i wish ppl wun read this entry. i sound like a complete bithch in this.


sometimes freinds are damn good den sometimes they can just turn into complete bithches. and they can pangseh me. and they can happen to be one of your best buds. den the ones not so close actually treat you better. theres something wrong with that senario. she can just pangseh me and dun ask me along. she just told me what she doing but never ask me. even if i could not go. it cant hurt right? i am getting pangsehed a good fucking lot.

is there something wrong with me or wad? that i am getting pangsehed a good fucking lot. it sucks. why are some ppl so mean and evil and shitty. B&Bs sucks. say no. i shall not give a DAMN.

omg. i feel sad. depressd deranged. its only the first day of the exams and i feel deranged. my entire collection of songs is gone. damn it. should have burn it into a cd sooner. now its gone. i feel like bursting into tears and tearing up my entire computer for being so unreliable. i do not unreliable stuffs. woarrh. feel like an orge now. and i sorta remember the songs i have d/l. bless me.

i think i crapped like hell on my eng compo. and i think i passed my chi at least. lol. wish me luck.

"i can sing a rainbow too" -- ad for australia

worrah`! got a new 9th sis. jiu mei. not the smallest anymore. but she/ he really damn cute. is a terrapin from bp. lol. saw it in the pond and made it an official member of sister 8/9. haha. all mrs supra fault. bring us go dere. den say cannot take. but most of ba jie mei + jia yu wanted it. so taaah `daah. its ours.

ate der other's muffin. lurve ja-ne's one. so nice. but the peach and strawberry dropped as i was haolian-ing to jia yu. i learnt my lesson. dun haolian when walking down the stairs. booo... never ever hao lian. ate daavid's one and xinying's one too. but xy one too many weggie. but still yummy...

jiu mei rawks`!! *`

" girls need to eat chocolates twice a day or they will faint " -- susan cleath stuart

booboo. got 9/20 for my maths. li hai bahs. thought i will get 3 or something. haha. damn happy. den sheryl jia yu they all say where got peep fail still so happy. hahas. but get 9 veri good ler horhs. but i hate graphs. make me feel pukey. stupid science. stupid smelly electricity.

i feel lyk getting fatter. hahaha. fattin myself up. lol. three more days till exams. die. must jia you. be happy. stardiieee like hell. todaee damn funny. cme dat period got baq my cme paper. got 37. i am a moral and good citizen. lols. then cheryl eunice david discuss the chalet thinggie. jia yu and i wanted chalet. but they wanted chalet. den wanted to write on the board ask the klass opinion. the chalet word i wrote it damn ugly. but the buffet write veri nice and got all the crab and dory pic. got scallop and frog summore. den guys suggested pulau ubin. so we wrote that on the board and started drawing ghostie pics. and casper the friendly ghost. the chalet we drew the chalet dao bi cause its lan. haha. buffet is the best. can eat until happy. chalet so damn sian. damn feng dian. den fu lao shi called us wipe the board. sopil the fun. *poutz*. but it was fun. ^-^

changed my blog add to www.heebbs.blogspot.com

changed my blog add to www.heebbs.blogspot.com

changed my blog add to www.heebbs.blogspot.com

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth,
the sun,
the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life I defy

[CHORUS:] Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity '
Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean,
I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[CHORUS]
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
[CHORUS]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning

" you gave me faith when you believed" some lady

streesed. dieee. worrahhh.. cant cope. i found out that when i get pissed off i start using lorh a lot. i wonder why huh?? arghhh. die. i really need to do well. and when i am in a bad mood i also tend to use "wadever". fuck it. gonna get the damn maths back which i failed it by a 100 %. still brooding over it. what the fuck. i really need to vent. i need to shout and scream. i need to watch my tv and sleep. i need to stay at home and sleep all day. but can i do that? no! ahhhh. so UNHAPPY. so STRESSED. i hate school.

this world is too big to fit me.
i do not belong here.
too different.
too unalike.

*/dreams that cant be fufilled will never come true.`*

" No you don't know what it's like, When nothing feels all right, You don't know what it's likeTo be like me " -- simple plan*

hahahs. thought it over. if i fail my maths its okay. its not like i dun no how to do, i just drew the damn graph wrongly. i am not that stupid. i understand and know how to do, jux drew the graph wrongly. datx fine. its okay. really.

changed the hebe tee to the pynk one. the one hebe wore. a true diehard hebe fan. hahahs. singing all day long in class. hahas. urgh. busy with studies. i wanna do realllie well for this exams. hope i do well. haiish.

" Why you have to go and make things so complicated ? " -- avril

hate my self for being so stupid. stopid enuff to draw the wrong graph. den i cried lah. i mean who wouldnt? comfirm fail. luckily for me got my great jiemeiis. come and comfort me. but comfirm fail. i feel so stoopid. how can i fail 2 tests in one year?? that is sooo unacceptable lor. fAILING IS ALREADY UNACCEPTABLE.. omg. feel lyk smashing myself into a million pieces. agrhhhhs.

feel so depressed. damn stressed. i reallie wanna do well and get into 3/3. wif cheryl. haixx. den the 3/2 and 3/3 is combine. den mabbe diff klass. sucks. i haf a swollen eye btw. this is a depreessed day. only good thing. i found my pencil. feel lyk crying once i think bout my maths paper. i feel so sucky and stoopid. and made used of. fffffuuuucccck. feeling like bashing ppl up. i hate getting made used of. hate those bludy fucking assholes. i hate shitty shits who break their promises and bastards who are damn selfish and acttie.

feel lyk exploding. hurhur. depressed+ pms may lead to suicide. i really cant take it anymore. nowhere to vent. fucky fuck fuck. aarggghs. nid to scream it all out. hate myself. hate sumbody. eeeergh.

__ feeling suicidal _____________ but never have the courage to do that lah

" what am i gonna do?"-- wanda

arghs. some peeps are jux so IRRESPONSIBLE. they should just die or something man. peeps like this SUCK. they are either pure evil or pure LAZY. or just damn assholic. one such person is fc.

afc = anti-fanching = arsenal fan club
kfc=kill fan ching = kentucky fried chicken
cfc=castrate fanching = chloroflurocarbons

is that nice or wad? hahah. i am evil too. no one is perfect. i think everyone should be nice and enthusiatis creatures. that would be so nice. not lazy, self opinated assholes. i could think of 10 000 more names to go with the one up there. hurmph. freakies. argh. to vent .

today kinda sucks. the school part anyway. my muffin was super gross in the looks. but it tasted so nice. *yum yum*. tian cai xiao chu shi. hahah. but it exploded. sucks. then todae no maths test. how sucks. lying is sooo bad. den supra got pms. either that or menopause. eeew. gross. or her "beard got shaved off accidentally by her hubby. muahaha. den she cannot stroke anymore. she got a bit ding dong and started cursing and swearing. she even threatened to jump off the window if we werent quiet. wth. nah. just joking. but she has a sorta problem these few days. mabbe she should go for a checkup just in case............. hopefully....... haha.

jane's baking teuffle? but sumthink chocolatey. *yum yum* den she giving me eat a bit. got whhyatt choco. heehee. chocolate heaven. i am a 100% chocoholic. at home had a nice time wathing ella enchanted. damn nice and super sweeet. awwwww. den my ear stick fell off. and it so damn bloody hurt. and i mean bloody literally. it still hurts. its llyk nvr gonna heal. heart break.

my heart is breaking. i wanna go to the s.h.e. concert. hurhur. no $$. no body pei. *wails* but i support s.h.e. morally. yeahs! *cheers*

++__follow your heart`]]

" take chances, make mistakes " --miss frizzle

today is the best`! got my hebe samuel and kevin tee. so hard to decide between the white and black. but. haha. got the white one. sponsered by cheryl and jia hao. yays. i luuurve s.h.e. and them too. went to eat ramen. damn ncie and expensive.

its the last day of my luxury life. fro tomorrow, must life the simple life. need to save $$. go shopping afta exams. eat recess and no lunch. hahas. must jian chi. jia you worr.

go around asking presents seem bad. i hafta stop. cant help it. burfdaees are times to extort presents. woooorahhh.

"to infinity and beyond" -- buzz lightyear-

tian cai xiao chu shi. datx me. baked yue bing today. or moon biscuit. [too hard to be called moon cake] made lots of cute shapes. got pigs and duckies and clowns and one special walrus. hah. and elmo's goldfish. i luuurve sesame street. haha. elmo's wooorld. i think cooking rawks. yum yum. ^-^

been studying just now. wad a good girl i am. hahahs. i miss my discman. left it at my grandmama's house. sad. waaaah. >.< and my precious disc. decided with cheryl. we shall go to 3/3. do not fight with us.

i repeat.

do not fight with us.

only less than two weeks left. wad am i gonna do? must study like siao. ahhhh. stress stress. same boat with jia yu. later hair fall. stressful life. sucks. (BoA's my name) rawks. damn nice. go hear.

"footprints may get washed away, but memories can never fade away"-- some girl

i would like to smash some peeps idiotic face with a pile of their own shit.
namely those who have ::
dao-ed me
pissed me off
shown me dat irritated look
talked to me in an inrritated voice
like cyndi
think wang li hom is shuai

yeap. i am against all dat. sound so xiao qi but i feel irritated when peeps do dat. arghx. fan si wo. cant buy the s.h.e. tee. sucks.

" i live therefore i learn " -- some person

dis keyboard is not excellent. spent today and yesterday watching vcds sponsered by david. hahas. got the princess diaries and 13 going on 30. fantabulous. gonna be a couch potato. did some homework yesterday. laarve maths. heex. and science. but sumfink is wrong with my calculatorr. sucks. everytime must reset. arrghs. today no dance. no w.o.n.g. as well. so go ava room watch the eye. so spooky. dun dare take lift by myself.but oso got the matrix and harry potter. *dum dum dum dum* den afta sch go eat den wenta home. cos got pissed off. watever.

S.H.E. hao bang worrs`! heard dat their tai pei yan chang hui damn nice. den at the jin qu jiang got 5 awards neh. li hai bahs. too bad hebe bad taste. xi huanh wang li hom. the veri ugly one. eeeeyucks. of all peeps. she breaks my heart. bought you zhou kan. the one wif hebe's lover on it. JJ. hahahs. i just laaave peeps who luuurve hebe. *muacks*

" i live to chong bai s.h.e. " -- the chiam shu yan

"let's go back, back to the begining.."--hilary duff

17 more days to study. hiash. go to 3/3. yeaps. went to the library afta sch. eat the the galilee cafe. blurdy ex. so little spagetti summore. the latte damn bitter. the chicken they giv BREASt meat. den the service damn bad. never gonna eat there agaain. never ever. unless mabbe i feel lyk.

gonna be a guai kiaa` and study my brains out. if i can.muahaha. boring life lately. bo0 b0o. g2g play pool. tatas.

*-While the world moves on, i keep fighting to live in the past. Living in the past is an enemy of the future`___++

"make a wish, take a chance,make a change and breakaway"--kelly clarkson

taah`daaah. new blogskin. done by me. veri pinkiee. but veri princessy. goodiee. the hols are over. *sobs* i lurrrve hols. the exams are coming. horrifying. haven even started studying. i hafta study den can go out. watch movie. carry out my extreme makeover with phoebe. haf guides flag today and one klass one yesterday. so darn tired. b0o bo0. got new neos to ha0lian. hahahs. took it at bugis. today cooked maggie mee at xinyings house. yummy yummy. *pats tummy*. with luncheon meat. noe how to xiang shou. *laughs*. must study. blog less. bleeps. nitey nite.

why is everyone studying?? kinda creepy. i am not studying. hias. dunno what to study osho. bleahss. see everyone so hardworking. think i kinda lazy. have no fear. a genius is here. gonna die for my exams. dun wanna die fail so horribly. beta start studying. problem is i dunno what to study. bad bad bad.

hols are almost over. i need my beeyooouti sleep as all princesses should. *yawn*gonna change dis ugly blogskin soon. muahahas. okaeee. g2g watch singapore idol. tata.

watched a cinderella story. it was really sweet and funny. tee hee. very fairytale like. the "zorro" looked lyk orlando bloom in a mask. the hilary's pprince not that shuai if u see carefuly. yup. but the shows really nice. but i think the princess diaires 2 : royal engagement will be nicer. gotta watch it.

i am very xing fu. i gotcha new fone. tell me i am lcuky. not only it is a fone. it is a samsung fone. a flip fone. a cool cilver flip fone. with colour. and s.h.e. ring tones. hahahs. feel so xing fu worr.

wenta sch todaee to bakey some cupcakes. it was kinda okay. a bit black and oily. but overall quite yummy.tee hee. tian cai xiao chu shi.hhaha. den later went to walk ard mac dat garden area. veri fan. phoebe"hebe" and i kai one yan chang wei for one adoring fan. sweet. den i happened to look at the xing qi wu zhou bao. cool. lin jun jie gong kai tell hebe he lurrrrve her. soooo sweet. but he not brave enuff to ask her out. sad.. WhyEe?? be more brave. i support you. you are much beta den si flirty toro guo. hahahs.

my brother's a fuuc'king piece of selfish shit. i wish he would die now. or get into the toilet bowl or wadever. as long as the idiot gets away. the fuuc'king asshole. i hate selfish peepx. they suck. stoopid brother.

i must never be nice to my brother or lend him anything or give him anything or make him happy and be nice to him. i must treat him like an asshole he so rightfully deserve. ha.
++__xing fu the wo`][`xing fu de hebe__++

"elmo love his goldfish and his crayons too, datx elmoo's world" -- elmo

no school todaee. for me anywaes. and jia yu. guess why? the peanut butter effect lousy. eat until todae den got effect. bo0 b0o. *poutz* hope tmr no guides. tis com has a internet connection problemo.

btw tried asking wei zhen be my jie. but she say n0o. no god siblings for h3r. sad. at least i tried. hee hee. -sigh- nevermind.

feel so godamn shitty. arghx. suckky. i am surpossed to be good. look wad happened?

++__lies are bad`] [`in silence__++

++__dRagOn taLes--`]

Emmy wished on a dragon scale
And that's what started "Dragon Tales"
Around the room the dragons flew
But Emmy and Max knew what to do
They climbed on the backs Of their dragon friends
Now the adventures never end!

"Dragon Tales" "Dragon Tales"
It's almost time for "Dragon Tales"
Come along and take my hand
Let's all go to Dragon Land

There's Ord, he's the biggest
Not so brave of heart
There's Cassie so shy
Oh so very smart
There's Zak and Wheezie
In these tales of fun
Cause you know two heads
Are better than one

"Dragon Tales" "Dragon Tales"
It's almost time for "Dragon Tales"
Come along And take my hand
Let's all go to Dragon Land

x[fluttery, fluttery heart]x

[litening to kelly clarkson --- breakaway]]

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)I could breakaway

(Chorus:)I'll spread my wings and
I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance Make a change
And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I lovedI'll take a risk
Take a chance Make a changeAnd breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will) And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors Swinging in revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me butn
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakawayI'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk Take chance Make a change
And breakawayOut of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come fromI gotta take a risk
Take a chance Make a changeAnd breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

damn nice man the song.the princess diaries OST. feeling kinda explosive todae. dunnoe why. i am gonna be declared bankrupt soon.no more money left for me.

sianx arhx todaee. sexual education sux. they should take it out from the syllables. so shuper gross. datx probably why the population is decreasing. we dun wanna have sex and get inflicted with these diseases. hahah. take it out of our education. its not fun or interesting. it just really sucks. and its gross.

nid to get sick. den can pon netball. i dun wanna go sch. sarkiex. den can skip netball. jiayu ponning ahahs. lucky. so cheryl and me go shop and save buy lotsta chips and peanut butter. den we dip the chips and in the peanut butter and eat. all under a void deck. muahahas.too bad its not working. haven been drinking water. i nid to get sick. i hafta not go to sch. i will even lieeeee. bad bad me. but wadever.

x[fluttery, fluttery, fluttery heart]x

[listening tooo:: china girl --- sweetbox`]

lalala. d/l dragon tales theme song. whoopieeee. ares rawks. too bad hadta delete it. no more mean girls. oooorh. muahaha. draagon taleees.

teachers day in amkss was kind sianx larh burt going baq to rosyth was the best. watched the hip hop talentime. nice.hahaha. hahaha. cant stop luffin. muahaha. *giggles* saw many peepx *laughs* two chances per year worrh. *claps hands over mouth and laughs* hahaha. the happy little me. why am i so happy. *giggles* i'm not gonna tell ya. *fingers on the lips* shhhhhh. hee hee. so blurdy cool dat rawks my world. *sneexe* all the guys in 6-01 have suddenly hit puberty and all grown taller. but never fear i am still taller den chiristopherand some others.. nanny nanny poo poo. *sticks tongue out* den wenta andrea's house downstairs wif peii, budden veri bored cos no doggie to plaee wif.so tou tou go j8 take neox. *shhhh*den wen baq home. had a nice and super lovely day. then it was ruined by cheryl phua who so extra send me the grosteque stoopid thing. which she noes i dun like and purposely send. but wadever. dun feel lyk toking to her now. sucks rite? spoil the whole glorious day. what the fuck. but who cares her. x.x

now i am happy. *deletes her from memory* yay.*cheeeers* i am gonna be guai and not to be led astray by peepx. eg ya noe who r all dose_ now i am lazzzying the daee away when i promise to study. bad bad me. but i wil be good. soon. yups. still feeling happy and hyper. *jumpy.* shant tell ya. no. no. no.larh la. rachel is super nice. a veri lovely girl. i pay tribute to her here. *giggles*

+`- nobody can rawk my whole world upside down like you, and s.h.e. -`+

][s.h.e. --- lian ren wei man`][
为什么只和你能聊一整夜 为什么才道别就又想再见面
在朋友里面 就数你最特别 总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街 为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我 比别人多一些 却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上 恋人未满 甜蜜心烦 愉悦混乱 我们以后
会变怎样 我迫不及待想知道答案 再靠近一点点
就让你牵手 再勇敢一点点 我就跟你走 你还等什么
时间已经不多 再下去 只好只做朋友 再向前一点点
我就会点头 再冲动一点点 我就不闪躲 不过三个字
别犹豫这么久 只要你说出口 你就能拥有我 为什么
你寂寞只想要我陪 为什么我难过只肯让你安慰 我们心里面
明明都有感觉 为什么不敢面对 我不相信 都动了感情却到不了
爱情 那么贴心却进不了 心底 你能不能快一点决定 对我说我爱你

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