Bballed again today. I think Casslynn and I are improving. :)
Soon we can play with my BFF Hebe and her BF Mike, also Hebe's husband.
I LOVE S.H.E's new song. Okay, I think I can get over the DNYBY thing and LOVE IT! cant stand it leh, Mike has kissed so many other girls already. Where does Hebe stand?
Then went to watch Enchanted.
I think Enchanted is a lovely show. This is what dreams are made up of! Pretty pretty. I think everyone should watch Enchanted.
PAWs meeting tomorrow. Hope it wont be too shitty or too little people in attendance.
I feeling very emotional now due to that show again. I have just watched the trailer for the next episode.
FEEL LIKE DYING.
They are gna start their relationship so damn bloody fast. What happened to the chase?
Plus, it has a typical plot I think. My expectations were too high. Or maybe, the reason why I love the show is just because of the cast.
And my secret fantasy that Hebe and Mike will get together while filming.
I hope I will grow to love the show again next Monday.
Anyway, I have been seeing less of S.H.E. lately. I mean as a group all together. Every weekday I see Selina on ch 52 and Hebe on DNYBY. Ella seems to be MIA-ing in Hong Kong with the XGB people.
And Hebe cried on this yt video I saw. SO FUPSETTING since she hardly cries.
JIAYOU HEBE!
I LOVE YOU, IM SURE MIKE AND WILBER AND LIWEI LOVES YOU TOO!
I think you are a great actor and I love all your shows.
And I also think you have excellent chemistry with your co-star in your latest show, Bull Fighting, Hebe Tien.
Therefore, I feel that you might want to further develop your relationship with her by making her your girlfriend and eventually marrying her in the near future.
You might be afraid of objections from your maniac female fans BUT, I am pretty certain they would be thrilled to see you get together with Hebe rather then say someone like, Raine?
Please reconsider this and get together with Hebe. It will seriously make me super happy to learn that you are going to marry Hebe as you two look so cute together and would make a terrific couple.
Yours Sincerely, ShuYan
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SEE! Just can married lah. How compatible can they get?
I seriously hope THEY get together. :) However, if Wilber and Mike fights, I think any one of them would be okay! I will let Hebe choose.
I am extremely obsessed by this show. Everyday, I anticipate for new episodes of DNYBY. SIGHHH. Its a OMFG lovely thing. Everyone should watch this show!
After quiting my job, My days are spent sleeping a lot. So, I want to be more constructive with my life. I will now watch Bleach more frequently and watch more miscellaneous youtube videos to further maximize my entertainment. As such, I have found a new oxj to watch. :)
I will also try and indulge in baking and attempting to create Christmas presents for everyone. However, I can predict failure. So maybe I will try and if I dont succeed. PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME. My mum used to help me sew those home economics rubbish.
And I bloody hate homework. They are just there to RUIN MY LIFE. I just really cannot bring myself to do all those shit. I keep procrastinating but I don't want to rush everything in the last week of December cause I 100% sure cannot finish in time. :( I haven't started any yet. BUT I WILL. Soon.
I am so free to blog everyday about rubbish stuffs. Maybe I should switch to livejournal so I can hide all my lovely nuaing abt ppl. Think I wil change blogskin again soon.
I watched the first episode of DNYBY instead of waiting for the whole series to be out to chiong.
AND AND AND, I am totally going to dedicate this blog to this show. I can predict I will love love love this show.
I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT EPISODE TO BE OUT!
Its a super cool show about basketball and LOVE. :) I believe in true love! Just not in real Singapore.
Even the first episode is totally amazing. Hebe is so cute, LW so loyal, and Mike so damn mesmerizing.
Hebe has totally inspired me to become an ahlian again. However, unlike Yi Shen Xue (YSX) I do not have a father which owns a whole street or a nice and lovely bodyguard who loves me like mad Jin Zi Cong (JZC) SO I CANNOT BECOME A TRUE AHLIAN.
Went Bball at Cass's house there so we could immerse ourselves more in depth-ly into the show. But erm, at least, WE KNOW, BOBO IS WORSE THAN US. We played the alphabet-y game and we trashed him. Muahaha! YuHan joined us later. Watched a bit of horror movie which wasnt really horrific in the end. Was a bit confusing actually.
So anyway, I love the Hebe and Mike pairing. May Mike fall head over heels in love with Hebe and Hebe back with Mike. Then they can get married and have 5 kids. Live in a nice bungalow overlooking the sea with a maid and a chef. Mike can drive a ferrari and Hebe will be this cool hip Mum which brings her lovely 5 kids to work. Her house will have plenty of dogs and her good friends Selina and Ella will visit her every other day with their lovely family. Ella with Jay + 20 kids and Selina with Show and 2 babies. I think I shall write a letter to Hebe and Mike soon!
Life is wonderful with DNYBY in my life. JiaYu calls the show cow. HAHA!
I quit job today. I just.. felt too miserable there to continue working for one more month. Reasons why I could not continue on at work.
1. Miserable there. 2. Saw holiday homework and felt it would be a miracle if I could even finish it. 3. Needed time to set up CCA properly. 4. Needed to visit SPCA and animal welfare homes. 5. Going overseas. 6. Most importantly, I guess is the miserable feeling the the horrbile dreadful feeling of going to work. 7. Parents are super worried at me at work.
Btw, is one allowed to bitch about one's customers? Or issit like not allowed and you get sued or something?
I felt productive and studious ytd.
So I went and printed the biology and chemistry holiday assignments.
AND WOARHHHHH.
We have 36 horrible pages of energetics, moles and all that rubbish.
6 disgusting biology essays. and I havent even looked at the maths assignment properly yet. But the SHIT integration and vectors tutorials are still incomplete.
In the end, I did nothing yet. Bet I'm gna have to chiong everything in the last week of december. SHIT. and the OGL workshop and everything.
IF ONLY,
we could do the lovely thing of going to school and copy homework. SIGHHHH.
I went to ayyl's blog to wish him, BUT RIGHT, in his latest post, he has 8347+ comments filled with rubbish abt ppl telling him what they do each day. *#&%%&!
Please dont waste comment space.
Anyway, I happen to be on the 295 page of comments. So being frustrated, I went to his previous blogposts and started wishing him Happpy Bday. Arent I clever? Bet those stupid smelly worms never think of it! :)
Scrolling through his comments make me feel v disgusted. I hope ayyl feels as disgusted too about the comments. :) And I totally remembered why Jac and I hate the WORMS so much already. They do shitty things like call jwdc and ayyl 宝贝 and 亲爱的. Like shit please die.
Who cares, they will love me and jac more I swear. And when I marry ayyl, I totally get a lot of free goodies! HAHAHA!
Doreen and ShuYan's Grading System for Superstars.
ayyl 83 xy 80 pyw 77 mike 67
Lovely right. AYYL is the highest followed by XY.
:D
BTW, after watching all the clips of new favourite show, I have a new list of people whom I think should fall in love with Hebe.
1. Mike He Cause obviously, they act together. Mike Kissed Her. Mike say that she will electrify ppl with her eyes meaning they CHU DIAN in a way. :D And I think its okay if Hebe stead with Mike. I have no problems with that.
2. Lee Wei Cause they work together. He is super sweet to her in the show. But I would rather Hebe end up with Mike then LeeWei.
3. Duan Chen Feng HE TEACHES HER BBALL. In a way quite cool. He must really have nothing to do cause his job is to teach Hebe bball yet he doest appear in the show. Sad but who cares. Hope he kena chudian by Hebe. Secretly still love him a bit from MVPqingren. Still Mike btr.
4. Ming Dao Cause he will visit the place where they filming. And he can secretly anlian hebe cause she too chio already! HAHA.
Still. First choice is Mike, AYYL, Wilbur and XY.
YAY!
10:33 PM;
♫ Sunday, November 18 .
Back form 2nd day at work. I feel better about going to work after talking to Cheryl and KaiYi. They taught me ways to slack at the entrance. Unfortunately they didnt teach me to slack at the exit.
At least I didnt cry. Cause the people today were more importantly, willingly to teach me. And maybe cause Cheryl's friend was there to be nice to me. :) So work wasnt v shitty. And Cheryl was nice enough to come down and haver dinner for me.
All I did was stand there and wrapped stuff. And erm, exchanged star coupons. Then did the closing stuff. ONCE AGAIN, DORA TERORIZED ME. This is the 2nd day DORA has terrorized me. I HATE HER LAH. BLOODY BITCH! Her show is so damn retarded somemore.
On the 1st day of work, I had to find the price tag for her damn tent for a damn long time. Find like crazy. Then later while putting back their toys in their respective areas I had to find her stupid thing all over the place.
Then TODAY, of all the board games in the world, HER STACK HAD TO TOPPLE OVER AND I HAD TO REARRANGE HER STUPID CANDYLAND STACKS. ARGH! And I told Cheryl during dinner that, I have a fear for Dora.
Anyway, why are board games so expensive? They are basically one big piece of cardboard and some fake money, a few dice and erm, a few metal thingies. And they sell it for 60+ bucks. I seriously think the Disney Monopoly is cool! People can get me that for my birthday/christmas. But so shittily expensive. I have been hanging around the family fun toys for a long time. You can ask me about the toys there.
BTW, while talking to Cheryl and KaiYi on msn last night, I realised that there were stupid CCTV cameras everywhere. SO SHIT RIGHT, THAT MEANS ALL THE WHILE I WAS CRYING I GOT SEEN. THEN I THINK I BEI FA XIAN cause today at work, the supervisor asked me not to cry. Then the manager was like, you okay? Wont like quit tmr or something?
HOW COME I WILL BFX?
SO DIULIAN CAN!
I HOPE THE NEXT TIME I WORK I WONT CRY ANYMORE.
David rocks btw,
I got soul but I'm not a soldier. says: do bengs work at toys r us
YA LOR WHY DONT HAVE. I didnt even think about this possibility leh. SADLY NO BENG.
I am so addicted to the clips of dou niu yao bu yao. Only watch a few seconds also can NUA until like that. Imagine if watch the whole show. HAHAH!
NEED TO SLEEP! BYBYEEEEE
2:22 AM;
♫ Friday, November 16 .
8 horrible things I would rather do than go to work tomorrow.
1. Run 2.4 km 2. Sit for a 3 hour Biology lecture 3. Get repeatedly thrown in Judo for 1 hour 4. Climb up a mountain 5. Crawl in mud 6. Touch a rat, cockroach or any insect 7. Talk to my brother 8. Abstain from youtube/any video viewing website for 2 weeks
That is how much I dread going to work tomorrow.
However, I saw something which cheered me up a bit.
Got my favourite quarrel couple and QIANG WEN!
I hope tomorrow will be better, It doesnt have to be excellent. Just good enough to not make me cry.
7:46 PM;
I love my parents and my parents love me! :D
This post is gna make me sound v lousy and whatever. I dont really care if people call me weak. Its not worth it. Or I couldnt do it at that point in time.
First day of WORK was really shitty. I CRIED ON THE FIRST DAY OF WORK CAN! But before that Pearlyn and Michelle were nice to walk around with me at suntec for a bit before y work starts and haha, they were really like anxious parents sending me off. :)
It was the most horrible thing on earth I swear. The person just threw me at the entrance to DIE ALONE. All I did was find price tag thingies and laminate them. I had no idea what to do seriously cause she never give me anything to do OR TEACH ME WHAT TO DO LEH.
SO I had to sit there with this other girl and I was like being so quiet throughout. BEING UNABLE TO TALK SUCKS. ANd most importantly, I had no friends there to bitch too or what leh. FKING MISERABLE THE FEELING.
And right, I HATE DORA THE EXPLORER. HER BLOODY ITEMS MAKE ME V FRUSTRATED. Her stupid TENT price tag and her TOY THINGY.
I feel like I would rather go without money then work for it. I told Cheryl about my job woes and she said try out a few more days lor. :( The people there are really nice and everything but the feeling is still v v v miserable. They will talk to me and everything but is the polite polite kind, but... Cause you are totally clueless and dont know what to do. The people there like kinda fierce too.
Then while I was straightening out all the stupid toys, I cried and work leh. SO SHITTY.
SO HELPLESS.
AND I DONT CRY IN PUBLIC LOR! Hopefully it was not very obvious.
My parents were v nice about the while thing. They were v excited abt me getting a job and will sms me and draw a map of the BIG suntec city for me. Then after work they came picked me. It was horrible, the moment I got into the car cried like shit cause too fupset! But they were like okay its okay if u quit.
SIGH. I DONT KNOW WHY I WOULD WANT TO ACTUALLY FIND A JOB. I HAVE A PERFECTLY GOOD LIFE. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE GREEDY FOR MONEY. NO MONEY IS OKAY.
Anyway, this one day work experience has made me learned that, NEXT TIME, I WANT TO BE MY OWN BOSS and open my own shop or whatever. I refuse to work in a horrible environment. Or I should just live the tai tai life.
This fiasco should have been foreseen, there were warnings everywhere. The animal shop and BnJ refused to employ me. THESE WERE SIGNS. And i didnt heed it leading to this miserable state.
I want to quit so badly, but it would be v v bad for cheryl. Does anyone want to work at toyrus with me? at least I would have somebody to bitch with and endure this with.
THIS IS WRONG WRONG WRONG. Instead, I should have been obsessing over AYYL.
HAH! Found some electrifying vids of AYYL. I love him again! AHHHH!!
SEE SEE SEE! WHY I LOVE AYYL. Irresistible!
I start work tmr. SO FREAKED OUT. I have this fear that my fellow colleagues will ostracise me as they might feel I'm too quiet/ retarded. :( I hope they dont do that to me. I can share Cheryl scandal stories with them Haha! But YAY, cheryl rocks okay! She got me this job.
P/S: Jac is the coolest person I know who ahs the most wonderful dreams.
jacqqq says: yalun's song super nice! jacqqq says: i had a dream last night about you & him btw! jacqqq says: dont know you two quarrel or what, then he sing that song for you jacqqq says: ahahah
Skipped the Sentosa trip with lovely class to meet Jac and Cheryl. In the process, missing out on precious 38.
Had Subway, and sat there for almost 2 hours 38ing about other stuff.
Oh, and on the way home, me and Jac met some terribly weird ppl on the mrt. There was this PI who kept moving towards her. And some old man who moved over to some HCI girl and commented that her hair was dry and she should put some oil.
38ing terrible I know, esp abt ppl we don't know but who cares lah. As I have realised, some people really don't have the skill to 38 so qi jin like others.
Got a job at ToyRUs too. Should be starting work on Thursday if nothing goes wrong.
Life feels pretty shitty now. It must be the hormonal thingy. :(
10:37 PM;
♫ Thursday, November 8 .
To the SPCA, with Michelle and some CNNY people. (Rachel, YiJia and erm, 2 others)
And OH MAN, the SPCA is a super sad place! It makes me want to go there everyday to play with the dogs, feed them and clean out their cages. Michelle and I were like in awe of the volunteers there!
SEEE! Your heart will break when you see the lovely dogs. I mean, why would people in their right minds abandon their dogs. When I got home I told my Dad, "There were 2 SIBERIAN HUSKIES THERE LEH!"
And my Dad was damn shocked cause huskies are really nice and beautiful dogs. My family loves dogs! HOWEVER, we live in a horrible pathetic house that disallows me from keeping dogs.
Btw, some guy wanted to interview me and he asked if I knew of any experience of anyone abandoning their pets. And I gave him WanPei's hamster story cause its the first thing that came to my mind. And WP is the first person I know to save an animal like that. Then He asked for her contact number and name and erm, I gave it to him cause its a really WEI DA thing to do. I think she will kill me though.
Then when you go into their sort of like 'cage' thingy you can tell they are dying to get out and its so sad. Plus when you pet them or anything you call tell they really like people to play with them. The owners who abandon them are just JIAN EVIL CREATURES MONSTERS.
:(
It's not only the dogs. The moments we stepped into this 'space' for cats, Michelle totally fell in love with the cats la. They were like walking and jumping around. Plus, the cats don't bite at all, they let you pet and everything. if they don't like it they just walk away. They were kinda sweet. Michelle was like playing their rubber balls with them and a few cats kept playing with my bag. :) They were not as upset as the dogs but you could tell they really want to get out as well.
Then we went to see the rabbits and the kittens. And wahlau, the 2 month old kittens were so tiny and so cute. It was the most adorable thing!
Sigh, I want to volunteer there and help to walk the dogs etc. HOWEVER, you have to be like, 17 before they let you do anything. And when is my birthday? DECEMBER. SO then, I can volunteer and walk the dog etc. And you need commitment. Stupid A levels. Maybe we could do it as an CCA activity. Volunteering at the SPCA or other animal welfare organizations.
Therefore, this little doggy should feel pretty happy! She sleeps in air-con everyday. This is her pet terrapin too!
SIGHHHH. :(
Anyway, I was able to start WoWing again! Im now a lvl 52 druid! Haha. Totally a big improvement from MS. In MS, my highest lvl character was like, lvl 18.
I think right, I am 38ing more than ever. Its not our fault that things have gotten exciting!
Feel so mean and shitty for 38ing but, things get a whole lot more exciting that way.
SIGH.
Anyway, woman from pet shop didn't call. In a way, thats cool. Sad thing is, I REALLY NEED MONEY!
Went for Buffet at Sakura with JiaYu, Casslynn, Doreen and MONSTER Phoebe. Btw, Doreen gave me this sweet little pouch which she made herself! Its v nice.
And being KS and everything, we were like one of the first into the restaurant and the last one out of that place. Ate damn a lot until we were all practically bursting and couldn't walk properly. Plates of sashimi, tempura and ice-cream. Even Phoebe was full. But then again, she ate at our sch canteen before proceeding to buffet.
Walked a bit, then went to Subway to sit and 38. TSKTSK.
I am having doubts alrdy and I havent even started work leh! The workload suddenly seems ridiculous and taxing. 9hours/day 6days/week
:(
All the stupid homework assignments keep jumping out at me.
Shit. Maybe the woman will reject me after all.
OH and @#$& I suddenly remembered the CIP thingy I promised Nadine.
Please reject me!
7:22 PM;
OP is over! YAY!
PW is over! YAY!
No more shitty PW meetings at insane times/hours! YAY!
No more sitting ard talking with half of my other PW mates. :(
Oh well, at least we will still meet up for free sakae treats! :)
Life is shitty right now cause WoW is taking forever to install. BUTBUT,I just went for a job interview. The woman says she will call me tmr to tell me if I got the job. I think the chances are damn slim cause apparently I have too many "commitments". But the working hours are super long. At least I can imagine myself slacking in the shop and cutting some dog's hair! I WANT THE JOB! Totally must try out this working life and earn some $$!!
But if I work, I cant go out and CHILL/SHOP so often anymore. SADLY. One day per week to shop/chill/buffet enough meh? Plus I have JF activities to do. AND NO TIME TO WoW. Wahlau. Money comes at a horrible price.
ANYWAY, I have decided that
I will 38 less. I will 38 less. I will 38 less.
Cause in the end one day all this horrible 38ing that I do will turn into horrible bad karma and bite me back again. This resolution has been going for damn long but I havent had the determination to carry it out. BUT this time, I WILL SUCCEED!
HAHA but A bunch of us went to her house to help her celebrate! There is WP, JY, DJ, TK, BoBo, Erwin and Nicholas and his Venus fly trap!
We baked the nice lovely cake for her okay! It was filled with love and eggs and oil! Had lovely food at her house and watched a movie. Casslynn is really queen of pirated stuff I must say!
Then went back to sch for dreaded PW and walked ard Amk Hub a bit. Cass and I wished for 2008 to come faster so we can buy cute panda organisers! Discussed with Nicholas which DS games we would want to 'purchase'.
Anyway, I was totally fupset cause I ws doing some patching to my terrible WoW and suddenly everything was GONE! LIKE LOST IN CYBERSPACE.
SO I BEGGED JIAYUN TO PASS ME THE WoW CD TMR AND SHE REFUSED. SAYING THAT I WAS BECOMING AN ADDICT AND SHE WOULD ALLOW ME TO PLAY ONLY AFTER OP!
SO I WAS TOTALLY DEVASTATED and went to youtube a bit to cheer myself up. Watched some miscellaneous clips of new found love XGB and then, GUESS WHAT I FOUND?
I think this is totally cool cause HEBE sounds 289462605 times btr than Jolin! Bloody ChioBu.
Anyway I had this cool secret wish, like one day I would sit for some important Chinese exam COMPO test and the Ques would go something like,
