Make this count.

"You are a lazy, self-indulgent, little girl, who is making herself crazy."

I feel like Girl, Interrupted has given me a lot to think about.

I'm on Say Anything now.

I am incredibly scared but intensely hopeful.

You'll be gone a long time.

It will be anything but easy.

But I will find my way to you.

Lloyd: One question, are you here cause you need someone

or cause you need me? Forget it, I don't care.

Diane: I need you.

I will be your hero & your whore.

I'm feeling mega gross now guys,

I've got a sore throat, blocked nose, blocked up ears

and am so bloated.

It's not fun at all.

*

What I don't get is how I could be so happy,

so fucking ridiculous and happy about it,

and then the next minute you're angry,

I'm upset,

you're leaving,

I'm running down the street crying.

I really don't understand.

*

This strangeness aside,

there are days when you come through for me,

I come through for myself,

it's beautiful beautiful beautiful,

I can see this going on forever.

*

I think it's just cause you're leaving

and I want to do everything with you

but I'm not the only one

and I also have to do time-wasting things like,

you know, school work.

*

Really.

Forever.