so after theatresport must really really start to do hmk....
then the chem project also haven't touch yet....
ah....wah.....ah....ah... wahhh.... sian ah.....

hey "leavin remix" really very nice....

Leavin' lyrics

Hey baby girl
I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that
I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Now if I talk it girl, you know that I will walk it out
Man I'll put my money money where my mouth is
Cause you the baddest little thing that I've ever seen
So i'm ask you one time if you got a man

Why don't you tell him that I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him...

I'm leavin' never lookin back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more gray skies
Girl we flyin on a g-5, g-5
And I'm leavin' never lookin back again...
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one to keep you high
Have you singing all night, like that

read finish "state of fear".... quite true.... one problem, solve another...
the rising oil price -energy crisis
was saved, prevented by the current -financial crisis....

so what is this??? chaos theory?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory
or butterfly effect?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Butterfly_effect
or more black swam?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_swan_theory

good grief....
Hong Kong really got prositute.... the newspaper there, got adv, for those kind of thing... and still got slogan somemore.... what: "no responsibilty, just 5ex"

the big bang thingy.... got a few question...
so BANG, the thing explode, the universe form... expand....k.... then stars dies, form black hole... so eventually all stars die, all black hole, then the thing become very dense again, all gather to gather, and become the ball thingy, then wait for another BANG isit? then if that the case... we seem to be pretty screwed.... or rather screwed.... but leh, it won't happen in ur lifetime, nor ur sons/daughter, nor ur grandsons/daughter, nor ur great grand son/daughter, then heck care lah... it is hard for ppl nowadys,to see their great great grandson/daughter... so dun bother...
if u really believe in "up-there" and the "invisible man" then that's their job to do it... not ur prob. we're gonna see if he do a good job or not. if not a good job, then ps say humankind is screwed.... but be4 all this shit happen.... RELAX. for all u know, tmr, u might die of something weird.... the chemical bonds in ur body break, the dna stuf, then u'll still be reduced to a pile of molecules... of actually... u are that, but taking a shape of a human...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_bang

crazy, hectic, yar, done it before already.
play.. also had played le.
now it is to cool down...
everything to end...

now.... thats what will happen when i kind of 'feel' stuff.... apparently....my "feeling" are a bit the politically incorrect. when u received the news that someone is gone.... then first "feel" is that insane smile/grin.... then use ur brain... ur brain tells u should be be sad or else u're inhuman... then u make urself feel guilty, then u cry, to make urself appear normal....

tried that.... so itis more wise for me to "think" abt something, then to "feel" abt something....then ppl will come in and say, "u very heartless" that's by sherrrie...."u very inconsiderate" that's by most ppl.... blah.... to 'feel' something for long time....hard leh... tiring.... i like a 1 month break.... summary: it is out of my system...

just like the way vtamin pills are not in my diet, thus my mum always complain i nvr auto got eat vitamin...

report says that a guy got more wife, he lives longer, cuz the female will take care of his well being... the more the healthier....

directly proportionate... "this part very disturbing-mr tang" so say increase linearly...

yeah... Twilight is finally downloaded.... avi file though.... but can watch can le.

go ghim moh, see the shophouse.....
even with bank loan, still need $340,000.... CPF is not enough.... dunno what they plan now....
the bank interest also a lot leh. shitty.

bah shit.....

tmr got TS.... dun know can contact joel or not..... then that berlin also nothing one....
if that joel tmr do any crazy thing.... wah... he is so ON HIS OWN.... this type of ppl....really drive me nuts...

can classify him under the subgroup of roger....

i nvr indicate which joel and roger.... it is up to ur own guesses...

okay... over shot... but heck care lah... tmr got theatresport.... cldds t and the long sch pants....
the ironing board dun hate me that much.
now.. find a website to download twilight.... zshare dun have.... sian...

go hk, got lots of praying.... apparently, luckily the prayers ain't answered, or i'm kindof screwed... the 50/50% of george carlin wasn't that accurate...

creating the longest post to push this twilight thingy down.... dun wanna waste time to resize it..... so longest post, consisting of blank ... maybe lyrics....

Desperate lyrics

Desperate, desperate
You're reaching out
And no one hears you cry
You're freaking out again'
Cause all your fears
Remind you another dream has come undone
You feel so small and lost like you're the only one
You wanna scream 'cause you're
Desperate

You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight
You want a reason to keep believin'
That someday you're gonna see the light

You're in the dark
There's no one left to call
And sleep's your only friend
Would even sleep
Can't hide you from all those tears
And all the pain and all the days
You wasted pushin' them away
It's your life, it's time you face it

You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight
You want a reason to keep believin'
That someday you're gonna see the light'
Cause you're desperate; desperate'
Cause you're desperate; and now

You know that things have gotta change
You can't go back you'll find your way
And day by day
You start to come alive

You want somebody, just anybody
To bring some peace on your soul tonight
You want a reason to keep believin'
That someday you're gonna see the light
You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight
You want a reason to keep believin'
That someday you're gonna see the light'
Cause you're desperate, desperate'
Cause you're desperate, tonight
Oh desperate, so desperate
Tonight, yes tonight
Desperate, desperate

A Little Too Not Over You lyrics

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh
eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him nowI just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
OoooooohOh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Crush lyrics

Oooh, Whoa, Whoa, Ooh, Ooh, Whoa, Whoa

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility T
hat you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, And Ever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away
This crush aint going away
Going away
Going away
Going away
Going away
Going away

should be long enough le bah....

http://www.1999.co.jp/eng/10076818
&
http://www.1999.co.jp/eng/10078484

wah... need to wait leh.... need to clear space on the shelves....

watch finish twilight.... not bad lah.... quite nice.

blah..... everything, my future a bit the plan till very screwed...... must go JC. then once NS out, dad will be out of job, then must get schoolarship for uni. wah shit. everything planned till so exact, no place for cock-up.

i thought papa and mama are suppose to say "we will always be there for u"
mine is like, or had said "once u r out, u r on ur own.... dun expect a single cent from us"
AND
"we can live simply on plain porridge"
AND
"with a shop being rent, $6000 a month, no need go old folk home"

so with this kind of life style.... what u expect from me? to be those caring, loving ppl?
doing something without terms and conditions.... can...... but no common.....wait for those few days in a year...... in a year, 1-3 times only.... wait lor.... totally tired, no acting, no bullshit, no non-sense, yar lah....

the mum at home is like teach u the good things...the moral values... then the dad teach u how to break rules and stuff. if not wrong i once heard my neighbour said that i was a bad influence to their son.... i heard that okay. u call that whispering?

wah.... very dead, cold leh.... but good lah.... constant mah... no change.

bank loan.... about half of what u want actually.
so 1 million dollars
the bank see it worth $800,000
and loan u 80% so about $640,000
ah hell. another 360 thousand dollars to go.
CPF... hmmm.... still not enough...
dad friends were complaining about how their wife slacks a lot, nvr do housework and stuff....

housework.... how about we roll dice first then see who do what then some whining, and negotiation. -I do this and this and this, u sweep the floor only, and tonight we do IT my way.

then go problem with how things should be done.
eg: the toothpaste. press from bottom or anyhow press the tube to get the tooth paste out...

so u want a very "manly" guy in the house.... oh... the animal kingdom is called the alpha lion, and everything must be done to suit him.... even simple things.... it leaves people with totally no breathing space. i can't stand that.

for small things, IF the goal is the same, and the two methods have little in difference, then heck care lah... get the job done can liao. if got big difference, like one method take 5 mins, the other method take 1hr, no side effects, same results, then rushing for time, then use the 5 min method lah....

then the reason the guy use to complain abt the wife is -"i cannot stand the sight of it"
in chi is "wo kan bu shun yan" [ direct translation: i see no flow eye... means it is an eyesore]
good grief.... if u can't stand their personnel little habits, then dun get maried in the first place....
"can change or not" -wah this line is for retards. when 2 decades of ur life had past, the habits hard to change liao lor. it is ur character le. the best is to have no expectation, or demand from others lah, unless got great effect, consequences.

worst of all, that 'guy' said tat infront of the wife.... not bad leh. tool box, screw driver?
be tactful when complaining..... in a cheerful tone he should say "see darling, i did a lot le"
then when at home then he can start his frenzy arguement if he wants to....

"he/she is like that one lah...relax" this line can be use when u know some1 for abt a year+ i think.

maybe i should have this t-shirt witht this design: "unless i freak out, then u can start freaking out"

received the message, but dun understand.... care for explanation?

leavin remix...


oh and wah...

part 6 of twilight.....

"i like watching u sleep, it is fascinating...."

not bad leh.... must learn leh.... sicko.

lets face it.... many of those love movies kind of revolve around one plot....
the male protagonist mind is actually quite simple and summarised.....
girls, i dun understand them.....
mentally complicated, and gentically more advanced..... with that 4% body fat there...
[the coconuts]

ah.... very sian ah.....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twilight_(2008_film)
go see. watchin now,

so suddenly.... got call.... then do math le....
so ghim moh, got shop-house.... sale $1,000,000 do math now!

cost of shop-house: $1,000,000
if rent out at: $6000 per month [minimum]
need about 14 year to get back the $1,000,000

1% deposit $10,000 paid by second uncle [the one with the kids jebez.... not the one i hate]
maybe allow that ATM machine to be placed there.... $800 monthly.

so now, need bank loan and kinda semi CPF thingy. stock plumet, $$$ also down...

wah lao eh, everytime suddenly asked to do calculation, but this time more serious de. 1 milion leh..... can pay the banker hell notes or not? we pay after life one lah. cheaper... [ still got joke mood ]

totally serious mood.... hard to get u know... black face means mad, pissed, but not serious.... so this part need to get it right.... everyone should create their own book....MY 3000 PERSONAL HABITS THAT U NEED TO KNOW. it is those little personal habits that make everyone personality different.... if ur personality test got those results like: somewhat rare.... wah, then u need another book. MY 3000 ++ PERSONAL DIRTY LITTLE PERVERTED SECRETIVE UNIQUE HABITS THAT U NNED TO KNOW....

wah.... that book got content pages like how to see
-what my expression means
-what i'm trying to say
-what my action infer
-what u should do from prevent pissing me off.
- and so on...

commercial breaks:


us version:


end of commercial break.

then with this book, then easier to understand ppl. cuz it is just plain black and white. then also another book called :"HOW TO TELL HE/SHE IS PUTTING UP AN ACT" wah... win liao lor... IF got this kind of book.

the top seller for students should be "I HAVEN'T DONE MY HOMEWORK & HOW TO SAY IT PROUDLY + ESCAPE PUNISHEMNT"

movie advertisment:
http://movie6.net/movie-/?p=1117 -Twilight
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Desperate_housewife
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quarantine_(2008_film)
wanna watch all.

Bleeding Love


should see jia yi sing this song.... wah... should take his video....

back from hk..... many calls and sms-es. kinda pissed, mad, emo, bored..... then tmr still got tuition.... very peik cheh.

all the random random stuff:

tell me u change ur hp no. or ur hp was confiscated. or something

so what is ur point..... what is ur stand... make up ur mind....

at least on reply or something..... dun make me feel that i'm taking to some1 dead....

ppl die fast and easy.

when it is so similar.... its kinda hard to prevent mis-treatment

i dun get what u are saying i dun understand "ghuang dong" [cantonese]

talk and do work at the same time b!+(h -[ fung sze man, the hk custom worker ] ppl queue very long le.

so what u want me to do? nothing right?

a bit the like repeating history ah.

it died down le. rather quickly

attention seeking or bored.

kinda treating ppl like object, need, then use, or else chuck a side

freak cold.

the 3 sex shop got my attention a lot. low cut.... boobs enchantent adv.... errr, sexy?

why i do the planning? when already got plan.

i dun call this a holiday.

pray that it is u off ur phone cuz u not in sg

desperate housewife is nice

airport runway so bumpy...[landing] where our road tax go to huh?

got notion that u told some1 else.

pai seh lah, tmr return u ur ez link card. no money le.

lim, i haven't do phy, nor my hmk

sit down asshole, ppl watching the show. can somebody threw a bottle at that baka head!

i think that was a prositute there.

whatcha doing? crazy taxi? or road rage?

to jia yi: dun sms me "how sweeet" when u're slacking. the next sms i'll send u is "go n die" so save ur "how sweeet" cuz u're gonna regret it.

burst lah..... heck lah.... screw the phone bill

it is a genetic trait, or like father like son, that i dun practise the "art of giving presents"

dun say it is vegetarian meat, say i'm eating flour....

why climb, walk, when got free bus?

u sure this plane okay or not? the thing rock more then the roller coaster leh.

disneyland = i think SG ppl will find the rides in 'escape theme park' more trilling.

woah, that nightstreet store sure have a wall of undergarments for ladies

what? the shopping centre open at 12 noon ah.... wah, SG ppl can be considered hard working liao le.

so much sex magazines and store, advertisment is to maintain the birth rate, cuz it is too cold to "make love" cuz hard to achieve "in the heat of the moment"

eh hello, it is "MTR / octopus card" in HK, only SG then have "MRT / ez-link card"

the ppl are well adapted, to the harsh blowing wind, by having a thicker skin layer.

that big buddha, on the mountain.... it dun seems to be equipted with lightning protection thingy.

that bamboo pole is the bus stop... oh.... that metal pole too? ohh.... understood. no shelter leh.

wah... hdb building so high...... what is the killer litter death rate huh?

india version: 9/11

chinatown shop house hotels.... cramp

i am somewhat in trouble.... i guess..... shit.
dunno the plane flight number, or else go buy 4D le.... if that plane crash, then sure must buy 4D, i'll confirm that no. nvr "open"

dun suddenly ignore me.... scare-ly leh u know...

the pathetic M n M was over.... actually the show could have started this way, with only the narrator talking....

HOW THE M AND M PERFORMANCE SHOULD BE DONE:
"ben" in chi is stupid... pronuonce as "b-en"
"long" in chi means dragon / "lee xiao long" is bruce lee chi name
'dou' in chi is bean. / "tau pok" is a type of tofu i think...
"fu" in chi means luck / "lai" in chi means come.

-our "ben mother" was so stupid that she ran over by the rubbish truck at 10km/h
-our ben-jamin is going to the kindergarden poem reciting competition [sure lose 1 though]
-our "long ma" was killed by her son when she entered the room, while her son was practising his so called 'martial arts'
-our "lee xiao long" was killed while acting in 'cowboy of the west' cuz he thought he could fight a couple of sharp shoter with his bare fist [ended up in the morgue, full of bullet holes.]
-our "dou ma" was prick by the roses she bought for her son, thus, bleed to death.
-our 'tau pok' suffocatd to death, while he was singing, by a fly, which entered his mouth accidentally.
-our "fu ma" was feeling lucky, when to Genting to gamble... promised to produce MC
-our "lai fu" was held hostage by the ppl buying 4D and TOTO, cuz they hope he bring them luck
-our second narrator was fired, to cut down on human labour needed for this play....
-thank you for listening to the "excuses" performed by our CLDDS. must give a round of applause please, cuz ur $10 was really wasted here.

how sucky could life get... very bad....

going hk tmr..... a bit the sian though....



not bad leh...




end le....

my hmk haven't do yet....

open house and M and M together....
lets say the open house is okay lah....

haha, those uniform group ppl need to stand under the sun.... we blow aircon.....
for a few moment of lookin cool, so torturous.... siao. i'll produce an MC.

then change shift, we go the staircase, the football table thingy there play... then my left fourth finger kanna hit by that thing..... wah... bleeeding.... the jumiors, especially the girls.... damn good at it lor.... so hard to win one leh.... the game very epic.... the ball keep flying out of the "box". then the visitor see us playing. wah.... bad influence for my child.... no good this sch...

i act the nerd boy
joel act the kung fu boy
jia yi act the singer boy
yong quan act the guai boy.

the the perfomance very peik cheh.

1. the audience very little bit only.... depressing

2. the mike, one is off. no sound, so need shout. then realise it is nvr turn on, when the IT ppl say
we no need to do anything with the mike cuz all already on le.

3. joel suddenly hold me back when i was going out half way....

4. joel playing with curtain..... ppl say can see him....

5. i go wrong position, so the stage thing a bit the mess up.

6. the wrong position i go to, cause han wen, the narrator, no mike so she use the standing mike.

the mood very bad lor.... but the cl juniors are clever enough to save the show.... heng ah... or else i die le...

( PAUSE )

my cl instructor sms me asking how was the show.... i say got prob, but got "save show" so the show nvr break.... then she wish me a happy holiday.... [like there will be one]

( RESUME )

ppl said the mike was a small prob.... yar... the big prob is with ur junior
-which one?
the kung fu guy lah...
-oh...

a bit the wanna gain attention, said things, but very cold, and irrelevant.... try to be funny, but wrong audience... if u got no good joke, shut ur trap, sit there, and laugh along, dun be the "cold guy" make everyone very irritated with u. dun be a second ROGER LEE.

the above message is for the fighting guy... ppl are irritated...

the the cross talk, not bad mah.... very good. kinberly and zi ying...
the overall comment today should be... nice way to save this cock-up show.

the next performance during open house, is the same one... better do good, or i will be very peik cheh.


while killing time in the IT special room, we talked sick.... then do some crazy dance stuff., then liu jin yi ( my "mother" ) she can really sing lor... she so the xiao yuan superstar or something, then the "judges" said... good voice, but ur memory need improve. cuz she forget lyrics.. she sing then jia yi pretend to sing....

k... the sick stuff. joke by jia yi:
a small boy, ask the dad how he got him... the dad say "put ur hardest part of ur body into the place where ur wife pee." the son grow up, get married, then it is the day where "Night scene"
the police found him dead the next day.... the son stuff his head [the hardest part of ur body] into the toilet bowl [where the wife pee go to]

then while jin yi is doing make up, then she bend down.... then it is a free show, but be4 it happen, jia yi call her to place her hand at the clothes there, press against the part below the neck, to prevent free show... then he was scolded "pervert"for teaching jin yi how to prevent free show. ha.... jia yi... the cldds pervert....

lao ma [jin yi].... u tonight going out with lao pa is it.... movie? why u talk till ur face blush till so red... i want to talk to lao pa.... huh, cannot ah.... ma ma i want to drink milk.... [ for tat, i was called a pervert by jin yi... and almost drive han wen crazy... hitting her with the fan.]

the lunch no good... spicy food.... the nasi goreng, with curry.... ah shit! i cannot stand spicy food. [ thus my ah ma always say i "mei yong" (useless) ]

next year cldds, on FRIDAY!!! 3.30 -5.30..... noo no no no no no no no..... friday is the day i go home early and laugh at the UG ppl that they got practise..... cannot..... must change date.... how could u do this to us sch..... we made ur audience laugh during M and M more then any other performance.... how could u do this!!!!

peik cheh...

err.... done? shit... tmr got cldds.
naggy .....

http://www.animeseason.com/mobile-suit-gundam-00-second-season-episode-7/
episode 7 is out..... the ending, not bad mah.... then next episode even better...

like john yeo blog.... he is kiam pa, to a certain extend.

my mood is like forever on stand by. inactive. nothing really really big had happened.... everthing dies down during hoidays..... no fun liao. no direct threat/problems/ important task...

tried listening to david archuleta songs..... got many many type, slow, fast, dead, energetic type... not like other bands where it is totally metal, or stuff.

i wanna change phone..... the current one a bit the short circuit liao.... or haywire... maybe the sony eric flip phone...the w980
http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/w980?cc=sg&lc=en
i like those phone with walkman function..

buy the same phone now and a month later, the function/programe inside got difference.... so buy later...

cl rehearsal no good. sucky ah.... holiday hmk haven't do yet... lim did some liao.....
TMR I'LL START DOING!!!!

bought two book, michael crichton book...
-Prey
-State of Fear

prey:
read about 1/3, stop reading, "du bu xia qu le" [direct translation chi-eng: read no down go liao]
(meaning: can't stand it, must stop reading, can't continue reading)
focusing on the side plot, not the main one....

state of fear:
just started reading. start off with "sex scene" but later the story go science liao... global warming....

go book fair, like this comic...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Darkness_(comics)
nice lor...lots of semi-nude scene.

WANNA TRY:
1. people get disgusted by certain stuff, making them feel they wanna vomit.... i haven't tried it be4...... "nice to play" / fun or not?.... do something disgusting and make me feel sick leh.... i very bored now.... but i usually end up laughing more then disgusted.

2. is it really possible, to look at "something" and nose bleed, due to sudden increase in blood flow. like see a model, and nose bleed.... i find that hard..... the only time i nose bleed, is when got very very bad running nose, then nose bleed a little, of course at the same time i was thinking about something else lah....... food! the pizza and stuff. [u really believe then good for you lor]

3. have this feel that you really really really want something.... hmm... that's hard...

err... the malay barber hates me.... so it explain a lot for the awfully short hair.... the instant i enter the shop, the baber gives me that look.... "boy ur hair is in deep shit" the i give the look "oh fuck."

i just can't resist adding insult to injury -a new line... quite useful

anything happens, as a singaporean, it is always not my fault. it is their fault..... so much for responsibility..... can push the prob, push. that's why during sci experiment.... a wet worksheet means bad control over the basin handle.... but must make urself correct. using ur literature skills, PERSONIFY the sink.... THE FREAKING BASIN HATES ME! yar thats it. and also...

STOP LOOKING AT ME U MISERABLE PILE OF HOMEWORK. I DON'T FIND U ATTRACTIVE AND NOT TOUCHING U TILL I HAVE TO.

oh oh.. remember liao..
every play got a STAGE MANAGER.... our one is berlin..... apparently, she is not doing anything much, so i do the rest lor.... I GOT THE INITIATIVE TO CLEAR UP THE LOSE END OKAY.
today rehearsal so sucky, the moment it ended, i was kind of lecturing them.... then mr yang was with the camera... he took it down. jia yi is my personal loud speaker....

change topic.... when u r not needed, simply disappear. how much something affects u, then u participate in it more lor..... so samuel lim.... i'm not those crazy househusband..... THE KITCHEN HATES ME..... ESPECIALLY THE STOVE. during the chalet, must see how they cook the bee hoon, cuz really, the BBQ food is all "deadly". the first plate of bee hoon was not inedible, but not appetising. that's all. if there is a need to eat this bee hoon, i'll sprinker some milo powder over it, the eat the bee hoon with the milo taste... i'll fool myself and say i'm eating chocolate noodles.

one day... i predict that someone will come to me and say "u r driving me nuts." i'll certainly drive someone up the wall sooner or later... then i'll reply " MY MUM DID NOT RAISE ME TO BE A TARGET FOR UR INSULTS!"

reading the bills, then i asked my dad about something... which seems odd.... then dad reply :"that one is something that i want to complain about". and until now... i still dun get it.

people asking me to go out... first, we got yan ru... go out to the weapon exhibition thingy.... pai seh lah... got cldds..... then got ow ju ying, the pri sch kiddo.... good grief.... no common interest between us really. he is very pure... can't even play the "sex game" with him..... u know, if u watch my sassy girl, the english version, 2008, the start of the show, got this game, look at people, and using first impression determine whether one will make out.....

i really dun feel like moving my butt anywhere.

just listen can liao

downloading family guy movie.... mpg format..... maybe need convert... yar.. need.
new website to watch anime...
http://www.anime-espada.com/
manadascar 2... watch liao..... pretty dumb story.

pic from chalet....
3 day all raining.... so ppl play cards, mahjong, go cycling.... watch movie.
meals: mac, KPT, cook, bbq, instant noodles.
mr ang play the mahjong for very long.
jordan gave khuang a condom... "use wisely" then they blew it up to a balloon.

cycling.... rainy lah... yan ru screwed up his bike.... go double people bike, me and yan ru..... almost killed li wen and wah lim who were on another bike.... intented to crash head on with jia chin and jordan.... caused zhi min bike go into mud. jamie learn how to cycle in 3 minutes.... zheng yong in a few hours......wah lim haven't learnt it yet.

cookin bee hoon, the taste a bit the plain.... not enough oyster sauce..... then li wen cut the bee hoon into many pieces. we got 3 good housewife, but need to polish up on the cooking. they keep the kitchen in good shape.

break the soup bowl, need pay $6 +
then sch open, need claim $$ from some ppl.
what this chalet nned is internet access. then not that boring.

not bad mah compared to live below

the only thing i can say abt survivor is that the "dumb and pathetic" ppl win. not the really dumb and pathetic people.

bunch of talking cock stuff.
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/article.php?sid=2658
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/article.php?sid=2673
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/article.php?sid=2649
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/article.php?sid=2643
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/article.php?sid=2645

good laugh.... be4 more shitty, things happens.....
when ppl are dumb fuck, they really are dumb..... just like survivor,
http://www.survivor.com/17/susie-smith
this susie is really really very dumb. kill her own group ppl to join other, becuz she thought got merge, when can't even confirm have or not, but most probably later in the game, but u're going to die in between the merge period, the time between merge, and not merge, u are gonna get kick out..... what she cared about is to get into the top 3..... hmm..... killing ur own ppl, u are selfish without any loyalty to ur own ppl, and certainly very dumb.....

being selfish, got criteria u know..... need to have a little brain, so that can be selfish and survive in the same time.... like her without brain.... she is nuts.... think that the randy guy will vote her out sooner or later.... if she ever gets into the final two.... she still lose the 1 million dollars. she backstabed everyone in the jury to get there.... then at the end, u can see who is the manipulative one. pathetic.

chem project. missing one ppl. some group is kicking out ppl, and the good ppl. at times, if this is the serious work, deciciding ur results..... how about putting results infront of friendship. sometimes, a group kick out a useful person cause they have too many ppl i their group and they wanto be together. friends united..... okay fine.... about 70% of the people getting kicked out from a group, is the useful ppl....not those yet to form a group. those people are the not very helpful one, and definately not taking them. and thats where i come along and pick up the "unwanted" not left-overs... it worked, got my project work an a1.

people take/steal from a main source, and u come along and take part of their loot. but from many different ppl lah, so u get more stuff in the end.... and if u are taking directly from a soucre, take more lah. the more the merrier.

kai lun said she had an eye opener on what is called singaporean..... u haven't see the most pro ppl in action..... my aunt is thrifty till..... i can't stand it. when u are borned just after WW2, u learn this kinda crazy stuff. every piece of waste/ junk, can be made into something useful.

took a five hour nap... from 3 pm to 8 pm..... it cured my giddiness. woah...
cherp, said i should listen to this song.




http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/craig-david-lyrics/unbelievable-lyrics.html

go see.

http://www.imeem.com/shucaina/music/yMdGnMI4/be_my_valentine/

http://raykiller.wordpress.com/2007/01/26/don-and-drew-be-my-valentine/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLkN0Nymjvk

it is okay to cry.... cry when you still can.....

hmm.... dun do it when u're one leg in ur grave.... a bit the too late...

bio spa die liao, the graph very shitty. i got two sets of results..... one set is the froth at the max, another set is the froth, the part where still got a lot of bubble.... the bubble haven't poped yet....
so the first set of result, cannot use to plot graph, second set can..... then i saw/ heard ms tan, walked to mr chong, and said my name.... i guess i kanna marked down liao.... shit....

for yan ru:
http://anime-espada.blogspot.com/2004/01/gundam-00_02.html
this is where i watch it.

tired.

cherp asked why i so tired....
ans: u know lah, yesterday night very rough leh.

do you ever ask urself...
when ppl "do it" for the first time, what will it be like?
1. will it be like the movie.... kiss, hug, roll, then {ahem}
2. do stop, change position, talking..... thinking.....

no. 1 no need example.
no. 2 -i got this idea where it will be like " eh turn off the lights" OR "dun want" OR "can dun touch there...."

subconcious or conscious....? which one?

yan ru suggest i start an industry selling chinese "sick novels" [E**tic novels...] tried a few sentences, then give up....

disclaimer: i'm letting my mind run wild.... see how perverted it could get..... still got a lot more okay.... a sick joke per day, brighten my day.... it's fun. to a certain extend. guys are born more or less, a little more sick in the mind.... so it is human nature..... dun complain so much. it will be what newly wedded ppl enjoy doing for the first 3 month.... after holding back for abt 20 years....

i think nex time my house must have a dice rolling device attached to the wall. then, roll the dice take a bet, then see whether the that day got night life or not....

oh another qn...... how to stop the night scene.....
1.sudden and abrupt
2. slowly, relax, stop, look into the other person eyes, and say..... "woah that is enough for the night.... need sleep" . [i think the "woah" very important]

do ppl instantly fall alseep, cuz too tired, n the sleep provide them enough energy for the next day or not.... one situation....joke...

Boss: hey worker wake up
worker: sorry boss, u know.... tat one lah, so very tired.
Boss: how many time have i told u not to "do it" on sunday night, u know monday got work and OT leh.... i'm cutting ur pay.
worker: shit.

late liao.... too giddy.... no sick dreams cuz no input.....

bio spa, tmr..... potatoes..... it's a squishy, whitish potato day..... i hope the potatoes cube like me...

wah.... giddy.... either low or high blood pressure.... last till end of this week, then faint for all i care....

OBAMA WON THE ELECTION!
heard it on the radio in class, then when mccain said sorry to palin, we were laughing.
i won't want a half dead man on the seat with the successsor being a bimbo.
obama is a christian, not a muslim...
hey yan ru, it's time to end ur racism.
will he repaint the "white" house to another colour? i doubt so...
obama rocks!
should see him cry over the death of his grandma, if not wrong.

o lvl chi paper..... hmm... look a bit the too easy liao lor. not those type of inference type.... then no fun liao....

be4 i "simply disappear" ought to tally the good and bad things i done..... i can say, to me personally, i balanced it out. to others, surely is like "wah so many bad stuff"
of course.... someone need to do the dirty job, i don't mind doing it.... how much "face" can u still have when u are suppose to do all those sick stuff during drama camp..... all ur "face" already all gone liao.... so cannot care less. i do not have this duty, or obligation to impress u.

buy clothes for her lah
she nowadays more feminine liao
-$15 for a shirt.... er... no.
- nut case.

can start buying stocks liao, now obama in the white house.... but need to wait abt 3 year, then can get profit...... that time i'll be 18.... NS.... shit...
war time need to bring ketchup..... MC, the finally, take what is valuable to u and run away....

jia chin like korean songs.... i can appreciate them.... the tune is like got little fluctuation.... very smooth.... i like to with more drums, guitar, or those slow slow sad sad type, or those low low, then at the ending or chorus got "Lots of life"

cl shirt, get on 13 nov.... jia yi tat big slacker.

cherp started creating certificate, how someone is awarded a master/diploma, for sexual theory course..... good grief.

then zhi min asked me to buy shirt..... again.
what am i suppose to do with a girl's clothes? no point buying..... buying a clothes will get my mum so very very suspicious.....
lets just say i don't celebrate the spirit of giving present during birthdays....

lets learn some things about business.
if u r selling stuff, eg: insurance, u should have a dead line to meet, like selling 10 sets of insurance in a month. firstly, try to call other people from outside to buy the insurance, then when no choice then call family and friends to buy the insurance..... burn the outside people first, then burn ur own resources.....

tmr got chi test..... then got phy and bio spa, then no more!

till now, no one can really agree with the way i view things.
to weird liao.... or should i say unique.
can go till very sadist, then till very emotional then till very plain.... many extremes....

if i were to type out all the things i really think, most probably, certain ppl will come n make a big prob, about how can i view them like that.... but there is really nothing they can do.

i'm laughing at you now. it is entertaining, my view had not changed. wrong attempt. try soft first , then hard.




this song not bad mah, the tune only... the lyrics, i dun quite care.
this daniel ???? also like daiel powter, artist of "bad day", start the song with the piano...

1. my funeral
2. thank you.
3. born pathetic.

me and cherp were like talking, how our funeral will be liked.... will it be the very "loud type, or the silent type, where there is no announcement. cherp prefer, to "simply disappear" the silent type...

some funeral, esp the olden day, will have a person reading out a piece of ppr, about what the person had done in his life. his last sppech to the ppl attending his funeral.... hmmm. my one will be very nice.

my ppr:
okay to begin with.... it is u want to attend the funeral one....okay. so sadly, i did not out-live you....wasted! save ur condolences.... [how spell?] u need it for ur own funeral. u people might be saying :"that cheapskate is gone, ought to party." yup, aparty is needed, to celebrate the death of a cheapskate..... so cheapskate that u should notice by now that there is no drinks, and not even peanuts on ur table this instant. this is to serve a reminder that my so called "presence" is still here despite me lying in the coffin right now. this is for those who miss my presence, although no one with the right mind should. now to end of this speech, i would like to use myself as an experiment. is there a "up-there" or "down-there" ? please place ur bets at the table beside my coffin. if u dreamt about me, then i lost the bet, but most probably, i'm winning my bet. even if i lost, i won't pay up..... ask urself.... "how could u demand money from ur dead friend." if that doesn't bug u, i reserved another coffin underneath mine, it is for you to sleep in. at the side of the coffin, engraved these words:" the thick-skin" so i think that is the end, happy waiting for ur death date. and remember to buy 4d with the numbers of the coffin van. most likely won't be the right one lah.

nice right? kinda short....


oh number 2..... hmm..thank you for what?.... i think i remember..... like of course.
it is random.... yar, but i want to say thank you for the past two day.... it was a great help.
i never say who. and not saying. the first person who come to ur mind, is most probably the wrong one. so dun guess, dun ask.

when ppl are born pathetic, let them be..... those ending of the ppl, so full of themselves, then end up dying is really nice. one of the best ending for a movie.... like "saw 5." from SAW V, i learn something. the second time the "bad guy" say something, it is most likely to be true.... and most importantly.... treasure ur life..... dun do things that u cannot atone ur "sin" for..... i laugh at some of my "retribution" nice when their are slow.

during the marina barrage game booth thingy, xiao yang went tot take some "supplies" or the gifts for the participant, then jordan came, call her to step aside, so that he could take things without him, indirectly coming in contact with her chest.... then she goes on for the next ???? saying jordan is perverted. then randomly, li wen turned around and say.... "chin teck, that is what real love is....." random random random..... crazy shit. tmr still got. made some comments on the other blog.... but it will not be published.... cuz some ppl can't stand critism.... and it is lots of "backstabing" ? but need to clear my mind....

saw v is out.
downloaded, but not the good quality one.... waiting.

the real jigsaw, vs the fake jigsaw..... "ur methods are inferior"
the main thing is how much u would do, the stay alive.
in deep shit u are, but not totally helpless.... there is a solution, but needs sacrifices....

chem spa.... considered easy lah.... got to cheat a little lah, change the first 11 ph to 10, then the rest put 9.5 ph, so graph draw easy mah....

marina barrage..... we got no shirt, then the third shift got shirt!!! no!!!
people take a lot of stuff..... then spit the loot..... i take part of the loot....
tmr.... main course.... today is appetiser...

why do people even bother to change other people mind sets? no point right?