:: [ listening to - yuan wei jue xing , kao jing ] ::

okay. i have decided. if keng lee and cecelia go for training on mon i will go with them. aniwaee oso no court.. muahaha. i really dunwanna run. i am just a lazy piggy. i hate sports and running. dujncare if cheryl going. hurmphs. oh. what the hell. so fu*ck.its so unfair.

i hate...

.making desicions
.froggs
.liars
.running
.biasedness
.cyndi
.dirt
.assholes who think they are oh so great and everything and actie
.people keeping secrets from me
.loneliness and people pangsehing me
.getting ignored
.studying
 
_the angry little princess`__

got my new pencil box from mummie. is winnie the pooh de. yay`!

no heart dissection today. heart too frozen. heart of stone. then cannot cut. *pouts* i wanted to see the inside of a cut`! make me so excited for nothing. now so lonely.everyone pangseh me go ndp. then nobody pei me. only got david pei me go home. i am so lonely. hurmph. then tmr cheryl cannot go p.e. os wear guides u. so shitty.den run alone. so kns! i dunwanna go p.e. too`! my muscles still hurt like crazy. i hate sports and running. 

arhs. wad the hell. shtoopid mirc. cannot d/l songs now. freaks freaks freaks. now what? *pouts* think i complain and whine too much.okie. must stop. wHat tHe heLL`!!! so irritated.

_living in solitude`_

i am so happy to day. happy for hebe. found a mr good taste person who likes hebe. Lin Jun Jie`!!haha. very good taste horh? betta den the dunno wads his name guy, who matches the dunno wads her name ger. muahaha. lin jun jie rawks!! *laughs* the clever one. ahaha. so goddamn happy. too bad today never disect heart. so sad. x.x got a lot of free period today. miss soo neber come. fu lao shi too! so free period play chess. i am a very multi talented genious ok?!?! *lying tru my teeth*

den today very funny.  cos jia yu cheryl and i sit and tok bout food and stuff. then tok bout mahjong. dunno why they tok bout that but i oso playing chess marh. then mahjong is "pong" rite? i watch enuff tv to noe dis. then jia yu say "pom" and "kong". then dunno whyee but me and cheryl found it so funny we cudden shtop luffin. really. it was that funny.den see-oul garden too. jia yu found a frien, jackie. haha. goddamn funny. harhas. i must stop luffin. cos everytime i luff my muscles hurt. gonna get my 6-pack soon. hArha. debate today ! 2/3 won. yAy`!! jamie rawks. haha.

today so pathetic man. nobody can pei mi go home. jane, xin ying cheryl phebe all got ndp. den eunice got ipw. left me ALONE. i hate that. so lonely.hurmph. burt on the way home found out something very interesting. got another rosyth kia in 1/5 i think. so clever arhs me. can tou ting until liddat. so proud of myself. so bhb arhs me. mummie going malaysia tmr. wad to ask her buy?? durians.? lols. no lah. cant wait for tmr. my muscles still ache. wth.
 i am a gentle girl. no burpies, no vulgarities, no swearing. aha. dats me. whyee i alwaees blog so much de huh? haha. my blog. must go study. the intellectual me.

my body hurts like hell, like every muscle has been pulled a million times and the tissues have burst or something. owwww. thanks to netball training which i will not go anytime soon. it sucks man. the warm up running like still okay. then the run, sprint thingy and run from transverse line to transverse line that one? it was the worst. it made my sick and got headache. plus miss lee damn biased.wah lau. then she either keep scolding me and cheryl. when she not scold den is ignore. what the hell. then i tot when she gonna throw the lop that time i will not catchthen she will start blasting. but luckily i caught the ball. yAy`!! haha. now i feel horrible. eee. >.<

haha! today mr tan bring us go heritage gallery. so exciting. *laughs*. not bad larh. but no video give u watch.  to myself : u just have to compare dunch ya? but humans just cant help doing that.  recess camped in klass cos cannot go down burt cheryl wanted to go toilet and had to climb up to 3rd floor? so wads he damn use of not going to recess when i can get better food.the theory is stupid. then maths super sick. mr tong come in and nag. think we got lots and lots of scoldings lately. wad the freaks? f*ck everything larhs.wadever.. den sci so hahah. they all toking bout superbra the bra that supra wear. damn farnie. its black. hoho. budden i not so bian tai. is the two pervert in front of me say de! *eyes big big*

den after sch actually surpossed to go eat high tea!! budden got guides.. *sobs* goodbye my dearest high tea. may we meet again some day at orchard hotel. *wipes eyes* budden guides not too bad. i gotta sit at one pathetic corner looking like some idoit when my fellow guides are drilling away. muahaha. but my legs hurts too much too do drills really. or i would have jumped at the chance at joining them. yah rite. but i really lok at an idiot lorhs. den wei zhen ask me if i sick or something then i tell her yesterdaee training pulled the muscle now ache like crazy den she ask me to TAKE CARE!!! so good of her. aWww. but i thinkgg really improved. now they can move simultanously. wow. that'd show the band ppl. they alwaees kan bian gg. now hahaha. gg is way much beta. saw us todae? hahah. no match man. have campfire on sat. dunno how to break new to parents .yet.

oh yah. yesterdaee i so gooseberrilicious.cos afta n-ball gonna go home. den tot going home wif eunice, den came peter. who indirectly "chased" me away. hurmph. i noe when i am unwanted okaee? dun hafta treat me like a little worm. shooing me away. hurmph. wadever. den came kristine and lie zhen. makes me even brighter. haha. den the bus came. hallejulah. saw the ncc ppl new hair. so shocking. todae i saw the wenyao i couldnt recognize afta some seconds had passed so freaky. oh my god. at least the rest i can recognize. but why must cut this type of freaky hair.eeee. scaaaarie.

arghs. so f*ck up nowadays. torn in b*tween. freaks. and i HATE my maths results. i think it sucks. this is not accepttable standerd for me. i know i can do beta. hurmph. 15/20*pouts* i gotta study. i am a guai kia aniway.hahahs. its true. i gotta study harder. but i feel clever all the same. hahahs. thanks to the very intellectual books i read. see my mood?<=

*_wad am i gonna do?`_
*_i want to be a happy girl`_

eeeeeeeks...
i hate my just newly cut hair.its so disgusting i can puke! yucks yucks yucks. i feel lyk  freak. i think the hairdresser cut more then ! inch`!!!! aRgHx! shtoopid shtoopid.

sianx arhs. doing the literature thing now. have no idea wat ter do for question 2.typed 400++ words for ques 1. " so clever". hiax. training on monday again. what the hell. now cant join soccer. mummy dun allow. ho-humm. so strict. had a yummy luchie today. jealous? haha!

okay.. now i dunnno what ter do`!!! i want to qquit netball ter join socer cos soccer is so cool`!! but inevitably sure got problems de.
one: how to tell miss ng?
two: i dun think she will me quit to join another sports cca
three: how to tell my parents?x.x

how? netball so sucky. i am so non-exsistent there lorhs. and i hate running. the mere thought of it makes me tired. why did i ever join netball as a cca. i should have join something like IT club or something.  soccer sounds so rawks. but i dunno if i really wanna leave netball. the more i think the more i wanna leave but leave will be a pity. thats why i dunno what to do`!!! but netball for us the "non-school team" is really not needed at all. wun have any cheng jiu de lorhs. *sigh*and soccer seems so promising. >.<

i love food. tok bout food all daee long. gonna eat lots. need to eat high-class food. *burp* too bad i dun have the cash to sustain these cravings. hmph. eating is good`!! makes me happy! ^-^

i feel so proud of myself. so accomplished`! i noe how to do my maths after panicking. at first i dunno how to draw the graph. but the prodigy inside of me told me to draw the lines and the x, y thingy first. haha. then i slowly thought of how to do the damn table which i stuggled over.actually at first i only drew one table den i think and thought and i came up with the ingenious idea of drawing another table which i did and *eureka* it seemed correct so i went and drew the graph and luckily at some point it crossed each other's path. yay`!  how brilliant of me~ ^-^

i feel so poor. lotsa money gone. been easily irritated easily. hmph. bad bad me. oh and lucky lucky andrea chew kai ying just got a new family member. a keeeeeute and adorable little shihtzu. ahhh. shihtzus are soo kawaii neh. when they stick out their tongue look like they smiling at you. *sigh* i wish i could get a dog. the ultimate burfdae present would be a dog. obviously. x.x

_what am i gonna do?`__
_is there world enough for me?`__

 

i wan to cry liao
i type so long den all gone
okay this is gonna be a brief entry
spiderman 2 rawks
his swinging was cool
the violin women was cooler
the truth was the coolest
movies rawks
the bBq on saturdae was the best
the food there is so damn yummy
 
today tommy is damn assholic
and tok all the nosense`!!
distort the truth
the foodie ppl rawks
harbour front got dim sum buffet
ahhhh
soo heavenly
can order and order until shuangx
yeahs`!!!
*grins*
lessons forever so sian
why cant teachers make it more interesting?
damnmit
then its our faulth if everyone falls alsleep??
huh
sucks
 
i cant remember anymore`!!
help me..oh yups
heard some intesresting news shoppin ppl wud like
dunno the funan it mall behind got this person sell cheap sports shoex
e.g. normal $120++ there sell 90++
wads a cool buy...
 
i think that ppl should tag my chatterbox
if not like so miserable and pathetic
and not like nobody come
cos got that cute lovable counter dere marhs
hmph.. wadever...
aniwae i go ppl blog oso dun tag
hee hee
so notti
 
"humans are all selfish creatures"
"sometimes to be a hero you have to give up your dreams"
 

ohhhhmygosh..
i love this new bloggy thingy
soo shioke mans
just that when ya typing the font is kinda ugly only
if not so nice hahahs
 
wahlau i am in serious depression now
my parents have gotten into their heads that i should do more housework??
huh?
u mean the ones that i do are not enough?
everyweek i have to clean my room and clear my things around the house
for a thirteen year old girl is a lot lorhs
now in have to wash the dishes after dinner and set the table??
what the hell lorhs
why the sudden change?
so freaky *looks at hands*
so maunual
i think that everyone should have a personal "assistant" to assit them in thier daily chores or anything
its a way to make life better for everyone
i think sometimes i abit qian jin
especially when it comes to lazyness
i dont think i am that bad anyway
 
think i am gonna rot the weekend away watching vcds
got lots of new ones
got spidey 2, garfield, king arthur, spirited away, and school of rock
so shuang
hahahs
 
think that some people dont seem the way they really are
weird *blinks*
so gosh damn confused
so irritated
hmmmm
what the hell
so now what to do?
 
just saw chir friendster profile
soo GODDAMN suay
same kindergarten as me??
never realise it till now
thank god
he so damn BHB
saw his testi for vanessa so funny
"Shes a nice girl, but don't date her, it would be a BIG mistake"
like yah cos u wanna date her yourself
so amusing
but his really funny
hah
humour me
 
pon many many things this week
netbally[twice] p.e and [cheryl eanna pon guides]
but that would seem kinda mean
cos pon that so many times lerh
hiax
watter do?
have i forgotten anything?
 
"changes can be made after a fairytale"
 
 

my dearest daddy's birthday today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

~all who wander are not lost - J.R.R.Tolkien~

but me?
i feel so miserable..
gotcha bloooody sorethroat..
now my throat hurts like hell...
cant even talk properly..
hmph *pouts*
never go school today *smiles*
too bad miss the home econs lesson...
i love home econs very very much *eyes big big*
really!
heard they cooked fairy cakes
sound soo yummy yummy *licks lips*
*sighs*
so much homework waiting for me in school
sucks

i feel that i have been such a moronic silly bubblehead
and i will not be that anymore
be the smart intelligent and genius of a prodigy *smirks*
then i will be smart
wonder how it will be like to have a billionaire status and have the one of the highest IQ *dreams*
the best!
i am such a fantazier
throat hurts like crazy
shit

yes yes yes
i am so happy
downloaded a number of songs
feel like i have accomplished something
*cheers*

~i have only one me so i must take care of me~~

sPoNGebOb sQuaRepAntS

Captain: Are you ready kids?

Kids: Aye Aye Captain.

Captain: I can't hear you.

Kids: Aye Aye Captain

Captain: OHHHHHHH

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Absorbent and yellow and pourous is he!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: If nautical nonsense be something you wish,

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish!

Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: Ready?

Captain and Kids: SpongeBob SquarePants, SpongeBob SquarePants,
SpongeBob SquarePants!

Captain: SpongeBob SquarePaaaaannttss!!!

Captain: HA HA HA HA !!!!

forgot to mention.. i got my song..
ultimate by lindsay lohan..
yEsh`!!!!

happy silver jubilee...yay..
soo farn mans..
soo long never blog..
hahas..okay..
i think our game stall damn lan..
nobody wanted to come lorhs..
only a few..
sooo pathetic..
den next door soo many ppl go throw the ccream..
harharh...
den first shift sit there soo sian..
and i get bored damn easily..
do nothing de..
at least the food stall beta..
the marshmellows soo yummy..
eat and eat non stop and soon will grow FAT de..
hiax..
at least no bad larhs..
den pei, vane, ann, CJ and yi yong come..
den tok to them for a while..
soo nice that they cud come..
such nice ppl..
they oso bot marshmellows..
only these ppl cum..
the rest of the guys i ask dunwanna come.. soo jian..
and my kor soo GOOD...
he really really VERY good man..
hahas..
i amm soo blessed...
den tok to dem for a while den go do netball stall..
i think i missed out on quite a lot of stuffs..
suxks...
the only bad thing bout the carnival is the fact that they never play s.h.e. songs..
bad bad bad...
den got one censored song man..
eeeeeeeee...
den eat 4a's fried ice cream..
very nice lehs..
watch a bit of concert den leg very tired..
so sit at games stall do nothing...
obsevre ppl..
soo fascinating..
haha..
den i got a hamtaro hammer..
soo cute
den inside got little hamtaro..
i oso wannted a doraemon one.. but hiax,..
inside got bells lehx`!!
soo kawaii nehx..
now i want a big hello kitty hammer..
soo adorable...
den go mac eat and kee siao..
den cheryl and wee ting luf and luff.. crasy...
den i soo MORONIC....
little airhead...
den went baq late late..

sometimes i think i kinda zhang bu da..
still lyk ter play with toys and watch CARTOOns..
and play wif bArbieS..
soo pathetic hor??
unlike normal girls of my age..
anyway i like it liddat..
many things less..
i think being rich sometimes very nice..
can spend and spend and nobody gives a damn..
haha..
sooo cool..
a life of richness..
the princessy life..
soo shiok..
oh yarh..
think i becoming more vulgar lately..
i MUSt bcum a gentle lady...
to achieve that goal..
i must refrain from saying the words hell, bloody, shit , wah lau and fuck...
yes yes yes..
and must sit in a refined manner.. yup..
and cannot speak too loudly...
must speak gentely.. yup..
yes yes yes..
okay..
need ter slp..
good nites..
sweeet dreeeams..^-*

i think portugal should have won.
greece was just lucky...

ooooh myyy goshie... i have no idea how to do the silly IPW... i am soo prepared to get a big fat F9...hiax.. dunch noe wad iam gonna do bout it.. nottin i guess... wadever lorhs..

did the games stall thingy.. the guys from 3t1 hlped us.. sooo much more helpful den the guys in our klass.. they only came after we finished everything.. -.-|||... they help us hammer the nails in.. we did the DRILLING by ourselves.. all 11 wooden blocks.. i am an expert driller man.. hahahas... den when drillin the tyme edwin ask cheryl who is shuyan.. den i exclaimed " hi stepfanie's friend" or sumtink liddat.. and i think he got a shock or sth and he hurried out of the DnT room.. hahas.. i wan just being very friendly...only left painting ter do.. yippess..

feel so depressed lately.. but cannot cry out lehz.. soo sickie.. i wann cry it all out.. den will be okay...so many not nice thingss.. *sigh* wadever.. hope it pazsses.. feel lyk a pile of freakin shit..