tmr got o lvl bio spa.
on homeostasis.
tmd wat kind of topic is tat.


then so-called b'day celebration.
i thank thee for thy honour but rather not


gah. ah ma got headache sleeping early.
then err. suay suay. she got fever.
gosh. seriously. up-there hate me a lot.

internet exp 8 sucks.
auto close down one.
virus or wat....
should be sis lorh.
suka suka download.

i should not prove my theory that up-there had removed my close-relative/good friends for a few time le. standard line: treat them nice, and something bad happens.

now go sleep.

okay.
our class loves pest.
first got lizard got into yan wei ting bag. then try to take it out..
then zeke go scare her.. fake throwing out lizard.
then she said this compartment in bag cannot open
[ahem yar its the p@d i guess]
then later today got cockroach. climbing up my bag from yan ru direction...
then it later go on the floor.
then i go squished it.

the lizard i nvr kill cuz it got help me a little and it is still a young one, deserve to live... but the cockroach leh... so mature le. go and die lah.

ah ma said this. she damn evil...

/<3.\ says:
oh btw horh.
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
y?
/<3.\ says:
I disown qingxiao le.
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
wat!
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
u die le.
/<3.\ says:
so yeah I indirectly disown you
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
*i kill u

gah. disowned then part two.

SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
*tissue
/<3.\ says:
-throws a box over-
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
*hit head
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
*faints
/<3.\ says:
aww
/<3.\ says:
-calls ambulance-
/<3.\ says:
-traffic jam O:-
/<3.\ says:
too bad for you~
SCT / Little White Face / 半日仙 / Ah Boy says:
hahaha

sian lurh. i need sleep.

oh then err yan ci her dp also put her cousin the kid display photo.
like mam like servant...

sleep

the bk the link:
http://search.barnesandnoble.com/PS-I-Love-You/Cecelia-Ahern/e/9780786890934

sport carnival a bit sucky. many thing happen at one shot. then damn bored. no electronical devices then damn hot also. our class nvr win first in anything. aft SC, go sch play soccer. from 10.30 to 11pm then go home... to tired, sleep till 6 then wake up go tuition...

then err. got 3 more songs...



"Say (All I Need)"

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it





gah. go read chinese.

gosh.
err.
idk.
siao le.
kiddy died down.
weird-est present ever asked for.
weird but worth it.
so from now on. no more blade for ah ma.
if need then use the blue one...

so long SP. for a long long time.

tmd my ulcer hurts. two leh.
a bit slow this time. very slow healing. bastardo.

then like doing phy. tys. then got car crash sound. so theres ths motor on the ground and ambulance. *take binocular, focus on number plate. police lai le.
that street a lot of accident. so like rich in experience... black car and a motorcycle.
head on? nah... but the motor on oppsite lane leh. so weird weird one.

suddenly got idea. lets do something siao.
ts 2007 dec till 2009 20 may 11pm.
30 days + 365 days +4[30]days +20days =535 days.
535 days + 23 hrs = 12863 hours
this amount of hours i know somebody. hahaha.

nite.

so err. can infer that girls are like... more emotional? like err. they err. got string sense of concern for close friends... ppl sad, acompany them sad. ppl happy accompany them happy. errr. [a bit hard to be a female]

then got the chi time prac... last 10 day to chi o lvl... *panic*

wanna buy list:
-blue penknife
-plastic box.

the type of present where one is not suppose to open it. -display only present.

then err... today do time pract. chi ppr 2
then got sms...
forgot off phone.
then like err.. was wondering from who.
singtel.
ah ma.
then later go check. 8 min later
cuz teacer looking in our class direction.
then like ah ma commented on how her teacher ain't here and bored...
mine is down there. [not "down-there] looking at my class while i typed...
everyone doing ppr.
one stud poking pencil case...
*amused*

now i know why i should not watch finale...
tat time... gong3 gong3 go watch the finale for the -ai jiu zai yi qi
then see lah... make me have that dumb dumb song in my head.
*shake head violently*
if eng song then more "deep shit" cuz chi exam will like hum it out one... tmd.

that bk. PS.I.L.Y a bit useful. semi chill down effect. on mon. very pissed. then later read tat bk... wah. calmed down...

then end things with the RA side. like dunno wat zoo. this female zoo keeper. 20+ feed some monkey or gorrila. then the ape got high 5ex-drive tat day. then it go rApE the zoo keeper.
moral: dun fool around with monkeys. [dumb moral]

today is 17... tmr is her b'day. present = non-existant gah. got a week to think it over... exotic presents.... some weird weird stuff.

today zheng yong was lost at serangoon north ave 1. while we were at ave 4. so morning... more of like 11-12 noon sun, run 2.4... then err. empty stomach.. easier. then did our design thingy... we settled for the wooden table, + ppl head and srcikman body.

reading this article in a chi bk... then they say chasing idols... are for dumbo. [many ppl will tear this bk]

wah mouth got 3 ulcer... tmd. drop the bottle, bend down to pick it. the empty bottle plastic one can bounce up. hit the mouth. then drop then hit again... tmd damn pain.. 3 ulcer.... wth...

then the dumbo dumbo msn go kick me out for three time. take like 15 min to sign in.... then by tat time ah ma want to sleep le.... her poor minggy suffered under her friends... girls sch is scary.... i dun wanna know how they survive one.

re-reading PS i luv u. somewat nice book. okay lah... i gonna be ab-sub normal for this following week.

ah ma said this:
...you everytime kna the suay things horh ._.

yar lah. my luck can compare to the guy in the tv show during this aftnoon.
-gamble god 2002.
abt this guy, whose ancestors bones burried under some toilet. then his luck is damn suay all the time...

now i'm suspicious abt my ancestors bones.... seriously... where are they. the real bones. like the one is the grave is got real lah... that is only father's father only. maternal side all like "unknown" a bit root-less. actually thats a good thing. the tombstone maintainance fee $50 annually no need give... haiz..

sleep.

k. ytd got this NE quiz thingo... so nvr got PE. so go com lab.. play this game... wat u do is err ans some qns, then get money, then build up sg.
i built hospital + gov house + money building and airports... no temple nor chirch nor mosque... hahaha.... then got expert builder... most girls get senior....

jnr, snr expert and master....

khunag go build temple, then go next era, cannot demolish... so he no harbour. *big big L on forehead"

ah ma kopi addict seriously very pro and severe.... this month i only drink two cans... ned go catch up... hahaha.

today mr ang a bit mad... cuz we need to do a pg design for the year bk. then no one enthu... so he mad lor... then emath, he teach profit/loses.... then he blurred... mr ang! go read ur bills beh.... how abt a bank IOU with 5 zeros behind a $6? i have leh.

me, jiachin and yan ru and boey do together. got lots of random ideas le... yeah!!!! boey no ideas yet... then zheng yong want to join us... pang seh, abandon samuel.. haha.

PMS = Pathetic Man Syndrome...

some ppl got leh... poor thingo...then today go to sch... got see a motorvehicle accident. at the zebra crossing. got this guy dressed in black lying on the road... and it started to rain... poor guy. broken bones maybe... then can't move... soaked wet... then go home saw two cars bang together...the owner over there quarelling.... this is = slice of life.

CME. civic moral education.
a PMS disaster boy was told by his good buddy that his friend or "friend" like take him for granted. used his stuff... nvr asked.. so this boy went to confront this "person" lah. he very bo chup cuz he seriously views this as a joke and he dun really care abt this... its just a boy coming to him, preaching him abt goodness and wat is right and wrong...

boy -i must make him know wat he did was wrong, cannot use ppl as objects.
person- heck lah.

so moral of the story is: dun be a kay poh and go try to preach others. everyone brought up differently.. so please be a little heck care at time... apparently time heals wounds almost perfectly.. so dun be bothered. no one got the rights to impose their moral values on others. if others already so "fixed" then dun bother to change them. they got no obligation to do wat u tell them to do. and err. overall is dumb lah..

the word "sorry" horh. apparently make ppl VERY HAPPY LEH! they so HAPPY to see u say "SORRY" they seriously nothign better to do. and err. being nice to people horh... really suck my blood unless i know that all the time i'm "sucking their bld" le and thus be nice to them. the number of people i'm nice to.... two hands can count finish le.

tat person really got PMS, so let him be lor. CBB- cant be bothered :P

and er. please lah. treating people like objects is like err... learnt from very young one k? so errr... yar larh.
use then take, throw after use... [for ppl u dun really like. neutral feelings]

its in the genes to fail 2.4. ah ma also fail it. so heck lah... fail then fail lorh. ns = need a lot of MCs

lets go channel 5 first...



It Ends lyrics

So clear silver moon
wind moves through my room
memories of Saturday (memories of Saturday)
slight turn of her head,
eyes down when she said,
shes goin away, goin away
i need to know this

am i the fool,
am i a victim
I'd rather know,
you'd rather kiss him, good night,
tonight, I'm blinded
i try, i tried
is this the way,
is this the way it ends

dark echoes inside,
cant sleep through the night
all the words i heard you say
(memories of Saturday)
fade over the yard,
made under the stars,
stuck down in this place,
hands on my face,
i need to know this

am i the fool,
am i a victim
I'd rather know,
you'd rather kiss him good night,
tonight, I'm blinded
i try i tried,
is this the way,
is this the way it ends

get up and chase the vision
stand up watch the world go by
ahhh ahhh
you found, feel the reason
black clouds are filling up my sky,
ahhh ahhh yeahhhhh

am i the fool,
am i the victim
I'd rather know,
you'd rather kiss him
am i the fool, am i a victim
I'd rather know
you'd rather kiss him good night
tonight I'm blinded,
i try i tried
is the way,
is this the way it ends

am i the fool, am i a victim
id rather know
you'd rather kiss him good night
tonight, I'm blinded,
i try, i tried,
is this the way it ends



(I Just) Died In Your Arms Tonight lyrics
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight
whoa, whoa

I keep looking for something I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me
And I don't see an easy way to get out of this
Her diary, it sits on the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cat's in the cradle
Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this
whoa, whoa

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight
Whoa, whoa
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away, I should've walked away

Is there any just cause for feeling like this
On the surface I'm a name on a list
I try to be discreet, but then I screwed up again
I've lost and found, it's my final mistake
She's loving by proxy, no give and all take
'Cause I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
Whoa, whoa
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away

It was a long hot night
She made it easy, she made it feel right
But now it's over, the moment is gone
I followed my hands, not my head,
I know I was wrong

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died tonight
Whoa, whoa
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away
I should've walked away, I should've walked away
I should should should've walked I should've walked away




Death Of Me lyrics

I should have seen those signs all around me,
But I was comfortable inside these wounds;
So go ahead and take another piece of me now
While we all bow down to you;

You tear me down and then you pick me up,
You take it all and still it’s not enough,
You try to tell me you can heal me,
But I’m still bleeding and you’ll be
The death of me!

How can you end my affliction
If you’re the sickness and I’m the cure?
Too long I’ve faked this addiction,
Another sacrifice to make us pure;

You tear me down and then you pick me up,
You take it all and still it’s not enough,
You try to tell me you can heal me,
But I’m still bleeding and you’ll be
The death of me!

You tear me down and then you pick me up,
You take it all and still it’s not enough,
You try to tell me you can heal me,
But I’m still bleeding and you’ll be
The death of me!

I won’t forget;
I cannot forget this;
I won’t forget;
I’ll never forget this;
I won’t forget;
I cannot forget this;
I won’t forget;
I’ll never forget this;

I won’t forget!
I cannot forget this!
I won’t forget!
I’ll never forget!

You know I can never prove this solution;
You aren’t the one that I thought you were;
And so I learn to embrace this illusion,
The line that separates- it starts to blur;

You tear me down and then you pick me up,
You take it all and say it’s not enough,
You try to tell me you can heal me,
But I’m still bleeding and you’ll be
The death of me!

And you’ll be the death of me!

I will not forget!
I cannot forget this!
And you’ll be the death of me!



告訴她我愛她

作詞：林文炫　作曲：胡彥斌

＊為我送朵花給她　不要玫瑰的廉價
　她只喜歡河邊開的花　那像我第一次見到她
　為我寫封信給她　問她今天快樂嗎
　這裏的雨一直下　我每天只能想著她
　為我陪她數星星　暗示那像我的心
　永遠為她一閃一閃亮晶晶　如果她願意我想給她這顆心

＃告訴他我愛她　那是我不敢講的話　我想我永遠照顧她
　告訴他我愛她　那是我來不及說的話　只有我最關心她明白她

Repeat　＊、＃、＃


i only like part of it only... how??? good grief

so go cousin house...
the three kiddos...
jebez, jollen and jayden
so like reach there... then open the door. cuz is the shop house type... so got stairway... then got a door there. the jayden walk near the door. then the jollen go hug him, said "no jayden" den hug/drag him away from door. then from aunt, got news tat that jayden is pro at throwing stuff. he threw his milk bottle out of window, 6 storey down and uncle hp in the toilet bowl... he is damn clever got a husky stomach... cute. then ah ma commented that i was a paedophile... [lolz a little quite true. and she is my first internet victim if thats the case.]
so babysit the three kiddos.

then aunt say the jayden and jollen fight over toys... jebez and joleen fight over ??? then when got "fighting" jayden side the brother... gang against the joleen. ahahahaha. jack neo: kids can fight 2.......

then later go buy books... went to buy
1. to kill a mocking bird
2. ps. i love you

i missed the movie... then the movie a bit naggy. go for book. actually pondering whether to buy or not then sms ah ma for opinion. then she said that carmen said it was nice. "buy beh" so now like read half le... i am getting siao nowadays.

then like on fri... did some damn siao things.... it was a simple action only. sub-consciously or [not using brain] then got reply somemore... then ah ma also agreed that it was siao to do that... my mentality now very off-line

PS. dun over bug me. [that bk always start the letter with ps. i love you holly]

songs next... or above...

lets go super long post again...

so start from fri. in sch.
apparently the news was that mas selamat got caught months ago. 1st april. wat a joke. then later got AM lesson. then tat lesson jing loon converted math into chi.

demo. [particle accleration]

t=time
s=4+3t^2-t^3
v=ds/dt
v=6t-3t^2
when t=3:
v=6[3]-3[3]^2
v=-9m/s

becomes

t=时间
距离=四 + 三时间^二 + 时间^三
速度=d距离/d时间
速度=六时间-三时间^二
当时间=3秒时:
速度=六[三]-三[三]^二
速度=-九米/秒

then mr ang cannot decipher language... haha.
early morning joesph gave everyone a pokemon card for real... then like playing pokemon in class thent the teacher said we like "a bit young"

thanks to yan ru on thurs, he tio caught eating in class then we kanna banned from staying in class for a week. then that time when mdm lau caught us, mr lim was in class then mr lim said he "did not know yan ru was eating" tally ho. this is life.

then we stay outside class, said tat as long as u have bbq pork on urself in malaysia. u wun get rob so easily. a bit racist but yar lah.

so go am peer tutoring. it took the e6 ppl some time to go to library. then at library they saw this maggot, caught it and threw it to a group of girls.. entertained. fun-loving ppl.

then end of sch at 3.00pm. went home, bath then plan 5pm leave home, but dad fetch so leave at 5.30. actually plan go there eat dinner only. 5.45 to 6.30 then in the end, knew that our 吴老师 cldds instructor performing. so skip tuition and went to watch performance. get uniform, changed then take bus go esplanade.

the performance a bit very mature cuz all the audience is like adults. we are the only grp of stud here. diary of two mad women. so there is one malay actress and a ntuc worker. our instructor was the ntuc worker. the show is the half like this, then half like tat... part by part show.

so the ntuc worker on first.
story begins with this female. low educated, a worker in ntuc. husband is a drunkard, beats wife when she is pregnant or he get drunk. so first two baby got aborted. the third one plan to be aborted but too late. already 6 months le when have the money. so the husband nvr notice... then the woman gave birth to the baby at home. but when being born, the baby is already dead. the woman bring the baby to work at ntuc and place the baby in the locker. be4 tat she tried to commit suicide by drinking dettol, but failed. so aft two weeks the baby corpse rot, stink like shit and tio noticed. woman brought to court for trials, when she fainted.... then discovered half a plancenta in her body... rot in womb... so the hubby decode to remove the ovaries and womb... then the baby was cremated and ash spread to the sea.
the woman went mad upon finally accepting hte child death and went siao upon knowing that she lost her womb. she said she no longer felt like a woman as she was missing her reproductive. she self talk to a imaginary baby... then instead of going to the IMH, she stayed at home cuz this incident appeared on news ppr and she felt she was being pointed at when she goes out to see doc in imh then her condition worse and worsen..

the polictic one is acted by a malay woman. she was those female polictician who oppose the corrupted and military gov. she kept saying: "her father daughter" then through ellections and rally she gain support of the ppl. monks came to her and they fought with her against the gov, but were killed, humuliated and forced into admitting crimes they did not do. then she rallied and rallied got thrown into house prison. then manage to smuggle a radio listen to the bloodshed and war out there. then she commented on the world not doing anythign to help her witht the situation. human rights were ignored. ppl died form cycones. [real pic shown at the visualizer behind.] then upon election, results was that majourity chose the current gov. then refuse to let her take power.. so during the ome prison her heart bled for the ppl then eventually she gotten crazy... and was sent to the imh. or this whole time, this election thing was wat she pretended that happened. she refuses to take her med, throw it away and condition worsen. very moral issue topic. a gov is corrupt, plant poppy, rigged elections so they always win. ppl knew it, but what can they do? the world knows it, critises it, but still buy those poppy and drug plants to make drug, invest in these corrupted gov. then anyone who oppose the gov knn shot.

then tat is some wat the end...

then later in sch uniform... go ghaung ming shan for vesak day... cuz i wearing sch uni, all white... yan wei ting spotted me... sg is really pathetically small. then no msn. reach home at 12++ then sleep at 1am ++.

okay on sun must go bk at 8.00am. for chi.

at nite too tired le. a bit seperated from senses. so can't really talk properly... all kind of nutty thing will be said.

oh. then first time jia yi go out as a cca. then he very traumatised by the number of people around. did anyone went missing and stuff, and where to go and the toilets and crap... see. he tio pressurised. then he commented that mdm zhang yan a bit fierce.... yar. last time i just took over then kanna scolding cuz nvr count ppl. so this time round, told him to count ppl constantly. and when walking, walk somewhere in middle, look front look back... so yar lar. u gg le. i "retired" on long term leave.... and jin yi became so 老 all of a sudden. worried abt ppl not turing up and stuff. for the first time i felt relieved... cuz i nothin to do mah... i shall be young!!! who wants to be old?

bullet for my valentine. -AcOuStIc
siao liao!! woah hoo!!

jokes first...
so mr ang was explaining the Amath... then he said. something regarding point P and S.
he said: so u can see ur P is directly below ur S. [ass]
wah. laughter outbreak.
then li wen said something a bit wrong. she wanted to change seat during ang period. then she asked mr ang: " can u satisfy me for one period?" wah. today seriously very sick...
our class got pokemon craze.

that prawns. on the left. i fry one!!! but cannot copy the shape of the restaurant.. tmd.

khuang chem flop.... blue green and brown. mama earth

our pokemon craze..... yeah!!! deprived childhood.

the prawns be4. i sliced one. and remove the black thingo running down the prawns which is a bit high cholestrol...

aiyoh. ah ma wat happen to you... u very poor thing leh... rest beh. take a nap lah.

love jokes...
on tv saw this song... its a nice one... oldies... and like a joke.



Got nine million nine hundred ninety nine thousand nine hundred ninety nine tears to go
And then I don't know if I'll be over you

The sun didn't shine this morning it's been raining the whole day through
Suddenly without warning you found somebody new
That's when the first tear came falling from my eyes
I'm beginning to feel the pain seeing nothing but cloudy skies
Got nine million nine hundred...
Well I'll be over you

You're out tonight with your new love I'm far far from your mind
Trying to get over you love chould take a whole lifetime
I can't believe you could want anybody else so no one could take my place
At least that's what I keep telling myself as the tears fall down my face
Got nine million nine hundred...
I'll be over you
Got nine million nine hundred...
Got nine million nine hundred...


gah. chi test die le. crappy.
chem go through ppr. mr lim tio madded, shout at us. sainz. wed got emath.
sleep

so on fri, went to see mr ng at burger king... talk chi.
me lim and jc are suppose to take the 8-9am time slot.
then lim on his own took an hour.
so jiachin commented that his "pimple" [problem] very big...
then later i took the 9-10am time slot. so the 9-10am time slot guy had to wait till 11 cuz later got jia chin.
then my prob is like damn simple...

basic words, will make mistake...
mean like the essay is very audio type... u tell urself this is wat u wanna write, but the words written out is different from wat u want, but sound the same.
audio ppl prob. tmd.

then on sat do hmk... watch SP... i tio cheated they nvr put new episode online bastardo.

then got siao, listen to chi song...



當你握緊我的手
我決定和你走
經歷再多的挫折
也絕對不退縮
當河流都倒流
我還在你左右
一直陪伴你到時間的盡頭
就算有一天 天和地都會分離
也永遠不離也不棄 要和你在一起
嗚~~~~~~~~~~~~
為了你 我可以
因為愛你我只能愛你
生命蕩滌輪回裡
你是唯一不忘的記憶
真正的愛過
才算真正的活過
愛你 從此絕不會放手
不曾褪色的承諾
比永久還要久
痛過哭過也恨過
從未想放棄過
莫問我要理由
愛就是我所有
今生來世你是不變的守候
就算全世界
都要來與你為敵
也還要緊緊抱著你
淚不會掉一滴
嗚~~~~~~~~~~~~
為了你 我可以
因為愛你我只能愛你
只要為你我願意
犧牲一切都不覺可惜
真正的愛過
才算真正的活過
愛你 從此再無他所求

by some girl named peng qing or peng xin... [suppose to be first one]
sainz. still got chem.

bored. but dunn wanna do hmk at nite then do. or evening. temp is cooler.

i go
chem wrkbk + wrksht
phy wrksheet
am the test ppr left a few qn
peer tutoring.

eng got summary.
study chi then no more.

haiz.