"要爽由自己" -- 可口可乐


thou shalt climb the 5 flight of stairs each day to enable thou to lose five kg in thy six months.

i dont wna get any fatter and that theory is proven by jaykay. i must lose weight in order to go on a eating spree.

i dont want to get any more depressed. plus, when i cant voice out my opinions, i get more depressed. voicing out opinions is banned here anywhere. cant complain, cant think and they say we have arent verbal enough.

WE GET SUED FOR BEING VERBAL for goodness sake. sheesh. i thought everyone, being normal humans would have surely hated one teacher at any one point of time.

and i think that people now just have no originality. they just plagiarise and plagiarise. and rip off any shit thing they can find from other people. copycats. and FAKERS.

i want an iPod MINI NOW!

"I try to avoid looking forward or backward, and try to keep looking upward." -- Charlotte Bronte

i/m not so sure about that PSP anymore. the memory is darn small. 20 + MB. its crazy.

some people are just totally irksome. i wish that somebody would help me give these people a lovely slap to wake them up. *snaps fingers*

i have to consider.

"What luck for rulers that men do not think." -- Adolf Hitler

i am going to get a sony PSP even if i have to not eat for 10 weeks. i can do it. CAN EVEN D?L OSO GAMES off the INTERNET. it is possible. i shall scrimp and save until i get 300++ bucks, i need the memory card too. HAHAHA. i live off materialistic stuff.

i thrive on materialistic stuff. i feel despondent when i do not have enough games to play on my xbox or when i do not have a nintendo DS. i feel lost when i do have cable tv. i do need these materialistic stuff. i cant make it living on a hill singing moutain songs and feeding goats. okay, maybe i can survive living on a farm but i still need cable tv.

plus, i want a new blogskin.

"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life; That word is love." -- Sophocles

some people just make your life miserable. dammit miserable.

recovered from my illness. i feel well again! went to the chem lab today. did lousy boring experiments and we threw magesium ribbon strips into hydrochloric acid. and the result was that. there were a lot of bubbles, actually.

after school stayed back to wait for david. tried to study biolody but i failed. cause midway, brandon and jing da joined in. den tzehern, weeting and yuqing came too. and then, too much laughing, playing and fighting = no studying. ah well, studied lots when i came home. =) the clever ass.

went home on the VERY empty 74 bus. look at the people-less seats. joy to the world.

some great advice to the whole nation of people who feel shitty!

if u feel that your whole world has abandoned you, listen to S.H.E.'s tong kuai, makes you feel tons better.

if you feel better about anything at all, listen to Energy's 1st, 2nd or 3rd album, makes you fall alsleep faster/ makes you a happier person.

after exams i will go gaming. i will indulge my happy holidays in x-boxing, rpg-ing and pool-ing. i will spend a meaningful holiday.

credits of the photos go to david!

"It is not what we take up, but what we give up, that makes us rich." -- Henry Ward Beecher

when i grow up i will be cut away from all homo sapiens. thus, i can

1)
live in a little hut on top of a small tiny hill, with my dog and everything go pick berries to eat, milk milk from cows and slaughter chickens. i will plant sweet potatoes and grow strawberry shrubs. i will sing songs and play the recorder. i will be cut off from all civillisation without the television and no DVD player and certainly no S.H.E.

2)
i will work as a zoo keeper and stay in a comfortable condominium. i will only talk to animals and my employers. and i will still be able to watch tv, rent DVD's and listen to S.H.E.

i will refuse to talk to any homo sapiens as i feel that they are all weird creatures. i cant understand them and i do not care to fanthom whats in their heads anymore. they are one mighty irritable bunch of weirdos and it will do my life good to erase the disgusting ones out of my life. =)

"Rule your mind or it will rule you." -- Horace.

went to marina today with family. watched the robot show. called himokio or something of that sort. It's one of those super touching shows, but apparently wasnt that touching for me as i didn't cry. Its just okay. In japanese with english and chineses subtitles.

After watching went to play pool/billard. My skills have seriously deproved. Can't aim properly, can't hit hard enough. Must go play pool more often. The 16 yrs old rule is bullshit. My 12 year-old breother just brazenly walked in. Nothing happened. Nothing happened to me either. My brother still looks like a little kid.

On the way to the mrt we stopped to watch the F1 boating Grand Prix. Not sure what is it called but something or that sort and it has something to do with speedboats, so yeah. i love speed and watching things speed. i love formula one! cars are better though but i think boats are safer. hmm.

Finally borrowed the 'da chang jin' dvd. will watch as soon as exams are over. must study like *beeps*. S.H.E. is gonna come sooner or later so must make use of this chance. BUT i'll bet that their next concert would be next year, or the year after next. SUCKS!

i havent studied all weekend, dammit.

"Act enthusiastic and you become enthusiastic." -- Dale Carnegie

yuan wei jue xing album 2~ i must say i did support ywjx on their first album too! i d/l their songs! the lyrics thing was disappointing. it was like this huge poster thing not a nice typical, glossy flipbook thing. but the vcd was marvellous. too bad all it had was mtv's! not the funny hilarious talking ones like S.H.E albums does. but i do get to see lots of yuan jie. so its okay. so jealous of the girl in XFXZ. but the girl in xtdf was selina's sister. she looks prettier in pictures though.

the talk ytd. LOL.

i love yj!

THANKS TO DAVID for helping me take the photos!!!!!!!

"You're the only one who can make the difference. Whatever your dream is, go for it." -- Earvin Magic Johnson

so many things can happen in one day. in the morning it was fun and stuff. mrs lai was in a gd mood. have many pics of our lovely bk buddy thing. but i am lazy and stuff to retrieve it from krissy or xt. so tmr or sth.

aftternoon went to buy my WYJX album and pierced my ears. my ear now hurts like hell man.

at night, it was sucky. everyone was breaking down and crying. every single one of bajiemei. cept WT i think. plus i missed my tv show too. no idea how to put this, but some ppl of 2/4 had the talk.

it kinda worked a litte, in some weird crazyy way. but everyone as like fucked up, and pissed. i dont know. but it made me feel beta bout BJM. but the rest of the issues like not resolved. I DUNNO. it doesnt matter anymore! forgive and forget.

there's something still bugging me, and i'am not too sure what it is.

"You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through." -- Rosalynn Carter

i LOVE studying! i even went to maths consultation! exciting. feel super clever now. all function-y and stuff. =) i will get top 10 positions in class.

even stayed back with my grp yesterday. but my bio marks were shitty. DAMMIT. and gna flunk my chinese. i dont understand either. MUST read more S.H.E. books and watch more TV!

i have been trying to be nice to everyone, but its hard. You feel all pissed up inside. dammit,dammit.

its gna be a great day tomorrow. i will get YWJX's new album! and pierce my ears. hopefully. o^-^o

i tried so hard, but got so far.

"If you are going to walk on thin ice, you might as well dance" -- Unknown

i am gonna study. study real hard. and excel. and i will study with YJ. listen to him sing while i do my shitty HW. inspirational man.

mug, mug,mug. cram all the amazing facts and all the magical theroms into my clever little grey matter. i can do it. impossible is nothing. i believe i have the brains. the capability to do well and maximise my full potiential. HAH! o(^-^)o

. i-carE xcellence in whatever we do.

i am enlightened, felt great today. being nice to everyone. =) see my halo?

i will get a new blogskin soon.

as i said before, plagarism sucks. so it sucks when ppl copy other ppl's styles and you know their stuff.

p.s. "However, the recent 60-minute drama serial they have filmed, "Reaching For The Stars", cost US$12,000 (NT$363,000) to produce, is equally matched with another drama serial "Da Chang Jin"." -- S.H.E. SG forum.

crazy man. cause i love da chang jin. dammit nice. and S.H.E's RFTS compared to it. i am so gna buy that vcd man.

its a good life!

备份

伤痕 能让一个人 变愚笨
失去了理性却 该怎麽平衡
想念 你在我内心留下的体温
爱情的天真
眼神 逃不出变掉的灵魂
付出的青春再瞬间沉沦
才发现 在你的心中还有一个别人
我只是备份
爱过 之後让我自己变的完整
痛过 在美丽的背後藏着别人
放手 我会试着忘记备份的伤痕
我的爱　已不在　你离开
不能再从头　短暂的停留
你的爱　已不在　我离开
不想再从头　不会有伤痛
(我不能在从头　短暂的停留)
伤痕是一种玩笑的口吻　
过去的情节我不打算再备份

"We know the truth, not only by the reason, but also by the heart." -- Blaise Pascal

first day of school. I DETEST SCHOOL. oh well.

everyone in my group is gna be busy studying away. i shall too. we are going to study chem and maths on thur/fri. i think. not confirmed.

and as i was going home. the prata me, phoebe and david ate was SHITTY. yongshen ate chicken rice. being one sliced, mine and phoebe's prata had no SUGAR. YUCKS. >.<

i need a sponser to buy me YWJX new CD.

ytd

went to the beach. brought creamy along. she was shivering in the car all the way. poor doggy. cycled a lot. i hope i lose weight. I GAINED ONE KG! unacceptable behaivour. weight proudly stands at 52kg now, its ugly but it will go.

i will pierce my ears soon!

please please sponser me to get YWJX album. someonneeeeee?

i LOVE yuanjie! still.

"Only complain to someone who can do something about it... Effective complaining helps keep your conversations on the positive side of the street. With some people you may find you have nothing to talk about" -- John-Rogers and Peter McWilliams

i can't wait to pierce my ear! HAHA.l my lovely mummy is bringing me to pierce my other earholes! i hope she lets me pierce a third one. hmm.

zj jie is coming back form UK tmr! cant wait!

i feel LAZY. lazin ard all day sleeping and watching tv. and READING! thie is DAAAA life! no stupid school. able to watch YJ on tv all day. must. do. homework.




yuanjie! yuanjie! yuanjie! pls listen to tiankong by YWJX! he sing this song mostly solo!

"...the imagination, it seduced it and defeat it." -- The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.

another new book to add to my collection. "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy". i've been wanting it for a long time. next book i am gna read would be "The Broker". gna borrow it from the lovely store.

Clever intellect, i am.

oh yeah. a new boyfriend, i have. no more LZX or edison or whoever.

its YUAN JIE! he's damn ADORABLE!!! he IS better than TORO 1o1o1o1ooooo times! better than wilber 10000000 times. better then shawn 1000000 times. cuter than edison 100 timesokay! I LOVE HIM OKAY!!!!

please listen to his songs! damn nice.

YUAN JIE AND ME FOREVER!

"but you wont get to see the tears i cry." -- Kelly Clarkson

feli was saying about her bullied childhood today and i realised, i have met many bullies too!you dont really have to read this.

P1 was terorised by Lee Hui Zhen. and how i hated her! i really hate her!

P2 was some asshole guy by the name of Wong Way Choong or something of that kinda name. HE used to POKE/ PINCH/ HIT me! very jian. AHAS! but "confrontation" began in P2 for me. and everything was settled by my cousin and after that, HE never dared lay a finger on me. but can tell he is kinda freaked out by me and hates me a LOT! whatever. SO DO NOT MESS WITH ME! and one shitty guy called BENEDICT. he always pull my hair. and made me cry. but my lovely cousin settled that too. EVERYTIME MUST TAKE SAME BUT AS HIM> I STILL RMBR HIS SHITTY FACE.

P3 was JECO! forgot his last name. BUT HE WAS FREAKIN IRRITATING! HE IS NOT CUTE> HE IS ONE BIG ASS BULLY. AND TATTLE-ASS. GIRLS SHOULD NOT LIKE HIM. HE is one sneaky and JIAN guy! and we hate each other! he terrorized my for my entire P3.

P4 was Lee Shi Hao and Quek Zi Xian! shi hao was able to gossip with me and amanda in class but he will get PUSHY sometimes too! den will lick his shoe and etc disgusting things. QZX he will bully me while doing 'ting xie' we always have the fastest writer competition and he always CHEAT! he will grab my BOOK/ HAND /PEN! and refuse to let me write. cheater bug. but we will gossip together too! see who is prettier and stuff. he always complain that he hate sitting beside me. THE LIAR. and i rmbr got one time also sat with gregory and leon. they super nice! let me copy homework! =)

p5 got JOEL ARUN! he is super shitty. will eat my PENS/GLUE/ CAP etc. and he is super arseholic with his words too. he always quarrel with meena. then wilson and i will sit there and laugh our asses off! plus he is MEGA gross. it was he who taught me all those stuff. you know, the DIRTY stuff. but he was hilarious. sit beside him very funny but very pitiful. he makes u wna laugh and SLAP him. always play tricks on me. AND HE ALWAYS CALL ME TO EXTORT NEOPETS $$$ FROM ME! we still hate each other. everytime mr.roshan asks who wna change places, we first to raise up hands!

P6 stuck with joel for a while den kena terrorised by teo wen jie. but he is hilarious to sit beside too! another funny ass guy. but he is disgusting. but we everyday quarrel! super funny. just that guys do have a weird habit of poking stuff up their noses. weird. i love quarreling with him. it makes your skin naturally thicker. and to wj, YOU ARE NOT AS HANDSOME AS YOU THINK. i will always be 100000times cuter, more adorable and cleverer than you! ahahah!

the really miraculous thing. as much as we fight and quarrel and everything, they will tell me all their stuff. P1 and P2 bullies dont tell me much but P6,P4, P5 and P3 bully got tell me stuffs ! but not sure if they are true. they sound true. i dont understand why either. hmm.

this will teach you ppl not to make me cry. or make me upset. CAUSE I CAN RMBR YOUR NAME. better watch out.

i miss all the fighting with the guys during my pri school days. they make me laugh. even if they bully me. plus all my goodie pals. all those who you know, played with me and stuff.

"I am who i am."-- Feli

there's something oddly satisfying with seeing the project superstar's contestants sing "S.H.E's SUPERSTAR and TONG KUAI on stage.

HAAHAHAHAH! i LOVE s.h.e.! the song never fails to make me high!