serve the ppl at the end of queue... tmd... then we we ended up as the last few... then they say they only allow us buy one set of each.... ad said still got stock [i dun think so lorh. the ppl before us, bought two sets leh....

then said wat dun go studentmart buy, colour got difference....

then when queueing, zhi min and jc trying to influence me korean-ly....then talked abt what everyone should do, remove wat thing if go comestic surgeory.... lalala.... my comment was that i should be heavier and darker...

I VERY FAIR MEH?!!?

okay met pri sch friend, khai yin.....golly she is fair... she remembers me....AHH!!! [pai seh i only remember u are kai-something] no wonder she looked familiar. :D joyous! and i met pei chang. the pri sch guy.....

lalalala....

i found the song !!!!



SPOKEN: It was a moonlit night in old Mexico. I walked alone between some old
adobe haciendas. Suddenly, I heard the plaintive cry of a young Mexican girl.

You better come home, Speedy Gonzales
Away from tannery row
Stop alla your a-drinkin'
With that floozie named Flo
Come on home to your adobe
And slap some mud on the wall
The roof is leakin' like a strainer
There's loadsa roaches in the hall

Speedy Gonzales, why dontcha come home?
Speedy Gonzales, how come ya leave me all alone?

SPOKEN in a male Mexican accent: "Hey, Rosita-I hafta go shopping downtown
for my mudder-she needs some tortillas and chili peppers."

Your doggy's gonna have a puppy
And we're runnin' outta coke
No enchiladas in the icebox
And the television's broke
I saw some lipstick on your sweatshirt
I smelled some perfume in your ear
Well if you're gonna keep on messin'
Don't bring your business back a-here

Mmm, Speedy Gonzales, why dontcha come home?
Speedy Gonzales, how come ya leave me all alone?

SPOKEN in a male Mexican accent: "Hey, Rosita-come queek-down at the cantina
they giving green stamps with tequila!!"

okie. now sleep

wth. wth wth.....
ga. i'm melting from the inside.... amused at how my organs can fail one after another. grr..... sleep

okay....

i dun know wat happened to her, another her, and another her.

golly why are their lives so....speechless...

nvm.....

haiz.....

i'm exhausted. i shall just pretend nothing happen and wait for the next period of memory lost.

today was like.... woah..... far far away was tjc.... and why sch start so early one arh? i so wanna complain....

5.45 leave home
take 854 / 854e to bedok int
196 / 197 / 229 to tjc
7.15 meet at gate...

thats the original schedule... i expected a jam..... but nothing happened... ended up there at 6.45..... so tmr, 6am then leave home lah.

so when reached the bus int, i asked around for the toilet..... felt like puking....maybe shouldn't eat two semi cooked egg.... then the toilet needed pay 10 cent.... in my wallet horh, i got two $50 notes.... then dug out a 50 cent coin... then tell the aunty i took 40 cent change... then the anuty goes:

"AH BOY ARH! U WORKING ISIT?"

i was wearing jacket.... so covered the zhss the sch the leaf.... then I LOOK SO OLD MEH AUNTY! haiz....

then reached tjc... jia chin waiting at the posb atm there.... then on the way bumb into zhi min and her mum.... then sat there while waiting for the rest of the ppl....

why in holy bananas is chin how doing here!!!! dun like him.... hmp!

okay then we were talking abt wat kai lun would say the instant she saw us....
prediction: 气死我了
results: she didn't say anything....

then the lights around the estate was turned off... when a bus arrived... then we joked and said it was caused by kai lun gloomy aura...

lalala... go audi... sorted to group xeia.... then still got three others grp.. starting with the letter "x" too. lalala....

met two new friends....

michael [not the dead one, wished it was] some plegmatic guy from xin min... jordan pri sch friend

jia hwee. [only girl/person from paris ris sec] so she approached kai lun, then like that know her lorh...

then met JEFFERSON!!!! wat the hell is he doing here? oh idk.... lots of cedar, tajong katong, and good good sch.... i feel inferior.....

later met one of the pri 6 friend.... he waved at me, i waved back... but we both forget each other name... edgar??? some "e-something" one lah.... crap memory failing..... maybe the book that it my head years ago that cuz me memory lost....

then went thru lectures... in audi... the ppl damn noisy.... yeah! zhss ppl super disciplined one lorh.... we so guai.... then the start of briefing, the OGLs [orientation grp leaders] were like constantly cheering... ear pain......
i hate screamo...

then tmr need bring thermometer.... n go hall report....

oh! then later played ice breaker, the fire, earthquake, hunter game....
two ppl act as tree, one act as squirrel, squat between trees, then earthquake, everyone change roles, trees and squirrel have to look for new parthners during fire and hunter respectively...

then later go eat lunch... lalala... zhi min said i can only eat tofu.... bad news: no stall there sells tofu..... then the zhss senior told us to go opposite the kpt eat... cuz the food here worst then zhss one.... no wonder all staff eats out.
qn: how to eat chicken chop with spoon
ans: forget it.

shit foeget to say that icebreaker, we are supposed to say wat we like..... sould ave said i like to stay under the shade.... arh......

okay then go out, ate prata with egg... zhi min was like: "you sure u can eat this?"
ans: cut to mini pieces, of 1cm x 1cm, then swallow... who the heaven bite?

okay.... then later went to chem lecture and bio lecture.... somewat fun lah.... but the 1pm ++ timing make me wanna sleep..... like norm sch days.

then later go home... slept on bus, wake up several times, and slept again.... my sleep cycle getting disrupted....

then we were talking abt future career....
jordans want LAW...
jia chin just wanna be a surgeon and cut up ppl.
zhi min wants environmental engineering [something abt building houses]
jess wants engineering....[nvr state which type]
i want to go in the bio-chem field / be a Gynaecologist.....

then jordan remarked that imagine any of the girls next time visit my clinic or the guys spouse comes to my clinic. the awkardness....

i'm giving you a letter, referring u to other gyni. spare me the torture....

reasons to be a gyni.
1. woman before pregnancy, need vivit gyni where dude put his finger in the vag. , to test dunno wat thing.... [ i'm not letting anyone do tat to my spouse, if needed, i do it.]

go eat le.... damn i go hungry so quickly nowadays....

the good and the bad...

MOE: SENG CHIN TECK, you are posted to TEMASEK JC, SCIENCE (32S) under 2010 JAE. Pl report to JC/MI on 28 Jan 10 at 7.30am.

good point: got into tjc currently i know that zhimin also got in tjc...
bad point: its in the middle of no where.....

today i fried fish again... fish fillet..... yeah i'm gettin good at this..... :D
i'm getting fat i think.

idk wat to say.... really... maybe it isn't wise to peel of the layer of non-living sense organ tat covers the largest external surface area, located near ur tools for mastication.... bloody hell.... how abt lips gloss ?

today change curtains... then hell lots of dust, now sneezing non-stop.... grr....

golly, news said old ppl learning hip hop dance.... woah... their bones didn't break....amused....

soybean milk fills tummy... now full... sleep.

lalala went to fb. lalala. woah. lalala. add add add. lalala dun really like fb...

ytd ate fried rice..... HAPPY! cuz got glycerol + fatty acid. and CAN SWALLOW!!! after makaning porridge for many many days, [actually only three days++...] finally something fried.... but the shrimp a bit too big to swallow....

dad menopausing.... eats alot.... hell lots.... like....erm.... he replace me as the cannot-eat-finish-food-eater..... so when i can't swallow any more fried rice and said 吃不下 le, dad's face 露出 a huge huge grin... and happily makan fin all the left over food..... golly, his tummy increasing in size... and diameter....

muahahaha at the loose tooth.... dun make sense to me how that could be possible... but pray that ur gum manage to superglue te tooth back to its position.... try listrine beh.

- REDUCE IQ TO 50 -

best messageS of the week just read this and understand:

they love you but they are not your lover.
they care for you but they are not from your family.
they are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation,
they are...friends.

1. if a lover doesn't love you, then are they still your "lover"?
2. statement assumes that only family can provide care...then those counsel ppl are out of job.
3. ppl sometime share pain unknowingly...


a true friend,
scolds like a dad
care like a mother
irritates like a brother
tease like a sister
and finally love you more than a lover.

[wah the lover must be very 失败 then]

Do you know the relation between your two eyes?
they blink, move , cry, see things, and sleep together.
though they never see each other, friendship should be just like that.
life is hell without friends.
thanks for being such a wonderful friend <3

1. eyes can't "blink" its the eyelid that does it.
2. not true if the person has lazy eye or one eye blind. and its the human that sleep.
3. so friends should do identical things together, but not see each other...
4. just realise u can't do a mirror image of a " <3 " haiz....

okay... i'm hungry....

ah i like the stephen chow 星爷 the old movie the 审死官... very nice... watch till 12.30 now black eye..... he acted as the 宋世傑.... one of my favourite chi dude.... cuz he is somewat "idk how to explain"

my mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts, mouth hurts. pain.......

went to toa payoh ytd.... dad wanted to put sis in the mindchamp, for some course similar to adam khoo.... then the mind champ closed le.... so went to the kopitiam to makan....

it is 3 days since i ate western food..... UNBEARABLE...... everyday eating tofu and poato and egg..... haiz......and its humiliating.....

at the kpt, can't fin seats, cuz old grannies, occupy the seat, nvr order food, so that they can watch the 爱..... yeah i missed three episode in a role....

then when we sat down, an elderly couple also sat down.... and this elderly couple, ordered their food, and ate faster then me.......then got this aura from them which says : "why that kiddo eating so slow"

apparently the gums are swollen and i can't chew and have to swallow everything, doesn't make eating noodles any easier....

i'm hungry. the last time i ate someone tofu was like a year ago....

today 22 jan.... morning went to dental..... not so muc of a good news....
so put braces for teeth at lower jaw....

bad news:

1.if cannot realign cuz teeth too tight, cramped, then must extract two molar.... OH MY HOLY BANANAS.......

2. damn pain!!!!! much more worst then the upper jaw one.... can't chew now.... so how in HOLY BANANAS AM I GOING TO SLEEP!!?!?!?! constant trobbing pain there.... maybe i should get myself drunk.... but no alcohol at home.....

nice-sounding news:

1. dentist say i am good at maintaining the hygiene of the teeth with the braces....

2. asked abt the "measurer thingy" then said its a tool to decide where the hell to cement the braces....

3. u are observant boy. was wat the dentist said.... notice a "donut" not attatched. then dentist said it is cuz chage wire, teeth nvr move, so cannot hook up all four of the metal thing... but now can le...

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EVIDENCE I'M A NON-CONVENTIONALIST + Some part of me is rebellious.

normal ppl, start growing baby tooth, starting from the first two front tooth, then the rear molars....

MY CASE: mines the opposite... behind one grow first, then the front tooth was the last to grow ...... it is totally not normal..... WAT IS IN MY GENE!!!!!

and how some part of me is weird.....

1. one tooth, [lower jaw, 2nd or 3rd on the right] was kind of tilted by 90 degree. as in if a row of ppl are standing and all of them are facing the same direction, then there will be one that is turned to te right or left....

2. got this bunch of fringe is forever in the opposite diretion as in the fringe got slight sway to the left... then this bunch sway to the right....

so aft dental went to watch the "TOOTH FAIRY" nice normal movie.... with happy ending.... protagonist dun beleive in dreams/fairytales, summon to be a tooth fairy, believe in dreams and fairy tales, later disbelieve and finally believes again....

then went to movie replica to buy a gundam model.....

went to the POMO beside the SOTA [sch of the art] then go see the Buddy artist academy where we painted the walls for CIP in sec 3... they changed name to: THE LITTLE ART ACADEMY.....

then later went home...

now for comments....

20 Jan 10, 08:38
weiting: the reason why i deleted my cbox is because i dont wanna be reminded of the fact that no one actually reads my blog... hahaha!

okay point noted. but aiyah.... just put lah... since it is free?

now change target to lim.... got several thing to "complain"
1. since u dunno where to go, then i decide lorh.... i choose to go home.... it is u give opportunity to make decision to others one wat...

2. since u are tagging along, cuz u dunno where to go, dun whine so much. and be a little cheerful lah.... u dun want go here, dun want go there... then where u want to go???

3. a little more guts please... dun behave as if ppl will kill u for entering the little art academy place....

4. since u said "u dun know one lah" then u still consult me on matters with regard to a GMAC...

with that. tata, u're lost. :P

sleep....

today i cooked after a long period of being absent in the kitchen. fried fish fillet. i so got no talent in cooking vege.... all the thing i cook is like meat-related. no wonder i failed home econ.... teacher wants the food to be

1. tasty
2. healthy

i failed the healthy part.... what thing on earth is healthy and tasty!!!!! tmd....

man the fish is nice..... i ate 90% of the three pieces... cuz sis, dad and mum eat the other stuff.....

at least my HE skills nvr rot.....

summary of recipe......
1. defroze fish for an hour, check fish fillet no bone, then dry the fish fillet.
2. crack an egg, pour n stir the egg in a plate...
3. get anther plate, 4 spoonful of flour, 3 spoonful of bread crumbs... stir till even.
4.take the fish fillet, place it in the plate with the egg, till there is yolk/egg white on both side. then later do the same with the plate that contain flour with bread crumbs...
5. throw the fish fillet in frying machine thingy.... and when it turn golden brown, take it out, dry the excess oil.
6. EAT!

tired. go sleep le.

still typing previous post.... on 16 jan... this is like an intermision....

okay songs that is not bad...



(嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟 嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟)
(嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟 嘟嘟讀心術)

看你手舞足蹈 我卻發呆看你甜美微笑
你說我太過驕傲 不說也能感受彼此心跳
一張小紙條 一個小符號 問號驚嘆號都怕妳沒看到
親手做便當 口渴送飲料 要你把煩惱 通通都吃掉
聽不到我愛你 等不到你擁抱
我確知道 愛情來了

(嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟 你的讀心術 嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟)
(嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟 嘟嘟讀心術)

我和時間賽跑 記憶刻畫清楚永遠不老
你是我神的詩篇 憂傷也聆聽你的美好

每一個動作 每一分一秒
像拍紀錄片 我害怕沒看到
節錄你的心 今天天氣晴
要你把煩惱 通通都忘掉
聽不到我愛你 等不到你擁抱
我確知道 愛情來了

我通通知道
(聽不到 說不了 你在笑 我知道)
(聽不到 說不了 你在笑 我知道)
(聽不到 說不了 你在笑 我知道)
(聽不到 說不了 你在笑 我知道)


acoustic ver. download : http://www.plunder.com/-mp3-download-d398a4f960.htm

the original one use youtube downloader can already.

youtube downloader: http://youtubedownload.altervista.org/

i have learnt how to fly. from one place to another... and having a cramp packed schedule.

k originally i was asked to go to this [on 17 jan by wwt]:

after a relationship. this speaker will be talking how selfish love can be and certain roots and perspectives about what causes love and what causes a relationship to succeed or fail. you dont have to agree to his point of view but it aint hurtful to hear from a different perspective. whether you are a buddhist or not, you are all welcome to challenge his stand or ask him about anything for you are or you are not the first nor will you be the last. and be assured that whether you are a buddhist or not, there wont be any joss-stick holding ceremony involved and the place is air-conditioned and it may be pretty cold sometimes. it's somewhere around vivocity, and i hope to see you this sunday at 1.30pm. text me if you can come or need more details!

said i agree if only there is movie afterwards.....

so on 16 jan, woke up at5.30am, at breakfast, reached ghim moh at abt 6.00am then my aunt late.... so dad go eat dinner. then i wait for my aunt. cuz without her, idk how to open stall, and i sk put wat thing where and stuff....so spent sometime setting up, that day was some festival thing, set up to encourage ppl to buy stuff.
somewat like a fun fair.... then the place damn loud.... cuz many ppl are deaf?

then that day was like carrying heavy boxes full of fruits, one after another....
apparently we can accept coupons that replace $1..... then got many many weird customers tht day...

a china coouple came... then they speak the chi, till the point where my aunt and uncle can't understand.... cuz of accent.... then i was getting the gist of it.... at least the hubby voicce was low, can make out wat he said. the wife one was damn high.... past 20000hz i guess.... can't hear anything sane.

then another aunty took the coupon, and tear off the rear wnd, saying thats where the lucky draw number is.... then i refuse to accept torn coupons....told her go counter to talk to the uncle i dislike... then se stood there... kept staring at me.... like "ah-boy-why-u-dun-accept-hurh"

then my uncle and aunt said they have a non-discount policy there $21 is $21. 1 buck discount to $20. then the second uncle, the boss and my dad goes by a discount policy.... then that uncle [that i hate] gave me a lecture on how customers will say i disrespectful, stingy and stuff, attempt to hurt me so i give discount.... so push all tricky case to him. lalalalala. thank you for ur concern.....

1. i wun be hurt so easy.
2. tmd as if i wun yell back at middle age ppl. [i only have a soft spot for elderly]

i dun like those kiam pa old ppl... so i refuse to help them, let them stand a queue beh.

if only i looked older...... why those old a ma all thinks i'm 12~!!!! PISSED....

then got these customers, put their fruits on the weighing macines, then i key in calculator... then got $3.10054579 then the customer said okay this fruit make it $3.... how thickskin... nvm.. the next fruit i key in, i got $4.80.58586975 then quickly press off the no, then said $5. nvr bully teens that looked like kids.... especially when one of them is holding the calculator and in a pissed mood. lalala.... i brought my sch sci-calculator.... kept in pocket... cuz i press that calculator is easier...used to where the buttons were le.

then joleen came down.....wth her aunt. then asked where is jabez and jayden.... then joleen said: "jabez got mindchamp, then jayden at sengkang home, when he hear i going to ghim moh, he quickly go change, but we leave first then when we close the door he never cry, he at home with the maid and ah ma."

that 2-3 year old kid... is damn independant, smart and epic. self go change into go-out clothes....but at least he nvr cry when left at home... cuz he can finally play with toys without his toys being taken away. anyway, his thinking is on a different frequency except that he is more reticent and dun speak much.

then later at 10 ++ received sms from WWT she asked if i'm free for movie.... yup. and i'm dying for a good laugh. so the plan was to go yishun, watch: [ HEAR ME 聽說 ]
cuz wwt said it is nice. then later go west mall watch: [ It's Complicated ] then later i go lakeside.... go my ah mah house...

so wwt go buy tics for IC [it's complicated] first.... nvr knew her house was at bukit batok....and west mall was there...then later she go yishun... then i went out with family to bishan, drop sis off for tuition, then go yishun, buy tics.... the mrt train chiong very fast... almost fell.... then went to buy tickets, and later go cold storage walk walk.... cuz wwt will be late.... she got this pessimistic view that she will be late and miss the movie..... lalalala.... maybe i too positive that day.... though the schedule is cramp, but with a little running, should be okay...

so it turned out okay....聽說 was nice. movie abt a girl with a deaf sister... then she pin her hopes on her deaf sister, wants her to excel i swiming... then she met a guy..... they afell in love but thought each other are deaf. then the chen hsin yi the mother in fated to love and the second sis hubby father acted as a couple together.... that movie was nice... half hokkien, half chi and many scenes that are totally silent.... it is a MUST WATCH.

then movie ends at 4 something.... so decided to walk around.... cuz wwt said she was frezing cold... then going sun bath.... then walk one round around the blks... then later on the second round, this malya guy approached us and ask for help / donation for those ppl who are poor and cannot afford for studies.. and buy a keychain for $5 each.... but there were several issues that make this look like a fake donation......

1. that malay guy said: "i need money for my N lvl." but from head to toe, he is like wearing a cap, billabong shirt, skinny jeans and converse shoe? all of that cozt a lot? hence he got no money for his N lvl meh?

2. if he is money-Despo, i believe government will help and it will be better for him to work then sell keychains at the mrt station.

3. he got this ppr with him to prove that he is not a con-artist.... some verification ppr. at the bottom it said that ppl are not obliged to buy anything from him... so when i told him we are leaving and considering, he said: "why consider? buy lah!" that line does not fut ur "work policy" hence that malay dude is con ppl money one. wwt said that she will take the ppr and point to that line, then she will leave.

4. wat u said doesn't tally... non-credible information.

then later went to the fitness corner and the playround, the playground was those modern type, allot of those spin snd spin and spin thingy... lalala... played there.... and went tru the obstacle course.... rather the fun one... then got a point were both of us were worn out, then sit at one of the chair-chained-to-pole and "circle-ish triangle chained to pole". then suddenly this kid went "excuse me, can u get out of this, i want to play on it.... apparently the scenerio was that wwt was sitting on the circle/triangle thingy, spreading her lower limbs appart, so as to maintain balance.. then the kid just pop his head thru the hole and was like "cm-s" away for using his head to indecently come in contact with the region of her reproductive organs...... that scene was awkard.... then later went to fitness corner, did some balancing thing and at 6, went back to mrt, take train to bukit batok....

so wwt was saying how she was okay and not suicidal le. hence not going for the talk on 17 jan....[ she said she got two personality... one normal and one suicidal, but will feel suicidal for a day ++ ] then she said i should go cuz she thinks that i'm in great pain due to being ignored by miss xie, hence i should go "enlighten myself"

reply: no need lah. i got many many personalities, so one down is okay de lorh. :D wun die one lah..... anyway, i can easily forget ppl, just need 1 year dun pop up in my life and u will be forgotten. tada! thats so simple. analogy: pretend each personality as a human, interaction with a person will be food for the human, hence one year without food, a human naturally dies..... hence no-input = personality degeneration. something like that lah.

so on mrt, wwt was like telling me to look at this woman with very very very bright pinkish red stockings.... at first from my angle, i couln't see anyhting cuz she was blocked by a woman with huge bossom carrying a baby..... the mammary glands will increase in volume a little aft child birth. and that pinkish red was so obvious..... too bright le bah... maybe the woman is colour blind.... from head to waist all dark dark clothes, then the stocking of this colour is really dun match one....

reached westmall, then went upstairs to the "udder" to buy ice cream....technically is only she buy ice cream.... cuz i cannot come to terms wit myself for eating butter and milk mixed together with colouring and flavouring and preservatives blend together... then wwt was originally pointing to one flavour of ice-cream that contains alcohol... then i was like puzzled at the wine glass symbol displayed at the bottom of the name of the ice cream, then asked if the ice cream contained alcohol.... thank god i asked... later she eat the ice cream and she might go saying :" hey i think i'm drunk..." like new year that day..... lalala... bought vanila... then went outside of the eng wah cinema.... there was an elderly aunty who was tasked to collect tickets... apparently i forget wat i said or did, then wwt attempted to "kick" me... then later the elderly aunty gave her a "look" then she was so ashamed... muahahahaha....

so watched Its complicated........ lots of sick jokes... sadly wwt dun understood them... and the meaning of "pots" many america based jokes... the worst part is when the guy placed his fingers on the woman crouch and moved up..... gah...... so the movie ended without a fixed ending... till the ending, wwt parents called her.... lalala.. so she missed the ending....

note: if wanna watch nc16 movie, only if horror then ask her.....

then later rushed to lakeside, go granny house..... tired.... sleep.

okay 13 jan first....
went to ajc.... then apparently walked the wrong direction... went around the entire school.... then got two girls tag behind us, a grp of ppl follow... then we led them to walk one round around the sch. lalalalalala sheeps...

then met jefferson from pri sch. he go xin min, end up with 6 points like me. [lousy!!!] okay then later fetch JC and went in visit....

AJC:
somewat got the zhong hua sec atmosphere.... then a bit run down lah.... but the atmosphere is study study one....

then laater aplit into two cabs, go ACJC.
on taxi the taxi uncle was like saying: "ah boy arh, got sch nearby then enter le. dun care abt it." then me JC and yan ru on taxi go "ah. ah. orh. uh."
misinformed uncle....

we went on a goody bag hunt

ACJC:
reached acjc... saw li wen and grp... and the china schoolars.... so the envirment there looked very relax and playful.... they got lift in the main bulding and 7 storey tall.... woah... then got swimming pool.... so can really sense the play play mode.... at both JC we got a student tat act as a tour guide.... but the acjc tour guide disappeared after bringing us to the hall to see their cca....then we go pool, got a guy said: "come acjc lah we play one." that sentence repelled me a lot....
at the pool there, the is a very nice sign....

"NO LIFEGUARD AT ALL TIME, SWIM AT YOUR OWN RISK"


woah. i die le.

then the student there said that 1/4 of their students got 3 h2 distinction... told dad that, he instantly say no good.

so move one to 14 jan.

14 JAN
morning go to dentist... change the wire... and put spacer for the bottom teeth. so 22 jan at 8.30am go back put braces.. then dental ends at 9. my dentist from acjc, she said the bio their is good, but enviroment is play one, hence need self-control.

mum say want me go home... but due to delays... and learn how to take mrt for her, a bit no time to go home. so called zhi min.... and went to amk hub. take 25. then she said sze lang also going. okay... i dun mind that..... then she helping ms law buy her breakfast.
lalala.. the bus very slow.... jc dun want me go with him... he soloist. then later zhi min guided us to TJC, cuz she familiar around that area.. while jia chin got a little lost walking from the mrt to tjc.... so took bus there... then over there, we saw jordan and jia chin at the gate... kai lun and her gang of e2 ppl enter the gate first... then jordan was suggesting to wait outside gate, wait for jc senior the annik guy from gym to come, be our guide. we didn't invite the e2 ppl... maybe kai lun told them.... hence suddenly a loud crowd. [ then SOMETHING-PISSED-ME ]

so later in tjc, the e2 ppl went to bug a teacher with regards to their CLEP. then me zhi min, jc and jordan went touring the sch. the sch not bad wat. then some classroom got aircon, and lab are like our schools... many lecture theatres....

then talked abt the swiming thing.... so swimming starts at j2, for one or two terms... then the standard torturous PE they have. the running and stuff... the jordan nudge me when it came to the running 2-3km.... "I GOING WITH A WHEELCHAIR!"
might as well join the paralympics....

I AM SO DRAWN TO TJC NOW!!!

later before we left, we saw zeke.....then chat a little more and left. e2 ppl stayed, waiting for kelly.

routes to TJC
take 854 at the bus stop at bowen there.... then go bedok bus int. then take 196/198 to tjc.

or

25 to bedok bus int.

return trip

take 229 to bus stop no. 84029 opp blk 32. past the temasek sec. sch sign board.

SOMETHING-PISSED-ME
arriving at TJC gate... lalala... ms lou was there... i was informed at amk hub by i-forgetten-who. general reaction: keep ur mouth shut, stay ummm....

so the instant ms lou noted my prescence, she went : "WAH SIAN, ct also here" very THE loudly.

1. same as u, i also dun want to see ur prescence.

2. u dun have brain ah? think then u talk. that line was ur very true-est reaction. hence this showed u dun really process ur thoughts and just follow ur instinct. on the nicer side, it is to say that u are a extrovert. on the flip side, u are really thr childish. its over le. keep ur cool and shut ur trap girl. silence is golden. ppl who are too loud gets complaint... she nvr really change..... still like last time.....maybe certain ppl dun mellow. sad sad.

3. without my intiative to call tjc. u wun be even be near the vicinity of TJC in the first place.... u are more of a like "wat-the-hell-are-you-doing-here" issue in my view. my intels nvr notified me tat e2 ppl self call tjc and stuff...hence it is reasonable for me to assume ur prescence belongs to the "wat-the-hell-are-you-doing-here" catergory.

then sze lang talked abt renting a flat, specialised for the zhss ppl to stay.... yar. nice idea....dream bah. it might happen.

then jc said that i will suck on his brain juice and hence his life if i was to stay with him.... lalala.... non-conventional-extremeist.... not common to see one.

lalalalala

afternoon go sch went back 4e1 classroom, mr lim teaching chem... then noticed our decoration like the cow and the milk still there.... eyer....

o lvl results is like a 8 - 2 = 6
before get results, saw teddy and asked him for reference... and words of wisedom.... then he said: "good luck" eyer. and later "stay positive"

then later desmond chong talked abt hair being long and dyed. i dyed my hair black from white. muahaahaha. then if unacceptable hairdo, u go MAC, 4pm return. lalalalala.....

then later get results... mr ang talked very the long to the student. mr tang didn't. then later zi min at the seat and i took the result while standing up... then later mr ang gave me the type of "ur result is like that. nothing much to say."

sianz.... so i know jia chin and yan ru and zheng yong got same result as me.... wats the point of being a 16 in position? sadded.

went back to find mrs ng from pri sch.... then later the security guard dun let me in... haiz....

then like that lorh. my dad a it okay with it... aiyah.... end game le.

then 12 jan, today go back sch for cca orientation... good thing is one girl want to join cl. yipee! then the sec 1 males all very the ill disciplined except for one grp.
complaint abt dun want take off shoes... act like spoilt kids...

then jin yi last min disappear.... so i take over... as expected.
one male junior slimmed down. a lot. cuz he played badminton... then talked abt the FAC club... ow jia yi is going there soon... fat and chubby... muahahahaha!!!

then 12 feb is the CNY performance...

then later close the drama studio room, mdm zhang hong gave jia yi her house key, no wonder door cannot close...

then jia yi creaking up... mentally. he feels that he did very the little as the president of cldds... aiyah relax lah. wun die one....

okay so change of plans.... go tjc then acjc... then ajc... then nyjc....
then nvr plan le...

called mr ang for advises.... then he gave a comment of considering a lot....

called teddy handra... he said dun play play with choice... put the 6 points jc first then the worst one... then try-ur-luck in the end... okay.. point noted.

i dun know specifically wat i want now but it will be on the bio and chem side...
phy a bit the dead.... so no point...

lalala tmr i shall rush from one place to another.... ajc in morning and later acjc...

and call TJC!!! ask for permision for mini tour.

sleep...

crap crap crap crap. tmr get results.... OH MY FREAKING MAMA!!!! I AM SO SCREWED!!! ..... i can feel my insides turning inside out.... and organs failing one after another.... i think i will drop dead before i reach the table and get the result....imagine a teacher saying

someone call 911! this kiddo got no heartbeat, vomiting foam, pupils dilate.... muscle spasm.....

so tmr at 2pm must reach sch....

today at 5pm jin yi called, want me elp her in the cca orientation presentation thingy... actually wanna go out, but end up pus to jia yi do. i am retired.

stress-ed....

I READ FINISHED KIMI WA PETTO!!!! sumire-chan got married!!! and pregnant.... lalala. thats the only joyous thing today... then now reading LOVE CELEB. something like a-wanna-be-actress girl liking a rich guy who is in charge of the movie production and stuff... reminds me of boys over flower... with lesser friends and more bed scene.... and a forever failed attempt to "ahem" her. its funny....

then dad want me on 16 jan go fruit stall help out... cuz the gov or grassroot giving the 40,000 resident each $1 discount when buying any market item with a minimum purchase of $2. the idea is to promote buisness at the market...

1. $1 is very little... at least $2 to bribe ppl go buy stuff bah....

2. want promote buisness? can! dun send the GAY-HU [town council security guard] here to check on stalls... a little over-diplayed of stocks, a little cramped corridor is okay one de.

sometimes it is good to open and close one eye....

i dun think i can sleep tonite.... need some personalise drugs.... grr....

i shall become a panda. yeah!

today is then 9 jan...... so wwt b'day was on 7 jan.... arh... i going crazy over the dates.....ytd nite over typed.... forget today morning got work.... one more day to results.... arh... die le.... lady luck MIA...

today while working, got two incident....

1. the civil defense force demo.... [civil defense force = CDF (shortform) ]
okay so today cannot display a lot of fruits.... cuz the outside space doing the CDF demo on wat to do incase of fire and terrorist attacks.... so the in-charge dude is some elderly guy in his 40s-50s.... or 60s.so they set up the "fire pot" where they have a fake fire, let ppl practise how to use the fire extinguisher.... lalalala.. but guess wat! they didn't bring the kerosene nor any burnable liquid... so end up no live demo nor teach ppl how to put out fire.... [ pathetic demo. if got real fire.... let our body burn in the inferno bah.... ]

okay then the senior, in-charge dude was more concern abt no shops loaning them a power socket for their speakers... then they played a fake scenerio of a terrorist attack or fire... then ppl screaming and stuff.... the sound effect is badly done by the way.... then i got a qn. which dumb terrorist bombs a wet market? and who set off bombs to explodes in intervals? u are letting ppl run lorh.... in open space.... rather u one-shot bomb all? more casualties? cuz like there is an open space outside the wet market... one bomb will scare away many ppl le, to the open space... then u seperately bomb..... a bit hard to kill....

then the aunties and small kids are more than happy to be carelefares, pretending to be smoked till unconsciousness... ah! then there is the part where the senior in-charge dude said something that pissed me off. " ON THE ACTUAL EVENT, IT WILL BE LIKE THIS WITH MANY BOXES AROUND. " he placed his smoke emitting machine under a stack of boxes he loaned from us... I GOT QUESTION!!!

1. admist all of the boxes... will we be stupid enought not to know which box isn't ours? cuz ur smoke box is very the obvious...

2. can u at least use water vapour for the smoke? cuz watever u sprayed smells real bad... how abt perfume for a change?

3. today we just happen to be unloading boxes of fruits... cuz the lorry just came.... hence many boxes around and very hectic....

4. this is a fruit stall... wat are the chances of the fruits catching fire? u can't even light a water melon on fire....the only thing that burn is the boxes.... which are generally wet cuz we sprayed h20 on the fruits? hence.... fire at out stall is a bit the hard.... at most the fridge explodes.... fire most probably happens at the incense stall or clothes store or dried provision goods....

then later dad said there is a demo on carrying injured ppl away on stretcher.... and the several reason for it being a bad demo....

1. they chose old ppl as volunteer. prob is old ppl will have a hard time lying down when standing up... the weaken spine... so in the midst of a demo, if any thing happens, the old volunteer will like sprain his back and kanna injured and stuff.... so they should pick a young guy.....

2. there is this part where two CDF guy can even lift up a stretcher with a guy on it.... so they give me a message that if someting happens, u are immobile, u are screwed. get four guys to carry one stretcher with a dude on it lah. i thought this demo is to make ppl feel good.... not bad.... the fake confidence installation into ppl.

then i got two issues to comment...

1. did they do the stretcher demo under the sun cuz i thought i say two poor chaps lying on the stretcher, on the hard floor, under the sun.... hello! there are other places with shade... thank you.

2. the stretcher made from scratch also abit poorly done... they used the rice bag, the fabric one and bamboo poles.... the fabric type of rice bag horh..... i dun see it anywhere.... maybe inside the wet market at some corner will have..... but that will be where the fire is most probably located... so rare chance to take the rice bag.... and the bamboo pole look flip flopy... get a few and bundle them together... SG have more fat ppl nowadays.


so after the failed CDF demo, the next intersting that happened was the "GAY-HU"
my aunt calls the TOWN COUNCIL SECURITY DUDE that name.... cuz by right, the fruit stall aint suppose to display any fruits past the walk way..... we have a role of fruits there... actually two roles.. cuz stall is L-shaped. then the town council job was to ensure no stalls over display their stocks.... well to be frank, the entire market does that. and thats how these shops survived and do well... town council give the impression that it is made up of rice little folks that dun have contact with average ppl. so that GAY-HU came and started packing the fruit boxes and moved them inwards... anyway it was like 12pm. hence the buisness became stagnant and i went home.

i could have spelled GAY-HU as GEI-HU.... but that guy is really GAY... the most hated guy in the market....HA!! the vege stall kanna also. MUAHAHAHAHA! in the midst of a chaotic scene, i took a snapshot of that dude.... brown uniform... security guard costume.....

later go amk, buy 4 movie tics for avatar 3D...each tic is $13... then second front row seats... go home, sleep, wile sis go tuition... then fight for carpark....

i realised that 3D avatar have almost no difference from 2D avatar. other then the ticket price.....[ wwt, go for a refund beh. ]

mum cannot stand the loud sound + 3D effect....naseau..... hence everytime i have my ear piece to act as a ear plug... cuz i not as deaf as most ppl are... i depend on sound to prevent being knock down by cars... almost knn knock down by a mercedes ytd... light blue.... sgq2826? forget the last letter.nvm. just need no. for 4d. :D

tmr a bit no point going to work... cuz the second day aft the GAY-HU strikes, u cannot put much fruits on display or risk kanna-ing fined.... but if want to display, then put as much fruits out as possible. since the fine is a fixed amount...

carrying one entire fruit box abt 10-20kg around the stall is good exercise....
till date, i have prob with the plastic bags.... cuz of my smooth fingers... =.= let the grapes rot in a corner any further and u gonna have grape wine...

"boy give me a plastic bag, i self choose my fruits."
[gives a basket]
if i give u a plastic bag, u r gonna run off with the fruits lorh.... u think i'm primary sch? actually many aunty think i am.... look young...

lets copy and paste from other ppl blg a huge chunk of para....



Do you usually notice the lyrics of the song you are listening to? I do, and most of the time, I wouold try to imagine that I am the person in the song, happy or sad. If I really like the song, I would be listening to it the whole day, as long as possible, get the melody, lyrics, situation. Feel the song, learn it, appreciate it. I know this sounds really alien, but its true. Take a look at my music player, highest play count 2250 （珊瑚海）. Hahah.

Do you remember the songs you used to love in primary school? Lower secondary? When you listen to them again would you feel the same way as you feel last time? Would memories (sweet/bitter) fill your mind? Could you still remember what happened? I bet it's really vivid.

Music does not only makes people come together, it also brings us back to the past, like a time travel machine, except that you can't change anything. I call this memory music.

What is your memory music?

I have plenty. Really ALOT because I listen to songs really often last time. Hmm... Let me recall some of them...

Harry Potter instrumental song (I have no idea what it's called). It brings me back to primary school when I started reading/watching Harry Potter. I was in Primary 2 or 3 and I was having a crush on Daniel Radcliffe D: Gross right? Hahah, innocent kind of crush... I had tuition 2 times every week, and was given lots of homework. I would play the song in my head while doing tuition homework, occasionally falling asleep on the study desk, dreaming of meeting Daniel Radcliffe. Stupid girl XD Well, I was only 7/8 years old, what do you expect? :D

一千年以后 - 林俊杰．Hmmm, this is a really great song which accompanied me through 2 years... 一千年以后 would play in my head during the sprints, pushing me on. At the end of P5, he graduted from PHPPS. I realised he was not worth my wait. I guess this is what people call "puppy love"? I have no idea.

适应 - 迷路兵. This is a song with slow, soothing rythmn, melody, lovely guitar accompaniment(: Definitely the song to discribe my secondary one life :D And this is the first song on my first blog (www.fractured350.blogspot.com). This song brings back so many wonderful memories and people that I missed so much, so dearly, the treasures of my life. I learnt: always weigh your choices and make the right decisions. Hmm, I'm fighting back tears now... It's not that I have made many wrong choices, I have missed too many opportunities in life that I cannot have anymore.

Barriers - David Archuleta. My 'wound healing' song, reminds me to let go now. You don't always get what you want in life.

I guess that's all for now? Oh man, why am I always letting those memories dominate my head? I can't think clearly now... zzz...

[from wwt blg. cuz i like the first few and last few para.]

my "wound healing song" will be
- neyo's "part of the list" / "go on girl"
- chris brown "say goodbye"
- Bullet for my valentines " all these things i hate"
- craig david "don't love u no more" / "let her go"

then those per year song...
pri 6 - bon jovi "its my life"
sec 1 - hinder "lips of an angel"
sec 2 - bullet for my valentine "tears don't fall"
sec 3 - craig daivd "seven days"
sec 4 - Michael jackson "you are not alone"

sleep.

today went to plaza sg go watch:" DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE MORGANS "
story abt a in the midst of a divorced couple the morgans.... then the guy is a lawyer... who got drunk and slept with a girl.... then the wife is an estate agent.
apparently aft dinner, she is walking with the hubby to a client house to find the client assasinated. then later they are been chased by a profeesional killer... then had to go to sub-urban areas.... where they learn to be like cowboys... and met with many danger...then the killer came to chase aft them... apparently the morgans assistant got married.... and morgans got a chinese kid.... and a new home in the end....

many laughs.... even though the movie is rated by critics at 1/5 stars....

took many notes down....

next movie to watch
1. DEAR JOHN [from the author of THE NOTEBOOK ]
2. VALENTINES DAY
3. ITS COMLICATED [ nc16 woopee! ]

PETA stands for:

People for the
Ethical
Treatment of
Animals

OR

People
Eating
Tasty
Animals

another one from morgans :

guy: did u ate that bacon?
girl: no. why?
guy: cuz i can feel my organs failing one after another.

PHD = poly half-way dropout.

splitting headache.... brain goes: "thud" ow! "rest" "thud" ow! and cycle repeats...

okay change topic... in advertisement, there is something call sex sells. as in make tha advertisement associated to sex.... and PETA is good at it.... want to make a joke out of the PETA logo... so go online search but instead found this



clever PETA.... then i got qn.... humans are animals rite? so going naked isit considered unethical? in a conservative society... yes.... so it is a choice between two evil?

choosing the less evil between the two evil is still considered as choosing evil....

sleep.

PS: i am reading ur blog. not no one read.

yes.... this is for the expensive nike bags.... one tick and price inflates by many many times.... next one shall be starbucks coffee. :D

i nvr saw this one for pon and zi

lalala

reason why i dun buy branded stuff



inspiration from yong khuang....

on a cold cold day, on the laptop, use it to warm up hands....
i want go watch DID U HEAR ABOUT THE MORGANS!!!! shall drag ppl tmr...

lalalalala.. got this loophole on msn... where u can check whether ppl blocked u or not....

instructions
1. choose a contact.
2. click "view"
3. click "profile"
[ will open new window to persons profile page ]
4. click "Send a private message"

IF YOU ARE BLOCKED
- you cannot send a private message to that person.
and u will see : " You can't send or reply to this person because of their communication preference settings. Cancel " in an orange box.

IF NOT BLOCKED
- all the normal things u see used for emailing will be present. can send private messages.

haiz. i got blocked.... nvm then.... i dun care le.

today is 8 jan... wong wei ting b'day....... she is a 老人..... happy b'day 老人. u are 16. welcome to the nc16 cinema.... ps present ur ic for verification. the vomit bag is on the bottom of the seat in the event u feel disgusted, disturb, or naseau when u are watching the movie. extra vomit bags are available at the vending machine loacted at the four corners of the cinema, at $10 each. please take note of how to use the vomit bag which our movie usher will demonstrate to u depending on her mood. we wish u have an enjoyable time watching our nc16 movies... [ this pre-movie speech cost $2.50 please pay when u are leaving the cinema thank you. ]

my patient case ended. he lost. BEEEP!!!! [no pulse]

if something like that happens then the last option is move on lorh....
now lets be kiam pa.

wait!!! got heart beat again.... the girl forgiven him apparently....wait... more drama...... crap... even worst....haiz....

CONFESSIONS: i had not been really clear/awake for the past month or so.... n worst of all, i did someting stupid... crap crap crap crap..... arh. up-there, if u really exist, help me unsolve the prob i created....

1. i should nvr became that person love guru / when my own prob aint solved yet.
2. being mentally crippled, i need to type it all out otherwise i'll suffer from mental breakdown. hence i shall start my case proper....

my patient managed met a GMAC. like her.... then overbugged her... cause of work, the working party can't answer sms... hence creating the feeling of being dao-ed and the patient became mentally unease. then the overbugging happens....

GLAC hates to be ignored.... then wanna say sorry for irritating the GMAC.

this is a fast version of my case..... learn lorh.... the cramped into 17 days version. then gave me new insights to wat to do.

1. i shall not totally cut contact with her.
2. i shall just keep it to a very brief surface goodnite.... and not expect ans.
3. wait lorh..... :D
4. dun be so unease at first lah. a bit very the not understanding that she is busy...

this is like a drug addiction. the starvation period... no drug.

totally no contact is like i totally dun care abt u le. i dun want that to happen. the few events where my 良心过不去....

wats the point of acting tough when u cannot act le?

general trend...
1. get distant.
2. mass bug ppl
3. act tough
4. say sorry.
5. act tought again / let time pass lorh. see wat happens.
6. results.

the anti-depressant song.... lalalala i'm a audio person...
very very nice tune.


If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you give me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
Breathless

sleep.

i became a 神父 / love guru for others overnite..... this is so not fun.....:D who who think that our bookworm will ever have such an encounter.... still.... it is not advisory to plan and plan and plan.... cuz u can nvr guess how a GMAC thinks.... crap... of all time for this to happen, it happens aft sch opens...... the human resources becomes handicapped. another dude bite the dust... see today how everything play out.... whether its a nice or bad show depends on his performance le....

i'm in for a good show. muahahahahaha..... joyous.

a its been abt a year now.... had a convo with her....a pretty short one.....er voice didn't change.... not a single bit....[so thats good or bad?]

ah this song is nice.....


the both party mad at each other.....

crap. my mind a bit cluttered....

1. within 15 days, u had kind of chat finish all ur common topic.
2. and u got the GMAC irritated.
3. u didn't even get any contacts of her friends....

haiz. sad case

nvr ever walk out from a GMAC. it pisses them off serverely.... crap... learnt that a bit too late.... *bang head*

i read till the end of a story book. the story hardly ended.... but the author decided to stop writing.... sad.

today called the national skin centre... dialled again and again... forever the line is busy..... sis need change appointment... the become my job too.... she is p6.... then still naive naive one.... cannot self call, change appointment....

then dad applied a whitening cream, to even out the uneven colour of his skin... and some black spots..... then e said if he no allergy, then make me use it..... even my dad wants to whiten me...... i may go bleach myself in the future.... see first beh...

then later need to wash the lid for the wok... cuz need steam fish.... dunno wat my dad do, got a layer of grease/oil on the inner side of the lid..... then later distracted, then the fish over-steamed by 10 mins...

female = GMAC [ genetically more advanced creature ]
male = GLAC [genetically less advanced creature ]

today did an experiment and learnt two "theories" tat applies for the general case...

1. GMAC really really get pissed / turned down by GLAC who are flirtious and perverted. GMAC may go to great extend to remove any possible form of contact/memories regarding the GLAC they labelled as flirtious or perverted.

2. GMAC like to laugh... especially at GLAC.... for their foly, lameness and generally weaknesses.... did experiment today.... results were positive, hence indicating the hypothesis was correct. [ so the uncle in ghost of girlfriend past was correct after all ]

note: experiments could contain error due to human biasness.

[see drafted]

go wash the lid again....

i am always freaked out by confessions.... got freaked out today again..... i'm blurred..... >< do that more often and i'll get wrinkles....

ah the first-day-of-sch-syndrome....
asked zi ying how was dolly..... then she said she gave the same old boring welcome speech given year aft year.....then MR LIONEL ANG IS HER FORM TEACHER!!!! ah!! :D :D :D fun..... t'cher of 3e2....mua hahahahaha. thes she said mr ang face and neck very red, and look unfriendly.... ah! he is like that one.... first day act fierce fierce... HAHAHAHAHA!

wonder how did miss xie spent her first day sch...... she didn't blog....eeyer...

today did a little cooking.... fired onion rings.... actually it is not really fried lorh.... i just place the onion rings in the frier for like not more then a min thent he frier lights went offed, signalling the end of cooking.... hence i ate onion rings and a cup of milo for lunch....

insanity = eating raw / barely cooked onion rings only for lunch.....

then later dinner time, fried the dumpling skin..... usually those pieces of circular flour is used to make dumpling skins....then today went siao and fried it.... then it was insanely freaking hard.... can't chew through. used tongue.... nowadays is like using tongue to push the food to crush it against the top of the mouth.... tongue muscle strength increased.

i found another source of entertainment / nitemare....... actually is more of nitemare.... lalalala..... nvm... wun die one...

HOW TO TELL THAT YOU ARE GETTING OLD:
times where u suddenly go dizzy and drop dead on the mattress and fall asleep for an hour to wake up randomly.... its like ur metabolic rate suddenly drop till very low then no strength.... bang! u're dead....

avril lavine was like advertising for the canon camera..... then one thought came to mind...... i dun see any song artist advertise for any camera or digital devices before... and hence if she is doing that.... is she losing popularity or going broke and need cash? no offense... but nvr seen any artist doing that before... just find it weird.

then newsppr say ppl get molested at the SG 2009 countdown.... woah.... so big occassions attracts perverts....and terrorists.....

sometimes it is like female jnrs / friends talk abt being afraid of 色狼..... lalala.... why afraid of the 小色狼 when there is a 大色狼 just beside u? same theory applies... nvr think u are in a safe spot cuz the most dangerous thing could be just next to u..... in short.... dun be too contended.... SG is small... and easy to bomb...

sleep.

this manga is so nice..... 小白脸s should read this...
http://www.mangafox.com/manga/kimi_wa_pet/v05/c024/9.html

kimi wa petto.... its on tv before... didn't notice...
its entertaining.... but a bit impossible....lalalala

i wanna go watch : "did u hear abt the morgans?" it is something like "the proposal" type....romance comedy.....

so today went to work... reached ghim moh by 8.30 cuz ytd slept late.... then sun shining, all the way till the inner part of the fruit stall..... I HAVE NO WHERE TO HIDE FROM THE SUN! i can't work with sun shining on me... the pooky pooky feeling.... pain ah!!!!... lucky later the eldest uncle decided to tie another or the fun fair cloth thingy, the huge mat, so to create more space to put fruits.... cuz fruits cannot be under the sun.... :D then i'm saved....

then the cd shop blasted a song... i guess the tittle is "There's a place"...

then later the smallest uncle passed me a pineapple, want me to cut it...... i can cut a freaking bunch of banana into half, but a pineapple, de-skin it and cut away the roots and stuff is a bit the need training.... and i have no idea how to do it...... then the eldest aunt was like saying that the uncle siao liao.... so passed the pineapple to dad...."ong lai" [pineapple in hokkien] a bit hard to cut....

dun think wet market only got old aunty.... sometimes also got sexy/chio ppl one lorh.... today got 眼福! got this customer wore a low V shirt... then it is like u could see the undergarments exposig a little.... and it is those shirt that is designed to spread out the chest area between the modified-sebaceous-glands..... [milk glands for short]

NOTE TO SELF: i must be really mentally starved.... to be noticing that.... / long time no contact with female le....

SOLUTIONS:
1. go orchard and be stalker.... [not practical]
2. tell urself that its normal... [easier solution]

then grandma brother, was surprised that i dun understand and speak hokkien... so he asked me: " 你不会听,讲福建 arh?"
then i replied.: "wa tia bo" [dun lnow how to listen]

then dad fetch me home, while driving car on the expressway, he spaced out....dazed... then almost banged into the wall/railings.....swerve in time... at the speed of 1ookm/h? so it is like milliseconds of fright....

*freaking hell i got another near-death experience except i didn't see up-there this time round*

ah... tmr sch opens..... enjoy sch miss xie! jia you! ....

the braces wire starts to poke my flesh.... 1.5 more weeks to results and cut the braces wire.... pain ah.....can't chew apples... yet dad gave me apples to eat.... end up eating mangos.... nvr ever drink bubble tea.. the black pearl is hard to wash out once stuck between braces....

sleep.

i shall leave miss xie case to up-there capable hands + lady luck.....
a bit wrong time to run out of miracles and mini esp....

today was hectic.... 2 jan 2010

5.30 am wake up.
6.15 am leave house.
6.30 am reach ghim moh.
12.30 pm go home
2.30 go out play
8.30 reach home.

set up fruit stall in the morning... argued with dad how to hand the banana..[bernahna] two to three oe one side and repeat for other side, OR go from centre.... then dad damn kiam pa..... used the voice louder arguement..... evidence of his him being flustered is when he said he work here since ten instead for ten years.
lalalala.. then go sort passion fruits.. red ones in front, greenies behind... then apparently the dead leaves stick to the passion fruits skin, make it look damage, then must clean and repack them in packets of 500g each, $2.50

today got chance to cut banana into half, cuz whole bunch a bit too big... then the smallest uncle who work the counter disappeared, then take over from time to time... crap i can't tell the difference between several things....

the $2 and $3 mango.

the $3.50 and $4.50 persimon...

80 cent kiwi and $1.20 one.... [later notice the $0.80 one more hairy...]

the 24 or 28 water pear.... diff size.... 24 bigger, mean one standard size box only can put 24 in.

$0.80 apple or the usa $1.50 apple. they are both big and read.

Mangosteen.... $4.50 or $3.50 per kilo... [ they look the same ]


the job scope more then expected....
- cleaning
- packeting
- sorting
- inspecting [ remove the spoilt fruits]
- cashier
- delivery boy [ i got a $2 tip from rich tai tai ]
- sercurity guard... [no one steals fruits]
- coolie
- wrap hampers....[ thats a new one ]

i am restricted from killing rats......
recognise an old lady, who has phobia her plastic bag will spoil, so everytime give her two bags.... then the automated 1kg mass abilit still got prob learning. [ i swear i cant control my strength... so i dunno whether it is below or pass one kg when something is in my hand.]

then the eldest aunt.... made mistake... place the green star fruits on the top...

three main reasons why working at that store is fun....
1. the scene of spoilt fruits.... [something new and intersting every o.5 hr.
2. sun-less
3. super flexible..... cuz relative wat.....

2.30pm PLAY TIME.
ah today watched the BODYGUARDS AND ASSASIN.... SUPER NICE!!!! at least i dun feel cheated aft i'm done with the movie..... [slow loading internet haiz]
okay then got one part not nice only.... tha part when the shen bo yang guy tio chased on roof top of the shops, there are a few buildings with a weird infrastructure.... the semi cirlce spike thingy... that is usually seen attached to the wall of the second storey if there is a shelter nearby.... the story is set in 1906.... so by right should not have that semi-circle-anit-burglar-thingy. even if u watch "dan wo men tong zai yi qi" on channel 8, u dun see that thing... and that tv show is in the 1970s....... hence the only flaw i can see in this movie is the pooky, semi-circle-anit-burglar-thingy.....

sleep.

http://www.sudoku-solutions.com/sudokusolver.php

with that any sudoku on hp is a breeze... muahahahaha.. should do that long ago....ah go sleep le. tmr at five must wake up and go work?

sleep

:D

http://www.onemanga.com/Desire_Climax/

gosh. this manga very the "ahem" it is not ra... just nc16...... rather nice...
mature + romance catergory.....

maybe i shall read more?
nah.. dracula nicer...

this reminds me of my cousin....

shall go read dracula.

well... up-there puzzles me.... i'm thinking too much.... for the first time it stops me sending sms...... saying sms sending failed again and again till i need to restart hp.... woah...up-there dun want me say bye bye....watcha call this type of happening? fate? okay... i dun believe in up-there.

bored..... grrr.... shall go utube-ing.