You'll always be my Konstantine

Hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine
You spin around me like a dream
We play out on this movie screen
I said Did you know I miss you?

I feel so damn stoned.
That's all.

NANANA. NANANA. NANANANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Sometimes I really feel like I'm talking to myself and all my words are just going to WASTE.

Prove me wrong.
Tag.
*
Thank GAWD.The Parapara woman is OUT!
*throws confetti*

Paul is so sexayy. Haha,yes yes, I'm evil.

Tommorrow I won't just get to read your words!
But see your face.

You Say : Stop, No, Stop, No, Go.

Emo is OVER, GO HOME.

Maybe I should just decide what I want right now.

Or now.

Maybe now.

I can't.

You are the only thing that makes sense for me, but I can screw even that up sometimes.

It's really hard to love me isn't it?

But all that matters is you do.

*

Life is quite annoying sometimes.Someone out there or up there is laughing at me.

Everyone does!

Save those kisses

Okay!
Things to do!

*Stop biting my nails all the way down, because they just end up hurting like hell.
Like they do right now.
Owwwwww.

*Go tanning!
Grow out my hair!

[*coughROXYGIRLLLLcough*]

*Do my chinese homework that's like, 4 weeks overdue.
Dieeeee lah.

English oral tommorrow!

-

ooooooh.Friday night baby!

A glance makes me weak

I know you need someone now.
Don't worry it'll work out.

I'm happy I spent today with you.
And I'm happy you liked your gift.
And I'm happy with your reaction,what you said...and did.
mmm.

The beach is so beautiful!

*

You're so pretty, it's unfair!

*snorts* I'm not pretty.Why...You wanna be pretty?

Well...Yeah!

One touch and I'll be in too deep

Racial Harmony Day.
Eva was supposed to go along with my plan of wearing high tops and in her case,Vans.
But she was nehneh and wore slippers.

Nevermind.I was rocking all alone.

Haha.THEY ARE PURPLE CHUCKS.PURPLE, NOT PINK. Thankyouverymuch.

Qi Xuan claimed that I looked like some sort of runaway bride.All my friends were so sexaay today! (:

Me and Roxygal yo yo.Check it out. She even had her pink hanbag to accesorize, and she carried it down to assembly.Shocking.

And horrible horrible shoes.

Haha, I'm sorry. I'm just bitter that they weren't in my size, so I couldn't fit in them.

My homegirl Va.

I've learnt that Saris are itchy. And hot. And that it's fucking kickass to wear one! Hahaha!

*When we collide we lose ourselves

Bring me back little smiles

You're my shooting star.

So they found out.
Oh well, secrets aren't that fun.

Oh wait, actually they are.

Rooftops and Invitations

The first time
you looked at her curves
You were hooked
And the glances you took
Took hold of you and
demanded that you stay
And sunk in their teeth
Bit your heart and released
Such a charge that you need
Another touch, another taste, another fix.

Haha,CHMA.
My phone fell on the floor on the way there and died! :(
Little boy playing that weird instrument.
Eva and I were like AHHHHHH!! *points*
Clara was all "I want paul!"
Left when one of the bands started playing some chinese song.
Eva and Clara of course wanted to stay in Bishan and emo [without me]
So I went to City Hall and hung out for approximately 15 minutes, to say hi to Egan.WANTED TO WATCH LOVE ME BUTCH.
Couldn't.

She just might get you lost
And she just might leave you torn
But she just might save your soul
If she gets you
when she gets you any closer.

Saturday.
Went to Hai Sing Catholic.
Egan's band is good.

She leads you up,
Points out skylines and stars
Steeple chases in bars
And took your keys
And demanded that you stay
The city longs well for
Rooftops and invitations
All lace in secret places
She moves you to touch with her hands.

Something happened and I was scared.
So I said no.
And that was it.
That kinda sucked actually.

And she just might get you lost
And she just might leave you torn
but she just might save your soul
If she gets you
When she gets you any closer.

Later that day,I met Shiang Nee + Renny + Renny's sis + Clara + Eva + Sergeant.
All these people = crazy time at Baybeats!
We hung out for awhile then went to eat at Marina.
Shiang Nee was like I want somebody to piggyback me!
So I did.
And I forgot who piggybacked who else.
But anyway,we did that up the long staircase at Marina.

Eva and I were super duper hyper that night.
Someone forgot to give us our medicine.
Who's fault is it?...
CLARA!

Yes,madness at Yoshinoya.
Clara informed me that everyone was staring at us.
Yeah,they only do that cause we be fly,yo.
WE HAVE PIMPED OUT RIDES.
Lol,we don't. I LIED!
But I've always wanted to say that.

Under the cold sheet
Where the welcomed touch
Of skin and skin will meet
Out on the inside where a girl's prize
Is at the tip of your tongue
Where every move and
Each impulse brings clarity
To stay like this is
Everything you'll ever need.

We went back to catch a few more acts, and then the ciggie smoke proved to be too much for all of us.
Later Roxygal,me,Va and Shiang Nee sat at the breakwater.
It was really cool cause we could hear the music echoing.
And we talked about serious stuff.
Everyone was having issues that day.
[Except for Shiang Nee, who only got rather emotional when Eva and I wanted to throw a bottle into the water.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!THE FISHES!!!!!!"
"But -"
"NOOOOOOOOO!DON'T KILL THEEEEEE FISHESSSSSSSSS!"]
Walked far far out to get a cab.

When I was lying on my bed trying to sleep that night/morning, the quiet just made me think a lot.
Avoiding people makes me feel ICKY.

She just might get you lost
And she just might leave you torn
But she just might save your soul
But she gets you any closer.

Watched Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest yesterday!
I was a happy happy happy girl.
Watched with GRACE, Shan, Lingy, Joy, Bandana, Therese, and Zara.

And my/his/our issue got solved before the movie.
I cried that morning and I felt better.
It was like, instantaneous.
Amazing.
(:

Grace and I waited like THREE whole years for this movie.
I think I am a bit mad.
I find that I have memorised the exact lines from Curse of the Black Pearl, and can match the bits of the soundtrack to what scene it is in the film.
Scary.

Grace and I actually screamed "HIS HAT!" at this one bit.
People laughed at us,hahaha.
Ooooooh,cliffies.
*takes out pistol and shoots Disney*
SNEAKY BLIGHTERS!






Can you believe your eyes?

Nothing and nowhere

Maybe if I ask nicely enough, you would just shut up and leave me alone.
Like "Thank you for your concern, but would you just back the fuck off?Please and thank you."

It's getting irritating. And yelling at you is a bitch cause my throat already hurts.

Taina is fully booked:
Friday - CHMA!
Saturday - Egan's band playing at Hai Sing's school carnival.
And BAYBEATS!
Sunday - Watching Pirates!

My head hurts.
Bye.

*
Vote for Paul!

The wind went and pulled me into your hurricane

You'll never scream so loud
As I want to scream with you


As amused as I am by you guys screaming at random intervals when you see me in the corridor " OH MY GOD TAINA.YOU LOOK LIKE PAUL!"
... You don't actually believe that do you?

I mean.It's been like a month or so.
The resemblance should have worn off already.

I think.

Nevermind. I'm having fun with this!

Come on sweet catastrophe

I woke up 45 minutes early today and couldn't go back to sleep.
So I went to wash my hair.

Barely survived school, escaped chem/physics and bio.
Left for CCK with one of my ears going deaf, due to the fact that I was sharing my ipod with Shiang nee.

Didn't get a stomache like I normally do.
Didn't freak out like I normally do.
I felt so strangely calm.
I jumped 153cm.
NEW PB.
The second place medal doesn't matter.
I got out of my freaking slump!

Later went to town with NSN and met Egan.
Shiang Nee left after awhile and we went to Taka.

I love snowglobes.
And the card is freaking hilarious!
Thanks babe, you're so damn amazing.

When we collide we lose ourselves

You're not quite right in the head
And nor am I
And that is why I like you

*

I love you more than chocolate.
I love you more than music.

Okay.So I love you more than...

Your cookie monster shirt?

Yeah, I love you more than my cookie monster shirt...
But you're still not getting it.

*

I had fun buying junk at the Flea Market yesterday.
Eva and I wanted to steal Clara's HOT PINK handbag.
For a Roxygirl, that girl is sharp.
Damn, maybe some other time we'll get it.

QI XUAN GUESS WHAT I GOT FOR YOU.
You would love me forever, I swear.

*

Nationals tommorrow.
Fact #1 : I always underperform.
Fact #2: I always cry after it.
Fact #3: I DO NOT WANT TO FUCK UP AGAIN THIS YEAR.

I hate feeling disappointed.

*

Hey, guess what!

I think I love you.

A lot of stuff has been happening.
And I am just too lazy to type it all out.
Because I've already written it in my diary.

Or maybe I just don't want to tell you about it.


But let me tell you a story.
It involves a girl and a boy and the girl's friends and the boy's friends and music and guitars and bands and a whole lot of crazy fun nonsense.
And it all happens in the space of 2 weeks.
Or 12 days,if you want to be exact.

*

WALAAAA,WAH LAO.
Haha,I sucked.

But yay,two days off from school.

Today...was interesting.
And totally new.
And confusing.

But I do know that I liked it.