hiax.. being in the non school team sucks.. guides beta manx.. at least u are involved in most of the matters... now got training oso no nid ter go.. i mean the tounament osho over liao.. stil got non- sch teeam and sch team de meh?? so very the wad lorx.. unfair lorhs... anything bout netball we[the non sch team ppl] are alwaees not involved... *hmph*.. wadever lah.. they wanna inform den let them lorhs.. i dun give a damn... the new sitting arrangement sucks.. i am seated at a place wif no FAN.. wth.. so its gonna be damn bloddy hot.. y fu lao shi liddat?? put me near the cupboard osho den make me collect the report books.. eeeyucks...soo bad.. at least she was nice enuff to sat that i can fotocopy my ws that i lost.. she is soo nice... hahas.. think i gonna add another ou xiang to my list.. see how larhs.. haha.. everything begins to suck the moment i start school.. i hate school.. i wish i can everyday stay at home and be lyk a piggy.. hiax....sian arhs... frwakin mans.

watched final destination[borrowed from david] today.. kinda spooky.. the way the ppl keep dying.. it shows that no matter in what circumstances you can DIE... how freaky is that??? *shudders*...sucks sucks sucks.. really really really.. aAarggghhhHhsssss... gotta vent...

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^unwanted by no one*
^made a mistakey*freaks that^
^hate being treated unfairly*

How to make a Shu Yan

Ingredients: 3 parts friendliness 1 part ambition 1 part instinct

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of wisdom and a pinch of salt. Yum!

soo cool this thing..hohoho...tommorow have ter rush baq to school..
eeeyucksss...
got new sitting arrangement..
i hate sitting in the last row..
so sian wan...
nobody to turn around to tok to...
den gort stoopid cupboard..
hiax..
wadever...

i think that the euro 2004 is very unreliable or something..
so shitty..
all the best teams all get kicked out..
i was hoping england to win..
den they lost to portugal..
cos the referee bias..hahas..
okay..
but i think they should have won lorhs..
so unfair...
so i tot france will win den budden france got trashed by greece???
soo knssy..
i dun think any one will watch it anymore cos den some really lousy team will win and take the trophy..
eeeyucks...
wad a dissapointment..
no more watching it..

still left my science ws to be completed...
hiax..
go sch copy..
and left bits and pieces of my geog and mahts that haven finish..
whoopie..
i luuurve holidays..
tis the season to be jolly.. falalala falala...

hmm.. still haven found a prospective mate for hebe.. okay..
lets list out some of the possibilities soo far..
candidate no 1 -- Yuan chang[as proposed by phoebe] not my idea hor this guy`
candidate no 2 -- Wilbur pan wei bo[dunno but i think cool enuff for hebe]
candidate no 3 -- erhmm...legolas??[impossible he is cool but they dun look pei]
candidate no 4 -- some member of 5566[they all not good enuff for hebe]
candidate no 5 -- some member for f4(vanness)[eeew... she only kissed him..soo gross.. if they gettogether i will VOMIT]
candidate no 6 -- Qiu ze?[nope..belongs to other ppl liao]
candidate no 7 -- Lin jun jie[advantage! if she be with him she will cum sg more]
candidate no 8 -- Ah do[too old! too ugly! out!]
candidate no 9 -- zhang zhi cheng?[nope likes selina liao]
candidate no 10 -- hiax.. no more ideas liao...
anybody got any body pei with hebe pleax tell mi.. which is the best here?? hmm...

^hiding under everything are all these lies*
^the vulnerable and fragile me underneath*

"Everytime"

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
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nice nice song..very nice..by britney..heex..holidays gonna over soon...hiax hiax hiax.. no more watching tv and sleeping in latee.. hiax.. i will miss my carrtoons..='(soo sad.. i wish the holidays can extend and we never need to go to school.. yay..my homework wanna all finish cept for the maths speciman paper 3..and the drawing of the du shu bao gao.. feel so proud of myself..rarely almost finish homework before school reopen..haha..proudie..haha.. been crazy d/l english songs..haha..soo silly..i want the disney songs.. i want lindsay's lohan --ultimate... raven--supernatural and shine... and christy - say the word...and the second star to the right..hiax..sad.. updated my blog design.. went for super sweet this time.. next tyme then put other pix..hahas..cos got veri lil pix.. i wnt ter put ariel budden cannot find a nice enuff pix.. hiax...sianx.. sucks..my songs..hiax..i hate school.. i wished i studied harder before..hiax..but i cant change anything around me...tho most things sucks.. the ****&**** thingy... the ******&****** thingy... hiax.. soo sucks.. but nevermind.. watching more cartoons and it will soon disappear.. dunno how to take it.. I HATE SCHOOL....
...what it takes to be me...the one and only me...

"People Come Into Your Life And People Leave It... You Just Have To Trust That Life Has A Road Mapped Out For You." -- Orlando Bloom

mohoho..watched shrek 2 already..sooo goddamn farnie...rawks..soo cute man the show...esp all the characters.. i prefer the pretty princess fiona..loook soo much nicer.. went the klass gathering on tues.. so haha..only got 12 ppl got.. got me andrea vanessa densye jacqueline gregory wenjie shi hao christopher wilson.. soo pathetic..first play bball..sooo weird..kinda violent..den play 'shit".. haha.. oh yah..
the forfeits all damn lame..wad ask ppl propose?? omg.. that is soo damn humiliating..ahaha...den watch the ring.. actullay supposed to be scary de.. budden all the burpin and farting and sudden shouting make it not scary liao..the best part was when sadakko climb out of the teevee only lorhs..haha.. den play water bomb.. all the bombs gone a few minutes..its not really wet...i prefer the really really wet kind...den sit and slack for 1hr++ den went home..when to sch todayy supposed to do the banner and finish the words.. at least beta then nothing..haha..den go mac copy homework..soo clever..watched finish lotr liao.. legolas soo damn cool..he kill the elephant soo cool..at the last part osho shuper cool..the mr cool guy..hha.. gonna change my ugly blogskin one day...depressed... must be about hormones..undergoing emotional depression..eeew...hiax..soo sick.. sians. i dun wanna go baq sch.. hiax...freaks..

oOoh.. just recieved the new sitting arrangement..kinda weirdd... its actually not much diff..except i dun really lyk the people surroung us..its kinda eeeeew...freaky.. dun really wan that..esp the ppl in front and around.. got E.T... yucks..i want a nice nice place wif good feng shui or sth...mabbe den i can get beta marks..hiax...

aniwaee going on my klass gathering thingy on tuesdaee... 8.45.a.m.... soo early.. peeple osho need ter sleep de mah..meet at the bball court near most peeple's hse..all the rich rich ppl...hmmm...den they say go wj's hse..neber go his hse before..hahas.. go there and destroy everything..lala..den got wot water games?? scarreeey...no white t-shirts den...hahas..

just got lots and lots of legolas pix..mohoho...can print give cheryl too...haha..the crazy..legolas fans...oh when oh when can i have my lotr vcds... hiax..pinning for it..

i am growing fat...`` i keep on eating.. now i have about 5 meals a day.. breakfast, lunch, teatime, dinner and supper.... and right now i am damn hungry..omg.. i gonna have a big round belly..aRgghs...yucky...pathetic....FAT... den i can go onn etreme makeover and become beeeyewteefool...hurray...fat hope man...

actually todaee got guides..den i got a shock at 10.55a.m. when i woke up and found an sms that says got guides..u noe y i neva go?? cos grala mam never tell us.. ao we will get an absent...sucks...i will not be bothered anymore by the toro-hebe-cyndi business..i dun give a damn about wad happens to toro anymore.. hmph..oh and cyndi too..[yucks]..yippe yes...give it all up.. now i will focus on finding someone more shuai and cool and more good taste den toro.. haha..*smirks*...

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toro and cyndi got together as a couple...[bad taste]..okay..den one day toro suddenly decided that cyndi is too [censored part]bitchy and slutty and flirty..la bitche[pg] and chooses to break up with her...den he remembered hebe... the nice and sweet and lovely girl who was once his frien...he went to find her and tried to persuade her to become his girlfriend.. and hebe SAID NO...bcos he was not clever enuff to choose her in the first place and now hebe thinks he is a piece of shit and deserves to be kicked in the ass...mohoho...and toro and cyndi died mate less... unlike hebe...who married a prince or something..
moral of the story :: choose hebe over cyndi...
okay.. i think all this is crap..and wad my tiny little imagination cooked up one day when i was doing my geog.. u cant blame me..i am soo evil at times..i am soon gonna bcum anti cyndi...beware cyndi fanns...

i am supposed to have lots of things ter blog about but they seem to have miraculously dissapeeared...wwweeeiirrrdd.... i am a crappy full of shit person...sometimes u really cant take wat i say seriously... its nice to noe what you really want in life..and can get it...fairytalees...hiax...
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*/elfin-princess\*/meredy\*
^-sayy no-^

yay..nEw bLog lAyout.. a disneyy theme this time.. no moree s.h.e... heehee.. miracles of miracles..

iMpoRtanT aNnouNcEmEnt ::
i No lONgEr aDd tOro gUo wEi yUN iN mY lIst oF oU xiAngs dUe To tHe fAct tHat hE hAs bAd tAstE aNd lIkeS cYndI wAng Xin lInG mOre tHen hEbE tIan Fu ZhEn...

hE iS a bAd tAsTe frEak...yucks..not pei to be with hebe..oh.. and i yue kan ta yue nan kan.. mohoho...stoopid toro guo..dunno how to choose hebe over cyndi..lousy taste..no more supporting toro.. from now on..i will not buy magazines that have toro's ugly face on it..and i find pleasure in burning and cutting things with his ugly pictures in it.. *evil laughter*..haha..

i am getting the lotr vcd on monday from cheryl..finally can watch..hahas..been wanting to watch for soo long..when i discovered the magic of lotr its too late..soo sad... some times i osho mei yan guang de.. nevermind.. better late den never... cheryl and i have also began a sudden obssesion of legolas.. a very cool elfin archer...haha.. he rawks...lalala...

holidaees are good for watching teevee.. now got soo many yummy shows lyk carebears -- the magic school bus -- where on earth is camen sandiego? -- disney's recess -- the pet shop -- brillant creatures and dunno how many more fantastic showees... arhhhs... soo shiokkiex... watch myself blind...hahas..

got 601 klass gathering on thurs..soo oOooh... the guys fone me and tell me.. so weird.. this tyme is not girls organize anymore..hahas.. heard that they wanna wake up at 7 am to play ball.. i think very crazy nehs..den gregory say got dunno wad bonding games.. i tink it sounds very dangerous... dunno wad these ppl can think off...hmmm... okiex... goodnites... sweeet dreeeaaamsss....(^^,)

went orchard yesterdaee..yay..finally free to go out..so happy..deb we shopped for one whole daee... saw calista there...den andrea lost her fone...soo sad..hey at least she got a new fone todaeex...the lucky lucke girl...i feel so proud of myself.. i spent $20 only..the most was vann... with $35...hahas...watched day after tommorow..i prefer shrek 2 to it.. it was such a *gasp*omg - *gasp* they are gonna die - *gasp* what will happen kinda show.and it was sooo sad....VERY SAD....sooo environmental..it was i fantastic show and everything but i dun like such showes..too sad and depreesing fer me..shrek 2 was better but no seats... what the hell...at least the show had a dog.. my super favourite dog.. a border collie..sooo nice..if the show had let the dog freeze to death or get drowned in the flood i would have cried there and then... ai hate sad shows...and i hate sad endings..luckily the endings were soooo nice...hahaha...saw the below in ph03b3's bloggie/....

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Edison:生活上我喜歡和阿嬌在一起，她很可愛，我對她不是沒感覺，只是沒想過要發展。

if only it was

Toro: 生活上我喜歡和 Hebe 在一起，她很可愛，我對她不是沒感覺，只是沒想過要發展

wouldnt that be fantastic???i would be the happiest gurlrie on earth...then they got possibility to 發展 that would be soo GREAT....
get married and have little kids...soooo sweet...
btw toro in the mv for give it up soooo shuai... can melt hebe's heart in less then a second...gillian and edison are sooo xing fu..phebe must be so glad for them.. y cant the same happen to toro and hebe?!?!?!?!?!

message to hebe::
please miss hebe..
watch the mtv for give it up by toro..
cos it will melt your heart...
then you will LOVE toro...
please please please fall for toro...
and get married...
and have a baby called wei zhen...
people will worship you then..
thankiex...
from your biggest fan - Shu Yan

message to toro::
please please please toro..
see any mtv with hebe inside or any poster or pix[cos hebe will be pretty no matter wad]..
den fall for her....
then propose with a big fat diamond ring..
and have babies..
thankiex..
from your biggest fan - Shu Yan

message to my fairy god mother::
please make all my wishes come true..
thank you...
from your little princess - you.noe.who
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*/elfin.princess\*
--i must have wished upon the wrong star and lost my way--
[t]he [o]bessesion

la-di-la-di-la...i got my snow white..soo damn happi..been waitin for it like soo damn long..actually wanted to blog lots yesterdaee nite..but then wait until now everything kinds of fades off...stoopid....all i remember is...i sark i sark.. so does everything around me.. okay..mabbe not everything but lots of things.. and i hate liars.. a lot... i hate people who ignore me... thats the worst type of ppl i hate..and lately..lots of ppl have been ignoring.. and that sarks.. and makes you feel tiny and small and insignificant and invisible... at least i try to talk to them.. i would never ignore someone [unless its an evil sales person or something] but i am not one.. what the fuck is wrong with these people?? i am aalso not a damn sales person or anything... either they just think they are too good to speak to me or they just hate me..if they hate me just say larh.. y must ignore??? i hate people toignore me..i can at least name 5 ppl [or more] who ignore me on a regular basis..then y do i bother toking to them?? i really dunno...okay..lets get these damn people out of my lifes..omg.. now i find out that even my email does not exist..that is so sad..am i disappearing or wad..okay..as i was saying..forget those damn people as i wun be seeing them until end of june..or unless i need to go baq sch..*hmph*and the rest probs i wun see them fer the rest of my lifes... peiling is the best...woozy..hahas..got klass gathering soon..dunno whether i can do.. must think about it.. must do homework tonite..must at least get some done....starting at 8 sharp```....
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--why cant my life be perfect and the way i want it to be--
*/elfin.princess\*
--+-shut these dumb dreaaams outta my head-+--

sianz arhx...soo damn crazed up now..esp yesterdaee...help....sarks man..its all gonna change..yup it is..all of it..i think my blog is very unaccesible..hmm..just as well.. i am not a happy girl yesterdaee..i am not a normal girl these few daees..i wonder y??shit.. i am growing fat.... i am gonna have flabby arms and a bludging stomach... and fatty legs.. worse still..i am gonna turn roly poly..oh no..and my weight jumoed from 47-49...o m g ...sooo horrible...i must not grow fat...wth..got lots of homework yet to finish..unable to do on tues and saturdaees and sundayys.. unable to do during the time 1100-17oo--oh god..where am i gonna find time?? mabbe the last week..i hate bok reviews and i hate mr tong...and it doesnt help that i hate the rest of everything..-sigh-
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the little princess is too
tired to fight her battle anymore...
she needs to go back home...
to her elfin kingdom...
to escape from the clutches of reality...
to her prince
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*/elfin princess\*/a dreamer\*
-[in:a:world:of:my:own]-
**crazy-obssesed-freak**
..from tears we can find strength...

i am feeling soo damn proud of myself..i just pissed a bloody sarky gal off..hahahass..den she there *diaoing* me..haha..ifeel soo damn happy..revenge iss sweet...hahas..am i evil or wad..if i was there later by 2 mins i wud be the pissed of one..just like the other time..muahaha..*smirks*..it feels sooo good..watched lots of things yesterday...
-S.H.E. qi huan lu cheng all the songs the mtv
-Lord of the Rings -- The Two Towers[the fighting parts sooo damn exciting]
-Harry Potter and the pRisoner of Azkaban
the movie damn wad...cut lots of parts..and add a bit and the sequence a bit wrong..at least some lines they got follow..but overall not bad larhs..the dementors were cool...but everything was very diff from i expected to be like..the patronus charm and proff lupin and sirius black..cant wait for the next one...harry potter and the goblet of fire...my cousin told me the story plot of shrek 2 and the day after tmr..quite okay..mabbe go n watch this thurs..heex..mondaee got guies..sIaNx.. y so evil?? listening to zi jing zhi din the songs..soo lovely..heehee..phebe(randy) just showed me a eg mtv..sooo rawky..y no hebe and toro mtv?? these ppl are soo lousy are they soo blind to NOT see that hebe and toro are just as compatible as edison and gillian huh???? soooo BIAS....soo muchie damn homework...hell..i can kiss my dayss of sleeping till 3++ p.m good bye..cos now i mmust wake up at 6++a.m to do homework so that i will complete it on time..i wanna go out during the hols..i wanna watch lots of movies.. i wanna watch || spiderman2|| mean girls || 13 going on 30||...help me...i am going crrazy...+ i hate my damn idiotic and freak of a brother...
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...realize-the-dreams...create-the-lengends...
*/elfin.princess\*/a.dreamer\*
+pretence+dreaming+lies+

hEy hEy`` i am baaaack...form malaysia..all i did there was shopping...so damn shiokiex.. den most of the shops were lyk [20% off} or {50% discount) soo yum yum..but its not me who do the most shopping..its my mummy and auntie..hahas..the way they go to those shoeey shops..can die man..they can stay there fer sooo damn long looking at shoes?? they buy soo many pair..i only bot one..heehee..there dun really have all those shops lyk giodarno those type.. but got oP.not bad..everything all 20% off..heeheex.. so buy quite a few of oP stuffx..then osho got go Genting..super nice ter play..i played the spin spin thing..jux lyk sitting on a big big swing...very nice..budden will very cold..den sat on the mini roller coaster...my cousin say no kick...then he and my lil bro go take the corkscrew..the one that went 360 degrees...den actually i wanted to sit budden..heehee..u noe..its big and scary and goes upside down..yarh..and the queue was damn long..and my little brudder sat it`!! he sia suay me man..he was bribed to sit thqat thing anyway..he my cuzzie sit 2 times summore...omg...siao..hey..at least i got take 2 thrilling rides..the last year me wud have freaked out...i am feeling soo brave.. even tho i never take that lousy corkscrew...big deal..the arcade at genting is very money eating..got a lot of the machinesare those type the play your luck..u drop in one coin and exoect to push the money all out..i tried playing thsat in another arcade in koreabut its sarky..its sumthing lyk a mini casino for kids..and all those games where u drop in the coin and exoect it to roll somewhere where ewill let u get lots of tix..but the other games are quite normal..the arcadey type..and was soo nice..soo farn..played till quite late den go baq hotel n sleeep..*zzZzZzz*..heex..den went dowwwwn to malacca..more shopping..-sigh-..den at nite end up go play table tennis..but since all three of us[me my bro and my cousin] all not very good at it..we go play golf instead *a high class activity* heehee.. ask my daddy to teach cos he sumwhat a golfer osho..actually wanted to go horse riding..but no time..* i loove high class activities*..osho wanted to play tennis but no time osho..-sigh-..den cum baq s`pore..den next day must go the coaching course..siannn...at least tmr last day..yippee..still haven do any homework..hiax..going out wifx van and ann on thurs..steph out on holiday..hear heartland mall got neox.. NICE`..i must do some homework todaee...
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