with regards to that car accident, when my dad returns home, we were laughing at how worked up that "lady" [although it should be bitch] was over the no. plate of her car.... totally hilarious, that is she, so mad and worked up and here we are, laughing, mocking at her anxiousness, and dumb fuckness. good grief.... suka
watched "gone in 60 seconds"... very nice
may plan to go watch eagle eye, i thought i got watched be4 a similar one mah.... the protangonist is the "disturbia" guy if not wrong.
so ern said to write down abt the incident where i offered lim to finish my cheese fries. ern said it is the first time.... err hell no..... depend on who is the person mah....
i got this damn serious rule i follow is that "not to waste food" slogan: ppl in africa are starving, and here you are wasting food, don't you feel guilty?...... this is the few time where i will feel guilty......
another dumb fuck case..... ppl stupidity. so this guy wants to continue working.... the pay is good, in fact, not bad at all. but leh, sometimes.... just SOMETIMES, weekend need to work.
DISCLAIMER: now this is to target the wife in this story, not the religion
so the wife unhappy, go make a ruckus abt that the husband should quit this job, get a lesser paying job, so that the whole family could go to their religious place on weekend to give their prayers..... i have one thing to say.... oih, which is more important? 1. every week without fail, go praying 2. steady good income but 2/10 chances cannot go pray... what a brainless bitch. so still got 80% can go pray, only sometimes cannot go only what.... ur hubby nvr go, but u go on ur own also can mah... good grief, ur praying is not going to make food appear on the table bitch.... esp with inflamtion now..... it is the $$$ that make the food appear, not saying, or praying....
this kind of ppl, i swear, is nvr on my list.... i will not fucking ever have this kind of ppl as my life partner. nut case.... so fucking unreal, in one dream. but then leh, sad case for that guy.
most of the time play play lah, but this kind of situation.... move aside.... no way am i gonna let the other party make this kind of decision..... crying and whinning does not get u anywhere, so don't bother.
ACTING, like a guy, like a girl.... seems pretty okay to me. many times, ppl come to me and say things which piss me off eg :"you don't understand one lah" so you sounded so big, so old like that, can understand whatever thing that is on ur mind. for fucking hell.... most of the things, i notice, i should get the picture when i have enough details, the only thing i DON'T understand and WILL NVR UNDERSTAND is ....
the "monthly bleeding" females have.
that i don't understand, or else most of the things, i can quite get it. what my maternal side needs, is some fund managment lessons.
throw me in a group of girls or guys, hey, i think i will do just fine. reading trigun manga. very shiok. this is what i liked about it. the type where one constantly act hopelessly like a fol, but during the impt time then reveal oneself little by little. don't spoil then fun lah. at certain times, i find myself, fucking fake, putting on an act. so got more practise for cldds.... yeah. typical blur guy, that seems nice.
50% real / 50% fake 9:21 AM
early in the morning 9 o'clock..... shit damn fucking hell food poisoning again..... ths is the ???? times.... too many time liao... lost count.
old stuff: samuel and joesph throwing the bun in the class, joesph throw damn hard, samuel dodge, i dodge, then hit kai lun..... then kai lun go whack joesph..... being shot by a bun, how humiliating.... me and yan ru, laugh like siao..... but the bun really throw very hard.
so fri that day going home.... so me, ern, lim, and yan ru saw this pigeon, dunno broke which leg, or something, cannot fly.... monday go back see again, got the body there, or the worker remove it liao.... then walking half way, saw a cockroach, shot down by lim with a rubber band, yan ru kinda break the exoskeleton killing it.... so we took the cockroach life... do we have the rights? err.. no , it did not even attack us or anything, but too bad, its dead. wrong place, at the wrong time, with the wrong ppl.
F1... very nice.... lewis hamilton, a bit the screwed up at first, but he made it... ppl kep driving into the dead end, when they are suppose to turn, cock up.
50% real / 50% fake 8:54 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008
nvr over-eat what you can't eat, throw it out. food poisoning... what abt mind poisoning.... kanna into deep shit with one mind.... ohh.... too bad for you then... suka.
50% real / 50% fake 5:32 PM
k. exam,... eng ppr, compo wrote about bad childhood, cuz watching i not stupid 2. the rest okay lah. ss, a bit the bad, nvr finish 2b, then very crappy
in the morning, got car accident, with a young bitch. so our car rubbed her no. plate, then our rear bumper kinda semi detatched. she goes agitated... pms?
-held my phone "hostage" fear that we will run away. -very self centred, must settle by today cuz she going overseas. tonight... -bitchy... definately, very offensive, for small matter blow up till full rage.
then dad seemed pretty relax... why.... common lah, dealing with rich teen girl abt 20+.... small fry to my dad, so just pay the damages lah, no point argueing over this....
how i treat this incidents: -learn. the good and bad. -how to deal with this kind of situation.... -how bad, the ugly nature of ppl.
yes learn it, absorb it, and use it. as long as you know what you are doing, know who u r deep down, then okay liao le. the rest is for show, so can put on the act of many split personality.... confusion.... very nice.... so many attacks on others.
well educated, rich, somewhat average looking, but fucking bad attitude... this is the kind of ppl nvr walking into ROM.
my dad more generous, more forgiving, but can do till a worst extent then me. i am not that generous, not very forgiving, but i find no need to do till that extent.
lets talk sick k... joel said.... how to see a girl is horny... hmmm.. boobs size. is this r rated? i don't find it so. so more hormones, then can have bigger [coconuts] and more hormones... does that indirectly mean more attratction to the opp sex, so more horny? joel says yes.... the ern ask abt how to measure the guy, how horny.... no need, they are born with it. the natural instinct to f ur brains out.... it is how well they hide it, control it with moral values and etiquettes... [spelling] without moral values.... all hell break lose.... totally self centred. one survival is more important then the others. save urself then save those in deep shit. i can consider myself, half in deep shit, so no point saving others.... the idea of charity is nice... next time bah, not now.
now it is seen best to be selfish/inconsiderate. until i am 18 or 21, i am not gonna do much... no point, the society then will not view you as a kiddo then, so like that is better.
worthless piece of shit.
50% real / 50% fake 4:49 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
good grief... think very long, then realise that how i play certain situation is like my dad. so in the army, lots of crappy recruit. fake illness. mc. so what my dad do? he prefer his ricebowl then to sympathise with this ppl. k. -he let you talk about how grave ur illness is -till you reach the max of ur "story" -then he shoot you down.
so give analogy. got a eagle... on the ground, see you, fly away from you. you want to shoot it down, but you can only shoot the wing. so what you do? let the eagle fly high, then shoot it, let it fall to its death... the impact is harder....
get it.... wait longer to give more impact. and give fake shots, to make it fly higher. so it drop much more.
in other families, they inflict physical hurt, canning and stuff. but my dad prefer emotional wounds, hurt you mentally.... so growing up like that.... a bit the numb to many things.... it can really explain why sometimes ppl say i very bad... i don't feel anything
for some weird reason, today talked to yan ru with regards to funeral.... it is an event when a person dies. so faternal side got nothing much... maternal side got probs liao... big prob... and the worst thing is... my mum gets all the blame. when grandma is hospitalised... what they say :"aih yar, got my mum there look after, don't care lah" then if pass away leh :" why u nvr take care? huh? {all the blames} "
will my dad do anything? dunno. he can't say much.... will i say anything? most probably yes. if on the spot. why? got this "ghim moh spirit" then, consider RESPECT. as someone of a younger generation, should respect elders.... fuck this traditional rule. you are pushing ur blame to my mum, do i have to respect you anymore? NO! so don't fuckingly bother to talk abt respect.
"ghim moh spirit" the attitude that keeps my faternal side family going. sadly, their lives was in malaysia... chaos, so... anyone who insult them, gets it back too. an eye for an eye. and this thing, had been passed on to me, not on purpose.... but by accidents..... many accidents.
bio lessons.... ms tan give me the impression, that she has an impression that i'm a blur person. err... good? errr.... GOOD! haha. now got joke liao. why take bio? it still comes down to mr JOHN YEO that special line... "it is about SEX" ... haha, and really, serious. bio taught me how to kill ppl by stabbing where and where...
news says that japan got needle-less injections. shiok. then got a restaurant, that monitor ur expression, when they serve you the same food, but with a different colouring... i should go lor... then most results will vary for diff colour... i doubt mine will even change. it will be the same. i mix food, beyond recognisation and i have no problem eating them, as long as i know what food i'm eating/ mixing
what guys said aft 080808 happeing: so yan ru asked this question: "wah so bad ah... like totally ignore each other " then how should i reply..... dunno.... yar.... then what u expect me to do? is there a need for me to make any responses? no rite.... good grief. just count ur prayers, i don't do other things that will have not that good effects.... i am still controlling myself.... my instinct tells me to go bitch slap that person, my brain tells me that is no point, my logic tells me not to, my common sense tells me to stay there and not do anything. it is inappropriate to "feel" this situation
then at bus interchange, ern said "not worth" or something like that. [ sumarising ur sentences is not an insult ] yar... quite true.... this whole thing is really not worth. i know it... i can tell it.... but what can i say.... seriously, there is nothing i could say. that is the few times when i have consideration for others k... or else, save it for later.
let see... if u want to write abt the bad points abt me... take a lifetime. {i believe puvan would gladly say YES} what my mum said before: " nxt time must find someone who can stand and tolerate your those many many crazy things you do"
-eating habits -jokes of all kind, sick clean, politic, normal basically, humour. [although it is a little more bad then usual] -when i am down. [really upset, haven't met a very sad occasion yet, not including funerals...] -when i am very cold, cruel, heartless, no consideration....
these points combine together... acceptance that this is me k? if anyone can stand all these four points, i call you pro.
lets say... you got one life only, if you don't play with ur food now, when are u going to play with ur food. same apply to the rest. i can hide it, control it, but very tiring leh. very fake.... even at home also need to act, then no point liao le. what i cook, i eat myself... egg with sugar, milo-ed fish porridge..... and many more... i lost count.
current home- what i do not hide: -eating habits [ but got limit, cannot go crazy ] -humour [only the sick jokes ] -when i am have no consideration.... [certain limit]
i nvr tried -totally no consideration. i don't want to see how bad i could get, but leh, i predict it can get rather bad. my dad also jokes about my "inconsideration to others"
sis get this award in sch : i-care [which is i care for my friends...] then you ah, confirm get "i-don't-care"
talking about joking, my dad could sometimes go slightly more bad then normal.
porn-talk: 2day in sch, got performance on porn addiction.... good grief... very funny. then benjamin very kiam pa. deon claims he got till stage 20: set up own porn company
so... cherp had said:" u show it much more then i do" i can openly talk abt it, without feeling shameful. why, got prob mah.... it is a topic mah... discuss with ur brain, THINK abt it, don't FEEL it, cuz u will be disgusted.
everyone is born, the same, it is the exposure that makes a difference. my exposure to certain things, are rated: [ should be avoided ] in the parenting books.... and why the hell i'm reading this book? hey, my parents gave me access to this kind of stuff. so wat u want me to do. parent-ing myself.... good grief.
50% real / 50% fake 4:37 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
so cherp said: he also know as much, it is just that he show more... really meh cherp.... u more pro wat.
so as again... limit. don't go all the way. limit yourself lah.
sze law said: ur mum nvr teach u manners. the ans can only be yes or no. saying yes is pointless... so say "no"
rainy days are gone liao.... boo hoo hoo. i was just taking out my umbrella when the rain stop. fun spoiler.
nice and not nice.... i see no point in it sometimes. relatives... blood relative.... and u are sabo-ing each other already. like strategy play already liao. more obvious during CNY. especially duirng funerals many scenes surely break out. and it is very ugly scene. good grief. i protect only what is mine... the rest, i don't care.... this is what happens when ppl are in deep shit. deep shit till the point where they can't even help themselves. you don't see any charity during the great depression.
grief... today, the alarm, both the human and the machine, nvr ring... so wake up, see late like siao liao... how i respond..... "LIKE THAT LOR... SO HOW" pack bag, no breakfast, then chiong to sch liao.... a bit the too used to this kind of SUDDEN RUSH. mum don't like it.... dad always do it. then sis don't quite like it... me leh.... sian liao lah.... again ah. wah piang eh. numb to it liao.
my mum think too much.... till the over thinking, scared her. then go medication. so whatever shit happens... relax lah, won't die one mah. only when die, really die nvr exist, then maybe it is time to stop relaxing. most of the things to be done... i don't like to "FEEL IT" i prefer to "THINK" abt it. no point feeling. its the same.
i dislike my childhood. many times, almost died.... okay, lets say three times almost died. once is when my mum giving birth to me, the second is when i'm four month old, then later 2 or 3 years old, almost kanna by a tv set. the big big one. so... luck ran out. ah screw.
50% real / 50% fake 4:56 PM
ah wasted... just when the party even begin.... it is gone. ah sian. ceasefire. cease fire during warm up.
heed me: if thou wouldst dress the dead and play amongst them, thou shalt join their rank.
this line... very good.
if you don't value life.... go and die then.... -so... be pro life!
don't be bothered doing crappy stuff.
disappointed? -yar de. oh course so what does this mean -no more fun why -ppl can do those thing for a long time then? -next time lor. wait lah.
ah sian
50% real / 50% fake 4:37 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
k. eco no good. so my dad career can be considered on the rocks, till dec. army retrenching ppl... then announce golden handshake or not.... die lor. so mum cannot work.... then no income.... if dad find new job, then the car will have to go. then the income divide two.... lesser. then, at his age, hard to find job....
taxi is tough luck.
now can only depend on luck... shit. or the UPSTAIRS mangment.
suckiest part is that his acting very good. he can hide things very well. esp from my mum.
so to safe guard, is to go to more courses, the army provide, reduce risk of being fired. then the car will not be driven by anyone. last time, when dad oversea, got neighbour here, help drive car, fetch me and her daughter to sch, now the neighbour left liao. shit.
the car go to that stupid fucking uncle. hmmm he will take the car and the family for a spin, waste all the fuel, car park coupon, dirty the car.... whatever come back is shitty. i so wished that he was dead. prob is that dad is around, got controlled limit. grandma, got weak body.... if.... one day, when grand ma go. then he dare do anything cheapskate.... i will so come out and give him a piece of my mind. i pity his daughter.... yes, they are my cousin... so.... too bad. cuz that is his only weakness. i don't care if you hated me. i want you to die. funeral crasher.... that's a nice job. this is my childhood. so get use to it. this is what u get when ur parents give you access to the info of the bad things your relatives had done. chi new year... very put on an act.
relative are not very the helpful during those times. money is sensitive. money.... this is mine, and who are you? i don't know you... get lost.
prepare for rainy days... mentally prepared. who needs so much stuff to live?
k.... did bio spa, data logger. got accidents... k.... then zhi min went "sorry lao pa, don't blame me.... sorry x???" if i am angry, i would not be able to think of ways to joke around, make you feel not that good. long time nvr very very angry liao. so the blood pressure was rather low... a lot is need to piss me off badly. when i'm still laughing, smilling, this meant it hardly got to me... wait till i stop smilling.... hoho then you are screwed.
grief... my hair nvr turn white... so this means that i can still take this kind of news.... the last time something happened, one hair turn white.... shit.
ce lesson... got something on sex.... then sometimes, every bad things... hey, my name is there.... who put one huh..... then.... with regards to this one night stands.... hmm.... i won't even touch you, till you say so, so.... relax... acting like those paedophile is easy... few standard "stage lines" should do the job.
spec, are like a cover, when anything very bad happen, keep the specs. that is when u use ur brains... emo are not very useful during these times.
die ah... exams closer everyday.
50% real / 50% fake 6:11 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
k. market no good, maybe it is nice time that we stock up rice at home.
NEW HDB 4 ROOM++ -the bomb shelter room - store rice room.
singapore maybe will be better off than the rest of the world... why? we are kiasu and kiasi scared lose, scared die. this help us survive.
huh.... ppl got birthday... one year older... any comment abt growing up? most say stress increase, work...
i say, what i see, get more and more polluted, in terms of everything. more funerals, bills, problems.... good grief.
this is what happen when u have access to the mailbox, and all the letters.
narcarssist. [spelling] that is how i do it most of the time.
plan to do something weird when the moment the last ppr is finished. 9 oct. solo. grief, two months had passed.... hmm... well down, just few more week, then let it all out. it is dumb to keep it within urself. but still need to continue acting when at home.... a bit the sian... then how? i see no possible solution by 3 april next year, everything must forget.
50% real / 50% fake 6:08 PM
wah tired. empty... hollow one... bah shit.
50% real / 50% fake 5:53 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
k... for chem.... i "da bao" [take away -chi] some metal home.... k... zhi min went to advertise her blog shop thingy.... want to see what was going on.... then go her blog lah... then what... then also.... read her post lah.... it is good to be "kay po".[ busybody -hokkien] then...
before i continue, i think it is a little bit bad to comment on other ppl post... their ideas or..... ??? but leh.... a little bit won't hurt.
it look chim [difficult to understand -hokkien], with the content and everything... the chi words expressing the feelings.... then it is not that chim. add a little common sense ps...
a bit the scary is the 10 aug post.... hmm... that is scary... cctv around. monitored.... then also [ KL: same feeling with u towards the sct 's broke up ] at the tagboard. scary. towards that incident... all i can say is to LAUGH! seriously, it is good to laugh.
six line is enough...
now the mood i died die must have... the type is chiong, study hard, then bear with it, then..... drop dead, when no one notice... like that then nice... for entertainment...hmmm... irritate ppl.... see them mad... very funny. a bit the sadist.... but that is the way to do it.... if wanna post abt motivation... hmm.... this line will be good. motivation: i'll not drop dead now [??? vulgarities]
u don't miss ur water till the well run dry.... it is dried already so how do you miss anything?
50% real / 50% fake 5:29 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
7 Days lyrics
On my way to see my friends who lived a couple blocks away from me (owh) As I walked through the subway it must have been about quarter past three In front of me stood a beautiful honey with a beautiful body She asked me for the time I said it'd cost her her name a six digit number & a date with me tomorrow at nine
Did she decline? No Didn't she mind? I don't think so Was it for real? Damn sure What was the deal? A pretty girl aged 24 So was she keen? She couldn't wait Cinnamon queen? let me update What did she say? She said she'd love to rendezvous She asked me what we were gonna do said we'd start with a bottle of moet for two
[Chorus] Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday I met this girl on Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
[Verse 2] Nine was the time cos I'll be getting mine and she was looking fine Smooth talker she told me She'd love to unfold me all night long Ooh I loved the way she kicked it from the front to back she flipped (back she flipped it, ooh the way she kicked it) And I oh oh I yeah hope that she'd care cos I'm a man who'll always be there Ooh yeah I'm not a man to play around baby Ooh yeah cos a one night stand isn't really fair From the first impression girl hmm you don't seem to be like that Cos there's no need to chat for there'll be plenty for that From the subway to my home endless ringing of my phone When you feeling all alone all you gotta do is just call me call me
[Chorus] Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday I met this girl on Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
[Bridge] (Break it down, uh break it down) Since I met this special lady ooh yeah I can't get her of my mind She's one of a kind And I ain't about to deny it It's a special kind thingwith you-oh.......
[Chorus] Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday I met this girl on Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday [x2]
nice rite.... dreaming....
what make ppl singaporean.... regardless of race, religion, we are one ppl.
KIASU AND KIASI
this is the thing that make us singaporean.... with this two factors... how nice could we get? the last thing i need is someone to be freaked out by something i do... very fast exam liao.... shit.
50% real / 50% fake 4:25 PM
the ending... wonder how he did that.... the synthetic cloth again? or place a guy there?
50% real / 50% fake 4:25 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
k... went to get some craig david songs.... how he speak so fast.....
maybe it is good to do some recap now and then, cuz later got more ern.... commenting about the language.
ppl like christians... always got this line "oh for christ sake, don't ...." i have no christ... i got my invisible man from george carlin..... next time it would be nicer if i put for CARLIN SAKE... http://www.thefreedictionary.com/sake
good grief... that is from charlie brown comics... PEANUTS! good grief all the way... you r siao... so "grief"... u're nuts.
emotional suffering he is nuts- so this line is ern intepretation...
the line is :"grief he is nuts" what it is suppose to mean... good grief that person is crazy.
not all sources are reliable ern..... esp this one.. oh for carlin sake... u live your life ur way.. i like mine. the way it is. good grief.
k... dad went to visit some friends hosipitalised... so can use com... this is where i get the attitude of laughing at those in trouble... it is bad... but too bad lor... habit liao. but can control...
this blog.... got many little hints here and there... some clues.....but so far.... no one got it... so GOOD!
ern regarding ur qn abt what i want to hear the most... the first example you gave.... were u asking on someone behalf? or what the person was.... you suddenly started this convesation to randomly... a bit the weird...
called cherp...he outside his voice a bit the sicky, down... low...[ while typing, got his sms. hmk!]
hey! i'm back and running. operating as per nrom liao.... now chiong exam then drop dead....
the song "seven days" by craig david.... funny.
She asked me for the time I said it'd cost her her name a six digit number & a date with me tomorrow at nine [woah that is fast. learn it...]
chorus: Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
I met this girl on Monday took her for a drink on Tuesday we were making love by Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday [ ah ha..... my script got more sources of inspiration...]
another performance on nov.... Mand M. music and movement.... good grief.... the script not done yet.
50% real / 50% fake 8:20 PM
i am chang er , eh sorry i am rabbit.... yar that's the actual line.
whatever ernest.... a bit the no point....
mrs ho said abt a horror film tittled "have u checked the baby" yan ru got this line "ur mum" so... "have u checked ur mum.."
reported on news.... 15 years old boy... [ eh same age as me... ] commited suicide.... [ why...] cuz of broken heart... [ good grief...]
so what should ppl say? 1. poor boy... [the pity him stuff] 2. grief he is nuts. 3. oh so young and he died. 'snif '[cry]
me.... hmm.... he is nuts... k.... maybe i'm more pro-life..... pro-life for individuals who can make their own decision..... regarding abortion... the feutus can't make the decision.. the parents can... so it is the parents duty to decide whether should the feutus die/live... common on lah... when u die... u become fertiliser... neither "up there" nor "down there" although "down there", when u look up, got free porn... so like that... u are dead. worth it? what about an eye for an eye....the revenge part leh... u left it in the bin? good grief... it is good to be petty.
if u attended adam koo lessons... he got this line.... if 1000 ppl had died, so one person could live, and the person is living their life stupidly, not treasuring their life, how would you describe that person.... SCREW HIM.... WAH LAO EH.... the common response thingy... and 1000 of sperms had died, to create that 15 year old kid... and he commited suicide... a bit the waste huh?
life simple and sweet version
starting: -normal -cry -breath
normal days: -eat -sleep -shit -do work -enjoy -relationships [all kind]
older age: -job, more work -marry -night scene -baby -sick -old age -die.
so this guy suicide... he missed out all the fun in between... ah lah mat.... must be like singaporean mah. free loader, kiasu.... Invisible Man sake [IM sake in the furture]
that day called cherp... why? so someone can help me look out for traffic..... grief... cars aren't ur best friend during that time. screw it.
so does this come back to the fact that what you do is base on what/how you think? grief.... know what you believe in... so you would not do stuff that you a bit the regret... but when taking risks... then diff story lah... it is fail and success. fail then too bad mah... cannot regret...
for me... no believing in religion means i don't buy the story of ppl having spirit... so ppl will DIE. maybe that makes me more pro-life...
when it is not needed, don't show it... keep it... use it on the right occasion... absorbed as much as you can... spit it out if can't absorb everything. just save everything.
50% real / 50% fake 9:02 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
benjamin ang jing loon.... nice name huh... then mr ang said: "no b and j" sound wrong....
performance got cock up... the jade rabbit said he is chang er... then still say "sorry".... lucky the audience is slow, nvr catch it.
rehearsal time also no good... ppl sian sian one...
grief i'm tired.... shit the exams are near... die...
then.... djshndsjf screw it. no mood.
50% real / 50% fake 8:05 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
okay... the rehearsal totally is sucky... kanna scolded by the teachers.... -lack energy, lack power, lack voice... lack this lack that. -rehearsal 3 times... not up to standard... but they need encouragement.... so present it in a positive light. -wanted to yell at them... bad throat.... can't shout... or they die liao.... some already bad mood. -instructor not here, me and jia yi really wanna go down and play teacher.... so can instantly give comments.... but cannot mah.
sian.. tired.... the rabbit and the chang e need hell lots of attentions...
50% real / 50% fake 10:01 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.
Pretend tomorrow is Sunday. What are you going to do? -Stay home and take it easy
You come across a box lying in the road. What's inside? -A surprise!
If you go to the zoo, what do you look at first? -The animal closest to the zoo entrance
What kind of present would you buy for a very close friend? -Something your friend has been wanting
You want to cross a river but there is no bridge in sight. What do you do? -Search for a bridge
the first line comes from the second question... it take more then a funeral to freak me out... any sick stuff.... bring it on... so relax lah.. won't die one lah...
id, ego and super ego.... i prefer super ego. look nicer... need read up... mind failing to recall. pri 4 stuff... hardly remember anything.
50% real / 50% fake 7:55 PM
why i like hellsing.... isn't it wonderful to let one feel some good, superior, then with a twist in events, their status changed, making them pathetic helpless, inferior...
50% real / 50% fake 6:33 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
report book haven't sign.... shit eoy very close... shitty. slight feverish... shitty read hellsing manga till chapt67 http://www.mangavolume.com/hellsing/chapter-hellsing-67/ dinner screwed up... shitty. i prefer the frying pan to wok, when you cook stuff. yeah
50% real / 50% fake 6:27 PM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
some games i played, a bit the weird.... when the enemy is under control, i create extra troops, not to fight them, but to kill them myself with some special moves.... entertaining. a bit sadistic... but it is nice to blow up ur own troop in the air... nice mah. the charlie brown comic... torn between the desire to create and destroy. yar...
50% real / 50% fake 9:39 AM
shit soon kanna fever liao...screw it.
50% real / 50% fake 9:39 AM
k... some medical history. my throat got this infection thingy... whatever shit problem. so everytime, my nose, brething became dry... then the "throat" became kinda dry to. somewhere above the throat.... of that area. then goes to the throat, it get dry too, then sore throat, then in a few day time will surely get fever. the doc. say is few time a year, then need go operation.... screw. so ther is a good reason why i should skip the 2.4 nafra test....you run, you breath quickly, then i kanna. shit. and a fever take a week to recover... shit damn fuck screw. so sick then playing any game is suicidal.... can't aim, can't plan, can't shot... so can only watch movie and dose off.
50% real / 50% fake 9:21 AM
Friday, September 05, 2008
okay... today is 5 september, received a traffic police letter... regarding a case that happened on 21 OCT 2007. good giref... almost one year then the letter came.... next surprising thing.... the date of issue is 6 sep 2008. from the future!!! this whole thing is a nut case. sian, now need write letter again liao..... kinda semi hopeless case type.
then mum go aunt house. the one where the cousin [guy], marries a china wife... k.... now the problem is that cousin at the age of 24... he is a nut case. so u r married, stop flirting outside... and don't bring this home....for invisible man sake [ppl say christ sake, i do it my way] the china wife said " i can stand a useless guy, but not stand a guy who ain't faithful" then also complaint abt he return from work, then sleep. nvr spend time with her... half an hour of talking would be good.... common on lah... went through an expensive procedure, got someone who is biologically more complex then you sitting beside you... entertain her lah... but it is a pity.... then my aunt said her daughter stick on her bf like a magnet. k.... that seems find, as long as they don't get bored of each other... so this kind of drama start with chemistry, full of mystery, then day past, get to know each other, get bored, then break.... then what's the point of this whole thing anyway? [me: feeling tired is okay, get bored... nah...] then mum told me her story abt this guy in the factory... when my mum was at work, there was this guy, meet once a week with gf, then everytime repot to her what he was doing. so they got married, then he now do not want to go home. cuz... mum said get bored of each other.... i say, that guy got no breathing space.... geez.... don't control him till so tight lah.... what r u, his wife or stepmum.... invisible man sake... then my mum came to me and said certain things which seems to be said too early.. "boy ah, next time don't find one that is so 'sticky' whole day pester you one hor" then there is also "boy ah, next time must find those who can stand your weird stuff/mess" yar.... this line must agree a little, no one i met, eat canned salmon with milo, cook egg with sugar and stuff. ppl watch ratatouee [spelling] and say the rat very good, mix stuff together to eat, taste good.... however for human, society says it is unacceptable, playing with food.... sad case, only do it at home. i can live in a mess... no prob. my study table ain't that neat... k... nvr neat.
now still got e math, haven't do... very sian....
50% real / 50% fake 6:07 PM
You Are the Father
You are a strong, powerful figure in the lives of your friends and families.
In general, you value justice and fairness. You appreciate structure and rules.
At your best, you protect and guide those close to you.
You are a born leader. You are good at establishing order in chaotic situations.
At your worst, you are a tyrant who rules through intimidation and criticism.
You are quick to condemn other people as pathetic losers not worth your time.
grief, i'm tired... why do some ppl count-down timer run so slow.... take such a long time to do certain things? some hopless situation... i'll not try to change them, touch them. so dumb lame messenger... and too much dreaming. ignorance is bliss. yar.
50% real / 50% fake 10:52 AM
k... watching tv.... then as per normal.... got one line.... saddest ppl laugh the most..... k.... on rare occassion, watch tv till 12.30am... then hp rang... audrey called.... do you know how early is it.... good grief.... ur luck is good.... did you buy 4d or tot that day? no? wasted...
sometimes, watching movie with me kinda suxs..... i'm not just sitting there watching it, but taking mental notes..... kinda waste the 7.50 going into the cinema.
found a parenting book.... then they talked about keeping the 'Bad Stuff' away from the child. k. then there will be this part which my family did not do right... funeral. it will be like every few month, my dad will come and say "eh, i'll be attending a funeral, my..... stay at home... study!" oh good grief.
sian... the teacher very the knid... too much hmk.
50% real / 50% fake 8:30 AM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
a joke from yan ru:
there is this boss, who got a bad habit of calling the worker to make cafe and sent it up to his office for him. one day, he called to one of the department, and a inexperienced, just came to work worker, picked up the phone.
boss: [very mean attitude] hey you, make me a cup of coffee, send it up to my office.
worker: [did not know it is the boss] hey, i am not paid to do this kind of work, who do your think you are, push me around, you ass hole!
boss: [very angry] do you know who i am or not!
worker: [angry] no!
boss: i am the ceo of this company!!!
the worker now start to get afraid, but did not want to lose the job... worker: [pretended to be angry] do you know who i am or not!
boss: no!
worker: GOOD!
haha.... next time should do this... so funny.
a math ssp, joel mia, then ben called him... -i'm not lying to you, really got ssp -i lie to you for what -do you wan to speak to joesph? -do you want to talk to mr ang -can you hear mr ang teaching -mr ang very angry with you liao.
good grief..
50% real / 50% fake 7:23 PM
k... wall e is nice.... not bad one.... now go watch death race.... wall e = machine with emo.... only when malfunction... the ppl are fat...need to slow down their lives to appreciate things.... some part of wall e i agre with...
50% real / 50% fake 3:12 PM
SCT the crapper.
SADIST
PARSIMONIOUS
POIKILOTHERMIC
PLEGMATIC
I.D.C AWARD WINNER
NON-CONVENTIONALIST
ATHEIST!
