回来了

问题又出现
解决方法想了试了再想再试
为什么老是行不通
是怎样？


明明心里看着这一切
生气伤心纳闷低落
怪自己没有拿出initiative
但又害怕自己自作多情
可以怎样？

人的expectation无止境地多
要知道世界并不是为了一个人而转
为什么就不能穿穿别人的鞋走走他的路
尝试体会他人的想法
能不能赞同是另一回事
但至少不要伤害他人
对吧？ 

一直在钱和良心之间徘徊
终究还是觉得不要跟自己的心过不去
这样的人真的让我大开眼界
也让我更确定钱是魔鬼
做医生就要有医德
不然就去吃大便 不要害人

阿信说
人生就像一场比赛
虽然不知道是输是赢
但至少要一直保持乐观

记得
潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起

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Dear diary, I am so dissapointed with myself.

I hate myself for making the same mistake over and over again and I know it so gonna hurt the person around me.

:'(

Rather to be a slow learner, but not never learn at all.

Remember that, hongweihee!

。

真的该收敛了

毕竟，你不是一个要风就能得风的公主

地球并不会为了你一个人而转

tmr

 

big day

很想死

不是说要世界末日了

如果真的

那可以先把考场给淹没吗？

我感激无尽

Dear Paul

"First, quit stressing.

Second, if I remember correctly, I said it is possible to make links between dyslexia and the other disorder. 

Third, there isn't a question that asks how does dyslexia relate to other developmental language disorders. 

Fourth, quit stressing. 

Fifth, have a good day. 

Paul "

 I have such a cool lecturer.. and he called himself as Dr. Grumpy haha.

又亮了

每天坐在书桌前

看着书 看着很乱很乱的房间 还有那个跟了我两年满是茶迹的杯

再从太阳下山 读到天色渐亮

看着黑眼圈越来越黑 眼袋可以养的金鱼越来越多 

但还是很珍惜这种为了大学生涯最后的考试拼命的而得来的小小成就感

你不懂

我突然地无助

没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚

只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独
一个人静静祈祷一切会结束 

我矛盾着无助 

很需要你能给我一点点保护

想对你说的话却总说不出

我变成了植物

-鱼在水里哭-

favourite

how i wish i know how to play guitar

last

So I have been working for the past week on the last two assignments of my university years.

So many work but so little motivation.

It's due on Friday and then I will be loaded with tons of revision for finals :(

Arghh... never ending!!

I keep telling myself to appreciate and enjoy this stage now as I think I gonna miss this rushing assign thingy after I graduate on coming July.

Seriously can't wait to get rid of all the assignments and exams.

Just gonna fight till the end! 

3 more weeks to go then yay it's holiday :)

哼！

很多很多恼人的思绪在头脑不停不停地转

我知道凡事都有解决的方法

不想再想 停止的按钮在哪

很想走出来  但路又在哪？

总是不断催眠自己 人要知足

不要要求结果 只要珍惜当下就好

好  努力尝试珍惜 

可是为什么连让我珍惜的点都没有

为什么你还是看不到事情的重要性 

为什么活了22年 我还是搞不懂你那是什么逻辑什么价值观 

那么久没见到 为什么见到了都不哼一句

打声招呼比打个喷嚏还简单吧

我发誓 我一定不会跟随你的脚步重蹈你的覆辙

世上应该没有一个人会想体会我此刻的心情 

你去死！哼！

:)

发现新大陆!

我的新手机竟然可以写blog!

哈哈 实在很乡巴

有whatsapp的请add我 :)

Fyp交了 但还是有一堆无止境的事要忙

不管.. 一定要继续赶进度要撑下去!

还有两个月

哇… 超期待!! :))

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you never let go

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
your perfect love is casting out fear
and even when I'm caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won't turn back
I know you are near

其实真的没什么大不了

如果人世间没有嫉妒没有愤怒没有那么多通俗的设定

没有你越过我的界限 我做了不安分的事

没有恼人的事没有累倒想死但还是不能喊停

没有需要到自我催眠说这事并没有什么大不了放了忘了其实就好了

那该有多好

但 那还是人生吗？

.

世界真的好小 小得觉得有一条线在牵引每一个人的关系

遇到了跟你有着同样故事的人  会开心

顿时觉得其实自己也没那么孤单 

原来世界上还是有人能了解那种心情

最近心情有点不稳定

想赖在学业给予的压力上

但心里明明就知道不是那么一回事
有时连我自己都不知道我要什么在追求个什么劲

顺其自然好吗?

真的没什么事过不去

我想我的脑真的有点超劳过度  慌神程度一流
 那天蠢到把至少有85度滚烫的水毫不客气地淋在我的手背
 没什么 只是看到那四只手指会很想念台湾香肠
还有让我体验什么叫痛到飙泪
然后会很自然地觉得selina真勇敢
烫伤还真的不是普通的痛  
痛到入心入肺  只是洗个手都会痛到想骂人

还有 亲爱的的手指们
如果你们不留疤或起水疱 我感激不敬

晃一晃  fyp还有14天就要呈上
荷兰郁金香花海  再25天

如果一切顺利  毕业典礼还有4个月

回家的机票订了  还有5个月

 前途   渺茫

就这样三月快走完了

时间因daylight saving而调快了一小时

连空气都用力表现着春天的暖
我呢 虽然处在无止境的矛盾中
还是势必要奋战到底

.

最近怎个人很蓝，是深蓝
很像好久都没有这样了
为什么事情不能简单一些
为什么要有执著这回事




人生啊 就是矛盾
    

无奈

FYP的压力之大  教授给予的期望   analysis一团糟 

整个人clueless   怎么办？

为什么之前达成的协议  可以没有事先通知就这样擅自决定取消约定

失望了  又如何？

每次都兜转在同一件事  那个平衡点找了那么久

还是找不到一个所以然   能怎样？

还有那个恼人的问题  反反复复了那么久  重复了一次又一次

转了一大圈还是没解决  又能怎样？

以为能够催眠自己  乐观地看待这一切 

每件事自有解决的办法  但是还是失败了

那谁可以来告诉我 

我到底可以怎么样

.

事情并没有转好的现象

有时EQ低一点真的会很气

那个苦尽甘来到底是何时

又要到何年何日才能等到那所谓的醒觉

-that which does not kill me, makes me stronger-

 请记得这句话。要坚强

天气越来越好

春天快到了吧？

♥

其實‭  ‬簡簡單單‭ ‬平凡‭ ‬愜意的相處‭ ‬不好嗎‭? 何必轟轟烈烈的‭ 

當一切都成為過眼雲烟‭  ‬輕如鴻毛‭,  ‬

要的只是‭ ‬可以一起相互扶持生活的伴侶‭

-舒淇- 

亲爱的

情人节快乐

.

oh please grant me some wisdom

my brain is stuck and can hardly figure things out
lead me Lord show me a way.. 

最后

就这样吃喝拉撒地过完了一个月的寒假.. 终于开学了

也这样到了大学最后一个学期

时间怎么跑得那么快？

报告依旧未完成

新学期还有一个个排着队的新报告和魔王界的25页FYP

难道最后一个学期了就不能对咱们好一些吗？

今天很没有羞耻心地在第一堂课一直打瞌睡. 失望 :(

亲爱的selfdiscipline，

你去哪了啊？　

为最后的三个月.. 拚了！　

.

 

 

 

乱。乱。乱

 

 

 

 

 

很给力

 那天手痒痒查了学校的mailbox
想说上两份的报告的成绩应该快出了吧

哪知看到的是比报告拿first class更开心的消息

cognitive psy延期两个星期！

整个人超兴奋 :D

哪知过了半小时

同学又告诉说另一份报告也延期了！

OMG。感谢神！ 

我跟你说。这种感觉好像中头奖!

我们这些Bpsych学生真的开心到~~

笑着睡，然后笑着醒来

前几天为了那两份该死的报告 没睡好没吃好

赏了自己堕落个两天

看戏听歌吃饭逛街

顺便想想毕业后该怎么办

身边的朋友

一个个毕业了 开始领薪当上班族

 结婚做爸爸做妈妈的一个比一个多

我呢？

毕业后该怎么办

研究所该去哪一间？clinical psy 是不是真的适合我？

一句话。渺茫 

pokoknya,

至今 新的一年待我不薄

报告延期。天气渐渐转暖

新学期的时间表超赞

克制能力虽然有待加强。但身体有越来越好的趋向

整个人有开心 :)

昨天买了一堆cereals和饼干陪我度过赶报告的日子

 希望适合的journal赶快出现。灵感越来越多

报告消失! 新年赶快到来

感恩啊

颓废

最近
太阳快亮了才甘愿睡
中午十二点起身
不到三个小时天又暗了
那天问朋友怎么不需要工作
一句：小姐今天星期日。 你傻了阿？

嗯。 最近就是过着这种没天没夜
不知道今天是星期几外面多少度的颓废日子

手上有两份报告要赶
截至日期：只剩两个星期
关键时刻
日子依然过得颓废
一篇又一篇的neuropsychology journal
我跟他们还真的很不熟
不是说好不要再给我关于数学和生物学的课了吗
为什么永远都摆脱不了他们啊！ 

平时写报告的速度算是快的
现在写了两天也不过千余字
有谁可以在旁边恐吓警告吓一吓我
激发我体内的战斗力
我无限感激 


晃晃一下，winter break 过了一半
再颓废一下，截至日期就到了
再过个春天，就毕业了吧？

时间先生， 不是说好要走慢一些了吗
怎么总是那么不守信用啊

 

So, what is love?

 

york, spring'10

Love is true. Love is painful. Love is not easy. Love can be messy. Love is powerful. Love can change you. Love is difficult. Love is commitment. Love is what hate is not. Love learns. Love always listens. Love doesn’t hold onto the wrongs. Love overlooks the sin. Love looks into the heart. Love can be gained. Love can be lost. Love is possible. Love forgives, every time. Love doesn’t lie. Love is always worth a try. Love makes you laugh. Love makes you cry. Love hurts so bad. Love can’t be explained, but love can be felt. Love knows. Love is unconditional. Love accepts you just the way you are. Love protects, defends and fights to the end. Love prefers. Love will sacrifice all for the sake of another. Love is not afraid. Love is full of courage. Love begins with God, then it starts with you. Love takes time. Love doesn’t make sense sometimes. Love is beautiful. Love can be ugly. Love shows kindness. Love is not blind, love sees. Love is compassion. Love can be desperate. Love is discovered when you are broken. Love is in the little things. Love is caught in the most unseen moments. Love is deep, never shallow. Love lends a hand. Love feeds the hungry. Love doesn’t think of itself first, but always others. Love doesn’t demand it’s rights. Love trusts. Love lets go. Love doesn’t blame others. Love takes responsibility. Love doesn’t hold grudges. Love doesn’t compare. Love always believes. Love is risky. Love is worth taking the risk even if it means being hurt. Love is a lesson. Love is all we have. Love feels. Love is distant. Love is close. Love is in every heart. Love dreams. Love encourages. Love is crazy. Love makes you do crazy ridiculous things. Love sucks. Love is a drug. Love is everything. Love bleeds. Love was hung on a cross for all our sins. Love doesn’t see fault. Love gives you what you don’t deserve. Love hates. Love loves. Love is madness. Love is lonely sometimes. Love speaks. Love is silent. Love is loud. Love is discipline. Love is uncomfortable. Love is humble. Love enjoys. Love has fun. Love eats. Love sleeps. Love is an adventure. Love brings peace. Love doesn’t judge. Love embraces. Love gives big hugs. Love smiles. Love dances. Love is always down to help. Love is there for you when you need it the most. Love cares. Love is alive. Love is full of tears. Love makes the heart heavy, like right now. Love will heal with time. Love doesn’t need an answer every time. Love prays. Love hopes. Love never ever gives up. Love is repentant. Love is sorry. Love gets back up again. Love tries. Love pushes you to your limits. Love is scary. Love doesn’t work out always. Love can teach you a good lesson. Love is better than lust. Love gives everything it has. Love doesn’t hold back. Love is not cheap, but costly. Love is a choice. Love is not forced. Love doesn’t take advantage. Love respects. Love always seeks for the best interest of others. Love is giving up what you want, for the wants of another. Love is a promise unbroken. Love is your word. Love doesn’t play games. Love is serious. Love isn’t learned in a day, but learned in a lifetime. Love will make you get on your knees. Love waits. Love moves on. Love is hard. Love is generous. Love kills. Love brings life. Love doesn’t point the finger. Love looks within. Love always wins. Love grows. Love is example. Love is faithful. Love is understanding. Love is full of grace. Love is truth. Love gives roses. Love is finer than wine. Love is found in Paris. Love is lost in life. Love is creative & love creates. Love is a struggle. Love comes and love goes. Love gets mad. Love sometimes yells. Love is brutal. Love is affection. Love transforms. Love is sex done God’s way. Love is pure like a newborn baby. Love is childish. Love is mature. Love is being yourself. Love is loving yourself. Love can. Love is freedom. Love is radical. Love is rad. Love can lead to war. Love can defend the poor. Love is just. Love always does what is right. Love is coming clean. Love is new every morning. Love is there every night, you just have to look for it. Love is in the darkness. Love shines like the dawn. Love is warm. Love is cold too. Love repents. Love is willing to change. Love does what is necessary. Love doesn’t just talk, it walks. Love can feel like a jail cell. Love comes in different forms is expressed in different ways. Love is a language. Love serves. Love is quality time. Love is a gift. Love is heard. Love is physical, don’t be afraid to touch. Love plans. Love is also spontaneous. Love is a surprise. Love is wise. Love can be learned in life experience good or bad. Love makes the heart happy. Love can’t be taken away, unless you let it. Love is something else. Love doesn’t focus on self. Love is God. Yes, God is love. Love yourself, then you can love others. Love is a golden rule for life. Love is what we were created for. Love is big. Love is not noticed. Love is stealth. Love is all around. Love is a song. Love is a presence. Love is worship. Love gives glory. Love always has a story to tell. Love looks like Jesus. Love doesn’t always feel good, but it is good. Love is fearless & faith-full. Love is drama haha. Love takes two. Love is infinite. Love forgets. Love is not full of itself. Love is not addicted, love is self controlled. Love hates evil. Love will not boast or brag. Love is the kindest person you will ever meet. Love is real. Love keeps it real. Love is truthful, it doesn’t beat around the bush. Love is in the eyes. Love can be painful to look at. Love makes priority. Love is not the shape of a heart, love is in the form of a cross. Love isn’t a job. Love isn’t a project. Love just is. Love is who we are, love is what we do, love is perfect even though we are not perfect. Love knows no excuses. Love doesn’t live a lie. Love is a raging fire that can’t be contained, neither explained. Love is worth it all, love gives it all, love is all I want, love is all I need. Love is everything to me. Love I’m still learning. Love I’m still failing. Love you force me to keep going, even when I mess up. Love messed me up. Love is simple & complicated all at the same time. Love is tiring. Love also energizes. Love is up. Love is down. Love makes your heart pound. Love is magical. Love is passionate. Love hurts like hell. Love can feel like heaven. Love makes mistakes. Love is failing, but learning to try again. Love is willing to suffer. Love is willing to lose it all to gain it all. Love is death. Love is resurrection. Love is to die for. Love I could keep going, but I will stop here. 
Just love.

thank you jma.