Yeah exams finally done ! Yeap i gt my exam result earlier den i expected and I GOT A P when i jus had a hunch and jus log in my YAhoo mail on 29 jul @ work. I scrolled up and dwn many times to make sure that is the last 4 num of my NRICs. After the hard work i put , i tink plus my POA assignment.. the lecturer did show some mercy on me =) I wanna call Dear and shared with him the gd news and he oso happen to call me..we really hav such gd telepathy @ times *shy*

2nd pc of gd news : he called to tell me THEY ARE MOVIN OUT DAT VERY DAE..YEAH..DOUBLE HAPPY NEWS!! He managed to sound them out.. they found a rm in AMK jus opp bus interchg ..hope we dun c them if we ever go thea.. $550 is dirt cheap for them..i tried many ways wanna do somethin on fb , eg..to add her using a new acc and humiliate or try to brk them up..I believe in bad karma so its jus a evil tot for the moment.. Many frens advice me nt to be so childish like her and since i oredi ren so long ..i happen to pry into her public fb acc and gt some posts he commented abt her being wei qu as if i m bullyin her and call me names.. she oso say Dear to her is a poor bloke who has more liabilities den assets.. I screen shot all dis and show to Dear and he super angry lo..he hinted the guy to giv n take @ times n we happen to noe in fb, the guy actually no plans to move out till mayb we ROm or wad..its the lil lass keep askin him move cos she says i m givin her hard time and he oredi long time plan to let her stay here cos noeing Dear sure relented even i object.. and she only 20 yrs old..no wonder so noisy!! take it as their movin out the best reward for myself. We wanted to really open champagne but due to budget we jus had soft drinks =) Even water i oso happy cos main pt they are outta of our lives and we really can hav privacy. All along they are fakos being nice to Dear but we found out their masks.. Dear texted the guy and v fast the guy so despo go find a rm outside and noein dis few yrs stayin wif Dear.. he 1st time saw Dear's msg being so firm and strong! No wonder after the msg, they off the stupid blasting radio and bot newspaper to call up hse agents in frnt of me and even say outta TPY is fine..they are v worried Dear will jus chase them out..well they shld noe this phrase - lao hu bu fa wei dang wo men shi bing mao lo.. we tink bac v waste time and energy quarralling cos of them and almost wan brk up when they jus tryin act nice and the guy tryin be neutral .thanks to fb to reveal their true colors though its nt rite i pry into her fb acc ..i was so fed up with her the last i seen them..while they went out dinner .i jus plug out her mobile broadband and end her exciting online game..dats it i do after ren so long..i wanna soak it with water..Dear actually suppt me to do so but i tinking i duno hw to be bad in this way..this is nt my style so ya lidat only and took dwn her hp num secretly cos she wrote it on her accs calculator with her name..stupid of her to write thea.. Y dis kind of ppl exist ar? gd luck to the guy if he really wanna marry her or mayb come frm kampung are all so naive and simple minded in their world..oso none of our biz nw!!

I finally done with shifting office ..frm Office 8 - site office to nw main bldg... can say nt everyone is as friendly and many "eyes" staring @ us..totally no freedom..and i hav to be in OL clothing after 6 yrs in Army and working 4 yrs ++ here ..its been v tiring to do packing and unpacking..well my current desk is longer and spacious but its the restricted movement i hav to bear..time pass extremely slow in here..if Boss draw up his curtains i totally cant see the weather outside nor hearing the sound of rain. I am seated in a cubicle in a row and many ppl walk ard me i mus always b alert.. i only dare to use i phone to log in msn but since new proj starting I cant b online all the time , or rather to reply slow. Only best part is during lunch..gt a uncle drive us in his mini van for lunch and i no need walk under the sun or raining nothin to eat.. but..well..cons.. inside the van are the HR bosses, MD secretary..but we dun sit togth when eating. Lucky still can zzz during lunch hrs if really tired...at 1at when we moved up, there is this admin guy spyin on us and making our lives difficult..nobod ask him to spy on us ..he jus being so "KPO' and ended up 1 of my kaki complained to her boss and he indirectly agitate my HR gf too.. and ended gt he gt a big scolding frm his boss and frm that dae..he minimize his irritating existence before us le. Hope it stays this way..if i hav docus for him, i jus faster pass to him and be neutral. I jus hope can dun move le..every yr shift 1 time is really hectic lor..this time mense came on time and less implications..felt so relieved =)

2nd yr enrollment supposedly to b in Sep but i worried move to new office cant adapt and new proj starting, I dun wan additional stress..I decide to start nxt yr and by the time Dear's job more or less settled. e has gt his job confimrnation after 3 mths.. and so far he been learnng alot and Boss oso appreciates his effort and he b getting more and more bz.. Kris nt studyin with me le...bit sad but i noe her constraints to giv birth soon and her dad health nt too gd too and MIL naggin too..hope to hear her gd news soon!! =)

I have partially moved in with him... he will send me to work everydae and i will wait up for him @ his hm..his tv broken dwn and due to budget and he so bz..i jus do with my FUNSHION dramas online and he will acc me watch at least 1 epi every nite.. i am glad my parents understand and nvr scold me.. they noe abt his long working hrs and after work norm i will go hm for dinner and show bit face den at nite will come to his hse ..if we dun make effort this way..i will hardly see him and there wont be any much communication. OH last wed..we finally signed the lease to our love nest.. it b ready in yr 2014 and we finally had a joint acc to save $$ togth !! =) We are still adapting to this kind of lifestyle and i noe even we are married le..this kind of lifestyle will still be the same.

I guess this 7mth is v siong cos many ppl ard me gt invloved with car accidents esp. I gt bai bai @ my office and oso bai bai under Dear's hse dwnstairs..i jus wan everyone b safe n sound esp this mth =)

Elvin and Mavis gt into car accident, heard he in injured his lungs and she kena bruises on her knee cap, Cz leg veins suddenly burst and bleed non stop..i noe he gt history of some blood issues de.. but it happens on his bdae EVE ..well i can imagine hw he feel..tried to contact EL abt his injury dunno y no reply jus hope as MAvis say he gt no news means gd news.. i noe we are nt close as b4 after he gt married and Dear dun like me to b close with him too.. well..at least a reply bout his condition and nt jus a thanks...thanks for wad? concern? sms? Even wife beside oso can reply norm wad.. hmm well.. speechless.

My bro oso sway la..acc my dad go buy lappie for his company computer lessons and kena his ankle thea..when he was bout to get in the cab, the cabbie tot he gt in adn went off....1 of my BRo's leg still outside and he told me the tyre went over.. bled alot and Dad brot him to c doc..cos he reached hm immediately feverish and nauseous..My dad tot small issue in teh cab and rejected the cabbie $50 compensation fee and he did waive off their trip fare..though its only a short journey frm wdls MRT..haiz.. but lucky he is recovering well and touch wood anythin the cabbie asked my bro to giv him a call.

I hope everyone will recover well..and this is 1 of the reason, this mth i dun care go out too often or too late if Dear nt wif me ...!!

Next Sat is President Election le after 5yrs.. time really can say v fast..who shall i vote? WEll..will follow my heart ..the 4 nominees all seem to be really caring for their ppl..so i hope things will get really better whoever is being elected and send bac those useless FTS ba.. the train during peak hr is really unbearable!!!

Yrly increment is here again..well $80 for grade A is alot? well..this kind of economy with so many FTs..better den nothin le !!! I been getting $80 for 3yrs ++ *contented*

Jus hope Dear can faster increase his pay too..OCt car insurance and rd tax is here again..siong ar..so i try cut dwn gg out unless jus norm dinner and nt dat i gt no heart to mit frens..well whoever wan misunderstand n tink this way..i dun wan say anything. i cut dwn gg restaurants too ..

Recently keep having headache and bod aches..oso dunno y..the aching can start frm shoulders and to back..i miss Batam getaway with Dear..really simple and no nid spend so much..

Someone told H Dear working in VIVO and he sms to verify and still say she wan hav a belated bdae cele @ his working restaurant. Siao de..her bdae in end Jul if i nvr rem wrongly..I told Dear if she do come dun giv her discount and still gotta be norm to her like a customer.. this is called professionalism , no choice..jus hope in meantime she dun go la!!!

Dat dae went TPY hub sign lease and we stood opp and watched the BB tea biz really no gd and according to H, they may wind up biz and boss gg bac TW yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! =) Heaven has eyes !! H still lookin for a place to start her bb tea biz..well wish her luck jus dun ever tink of  asking Dear for help if really cant find a job. She took bank loan so gotta pay mthly soon and nt cheap!

Sometimes.. i rather stay at hm - hahah i gt 2 hm nw =p Budgeting where i gg out to eat with frens and those i mit often i noe their budget..some i noe eat alot and like to chill out @ nice places..things nt the same for me le..i gotta scrimp and save and may hav to wait for my pay dae or wad.. tryin plan out my finances nw too..but wif so lil salaty.. nothin is gg work out for nw unless Dear increase pay which has a higher chance den me.. at least nt a $80 kind. $100 oso be happy le!! He seem much more satified with his job adn gt Ray to work with him, I am more assured.

2 daes ago.. i happen to see Dear fb add a filipno woman , profile pic v hiao and somemore i gt a fear in me and i qn him who is it and he told me its a job agent.. i say jus work add for wad? stupid jian nu ren face and he v angry over the phone say i insulted his fren..he told me she gt a bf le..i said SO..married oso lidat.. i jus gt a phobia seein a pinoy profile pic so hiao and in Dear's FB. We almost quaralled but Dear noe my worries and came bac after work to hug me tight tight and say he wont anyhw add woman as frens esp pinoy..Dear caught me checking on his hp after he came out bathing...he was v angry at first and ignored me den later i said sorry and tell him reason y i do that unknowingly..he told me this woman everyone noe her @ work and is a family fren of Dear's Boss too..well i accepted it and he wiped away my sudden roll dwn tears.. I felt so stupid suddenly so paranoid but i noe his line sure need mit alot of ppl..I noe he loves me alot but the fear is thea..he hugged me tight tight again and said he wont let me feel this way anymore..he noes sometimes i feel neglected though i am at hm waiting for him..he cant call me often @ work too nor whatsapp me..so he is glad he come hm can c me and can share with me his work probs and i oso feel assured seein him at hm on time after work =) *stupid me * I guess i really love this man alot..everytime he gives me cold shoulder.. i will jus tear and feel LOST w/o him ..i dun mind he everydae come bac disturb me or nag me etc...we sound like married couple ma? LOL..i no nid him bring me for nice food or wad.. jus continue to love me deeply this way i m v xingfu le =)

Hope nxt update b even a better one.. lucky still gt Leen @ work =p

Alast my exams are over and i suffered a very bad late menses cram causin myself to be giddy, nauseous plus over stress duing my exams. I actually vomitted on my eve of my exam =( I was given 2 daes mc and Dear very worried for me as it happened when i stayed over his hse last week..


POA paper was v difficult but i this time really put my heart to study and understand hw the workings are being calculated all by myself. This time round I am in long sleeves and in a jacket, fully geared in the *refrigerated* kind of exam rm. Lucky i went early to revise one last time. My name was not in the exam rm list and they actually left out few names =.= Jus hope 4 Aug i can see a P in my result slip..this is wad i am hoping for thats all. Silly Dear still went temple take ping an fu and surprise me wif ai xin breakfast ..I was really touched..Lixian came over to jia u for me b4 she went for her class too =)


His current job really makes me so heart pain ..everydae earliest is like 12 am den reach hm..and i only can wait for fri go fetch him after work and stay over wif the weekend. He only have 1 meal 1 dae and gotta share the staff meal again. I will order some fo and wait for him off work or play with my ihp or lappie.


I am jus looking fwd to weekend and his off dae , a dinner or movie and we try to mit amicably.. Yes stupid tenant n gf still ard and nw i have trained myself to totally treat them as transparent and wont even bother to look up when they come bac or going out.. I have meditated to this lvl cos oso seeing Dear workin so hard and can say he really do wadeva his boss ask him to do. No complains or whinings like b4, he has grown to be more responsible towards bulding our future hm. Time to invade the irritating pair privacy cos mostly they b at Dear's hse but nw i go over and irritate them with my existence.. if nt happy or wad jus go out of the hse ba ..u pair of irritating ppl.. no more me and Dear mus find place to go and spend unnecessary $$..Dear is sloggin hard and i jus do my own things n watch online video and make myself at hm.


The pair depends on the hse agent to help them find rm..and the guy told Dear mkt price nw is at least $650 for a rm, nw he noes hw lucky he is fr all dis yrs Dear hav to pay the extra expenses..and i reall feel like tellng them off , dun understand eng den dun everytime wake up mus ON 91.3 and jus listen to the beat =.=

Buay tahan... no more i going to tahan them till 31 aug latest..I will tell Dear to chase them out no matter hw if nt i wont stay over and he wont hav chance to snuggle me to zzz anymore till they are OUT!! Given other ppl already protest..where gt like me.. put on ear phones and on loud loud to zz..to refrain frm hearing the woman's shrieking high pitch voice..her wk permit is nt approved..hope govern continue to dun renew her work permit and she better go bac,dun come bac forever.. She is nt stupid at all.. wanna start an online manicure biz but i see her samples.. its nt pro and nice at all..poor guy gotta work and suppt her expenses in sg. Whether they can find a rm i dun care..off they have to go and cannot extend..no more nice guy to them..gotta show n tell them who is the owner..Dear still ask me wan buy fake nails frm her..he tot i jus dun like them but the prdts are innocent.. I jus dun wan hav anything to do wif them at all and he finally ming bai my hatred for this pair!

I guess my hatred for them is much stronger den i dislike anyone in my life for nw..i hav stopped contacting H forever le.. in order to reduce the guilt i intro H into the BB tea job. H told me she wanna start her own BB tea , gd luck to her ba..she oredi gt the bank loan.and so naive ..

Serene is bac to Sid le.. mit her few times when she comes bac to sg and spent some quality time..will post pics..so sweet of her wanna me can see Dear more so we went to his working place to eat and to wait for him too. Winter mus eat more ar..dun gan mao le.. glad we still can stay close like b4. Dear and Cr finally gt chance to mit..gave both impression nt a bad one =)

Last thu had a big quarrel wif him and i cried damn badly and din zzz. Duno is wrong dae or wad or wad i did to provoke him..frm 1 stupid word WAIT can turn into almost a break up and cooling period..He was very tired dat dae and I as usual waited patiently at hm and he called me to tell me he still working after his wrking hrs cos nxt dae gt 1 event early in the morn and they choose his workplace to hold. HE cried, we cried and he thot i was going to leave him after i told him i am also v tired to go thru all dis, work n study and endure the tenant for so long..he meant well ask me to go zzz cos i was still sick and i insisted i sick nt cos always nt enugh zz and wait up for him.. he said i wait for him brings addditional pressure to pack up fast and call me on the way hm.. even he hungry also dun eat jus to rush hm.. i hear le find very ridiculous lo..and he start to say i childish and dun appreciate his intns and i keep annoying him..he oso duno hw he can continue his work and duno wanna stop lovin me so much..my heart sank when i hear this and i jus say i wan leave here , if i fail my POA i dun wan study and whine alot..my fault too..he tot i dun wan him and becomes more agitated.well.. both of us din zzz..i saw the Brookes news on tv again sayin the Fking director n admin side really is a scam and tinking bout this, i emo again and oso worry bout my exam results and tinking if i FAIL den wad shld i go..jus hope 4 Aug is a new beginning for me in my studies..i been tinkin alot..so many mod and i can clear all, except this POA and i cant get my Deg? i felt so angry and Kris told me she may wan hav a bb and cannot study anymore..i will respect her final decision. Dear duno why i am so stress over the exam and result this time and i cant blame him too. I decide nt to let him noe cos it will make him more worried.

Fri morn i still call him @ 6am to wake him up but he oredi on the way to work and cryin in the car while driving.. he says he cant tink bout the dae i really leave him behind.. den we had a gd tok on phone and we compromised..whoever bz outside nxt time jus rest when tired.. no nid purposely wait up. Lucky the event went well if nt i will feel so guilty..

Yeah we got our iphones and our couple casing too =) see pics too. Duno is it after exam effect, my rite thumb had  been v numb for 1 week oredi and i read frm google its called cardinal tunnel syndrome.. heard its common when u type, write or on hp too long.. hope faster heal..Managed to mit Lixian Mei Mei go out and acc me cos i dun wan face the pair at hm..but viola when i reached Dear's hm, they were out till 12 plus..but i dun care.. at least hav few hrs of peace. I will jus b thick skinned and exist thea even they ard hahahhaa =)

My asset siting audit finally done..2nd dae.. i took urgent lve see doc as i felt i was dying frm my cram..Boss so worried tot i nt gg bac office cos i told him i gt mc but will oly go bac n the noon cos no one doin the audit liao cos Paige on 3 daes leave.

Saw BB En En and took some pics of her.. mama gg to take care dat rascal BB Jeremy bb sis soon after En En noe hw to walk cos she try to take care of 2 but En En went jealous..so young she can sense BB war and seek attn frm my mama =S I will so gonna miss her if she really nt coming here le.

Did a bit retail therapy wif Xian and San , all cheap cheap bargains, worth to buy and best part Dear was the sponsor,nt alot bt i am happy he gt such tot and stillsayang me so much but i din spend all..hmm i spend more on facial masks..so many kinds lo..my face mus continue mei mei and cannot shows signs of aging de lor..

Mus admit really tiring to wait up for him jus lidat.. if he wan me acc eat i may oredi eaten so i mus strategise my eating diet nw too =D

His hse internet reception really bad sometimes i feel so pek chek wanna watch online videos.. duno y le..everytime i stay over i sure dream of the irritating pair, either we havin war or me n the gal hav cat war lol..sianz.

I am so countin dwn to their leaving and told Dear i wan open champagne..he says ok. Xian said she wanna join in too haahha..sweet gal.. i glad i still can count on her on my studies though we are in diff major.

Till nxt update ba.. hope it be a gd one.

1 wk passed jus lidat..Dear oredi working @ new place for 1 wk..so far so gd, most of the Filipinos staffs were willin to listen to him and cooperate @ work. Dunno they cheap labour yet cannot perform full pts @ work ? Haiz...wanna cut cost again. Last Fri we presumed it was WIVES day as all went to fetch their hubby after work including me =D Its gd those Filipinos noe me as the MGR wife so that they can retreat and steer clear of him..i gt PHOBIA of all dis women.. though he no nid assured me but still he did..i will trust him. He will drive on weekends cos he will end work @ 2am, weekdaes be @ 11pm. Haiz. I only can see him once a wk. His off day will be on weekdaes so its like jus meet him few hrs only unless i hav to make effort to mit him the nite b4 and stay over and acc him for late supper which is his dinner too.. Poor him dun hav much time to rest and eat . The chef will cook staff meals but nt everydae nice accordin to him. The Filipinos staff wont leave much for him to eat too.. they gt free jus eat ..wth! Cheapos. I told him to buy a loaf of Gardenia bread so dat he can eat if he really hungry, by the time he end work, nothin much to choose frm. He gotta drive to nearest Tiong bahru kopitiam to da bao food hm cos it closes @ 3am daily. Ya we sound like nan fen nan she , gt frens tell me i gt more freedom, we will cherish each other more, less conflicts etc......I was readin up on those couples hw they can mit mayb 1 mth 1 time due to geographic location or due to 1 of the inflexi working hrs. Some even 1 yr less den 5 times. omg! I duno hw they go thru but i can say mostly hav spare tyres or at least a close opp partner to fall on.. its the fact! For me, mayb i shld jus adapt.. we hav 1 whole life to live togth and see each other everydae after married.

Talking abt this, my mama suddenly asked me for our 8 charac again, this time round says wad go to some master to get a date for our ROM /weddin for nxt yr. I told Dear. He wasnt v keen to hear on, so i jus cut short..I noe my mama..she sometimes last min wan do jus do de.. and few daes passed le, no updates from her. I oso dun wanna ask much too. Actually i dun hav any preferred dates jus dat i dun wan the common dates like V dae etc.....I seriously tinkin dun wan weddin banquet cos its a hassle and waste of $. I believe he treat me gd I be contented le..nt like some couples ie.celebs throw a grand weddin and ended up a divorce.. so y throw $ in this when we can go for long honeymoon instead. After mama gav me the date, I am going to fight war with her over this. I suspect she PMS , her temper v irritating and she can nag non stop. Now weekends i be hm muggin for my POA paper on 4 Jul.. I need peace pls..........so i rather stay in my rm whole dae and rather sit on flr revising =.=

I keep coughing bit , i hope MR COUGH dun come bac to me. Dear promised to bring me bac to Night Safari after my exam. I hope dun rain this time and dampened our mood nan de he OFF.

If only i can off 1 wk 1 time den i can acc him..but i noe tis nt possible, he is also tryin to spend time wif me..noein my exam period, i need encouragement most.

Serene is bac in sg but i doubt can only mit her 1 or 2 times and she b going bac nxt week le..nvm le..she b coming bac in future, if our frenship still stands, we can hang out more. Sorry Mag , i read ur blog and felt sad for u, besides seein wad u write, i guess u hav heard enugh of consolence, words of buck up etc.. its really nt ez, nt every1 can forget so fast.. and no nid push urself so hard.. its nobod fault k! Hugs. I will meet u when my exam is over so dat i can try spend abit time for u..after my this paper, I hav 2mths brk. Since he wont be free for me workin all the way..gd news : i can hiao more and go bac to bao yang regime soon..been kinda nua to take care and i can see frm my face.. yikes! Hate to see myself in mirror..only thing still hardworkin is to put facial mask nw ..grrrrrr =.=

Been catchin up on xin.msn on the LADIES NITE..its kinds short only 90 mins compared to NU REN WO ZUI DA.. but at least its strictly directed for SG ppl to use or to noe.. TW side climate may differ.. Seein this show motivates me again to mus doll up and b a pretty modern 30 yr old. Everythin will sag and nt attractive if i continue be so bo chup @ times..

Dear and me went to Iluma walk and walk and realise we almost lost contact wif wad is happening outside..he work and work, I coop @ hm study. I oredi kinda noe b4 i grad, i wont really get to hiao much. We had dinner @ this Empire State - western food. Food was yummy i shld say, portion jus rite, but dat dae he was v hungry and we ordered alot. See pics attached soon. We wasted few slices of pizza in the end. I love the round and big seat. Ideal for a big grp of ppl gathering. They told me they will open a new outlet in CWP..so i shall wait and see =)

Oh i gonna be part of ihp club soon le cos i can upgrade my handset @ $0 ..yes free iphone 4. We are on high end plan when i signed for my milestone. We nvr expect we b havin 1 soon. We are going ard to see nice and cute casings for our phones.. jus nice my milestone start to giv probs again..another 17 daes to change =)  We are contented to hav 16GB cos we do not wish to top up $70 to get a 32GB. Hmm..black or white.. we b natural abt this.

Since he chose over this job instead of workin in the chinese restaurant in Chinatown, I am more assured. At least no grp of ah tiongs will hav funny ideas on him..i jus hate FTs be it any where de.. to me most are trouble makers and hm wreckers. I cannot tahan talkin or treat them nice ...if i go for a meal..i will giv the basic manners dats all =/ Mayb i am too sensitive but I was intimidated once and i noe hw those women tinkin hw to leech on gd and potential sg men be it they married or single ..and some guys dun mind too cos they noe hw to serve and hypnotize men better den sg women..this is no doubt we mus learn frm them to keep our men. So whether u noe hw to cook its nt a issue in this era, or doin hsework, its hw to make ur men happy esp when it comes to create sparks and always make them feel pampered. This is my tinking, no nid take it so hard as ref.

Really nvious my sis lor..she went HK and TW, i heard its quite near , lucky her lo..with her meagre salary.. mayb its gd enugh for her to spend..and i hav full peace and gd zzz @ hm..i duno she will get for me anything. I long time no see my bb niece , heard she gettin naughtier cos she noes hw to crawl all over the place le. Hope to capture her on cam soon =D

Exam coming, i hope faster get it done, Vit b finished liao so i depend on my ZZZ supplements and i dun wan waste my weekend nw...these 3 weeks jus study, cut dwn online video den after dat i hav 2 mths of freedom. Waitin for Kris to join me for 2nd yr.. it b gd we can really study togth. =p 

Belated USS Pictures =) Happy 1 Yr to us on 27 Mar 2011