Wednesday, November 14, 2007
hmm. a totally random thing. a total new stranger.
at first, unfamiliar with its presence. it rests on the same spot, day after day, after day.
soon, it loses its cover. we noticed it.
unique, it does not fly away.
strange, it just loves that same spot.
looking majestic. spreading its aura of loneliness, makes me wonder if its got family or not.
it always faces the sunset. as though trying to fathom its fate.
soon, darkness swallowed the sky,
but not my excitment for this new stranger.
strange, the curiosity within me is growing.
a thick yellow coat. a neat one at that.
it sits on the lowest branch.
like a sage, it sleeps.
i watch with a confused heart. and a restrained hand.
strange, im holding on by letting go.
day passes, and nights silences,
i worry of the last i see of it.
every glimpse i take,
locks a certain feeling for it.
Strange, is the feeling i get,
while watching this Yellow Hummingbird.
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

hmm.. have seen people like roanne and leening putting up stupid old photos of their own as msn pict :)
looks interested ^^ so i flipped my own collection and selected one to be posted.
it looks silly and its not scanned. i took photo and bluetoothed it .. so its not clear. lazy to scan.. ^^
hmm.. pls do not laugh.. :(
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Thursday, September 27, 2007






the focus within me is starting to dwindle. was supposed to have lessons in school, instead i changed into my trunks and went swimming instead.. how funny ^^..
brother and mum went spain today at night. on a 12day tour. i would be on the plane if i hadnt had stupid exams coming up.. my dad. stood back to look after me.
so theres my mum who forgot to give us the keys to her room, = my dad cant go in..
therefore, my body got to exerise once more.. and so did my burglary skills .. ^^ i apparently climbed to the second floor, by hugging the pillar ^^ . and i went into the room thru the toilet door. if i nv made it in, my dad would definitely be pissed for a while..
so theres all these exams coming up. so theres talks about my future. was asked several times wad i wanna be when i grow up, by frens and family alike. seriously, look at me, i dunno ^^
i just hate deskjobs.
it gets a bit worrying.. how much one will earn next time. i always brush them off, saying money cant buy happiness.
True. people always say money is the key to happiness. and many thinks its not true!.. BUT.. when u got the money, u can simply buy that "key". reading this from RD, i realised.. its true..
so how much do one needa earn in a month next time? lets count.
Car+petrol = approx 1k instalment/mth + $400 petrol. = 1.4k.
Food(4 in family) = $2k? (well, my current is 3k.)
Bills for water and elec etc = 1k.
misc= 1k.
savings= 1k
house(if any)= 1k+
so so.. we can see, the rough earnings would need be around 8k?
but, theres people who earns less than 2k.and they still survive. so.. its [possible for me to survive, even if i work in macs ^^ wahaha.
zzzzzz Next.
then i was with my dad. i was quite puzzled at a fact.. NUS. our singaporean uni. why are they accepting more foreign students. and cutting down the available intakes local students can take? as NUS, they shud help our own people first.
i do not believe that earning that extra fees from those foreign students would boost the economy ^^ but wad i believe is that the local students, will afterall, be the ones who will always be on our side. unlike foreigners, they have a higher chance of leaving singapore..
its alr so hard to get into NUS. now, its even harder with them. we need competitions, but not walkovers..
xxxxxxx Next.
Midautumn fest. i went m'sia to celebrate it with my maternal family. was out with the kids.. took a couple of videos and photos. will try upload the photos soon.. (cant find the cable) above are the photos taken.. the first is my 3 lanterns. yup, i take 3 ^^ . next is my cousins taking a picture where only the lanterns are visible. the next two are my cousins.. the first is my male cousin, second is my female one. and she looks like one gothic kid la..zz....i like ^^
both arnd 7, they are born same week. (different aunts la..)
while uploading, i found some silly pics of my other cousins, and that girl cousin. so i decided put up for show.
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Monday, September 24, 2007
this is funny.. i calculated my maths score today. and realised i wont be studying maths for EoYs anymore !!. cuz my math teacher and i went counting, i need to score a 77.5% in the EoYs to make gp 1.2. other wise its still same old 0.8.. counting the possibility, i will barely get over 30%.. so im not wasting time on maths this time round. spendin it more wisely on Sciences.
thats the EoY blues.
swimming hasnt picked up. cuz ive not been training for a long long time. and wont be resuming till after EoY.. theres a swim meeting today. and i din go too ^^ coach david says he'll pull me out of Moscow trip if i nv turn up this week. !! Lawl. wad a mean move.. seems like i gotta show self at the pool deck in week.. ive been exercising. doing pushups to keep me awake during studies ^^ and been going to gym (2x so far !!) when i decided to unlease some energy within me :)
i HAVEN went out with ANY frens for almost months!! and i mean ANY frens.. its quite crappy.
and i haven watched a movie for ages.. im a movie addict u could say. i managed to catch The Guardian (by the joker guy) during CLE lesson. quite nice. i would give high ratings for it definitely..
i seriously have some SERIOUSly interested things to blog about. (fictions) but, not in the mood now. maybe after exams, when im done being crazy absorbed by the game, and drained, and bored, i will get back to blog ^^
they will include topics like: [last day of my life], [my deathbed] etc. those things people wont normally think about.lol. thats wad a bored boy will think of... :)
theres this hurricane in my mind right now.. something is bothering me real bad. yet.. little i can do, can ease it..
Lawl.. Just gotta wait then...
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your new +-1.8m bolster. Lawl.
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
exams period are coming up.. somehow this time round im studying ^^.
2 weeks after last day of exams, got competition, wonder how its gonna be.
and then, i will miss graduation ceremony. in which, i may not even get there. if u noe wad i mean ^^.//
hmm.. then i will be looking forward to the graduation dinner. on the 5th nov.
world cup at moscow will be next on the line. and heard about the long ride to there. and i still dunno if im going!> i wan to go. its a new place afterall ^^
and wtf! kenneth lim told the, i mean THE TZE KANG that i flirt around during asian age. zz sien..
hols next. there are my plans:
1.train to break u17 record. 100m
2.learn elec guitar and piano ^^ lolx.
3.hang out with frens, watch movie.
4.play my MU online (www.sunshinemu.com)
5. get to 72 kg ^^
6. watch movies
7. maybe catch Linkin Park live concert.
anyone who is interested, pls. come and tell me, tag on board, we might be able arrange to go tgt.
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FUNFACT#1:
there are 3 kinds of people on this world. those who can count. and those who cant.
FUNFACT#2:
Snakes are really cool creatures. they have special connections with the Moons.
FUNFACT#3:
there are 5 funfacts in this entry. its 3+ the 2 above this one =5. ^^
nites.
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
back from Asian Age. well. i admit it was quite long ago. but din bothered to post about it, since there wasnt much of a performance in the swims. and not much happenings out-of-pool either.
wad went right:
4x100m relay (a 1.06.32 for BR leg)
wad went left:
100m breaststroke (1.08.76?) [didnt go finals >.<]
stomache flu
ive seen the much talked about commotion between the two cheryls. my stand : Richard is a nice guy and i hate the guy who commented he isnt fit to be our captain. He is.
about the relay. well, i cant possibly blame Rainer for standing up for his sis (Eve). [why isnt Rainer named Adam instead (= ]
meanwhile, i also heard (i heard, not clarified) that cheryl lim blamed the Eve for losing relay.
if u ask me, i feel guilty for hurting Eve's back (during a i-scare-u-session) so..
What i wanna say is that a relay, is team work.
i have learnt my mistake. the most recent being the Asean Cup relay in which Nick chew slowed down for the ending. well i know we win, but i expect him to put in 100% ( which i did too).
so we had a small quarrel, but decided that that should not disrupt our frenship? anyway we won ^^./
so do NOT blame anyone for losing. well, who likes to lose? if one says that is his 100%, i wont say anything.
the rest about cheryl lim, shall not be talked about, anyway, i do not take a neutral stand, so its unfair for me to comment, none of my business anyway ^^ shall sit back and slack like ive always done.
i won 3 soft toys in the stupid arcade game (amazingly). sorry to those i did not give the toys to. but i was frustrated on my own. my view: if i give one, another will want.. 2ndly, i wanna give to someone else in mind ^^.
in the end one Pink Dolphin went home with Roanne Ho. i studied Chem, or revised it today, i noticed Ho = Holmium with 165 nucleon no. and 67 proton ^^
the other Dolphin and Scooby went home with me.
=.=
let me tell u something funny. i bluffed Shana that i got a new dog ( in fact, i really have, but i din say its real! )
the convo went like this:
Jh: hey i got a new dog
S: really?
Jh:yah brown color
S:is it bigger than my dog?
Jh: yes it is. wanna come see?
S:maybe ill come down to see it for a while, where is it, outside?
Jh: nope, i keep it in my room
S: u really have a dog?
Jh: ya, and i think i should not let u see it
S: why?
Jh: later u scare it and it stop moving
S: i think u are the one scaring it la
Jh: i never
Jh: im so kind
Jh: and gentle ^^
S: kind and gentle?
i should have asked her to come my room to view it. i bet she get so Punk'd ^^ LOL
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LoL, who eats a Blue Mooncake?
Ans: i know! Someone will, ONCE IN A BLUE MOON ^^ !!
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Friday, August 17, 2007
these few days in a bad rush. lets keep this short.
i totally screwed bio cct. its my fav science and i did that. actually i din know abt it. cuz APPARENTLY i asked a non-bio student if theres CCT on monday. he said no, being the JiaHao, i slacked. and a rude shock of reality on monday ^^
i skipped a whole week of trng. i did feel guilty.
im supposed to be hardworking. i went consistently last week. i think 6 times? yup. ah. with all the breaks in trng, i told myself to skip thurs too, and regain on sat.
Minister George Yeo gave interesting speeches. its short and interesting. i kinda liked the terms he used. probably he loves Star Wars and Harry Potter. he ended the speech with : May the force be with you. i doubt we understood wad is he talking about but one thing is that hes got our attention.
tmr im going to nabil and seng henk's fashion show [alone].
* i will try to think more in your shoes.
ending the night. drown in the background.
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